「人怕出名，球怕停。」是一位前輩在溜溜球官網的簽名檔，而對我來說，是一極具意義，且道出了到現在為止我的溜溜球生涯。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhcNMAbEQI8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKoDRyfyXA
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我是枯郎，YO圈綽號鵝哥。起緣於我的玩球生涯中第一年的一場比賽。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡ614dXf6Cum8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZK7Bg6gbV
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記得是Steve brown(5A之父)在2007年世界大賽上的表演，影片中只見他頂著大光頭、身穿緊身黑襯衫加西裝褲上台，在台上脫下褲子，露出藏在裡頭的粉紅公主裙，配合音樂表演。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡpffzOeS3ew8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQBabbRUQl
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我深受感動，對我來說，溜溜球不再只是為了帥氣(我得承認一開始是因為滿帥才玩的，雖然我到現在跟帥還是無緣哈哈)，而是You can be what you wanna be。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWN5JAGVfw8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSU5y0f5FFa
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所以我如法炮製，在市政府地下道的場地中完成了比賽。這是個里程碑，開創我在人生道路上注定不會和一般人一樣。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmxJzuYF7s8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tEnAwkYux
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11年開始接觸溜溜球，那時剛升高一，就讀一所校風嚴緊的私立高中。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xHi6wxYzL8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNXWaxtuvX
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相較於不知為何而讀的書，我生命中第一件想完成的事情，不管在當時還是七年後的現在，我都拼死守護。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡusHiyrTen98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rshDKk174
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傻傻如我上課、下課、午休都在玩，不管旁邊同學對我怎樣的眼光。對於當時，我現在才了解，原來我有被霸凌，可見當人專注於一點，旁邊的聲音似乎就不那麼重要。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1viK4NJKU8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzz73enZME
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只有一個念頭：「我要拿冠軍。」copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNsT5yqDwZ8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiNpL9sMYZ
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我運氣不錯，進入yo圈的時機剛好，可以說是台灣到目前來說最巔峰吧，新進玩家的數量、強度都是。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1s6k0yeeV8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEK29UMpoy
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而我，相對於同期很多玩家，表現實在不算量眼，到現在能說嘴的，也只有我創造一堆招式和拿過台灣第三了，哈哈哈。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZXThHY4qI8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIunAnZHEA
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天才這個詞在我身上絕對不存在，如果真要說，可以用火影忍者中小李來比喻，努力的天才。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCwrwC0Wfx8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXABObXrVMQ
不過如果不用制式的比賽方式，結果可能不同，雖然這話從我說來實在很不夠力，但至少代表我有自信。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDznKToi8D8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAy9X8xXQb
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比賽是一個能讓人快速進步，同時也是澆熄熱情最強力的玩意兒。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvCbpUSnZj8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlFquDz1Aq
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13年是我比賽生涯中的巔峰吧。第一次出發到新加波參加亞洲大賽，預賽打過進入決賽，真的到現在想起還是會忍不住模仿主持人那一句：「From Taiwan~~~Lin Jia Her！」copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YWCqserot8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xYDTzocB4
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回台拿下北部積分賽冠軍，完成「唯一打敗衛冕冠軍」的成就，並且於台灣賽取得第三名以及"舞台破壞王"的稱號。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡYk7xISr7az8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTalLahtzog
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我享受玩球的過程，也陶醉於觀眾的歡呼。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡKo5nzuhsRg8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdpZbjTNLQ
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再來14年到來，大起大落，這一年很關鍵。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYfIAGaP7z8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHPYH1hAO2
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對我來說，名次固然重要，但玩球的過程是否開心，才是真正刻進我心裡深處的。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6UqDDi5Kt8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdRlc9XTL4
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我很感謝我接受了凱哥小舅的贊助出國，再戰亞洲賽，真的，很打從心底謝謝。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvRKSrf9T78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCv1jWcsx1u
不止是金錢，更是在精神上給我的支持。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡqF5GnFmyuu8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRIKcUT9OF
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沒給任何壓力，而是送了我最棒的一句話：「好好玩！」copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OA2eeFxjq8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhs1jMYvevw
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我本來很開心，直到我面對了人群的言語。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZVSJOjYXd8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYwIXeZqjP
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「你都拿贊助了，一定要進決賽。」、「你編的這些東西很爛，改掉。」、「不然你就別去了。」copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oSb4gRqOm8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3Skv2VR5F
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上天給了我創造力，但沒給我比賽的實力。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWavZoKFW48Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZIEZCJW12
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我想用自己的東西應戰，但環境不允許、賽制不允許、身邊人不允許。這對我來說就像是生了個小孩，卻被人打了一巴掌對我說：「很醜，扔了。」copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5X31QMQaLN8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvfy5M9Tib
這就是社會，五年後的我，在面對設計接案時才體悟到。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRcg3gxUHl8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EbJial17n
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「當興趣成為了工作，你還會喜歡他嗎？」我能了當的說，不會。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCiq8hPSWL8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPIRnOExIW
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而我也從這次開始，害怕別人對我的好，「好好玩！」、「別有壓力。」都不再純粹。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2JZ4zMUJy8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0KxaAdUL8
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那一年我進了決賽，當主持人喊到我名字的時候我哭了，我大哭，但我實在想不起來我是為了什麼哭。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7qUntaUnS8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQC8rwBlBph
是感動？還是厭惡？copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDuz3CQSuN8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBhy9r9nmV
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喔對了，那一天還是我的18歲生日，所以我把它當成我的禮物。至少我是這樣對自己說的。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡErPnrUXdOG8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpilxKS86uy
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決賽並不理想，雖然比去年前進一名，但就此結束。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwOcrbFB638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcYfHjNxkg
