「回來了。」244Please respect copyright.PENANAcYeSjWyGCQ
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「爺爺回來了。」244Please respect copyright.PENANAiSXQNpioVV
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「失敗了嗎?」244Please respect copyright.PENANAdmYNvDBclo
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「看起來失敗了。」244Please respect copyright.PENANAnGtXrjmdO8
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時間倒回幾天前,被NAGI重傷的李仲翔,回到了李晴煬的意識空間。正如NAGI所料,李仲翔早就對李晴煬出手,但出於某些原因,李仲翔無法立刻吞噬他,造就了此時此刻,他快被自己孫子煩死的窘境。244Please respect copyright.PENANAXZw0qO4NKF
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「哪,爺爺。」244Please respect copyright.PENANAeG6xwGvt6Q
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「你打不贏我哥嗎?」244Please respect copyright.PENANAvl6ID6HpQ2
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「哥明明那麼弱。」244Please respect copyright.PENANAyG0fIeUxiH
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「爺爺不是很強嗎?」244Please respect copyright.PENANAabwlpmCNk1
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李晴煬的意識空間很奇怪,是一片一望無際的花田、一分為二,分別是白玫瑰與紅玫瑰,兩種玫瑰園各有一個李晴煬。因為都是小孩子的模樣,他們在胸前別了各自代表的玫瑰,區分彼此。244Please respect copyright.PENANAGE3qhXvS6q
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「啊,難不成,」紅玫瑰說:「是因為MIO?」244Please respect copyright.PENANAq14abhOin0
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白玫瑰疑惑,「MIO?」244Please respect copyright.PENANADCrizQvEI0
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紅玫瑰解釋:「她和哥交換,問題應該出在這。」244Please respect copyright.PENANAvA30Ehbxbh
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一樣的長相、聲音,兩個李晴煬此起彼落地交談。李仲翔坐在一張木椅上,快被他們吵死。244Please respect copyright.PENANARlRDO1EPDL
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為什麼無法吞噬?很簡單,李仲翔無法主動殺死他們──這是規則,只能讓他們自殺,也是他另外找上李博洋的原因。李晴煬是主目標,但這兩朵玫瑰太棘手,李博洋相較之下容易些,可惜最後被NAGI阻撓。244Please respect copyright.PENANAjp92NxPYDb
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「你們兩個,到底怎麼回事?」244Please respect copyright.PENANA4kc9sFt7Q5
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不知為何,李仲翔回趟仙境後,竟然換了衣服,變成一套暗紅色的西裝,前面的頭髮也梳了上去,依舊散發不切實際的氣質,不像這個世界的人類。244Please respect copyright.PENANAgtwrjNTTJB
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「我記得我剛來時,」李仲翔指著白玫瑰,「沒有他。」244Please respect copyright.PENANAVAxOYJfTb3
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「不是『沒有他』,是他在『睡覺』。」紅玫瑰糾正,可愛的笑容問李仲翔:「爺爺好像拿我們沒轍。怎麼樣?要告訴你嗎?關於我們的秘密。」244Please respect copyright.PENANAxyPmFLWQb0
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李仲翔沒有回話。和驚慌失措的李博洋不同,紅白玫瑰仗著李仲翔無法殺他這點,根本不怕他,還敢用挑釁的口氣說話,這讓李仲翔很生氣。244Please respect copyright.PENANAU9jb3SSOz2
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李仲翔問他們:「為什麼有兩個?你是雙重人格?」244Please respect copyright.PENANAXYUhr834AS
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「不,跟那不一樣。」紅玫瑰說:「我們是李晴煬的兩個面相。」244Please respect copyright.PENANAFA30L4Ahbb
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「面相?」244Please respect copyright.PENANA7N6bb9nOwd
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紅玫瑰指著白玫瑰,「他,從李晴煬出生就在了。他來自『紅心傑克』,跟爺爺有直接關係,是『缺愛』、是李晴煬渴望被愛的面向。」244Please respect copyright.PENANA7dIVDzUCiK
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紅玫瑰再指自己,「我,是因為小叔的愛而誕生。我要將小叔給我的愛獻給他人、讓那個人變幸福,我是『泛愛』、是李晴煬渴望愛人的面向。」244Please respect copyright.PENANANsKLQRRJJU
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言下之意,紅玫瑰來自斯德哥爾摩症候群,但李仲翔看向白玫瑰,這小鬼沒比較正常,笑起來跟紅玫瑰一樣邪惡。244Please respect copyright.PENANA7sSTtzhKdY
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「我們照著時間順序說吧。爺爺,你有讀過我的記憶嗎?」換白玫瑰開口。244Please respect copyright.PENANAkEshPeLeaJ
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李仲翔點頭。白玫瑰繼續說:244Please respect copyright.PENANAoSBV0GF28d
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「因為被蜘蛛襲擊,李晴煬失去記憶,忘記小叔對自己做過的事,也就是說──紅玫瑰被遺忘,當時由我負責主導。之後,紅玫瑰回來,李晴煬記憶恢復,並把小叔殺死。」244Please respect copyright.PENANA1nv237X8iS
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他們一搭一唱,紅玫瑰接著說:244Please respect copyright.PENANAOFib9TYjcm
