春風漸微，狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強，就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GLnxnRJpE
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4hAs3P5gg
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9nA2SIb0C
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊？鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完，這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3eDecPBgX
郭禹非常注重成績，每次只要稍微考差，臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色，也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQw1EaH6a0C
鄭雅欣打開成績單，往下找著兩人的名字。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJrv9sc2fB
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著，「啊，有了。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdk7BA4GxIh
郭禹震了一下。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xRdCEb24F
「我⋯⋯嗯，一般般，跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbj0kaSIoj6
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後，郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHskjvwSjo
「哈——」她吐出一口氣，「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyY9v3SHZ7w
「真是，每次都搞得像是要死了一樣，」鄭雅欣放下成績單，「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧？」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNb6NDpDHJ
「對啊，他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjX6fzKQtb1
她忍不住笑出來，「太誇張了吧。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxLWxfSAWS
郭禹對她搖搖手指，嘖嘖說：「我可沒誇大。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtyEmr2uhH
雖然她嘴上這麼說，但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8ny31Sj63
不過，她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewS7vJgx1C
「那，這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰，眺望著遠方的風景。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJzR3QpXr0
從這裡，好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底，每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkIDukNcQ8
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後，郭禹開始抱怨。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RvvPL8uTQ
「拜託，妳當然熱，在這種天氣裡穿長褲，」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲，「活該。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjefBY0rsaC
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們，所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ174Bj6a9pF
「哈哈，是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過，說真的，妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊？」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV99CZHtRyZ
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說，」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白，「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oZPokiIXL
她感到有些驚訝。「喔，是這樣啊。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtcjdPIRrx
「我們該回家了吧？」郭禹開朗的說，「路上順便買支冰。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7VoXrmPKl
看著她無憂無慮的笑，鄭雅欣也沒多想，「好啊，走吧。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmkMsWyyaK
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pI5WhUKXe
「如果發生什麼事，不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nGUfntSKK
「嗯。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6dycAetZA
兩位女孩坐在地上，看著遠方的夕陽和風景。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmkqYGURgn
而影子，就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5P7b2ivdH
被拉得很長、很長。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfM4NUUuQNh
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼，從座位上坐起。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOfy2jdbs2
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7q72z3Vc9
像這樣，兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49uraICNTt
「喂——起來了，下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaEV2RM2hP
她抹抹眼。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEH9W1pX5Dr
算了，也不是什麼大不了的事。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FQO9kHnin
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mEyV85BuG
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔？」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置，看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎？」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJyVIck7xM
「嗯？不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1Q2wJR1GL
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIGFPT08o3
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己，從沒試著督促自己加油些，這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuguIiSYLk
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGlVtSGrGQ
「什麼？」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSguI2rwRZH
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說，「哎唷，妳想嘛，我們都已經國三了，馬上就要考高中了，不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXsqiiLfSt
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎？」鄭雅欣問。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNWHtUzarA
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcjo6HtPwO
「喔，那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想？想去嗎？」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTjiIcFb9s
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMMDYIO5D3
「什麼想法也沒有？」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwS6QiZjhR4
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她，直盯著窗外看。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaL8AxaL1Vs
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊，畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲，想試著緩和氣氛。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgBqxkZWB1
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉，但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8MTqbHW2q
郭禹看著鄭雅欣，回覆之前的笑顏，「是啊，未來什麼的，對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGN8XOjr7U
回來了。那個熟悉的她。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxY8xbZ9MN
幾乎不自覺地，鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpGYxrk00K
「啊，要上課了，妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5natTppskN
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候，她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiaLPXCdLM4
而在那個瞬間，她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfwSOtJFgE
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放學，郭禹回到家。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFosPTCKFf
「妳回來啦？」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4ctIIEbsi
「好⋯⋯」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4UZmaIBt7
郭禹正要進房間時，爸爸開口，「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧？成績單呢？」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYC6a5am9JC
「啊⋯⋯是呢，我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說，同時把郭禹的碗放下。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVrpBjgqv1
「來，拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下，東翻西找了一番，把成績單遞過去。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRZAlG9aG0
爸爸沈默的看著。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GJAFs0loG
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭，但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKDON9Sv0d
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三，很好。」爸爸點點頭。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydohLlzidV
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些，準備轉身。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKtVMzEoRf
「但，」爸爸又開口，她頓住。「上次是第二吧？」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sbKdRAL9L
她吞了吞口水。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBUDPjRgVC
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是？」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wmTuC4vE0
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9MrkiHdXT
媽媽將碗放回櫃子，關上，並在這時開口，「好了，沒關係，下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三，不是嗎？」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYk7op4yf5
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdxkcYacgL
唔。她馬上放低眼神。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8al9dKfmjD
