Never had met before but why now... It's so hard to believe that I'm in love.... With my once enemy...... Is he really my enemy? No.

     I have been never the same when I'm with him... He is not new to me. I don't want to change. But I'm changing. I don't wanna fall in love but now I'm in love.... How I fell for him? I still don't know.... He was like charmer who made me dance to his tune. But I loved dancing to his tune.

     I hate crying. But now I'm crying of missing him. I want to be normal like other women but I am not and I cannot... What is got into my head???? Or into my heart??

    It is him.... Just him... He doesn't belong to me. Yet my heart yearns for him. Not only my heart but every cell in my body yearns for him.... I love him... He is good at everything.... I meant everything....

How my life had totally changed...
How I ended in an ASYLUM ...

    **There is adult content in certain chapters.**