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「但是,李晴煬選擇和MIO交換──以『白玫瑰沉睡』為代價,得到成人的外表。交換後,白玫瑰睡著,這也是爺爺當初到來時,只有我在的原因。」244Please respect copyright.PENANAjF7Do9b5f0
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李仲翔聽懂了,怪不得李晴煬獲得成人外表後,行為舉止整個劣化,原來都是紅玫瑰在主導。244Please respect copyright.PENANADfQwtj2fJZ
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「問題來了:為什麼一開始的紅玫瑰不快樂?為什麼一提到小叔就跳腳?答案很簡單。」244Please respect copyright.PENANAC1a5xxv6de
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白玫瑰甜蜜一笑,「因為李晴煬對小叔不是恨,『恨李央』不符合紅玫瑰『愛人』的本質。這點我們要感謝尼可拉斯和宇維少爺,一個幫李晴煬點出問題,一個帶李晴煬去小叔的墓前認清事實,這才解開矛盾,李晴煬也不再糾結小叔的事。」244Please respect copyright.PENANA2wHYCwJYJX
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提到李央,紅玫瑰的表情就很幸福。244Please respect copyright.PENANAbty1XALFN8
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紅玫瑰說:「獅鷲不愧是獅鷲,她在謝氏點破李晴煬『缺愛』的事實,讓白玫瑰醒了過來,真的很厲害。」244Please respect copyright.PENANAb6MWhJFWQk
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「我明白了,也就是說──」244Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZPyEysoba
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李仲翔發出那聲很像呻吟的嘆息,壓低聲音:244Please respect copyright.PENANAukgqRkEk3I
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「我要得到這副身體,你們都得死。」244Please respect copyright.PENANAukXOh0Jg5f
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「或者,」白玫瑰壞笑,「讓我們同時滿足、合而為一。」244Please respect copyright.PENANAAR0TOZ4Ieo
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紅玫瑰也笑,「滿足我們愛人的慾望,與被愛的渴望。」244Please respect copyright.PENANAJx7sXGJSTO
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白玫瑰說:「因為小叔不在了──」244Please respect copyright.PENANAFQ2t1m7sjp
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紅玫瑰也說:「因為我們都不滿足──」244Please respect copyright.PENANA4bQtntqNOJ
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兩雙手牽在一起,兩個聲音重疊在一起。244Please respect copyright.PENANAG2WKfJBdWx
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「才不會聽爺爺的話,乖乖去死喔。」244Please respect copyright.PENANAGeho0Di7PX
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遇到對手了。李仲翔覺得頭好痛。該說不愧是自己的繼承人嗎?棘手程度真不是蓋的。244Please respect copyright.PENANAZpTskF5L4C
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「……我知道了。」244Please respect copyright.PENANA7ISexAx1s1
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他把手放下來,紅色的眼睛看著兩個小鬼。244Please respect copyright.PENANA63WRc1gFfb
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「現況來看,我殺不死你們,你們也無法趕我走。我們還得相處一段時間。」244Please respect copyright.PENANATxC9nWWK1K
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「沒錯。」白玫瑰燦爛一笑。244Please respect copyright.PENANACIWmTdOjMD
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「就是這樣。」紅玫瑰表示認同。244Please respect copyright.PENANATHW6Wstf7W
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「在你們找到愛的對象前,我會把力量借給你們,但是──」244Please respect copyright.PENANAe7yXQz029P
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李仲翔睜大血紅色的眼睛,下重話:244Please respect copyright.PENANAdIBVzJGz9t
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「滿足後,都給我立刻去死,聽懂了嗎?」244Please respect copyright.PENANA9i6zAMqcgn
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「聽懂了。」244Please respect copyright.PENANAvP95SdfSCb
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「知道了。」244Please respect copyright.PENANADzO4QAqhYg
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「我們會聽爺爺的話。」244Please respect copyright.PENANAIfNkhGO3a2
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「爺爺,還請多指教。」244Please respect copyright.PENANAS3uKvSH7bi
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說完,兩朵玫瑰走上前,同時牽住李仲翔的手,歡迎爺爺加入美麗的玫瑰花田,成為李晴煬的一部份。244Please respect copyright.PENANAwDduOQ48i6
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2157年12月2日,凌晨兩點,仙境大樓,二層244Please respect copyright.PENANALc2QiMuwmx
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時間倒回高宇維與李博洋談話的隔天凌晨。因為MIO不想一個人睡,李博洋陪她在榻榻米打地鋪,但因為白天的談話,李博洋睡不著,只好趁MIO熟睡時離開房間,走去二樓的醫務室。244Please respect copyright.PENANAhalOKGZcIV
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因為沒開燈,黑漆漆的醫務室裡,只有李晴煬一個人躺在病床。明明心電圖、其它有的沒的都正常,李晴煬就是醒不來,已經昏迷了兩個月。244Please respect copyright.PENANAz26yLB9IRD
