春風漸微，狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強，就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIys0i1cr9
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdJqq6OCQB
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG86fhejuW3
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊？鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完，這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjgtWdEsxn
郭禹非常注重成績，每次只要稍微考差，臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色，也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXzR6J0S6A
鄭雅欣打開成績單，往下找著兩人的名字。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Ya9auvAgj
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著，「啊，有了。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPmkNGf9F7
郭禹震了一下。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLDznOgq7h
「我⋯⋯嗯，一般般，跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETpMp0vRiI
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後，郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDpZyoC3GL
「哈——」她吐出一口氣，「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4py3nOoWR
「真是，每次都搞得像是要死了一樣，」鄭雅欣放下成績單，「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpl2XZkpbYO
「對啊，他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiEZxNBhDC
她忍不住笑出來，「太誇張了吧。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEO0h8IoxEc
郭禹對她搖搖手指，嘖嘖說：「我可沒誇大。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdHymYTzN7
雖然她嘴上這麼說，但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVHQDYy4P5
不過，她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9DcNBhUzM
「那，這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰，眺望著遠方的風景。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMHGIq8sHj
從這裡，好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底，每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡch0RujTfY4
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後，郭禹開始抱怨。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPqT0BoqyS
「拜託，妳當然熱，在這種天氣裡穿長褲，」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲，「活該。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEPMRxWlMG
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們，所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjD4Dp76iwW
「哈哈，是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過，說真的，妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzgVHSPUXl
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說，」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白，「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcH9Ls3mXCQ
她感到有些驚訝。「喔，是這樣啊。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmhCFVdSgR
「我們該回家了吧？」郭禹開朗的說，「路上順便買支冰。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfT6B2Ei7e2
看著她無憂無慮的笑，鄭雅欣也沒多想，「好啊，走吧。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6rBvDKx6B
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzwmsjrOs3
「如果發生什麼事，不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UzuSjp7QX
「嗯。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlkQkVY3VY
兩位女孩坐在地上，看著遠方的夕陽和風景。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCK9RSNub5S
而影子，就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqcFX6xDcP
被拉得很長、很長。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwcIn7rg7P
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼，從座位上坐起。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiuwOPPz66
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNE4OhGPSO1
像這樣，兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdqrRRBlye
「喂——起來了，下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JxNW2fMm0
她抹抹眼。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3YicPTi0P
算了，也不是什麼大不了的事。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6M50ACnOE
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfjINlNuRz
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔？」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置，看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkddgHS3sc
「嗯？不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJTBCGisV9
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfGkuwnPOP
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己，從沒試著督促自己加油些，這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRQkUf8R2E
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASj1n7oRgV
「什麼？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDnIBZS1ma
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說，「哎唷，妳想嘛，我們都已經國三了，馬上就要考高中了，不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsstPsXHzH
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎？」鄭雅欣問。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmyWLIgadp
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MEdfk9K8n
「喔，那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想？想去嗎？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OJRKhU20V
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPmbvYxW5u
「什麼想法也沒有？」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOtRm0Lgg1
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她，直盯著窗外看。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOsZ0vko8g
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊，畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲，想試著緩和氣氛。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOMlFTJEuH
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉，但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvVcb02tvT
郭禹看著鄭雅欣，回覆之前的笑顏，「是啊，未來什麼的，對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMmE95hGc5
回來了。那個熟悉的她。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfSMFK1XDh
幾乎不自覺地，鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyb1dWBEIxa
「啊，要上課了，妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvcscCnIQb
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候，她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJFlOf90zO
而在那個瞬間，她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69g3U8mzCh
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放學，郭禹回到家。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWFiVIvxLe
「妳回來啦？」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn41PEtBvum
「好⋯⋯」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdsj62SCt3
郭禹正要進房間時，爸爸開口，「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧？成績單呢？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbeLWq9OGsc
「啊⋯⋯是呢，我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說，同時把郭禹的碗放下。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIEVGf1AVJ
「來，拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下，東翻西找了一番，把成績單遞過去。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqjUuY8zSA
爸爸沈默的看著。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtMcZY2kfi
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭，但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwdVvFQzhE
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三，很好。」爸爸點點頭。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DMA8JHzmN
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些，準備轉身。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yeSr9FRo9
「但，」爸爸又開口，她頓住。「上次是第二吧？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cJtnZV9D6
她吞了吞口水。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpOhZHThc6
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyARZa600l
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4n445mmBBd
媽媽將碗放回櫃子，關上，並在這時開口，「好了，沒關係，下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三，不是嗎？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk95XQG1inx
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wsFVYM8oP
唔。她馬上放低眼神。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhQzZtk0P6
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl01Fm4Tl1v