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelHArL41H4
安靜的那種。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaB8Xktz8qv
讓人發寒。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5u1HA7ASZr
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧？」跟爸爸一樣，她在最後一句加重語氣，「是不是？」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3g6TGkW3Ip
郭禹點點頭。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBa2mD2AkS
「是。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVZX9Ms9iH
「那就好，妳進房間吧。」媽媽說：「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIjsx5OCNm
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38eLamU2fD
她看著桌上的化妝鏡，裡頭映著一位，沒有笑臉的女孩。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkrJFTPkCX
她把食指放在嘴唇邊，試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時，表情便會瓦解。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcN8kQOaPmz
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDKBt5EMzQ
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的，好呆喔。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YAoJ20aXU
然後，是她今天說過的話。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TypWTPOwl
——「不會累嗎？」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtltb9eiXwE
雖然並不是在講同一件事，但⋯⋯537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYShsdBs6T
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上，順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈，距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtzvfs6hjF
「⋯⋯加油吧，」她翻開書，537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMn8QbMKx3e
「這一切，很快，就會結束的。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59tUxoBBTF
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「妳有聽說了嗎？」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0GCGPeP6O
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHwRNN4uwC
「是啊。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5Zo0ibL5V
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎？」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBGAGdXejl
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnfdt1ddON
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎？」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzqIuOqpXw
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi33cMTufqL
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zSyiC80I3
只不過，這次她們換了個對話，聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3Y5D6lI94
而且，不知為什麼，鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjYR4qI8qp
「呃啊，我得準備了。」她看看時鐘，從床上爬了起來。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHiSPnOXwR
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSoPtNFhDo
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到學校時，她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料，坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdN0GvaSNI
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告，等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0slx8X0Lh
「好髒喔，妳吃完再講好嗎？」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu96Du9Tcir
「是妳自己要站在那的，」鄭雅欣哼了一聲，「怪我喔？」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEjs6iBpWR
郭禹笑了，「對啊，就是在怪妳。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSxVTh5FQ7
「腦袋有問題。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gtDjGBCLZ
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正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時，不小心反手一揮，把飲料打翻了。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Y84hZ1Zog
「啊！」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgWfq7ggdg
結果，就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbZFrSXAYb
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬，「對、對不起，我一不小心就⋯⋯」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTA6exbv8vy
「啊，沒關係啦，我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說，去廁所清理了。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuH2fOaFqK7
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時，想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwQ1Aua2zg
「啊哈！」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子，「而且還是長褲！」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Me2lL5Mo7
她趕緊跑到廁所，想把褲子拿給郭禹用，畢竟是她自己手賤，把飲料打翻了，起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhoBI69SPs
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9ODHLhJ5w
而齒輪，開始無聲轉動。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnzUbBa5Ws
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯？」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcRruGAGaw
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢？537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTF6TyXyZOt
「喂，那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事？」鄭雅欣又問了一次。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyBCOpDUXX
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下，大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvQQN17uo3
「沒、沒事啦，」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖，「只是我笨手笨腳——」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDr2i06ZlM
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議，把整個褲管往上拉。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1whTdW5w1C
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YqeglMzMW
整隻腳，全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且，估計另一隻腳也不例外。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMJ6Lm01Ax
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦！變態！」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbP96qCRPM5
鄭雅欣搖搖頭，「妳還有心情開玩笑？我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子？有人霸凌妳？」她頓了一下，「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfTXdFiKEP
郭禹的表情僵住。 537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYg887vPIq
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說？」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRd6G5wpPlW
郭禹沈默，一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子，把門關起來，鎖上。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0KF1exbwi
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題！」她敲門，吼著。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAuNhMybMi
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡge3txiQL3i
「妳——」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhzoWVn4pk
門猛然被打開，鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事，我會自己處理。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTDi01nziW
看著那個陌生的她，鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了？「但、但是⋯⋯」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1aKlmZh0K
「不然，我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下，一瞬間，鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5wCrJnO81
但她現在才發覺到，那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是，她剛剛在看到那個笑容後，居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPfwwP3wO3
想著：沒事啊，還是原來的她。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1k0WkOJQdH
——真是可恥。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTv71EV0bZ
「這一切都沒發生過，」郭禹對她說，並逐漸走遠，「這樣最好。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqHiZBNnBA
看著她的背影，鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xX8xvqjPX
她真的什麼也做不了嗎？537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaeBrXPqi1
也許她可以⋯⋯537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jNgh4T3Cs
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGCDcddjaX
她一震。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iGxetIdc7
她並不想跟她鬧翻，也想維持這段友誼。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2HGBnzGxO
而且，剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的，叫她回心轉意是不可能了。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibrrD4I02c
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhlEiHV8Tr
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雖然只是一種感覺，但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVMgRnfJKJ
