✽圍巾│金泰亨x金碩珍
✽BE向965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDkBoHJg2B
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10I2G2hJgl
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FhdoP1ON0
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dut1qVutC
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhr8lQ6k9uW
「所以，金碩珍，是你唯一的親人嗎？」965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ntSnf8IQm
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ321pxcvC2G
「對。」965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8d8PHLHudw
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG59f3vapxY
「那麼……，是什麼原因，讓他變成你唯一的親人？你願意談談你的父母嗎，泰亨？」965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1rxYQnv5g
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOUAoK0GQr
「我不需要他們，有碩珍哥對我來說就夠了。」965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmDlJ9HzKz
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkw7w0w8Ph9
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXsuGOkvrH
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXCVwDq68l
腦海中閃過父親和母親眼窩深處凹陷發黑的模樣，抽搐、痙攣，躺在破爛的床鋪上呻吟著，毒癮把他們兩人折磨得不成人形，就是在那時候，金碩珍從身後，摀住了年僅五歲的他的雙眼。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05C6IqmFqw
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDppnYzqW5
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtLYHL2OdP
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKCvyBOomd
「所以一直以來都只有你哥哥照顧你嗎？」965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcL1aIg8e2d
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdBdHZcAWJ
「……」965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPmlTOpUzr
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwDz9SFDcF
「泰亨？」965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡer6iHMIHZ8
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77pLYOljO5
「他不只有照顧我。」965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCXAW8kKM2
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygmkujxAP6
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1pEteJ1nE
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijUJtE865E
和金碩珍一起走在去學校的路上，單單這樣一個畫面也奢侈到只會在夢裡出現。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBy5VVee6bp
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UpL81yEtH
事實是金碩珍輟了學，從早到晚都在工作，為他湊足學費好讓他上學；在鞦韆上望著同齡孩子玩耍的身影，他想著的是去哪裡尋一個像那樣的童年給他哥哥。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6F17Erjjf9
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8tIzzVvoP
他沒有朋友，這世界每一個角落都讓他覺得飄零、散亂，就算在鬧街上或節慶裡也沒有差別；但只要和金碩珍在一起，就算居無定所，沒有去處，他也覺得無風無雨。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZaiWbIT1n
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLxEHasgVZ
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EyoOafRBI
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiA8P37fvt
水漬的霉味在房裡發酵，變得混濁、難聞。他和金碩珍躺在地板上，彼此都冷得睡不著。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxTSuLodPr
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyggl47jN3z
於是他朝金碩珍爬去，一聲不響地潛入他哥哥的懷抱裡，閉上雙眼，睫毛上的淚水沾濕了金碩珍乾澀的雙唇；哥哥身上那股連疲憊和酸楚都掩蓋不掉的溫暖體香，在他鼻尖蔓延開來，金碩珍把他抱得好緊，緊到他肺部裡的空氣從嘴邊溢出，吐了個輕微的喘息在他哥哥的耳邊。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNsuHVN6DM
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3Svq9dNAM
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqGolMxA5z
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvz5ah2WGHH
「泰亨啊，如果哥能夠讓你再暖和一點就好了。」965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqnHn4PiuJ
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEaL1kdiPRt
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4VdBXElt1
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7gr4aQ629
那低沉溫潤的嗓音，發著燒所以滾燙的雙頰，用全身上下來傳遞的呵護。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbz3dXGiPKT
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicXNL8Vyof
霎時，那成了金泰亨擁有的全世界。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyopa8ANqm
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnA6PnD5rQH
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSs33f71ZI
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJjeZrOmn0
當那個世界在他擁有之後又被奪走，當他親眼看著金碩珍終於撐不下去了，身體和精神都是，有個社會機構介入了他們，自此，金碩珍像是從他身邊被隔離一般，他再也沒見過他哥哥。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOCjxYgXoi
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpsijOnaof
不斷有人來問他需要什麼、想要什麼，他的答案永遠只有一個，那不僅僅是他只想要的，更是他只知道的。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclYB75gykV
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3gPAOYWDO
他不需要創傷輔導，不需要有人承諾他會有更好的生活，不需要有人在挖空他心底深處名為金碩珍的生存條件後，再來慰藉和關懷。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JwJJp7J4o
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcHoTIlEE4
他只想要回到碩珍哥身邊，僅此而已。但對一個曾經一無所有的人來說，一口氣要求富足完滿，是否不應該？他不確定，他會怯縮。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESXxJzLN2G
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAW33wQdzgX
然而，他聽到的總是金碩珍還在醫院觀察，時機還未到，還要再等等，這類的回答，彷彿他是個哄哄便罷的孩子，永遠也不會知道真相──965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIGfdjqeM9
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaeUSmq1KQq
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK01YBzqXUn
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcp2HCRQVc3
他開始在夢裡回到那個寒冷的夜晚，重新感受因為金碩珍的體溫，他體內燃起了一股前所未有的悸動。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdbC0EywHg
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iTTw1WgpJ
他將金碩珍的眼簾吻上，傾盡全部向哥哥傳遞那份一直以來從金碩珍身上得到的安全感，只有擁有金碩珍，他才會是金泰亨；於是，金泰亨低喃，「哥，沒事的，一切都會更好的。」965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCOYIvSJHE
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiGnZbS9vu
直到他醒過來，他才知道那是個真實到不像話的夢。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCTFSuqeLp
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPMhtDazGH
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpuIlLP5um
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OMMfbjGyi
「我什麼時候能見碩珍哥？」965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xsdJg2QTu
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFb6tXt0Wam
「……關於這一點，我想，是時候跟你說明……」965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefRGdZTkiw
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9H2Xbt2OZj
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0acWW1FN9S
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aztFcNEnm
那般口氣令他害怕了，彷彿他即將要迎來一個難以接受的結局。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZYPjOaKrT
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuw1JvBhdL
不，他不希望對方再說下去了，因為早在這結局之前，他就知道為什麼他們不讓他見金碩珍了，不是嗎？965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgznYJWUW7
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuoPYANc1i
──是因為他的要求太過份了，太貪心了。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJSqp3Qwcn
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbImb10XS7
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWSRWzoLPQ
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRo6vIP2BK
他說服自己，沒錯，一定是這樣的。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6aF1VenGR
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4IMChibA8
那麼他會承認，對，他貪心。如果承認錯誤才是個正確回應，承認錯誤，他們才願意讓他和金碩珍聚首的話，他會的。965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3DXZXjktE
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2r2By06B5
當下一次再被問到相同問題，他會試著更懂事點、更耐心點，或許他會改口，不做多餘的要求──965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnFESGhVep
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWbmrdaqW7
「很遺憾，我必須告訴你，泰亨……」965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgHDdUesjo
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRXl9g6b6c
如此一來，是不是可以別聽這結局呢？965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikoPStn0I8
965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIyIGYihA3
#
ns216.73.216.176da2