安靜的那種。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzooBbKqiK
讓人發寒。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ125wLtX5xQ
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧？」跟爸爸一樣，她在最後一句加重語氣，「是不是？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoavkacpoQ
郭禹點點頭。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhX2iJzq2u
「是。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPiBGhOUt7
「那就好，妳進房間吧。」媽媽說：「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAHVfBnSZW
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkIzIuNmZs
她看著桌上的化妝鏡，裡頭映著一位，沒有笑臉的女孩。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EPqpCKbRW
她把食指放在嘴唇邊，試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時，表情便會瓦解。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL02qkhNJK6
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMHl773tT8
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的，好呆喔。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkLuLAnPOc
然後，是她今天說過的話。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfQ6acTUiK
——「不會累嗎？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcgfIonSSB
雖然並不是在講同一件事，但⋯⋯546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdKs8Fd570
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上，順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈，距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXXPRn596v
「⋯⋯加油吧，」她翻開書，546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWklaUPwKzd
「這一切，很快，就會結束的。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5ma2Aq80R
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「妳有聽說了嗎？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCI3JIJYjxF
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcG0ofRFDD
「是啊。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxemlU4TNfs
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjht7Cx1mjx
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytAfFGUdKg
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjpmjxf0Li
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAqUmt5CuQ
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnlwnv6r21
只不過，這次她們換了個對話，聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NurgvByRK
而且，不知為什麼，鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6spzYV4yGh
「呃啊，我得準備了。」她看看時鐘，從床上爬了起來。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3eXMuyTJ42
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyl09HehFg
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到學校時，她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料，坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuhMHDxu7R
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告，等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FFCHm5OSf
「好髒喔，妳吃完再講好嗎？」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0gaczdWE8
「是妳自己要站在那的，」鄭雅欣哼了一聲，「怪我喔？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtF3prZ7aN
郭禹笑了，「對啊，就是在怪妳。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOR05gVYfHM
「腦袋有問題。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKk8ywrXIAK
「哈哈。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxSeFQOEx3
正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時，不小心反手一揮，把飲料打翻了。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2V06u8niMO
「啊！」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kgV1JHTE2
結果，就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUT4zSfBvX
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬，「對、對不起，我一不小心就⋯⋯」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bZdJ9V5Sz
「啊，沒關係啦，我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說，去廁所清理了。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxHZTEtRuL
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時，想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTZN5yXiRP
「啊哈！」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子，「而且還是長褲！」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4ooUG6nG4
她趕緊跑到廁所，想把褲子拿給郭禹用，畢竟是她自己手賤，把飲料打翻了，起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacFhgl5MjN
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVOgsSN8ng
而齒輪，開始無聲轉動。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5D5uNECJsu
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯？」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvdSvjgKWO
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢？546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi601wDp5qP
「喂，那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事？」鄭雅欣又問了一次。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3DpSvGPbs
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下，大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkQnJuuyFU
「沒、沒事啦，」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖，「只是我笨手笨腳——」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCpglvssbZ
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議，把整個褲管往上拉。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCovYQQlMdR
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnauvL7unN2
整隻腳，全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且，估計另一隻腳也不例外。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTuECeszGvN
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦！變態！」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUODXiZexq
鄭雅欣搖搖頭，「妳還有心情開玩笑？我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子？有人霸凌妳？」她頓了一下，「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9t1Y422b4A
郭禹的表情僵住。 546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYlUDJ34gh
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說？」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYRMappwAf
郭禹沈默，一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子，把門關起來，鎖上。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lXEG5Tlix
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題！」她敲門，吼著。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdMOW9WkA9
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP883psPHpu
「妳——」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFgpPamGeA
門猛然被打開，鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事，我會自己處理。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrxCJh8KHx
看著那個陌生的她，鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了？「但、但是⋯⋯」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGaIRlm3Ie
「不然，我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下，一瞬間，鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyetojC4fk
但她現在才發覺到，那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是，她剛剛在看到那個笑容後，居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuSP4VobFR
想著：沒事啊，還是原來的她。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvtjcT1qBG
——真是可恥。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwhP1Db8cR
「這一切都沒發生過，」郭禹對她說，並逐漸走遠，「這樣最好。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhENkNWJ7I
看著她的背影，鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ieo8zJ8Db
她真的什麼也做不了嗎？546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhytg8mo3G
也許她可以⋯⋯546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscXTrsTauR
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpYvpCAyVG
她一震。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxUTmnev43
她並不想跟她鬧翻，也想維持這段友誼。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfrjXuour2
而且，剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的，叫她回心轉意是不可能了。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1UVdECugn
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8q3Ha2sCA
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雖然只是一種感覺，但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vTBXbY3HV
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出，祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASKceHfB2e