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回台緊接台灣賽，我又拿下第三名，但對我來說名次不重要了，我成功了我想完成的東西，為我那個階段做了一個很好的Ending。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnGYWKAMD58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNh7s8rz98
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15年世界賽，在日本舉辨，說實話，我對此很期待但卻沒多做準備，我很矛盾、很迷茫。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiwpGXjDb816年台灣賽拿了第五名，連我第一年比都沒這麼低。8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPoXsEhW3G
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之後就是漸漸離開yo圈。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYE8a5kQHq
很酷吧！曾經是會把溜溜球放在床頭幫他取名的少年，如今卻不再碰了，而且一停就是一年。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbNAaKkKxY8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzA1BW3W4D
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16年只去了預賽，雖然意外進了決賽，又不小心把朋友擠下來，對此我非常抱歉。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7gnwWkQAw8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMGSYOPjnk
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那段時間可能也剛好大學了吧，生活不再只有它，我很喜歡一位老師說的：「所見所聞，改變一生。」copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUuD2FJmwr8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2Tg1kbF23
曾經被我視為一切的事情，其實也只是我人生圓滿的圈圈中其中一塊小餅。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpDB0NllyS8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsP2kNRa6e
這一段又是另個故事了。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoZALwx6n78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUjpjpUEzl
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今年，當我再次拿起來時，它又回歸純粹了。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡDm18Z4NJrj8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMxTbQi5uR
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偷偷跟你們說，今年我又去比了台灣賽，而且拿了倒數第二，厲害吧！copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡbeJOPKCb5a8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zNThh0NDh
一點準備都沒有，帶了12顆球上台疊金字塔，玩的跟個熊孩子一般，開心，打從心底。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pz30lAxsX8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqd3X6fOpli
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奇妙的是以往我這樣做，會被評為「不尊重比賽」，而今年卻成了歡樂，這樣的改變不知是我，還是環境變了。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5jGdjL13c8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggE39Wl9JY
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暫時的停止、抽離，是好的。如同我在想新的招式，都得停止部它一段時間，回來可能實力會弱，但總能有新想法。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡleq53gPFrV8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZT6vwtTqC
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我開頭所說：「人怕出名，球怕停。」copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvlpzlL9Sd8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Dtg9AzUwh
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這一兩年，我能體會台灣的電競世界冠軍-TPA他們所說的：「也許沒有拿名才是好的。」copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xjqexKZzN8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFxPiiSSo4
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不過，如果我們沒有執著於追尋夢想，又怎麼知道夢想到底還在不在？copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡbU1C04TPJl8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANxRHpF7Jm
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曾經痛苦，到現在看來才耀眼，幸好我曾努力過。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzR6ZqsLAl8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpFb4o3kGP
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我的球從來沒有停止，它只是在底下做空轉，等待我再度拉起來。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHSj77QS7q8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqucX1xLqL
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我以前就一直想為我的溜溜球生涯寫些什麼，但總怕會像個孩子看世界。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjkGVlKPau8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7NGjKHRw8
現在我的球齡也七年了，雖然用這點文字實在很難把它說完整，但寫寫不為過吧！copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡaW4124suQ38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCu1M8719fz
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重點是對我來說，我能看懂溜溜球帶給我的，不是只有比賽、表演、歡呼……等等這類的東西，而是在我人生道路上的改變。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPKI8SQZKX8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ883WOnHwfd
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我有自信了，因為我知道我擁有什麼。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡppgK6c5Q2g8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfThuK73KS0
我不看別人的閒言閒語，我知道我堅持的是什麼。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡlccqefuHKk8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH18LXX9Fuo
因為有這段過程，我能聽懂很多同年紀聽不懂的觀念。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAaujjn9j78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9gBQVsDAt
因為努力過，我能對人說侃侃而談我的過去。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IxotDAzuC8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPmZk76nSZ
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我知道我要的是什麼，人生的排列順序清楚了。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPP2g4hKL28Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTx898Y4BCF
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鳳凰就是浴火重生，雖然我只是鵝，但我也淬煉了。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vCg0Vzn5T8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpA1r7mqCQ4
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我是枯郎，我愛我的溜溜球，你呢？copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdB2B5GcEa8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrE8SYXroa
能不能對自己熱愛的事物，賦予它們故事，告訴它們，它們真實存在。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡOu0EwgIO0u8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNKTfSfFu6
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影片記錄：(名稱皆有意義)copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ60tn1pXpu8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7Il1XdhCI
12年，由凱哥拍攝。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUHsXjxDvb8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmNeJCZRaH
Hover in the sky，在天空翱翔。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkFOYc4H058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl42hCw58Xk
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13年，在中正紀念堂自我拍攝的熱血少年。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRbckzeJwD8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9IDnrgnir
Blooming on the string，在繩上綻放。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡemyWOvfl9K8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Ev7V8D0gB
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14年，影片比賽。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡxX4dL3pQLq8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81bRFziVWB
沒有名字。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXh7aBGolc8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1fS8a1Mah
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18年，玩回最初的感動。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Azzwo5LKf8Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDNPuspMol
(Yoyo)攸遊一夏。copyright protection4ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhcBvYFVOq
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