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「弟弟……」244Please respect copyright.PENANAoQEJ2FsVcd
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李博洋坐在病床邊,看著李晴煬的睡臉,又想起白天和高宇維的談話。244Please respect copyright.PENANAxd6CwMErZd
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「對不起,要不是哥哥,你根本不會加入神與畜,也不會遇到這些事。」244Please respect copyright.PENANA1IOUlrP1Hl
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李博洋開口,告訴沉睡中的李晴煬:244Please respect copyright.PENANAVuHDFrF35a
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「我知道,我最多只能帶MIO走,你絕對不會想離開。依你的個性,一定會為了宇維少爺死吧?因為你是優秀的神與畜,相較之下,哥哥我竟然會陷入這種難題……枉費我還是你的嚮導,真諷刺。」244Please respect copyright.PENANA8UcOx51YmR
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李博洋走到窗戶邊、兩手放在窗台,一邊看著外面的夜景,繼續說:244Please respect copyright.PENANAIlDxqs1kDk
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「我知道我沒有選擇,就算離開神與畜,爺爺還是會找上你,我不管選什麼都無法保護你。而且,MIO這樣的存在和個性,無法融入外面的世界。我不能為了一件百分之百會失敗的事,拋棄MIO和宇維少爺。」244Please respect copyright.PENANAsu0y0tFvEE
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說著說著,李博洋的拳頭越握越緊,眼淚無聲無息掉下來,落在窗台上。244Please respect copyright.PENANAEC8LdRgi6e
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「什麼是稱職的神與畜──無論天秤的另一端是誰,都會選擇宇維少爺,我也確實要這麼做;但為了『正確』捨棄你,光憑這點,我就極度厭惡我自己。為什麼犧牲的是你的幸福?為什麼我這麼優柔寡斷?換成別人會淪落至此嗎?為什麼我和你要面對這種事……為什麼……」244Please respect copyright.PENANADWsrO2gjGr
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人無法選擇出生,無法選擇命運;怎麼努力都改變不了現狀,才是真正的絕望。244Please respect copyright.PENANAmOGhaNZxRA
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李晴煬生來就是紅心傑克的繼承者,李博洋無法改變它,只能心痛地接受事實,然後,絕望地目睹它發生。244Please respect copyright.PENANAiUnqz9taaY
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他在窗台哭了很久。為了以神與畜的身分存活,李博洋必須拋棄其它情感。他這一哭,哭掉了自己對弟弟的所有感情。244Please respect copyright.PENANAPxgwxPfQBP
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他已經長大,不需要與MIO交換,也不用仰賴遺忘,此刻的他學會自我切割──將心臟多餘的部分切除。當不必要的情緒不再左右自己,李博洋也完成了蛻變,停住了眼淚。244Please respect copyright.PENANAY22NKKLkTA
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「呼……」244Please respect copyright.PENANAHq1ijl1lMM
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他深吸一口氣、吐出來,再慢慢睜開眼睛。他不知道自己此刻規律的心跳,該歸類為平靜或是死寂。總歸來說,李博洋冷靜下來,理性主導腦袋。清晰的思緒叫他趕快回去,萬一MIO發現自己不在,一定會大哭大鬧。244Please respect copyright.PENANAaQ56DwJPBE
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他轉身,正打算離開醫務室,李博洋的眼角餘光瞄到什麼,於是他移動視線──肩膀猛然一陣、後退三步,睜大的眼睛瞪著前方,好不容易規律的心跳又開始狂奏。244Please respect copyright.PENANAPgL5tk0DTb
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李晴煬醒了。244Please respect copyright.PENANA5doCg0AjkZ
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不知道什麼時候醒了。244Please respect copyright.PENANAciE56IZAn8
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他坐在床上,面無表情。244Please respect copyright.PENANAh3zlLvuSdE
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血紅色的眼睛看著,無聲無息。244Please respect copyright.PENANAC33Hpx8gQb
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「弟弟……?」244Please respect copyright.PENANAGfYV2kO51U
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你看我,我看你,兩雙紅色的眼睛看著對方,過了好久。244Please respect copyright.PENANAZVweWRnxDu
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「不……不對,你是誰?」假海龜的鐵扇出現在右手。李博洋拉起警戒,質問:「你是李仲翔,還是,我弟弟?」244Please respect copyright.PENANABZ0FYb1pEd
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「……。」244Please respect copyright.PENANAnhirqLzc1y
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李晴煬沒有回答,而是笑了。244Please respect copyright.PENANAhtU6Veo2HN
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像被鮮血污染的紅玫瑰。244Please respect copyright.PENANAicFkl8zoqy
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像被精液褻瀆的白玫瑰。244Please respect copyright.PENANAvKmSX4eJiR
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像從撲克牌裡誕生的惡魔──代號為J。244Please respect copyright.PENANAaAMUPDe3iT
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全名:紅心傑克。244Please respect copyright.PENANAXhgIQ1HByX
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