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AsrTrouOP
「快！他們要來了！」這時，一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLoIHV9vBR
她們快跑在殘堐之間，身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxnGemJ1wP
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDXJAnt2Ge
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧！那裡還算隱密。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxhNIpAhBu
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2M6CttGQX
「別再說了！」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uBy2UBXOA
結果，就在她們說話的時候，後面的人追了上來。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXTwKrQQUG
「喂！在那邊！那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子！」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtN6rlrlp0K
「快追！」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyFESDe1OF
眼看她們就要被追上，其中一位女孩停下。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7l3C6mXIc6
「妳在幹嘛！」另一位罵道。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAf9le2jkj
「⋯⋯妳快走吧，我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wYouJKtVt
「妳在說笑嗎？快——」她打住，「等下，妳該不會是要⋯⋯」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFFtXrejzK
「快走吧，我會跟上的。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfaKeU1eAH
「不要，要走就——」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuDXdSwiGG
「拿著。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAV3Pn7lRxG
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3RDfqmNx8
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80l2x1xZv7
「拿著這個快走吧，幫我保管好它，我會回來跟妳拿。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMdJyBtDBH
「騙人——」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphPficWLXH
「我像是在說謊嗎？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7AsYfQHdc
另一位看著她認真的神情，交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVuS35qcdF
「很好。現在快跑。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf92qEaZnVm
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPxP1Uubn0
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩，發現她長得很像一個人。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgklJiYsHn
郭禹。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6eikpTu1p
突然，四周景色消退，喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡum7irReS7j
而她正在哭。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaHFzWH9eA
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFKZh2kGqQ
為什麼。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkAgwldH9U
在鄭雅欣醒來時，這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4YINUz9Pv
而今天，是大考當天。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7X0UMayNu5
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「我們都要加油，知道嗎？」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RNrug0wLn
「嗯，嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時，郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JWwHnrjpA
「妳怎麼了？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5Q17CLk1k
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28yu5D6Pp5
郭禹笑了一下，「好啦，沒事的話——」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSwJ1xjnyz
「我們，」鄭雅欣叫住她，快速的說，「我們考完後的隔天約在空地，好嗎？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xrg38DtSS
郭禹安靜的看著她，最後答道：「好。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3itrZmfhH
啊，她的眼神，撇開了。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuor7NLDHFg
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuG8Xz567yg
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCbJgArlWB
「⋯⋯嗯。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXsGlCbpOf
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「很快，就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時，喃喃的說。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSBTxJpO9b
「雅欣，妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThNruHLsIt
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSs8vhIQHsC
只不過，天已亮，原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUOF0iBv9l
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5XiKE97EQ
「啊！」她不小心劃到手，她將滴血的手指含住，一會而後繼續削。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRvZlJUehk
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQBF3IJDAU
不知過了多久，女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字，並把木片插在土丘上。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfutMVKA7GM
那是個墓碑。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzGfVl7yqQ
女孩跪在墓碑前，低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthDmNrjLfE
突然，女孩把頭轉過來，直視她的雙眼。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQ6jXgFhAW
鄭雅欣後退，卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscmwbInTD4
「為什麼，」那女孩嘶吼，靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼！」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSbIV5RGXt
「我不——」她試著開口。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVqnhDsOGd
「為什麼、要、相信、她！」女孩直逼著她的臉，吼得聲嘶力竭。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAh0uIuO43
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「嚇！」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfVZ8F0NG6
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事，那只是個夢。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2J3wUk2hWo
她看看時間。約定的日子，就是今天。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xbHzODvth
她不懂自己為何那麼不安，只是，準備出門的動作變得越來越快。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqC0VKdkoi
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「那個，阿姨，請問郭禹在家嗎？」鄭雅欣問。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UIkj95nHI
「沒有喔，她剛剛出去了，說要買東西，」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎？她應該很快就會回來。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kl2IvAJR8
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑，接著又想起她腿上的傷，她一陣暈眩。「不，不用了。謝謝，阿姨再見。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1O8jyxR3dU
她馬上轉身逃走，感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMw7HmQewL
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪？546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwZS9acVKi
一陣涼意從她身上流過，彷彿被什麼牽引著，她往空地的方向跑去。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfk4SVjaX6
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抵達時，她看到地上一個信封，放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊，而那個木片上，繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtob7FK9TcS
信封署名是給她的。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQHBLE1T9j
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣：546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8Gu2hACD3
我想，我們見面時，一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKf675PttfU
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她的手顫抖著，紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBKSbGq2Lk
究竟是哪一步錯了呢？546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eb4A1IgQ3
或許，是從一開始吧。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUH3AbSSSsM
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6PcydMQQu
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vEaut1Nfm
現在這樣、最好。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRzYFsIeek
看吧，一切都不會改變。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlUtm4yYFs
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她！」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIB8mcG3az
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqCqQkPRzx
「⋯⋯因為，我以為一切都會變好。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxurGEMOdrj
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFL1BBWxKtZ
在她的想像中，郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她：會變好嗎？這是妳想要的結果嗎？546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYuPynpNGd
鄭雅欣閉上眼，眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDyiNNtmG5
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbX9XfRMeJ
郭禹低著頭，不曾抬頭望過天空。
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