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出，祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNk4yUglqr
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERSjmYFHu3
「快！他們要來了！」這時，一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWJwV0DimL
她們快跑在殘堐之間，身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNQe0ubZPs
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMsh1IdMKQ
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧！那裡還算隱密。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAzvINA5Uy
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveZOYtRsoZ
「別再說了！」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eF5vizBem
結果，就在她們說話的時候，後面的人追了上來。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0U1V5I8u4c
「喂！在那邊！那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子！」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQI9jW7V9Z
「快追！」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAWvnWNvDQ
眼看她們就要被追上，其中一位女孩停下。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTAzM0B3dq
「妳在幹嘛！」另一位罵道。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVdDJfm2Lh
「⋯⋯妳快走吧，我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpukvwPCia1
「妳在說笑嗎？快——」她打住，「等下，妳該不會是要⋯⋯」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ908MdGQTlV
「快走吧，我會跟上的。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDyqPuQ8gv
「不要，要走就——」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHefL1wqsTg
「拿著。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SEEBzmjGG
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DPrqQf85o
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2k5eD557nP
「拿著這個快走吧，幫我保管好它，我會回來跟妳拿。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ39KrjbZFp
「騙人——」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV284FoW2H8
「我像是在說謊嗎？」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7bfkuQvDG
另一位看著她認真的神情，交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBzDHRpbvE
「很好。現在快跑。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4nteiD9b3
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyU68atJDN8
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩，發現她長得很像一個人。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7ZR6IoDzz
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突然，四周景色消退，喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFHzWZ2ScL
而她正在哭。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnq1gUqHwFz
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKx1lXbxIe
為什麼。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfoMDwUucX
在鄭雅欣醒來時，這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9TQqjQLLx
而今天，是大考當天。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITV3Go3x1C
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「我們都要加油，知道嗎？」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYXWQd2mkI
「嗯，嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時，郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsimwKd6R9A
「妳怎麼了？」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaZ8Gyx3tr
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHarz6sqBq
郭禹笑了一下，「好啦，沒事的話——」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTwzTrfnAP
「我們，」鄭雅欣叫住她，快速的說，「我們考完後的隔天約在空地，好嗎？」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjZQNdztwV
郭禹安靜的看著她，最後答道：「好。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDRaLyW5Be
啊，她的眼神，撇開了。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooTFJNq89z
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85ewUBiZWv
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmC0fhCAqW
「⋯⋯嗯。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcj0ywCtb9S
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「很快，就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時，喃喃的說。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiWzWw7bab
「雅欣，妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎？」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImjrX7936r
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv48470qH0e
只不過，天已亮，原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwL6qGHLYDm
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJkcqI5hGy
「啊！」她不小心劃到手，她將滴血的手指含住，一會而後繼續削。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rvSqieCKa
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJp3o1ZqH3
不知過了多久，女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字，並把木片插在土丘上。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshdYCbtEhA
那是個墓碑。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sWPHkuw3b
女孩跪在墓碑前，低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMYRTfuO5N
突然，女孩把頭轉過來，直視她的雙眼。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcB9MBZJbH
鄭雅欣後退，卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAU8MWe4Nh
「為什麼，」那女孩嘶吼，靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼！」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2qzo9QZ7j
「我不——」她試著開口。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPTWSJJAlE
「為什麼、要、相信、她！」女孩直逼著她的臉，吼得聲嘶力竭。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcsLsywt8X
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「嚇！」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OQODOXynH
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事，那只是個夢。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54cUNnr7HW
她看看時間。約定的日子，就是今天。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Z2rTgdNsh
她不懂自己為何那麼不安，只是，準備出門的動作變得越來越快。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCkCFq40YS
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「那個，阿姨，請問郭禹在家嗎？」鄭雅欣問。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oQ7lFF3vs
「沒有喔，她剛剛出去了，說要買東西，」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎？她應該很快就會回來。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4KYP3ghuY
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑，接著又想起她腿上的傷，她一陣暈眩。「不，不用了。謝謝，阿姨再見。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFQ8WGxWZo
她馬上轉身逃走，感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNohtfZRKj1
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪？537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZI90VHFK0p
一陣涼意從她身上流過，彷彿被什麼牽引著，她往空地的方向跑去。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzNhl11CA5
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抵達時，她看到地上一個信封，放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊，而那個木片上，繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLlGSp2cXf
信封署名是給她的。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBtRPZUuGD
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣：537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHYdcbP5L9
我想，我們見面時，一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZirwlGfXTw
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她的手顫抖著，紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61XQx2vsoh
究竟是哪一步錯了呢？537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZxLNrdSoK
或許，是從一開始吧。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFvrwYDxv2
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2Z9JcbqZL
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxAPUl3lat
現在這樣、最好。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfurZyWnXF
看吧，一切都不會改變。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcG4eCkKD0w
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她！」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJS3ZihGbQf
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZ0gNC9FJm
「⋯⋯因為，我以為一切都會變好。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVsKVmpdeT
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMby42zKng
在她的想像中，郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她：會變好嗎？這是妳想要的結果嗎？537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYlstRX5zl
鄭雅欣閉上眼，眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzjmArwTMs
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDymYHN4l6F
郭禹低著頭，不曾抬頭望過天空。
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