坐在速食店二樓靠窗的位置，我拿著筆，想要寫些東西卻又寫不出來，痛苦啊453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcCq1sRGbk
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不過追其原因(應該說是藉口)，是太吵了。這間速食店位於交通要道上，並且現在正值暑假……哎。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvppiPDaj9
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我原本很慶幸我能找到一個窗邊、風景不錯的位置，到頭來才發現，這是別人不要的。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGVUrZAXmJ
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看著左前方，原本是提供四人的桌子現在擠了七個國中生。跟蟲一樣，一坨坨的，噁心、討厭。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapCiEILA46
真心覺得國中生是世上最該被消滅的生物。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGEJUJDwNm
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當然，我敢這麼說，是因為我也經歷過國中。如果我有時光機，我一定會坐回去十年前，十年啊……。把年輕的自己抓起來打一頓。「叫你TMD人不做，做個屁孩！」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmipAjN48lL
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話又說回來，因為被吵的寫不下去(藉口)，我抱著科學家的精神，想去好好的研究這些名為「國中生」的生物。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFWOxZ3jPo
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動物界。脊索動物門。哺乳綱。靈長目。人科。人屬。人種。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwYaBEBPPk
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「我怎麼會和他們是同種呢？」我這樣想。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsosmShX9W
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遊戲、老師、考試、哪位女同學如何如何……，這些話題，感覺就像是昨天我還在經歷的事物，我卻發現，我跟不上了……。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jlLKogTZy
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這什麼鬼？他們講的是人話嗎？還是現在小孩這麼先進，懂得用只有在電影中能看到的加密暗號來互相交流？453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTOTCA8Z2e
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這樣的震驚讓我久久不能自己，腦子過熱以至暫時停機。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1GqnUG0tr
用著這樣半死半活的狀態，我成功引起了人生跑馬燈，記憶從我眼前跑過……453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IN2rziSEo
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我雙手拿著四隻霜淇淋，脖子腋下各夾了一盒漢堡。雖然無法用第三人稱觀賞，但我敢肯定，我此時的模樣一定能稱上跨時代的肢體藝術。當然也可以稱為我最前面提到的「屁孩」，還不是普通，而是用"超級"來形容的，屁！453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLaHgycLUI
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我在幹什麼呢？我還想不起來，總之就任由記憶的潮流慢慢推進吧。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rOf9b3OWE
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走到了蟲堆之中，對，就是那一群"蟲"堆。我甚至發現這間速食店是同一家，裝潢都變了呀……。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbv9CpEPjHf
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這一群人的臉模糊不清，果然我的臉盲能力一直都是滿等，就算是跑馬燈我依然無法勾勒出其它人的輪廓。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9hJqMKaEk
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「哎呀！」我的腳被某隻蟲伸出來腳絆了一下，往前倒趴的同時我身上所有的食物就如同《駭客任務》中的子彈時間，在我面前緩緩落下。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ004P7LS6py
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雙淇淋於地下、桌上、我的校服上綻放，我邋遢的模樣惹的他們哈哈大笑。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiy9mCsaJ89
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我沒有受傷，我記得，因為我知道我是故意的。這個習慣到現在還存在我身上。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuD1wXCldK
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現在想想，國中生是一個可以擁有純粹惡意的生物，對於他人可以用盡各種方式羞辱、嘲笑。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kkAo71SWg
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螞蟻，或許國中生的成份，有著剛出生、身為人的自我意識，但更多的是像螞蟻那樣群居的生物本能。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOGKfmMHzg
在這生態生存下的我，也不能說是單純了，而是為了生存而卑躬屈膝的低等物種。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYb9q1SVnSx
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我起身參與他們的話題，從老師很煩、遊戲再到哪個女生如何如何。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0Pbgue9Gn
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其實生態一直沒有變，變的是我脫離了螞蟻的身份。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iOy1EQPpT
而且比大部份的螞蟻更早，因為從那時起，我就打算離開了群體，擁抱孤獨。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdkS2UhoGo
在高中時期，我做到了。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzmT0piaL5
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記憶的洪流並沒有持續，而是在前方斷層，成為了瀑布。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gq74uETsA
我直直落下，墜入了無底深淵。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDS9W9XhF4q
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當我再度醒來，白光印入眼簾，刺的一時睜不開眼。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WujK6chY5
待我恢復坐起，一名身穿白袍的女士走來確認我的精神狀況。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYR5dym3mO
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「枯郎先生，您的報告出來了。」一旁的研究員敲著鍵盤，另一位看起很權威的中年男子在從電腦印出的紙上快速的拿筆寫著。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRtMVJQmmw
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直到他示意，我從他手上接過紙張，細細的看著診斷書上面所寫的。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPWr6RPpHW
雖然字跡潦草使我看的吃力，但也終於看到了關鍵的兩個字：453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2NKR7yoHS
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老了。
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