How should I describe love? The answer: I have no freaking idea.copyright protection16ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfRp2W7vOJ
Finding love is like trying to figure out how deep the pits of Tartarus are. It’s pretty impossible if you didn’t get my stupid reference. You just sorta stumble around until you find the opening to the pit and then the question is: “Should I jump?”copyright protection16ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2C3uxLmLRU
I find myself teetering on this edge quite often. Staring down the dark, bottomless pit. Now that I’m writing more I understand how stupid of me it was to use the pits of Tartarus as an example, but I refuse to change it. copyright protection16ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37IFXJuTJV
Do I jump and risk the chance of being dragged through hell to make up for my stupidity? Or do I back away and stay safely above ground? I know what you’re thinking: “Maybe being dragged through hell is worth it if in the end you come out with a happy relationship.” To that I say: “Hush, I don’t want to think about that side of things.”copyright protection16ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoaxNdtUIi
I’ve wanted a partner for a long time now, blinded by the beautiful positives and absolutely taken aback by the horrendous negatives. I weigh the options in my head: copyright protection16ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLVHgssCdj
Proscopyright protection16ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgqfVoZqiJ
A partnercopyright protection16ＰＥＮＡＮＡmY7wvUKZPt
No more lonely nightscopyright protection16ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtecavEC7R
Maybe being happy? (Like that could ever happen)copyright protection16ＰＥＮＡＮＡWE8nU4MUv4
Conscopyright protection16ＰＥＮＡＮＡDR2KoxF8wu
Rejectioncopyright protection16ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOXQ07lFKt
Argumentscopyright protection16ＰＥＮＡＮＡxH7F42KQWf
Being vulnerablecopyright protection16ＰＥＮＡＮＡVz6XkvvZD2
After that I just can’t see myself doing it. Giving myself to another only for it to end badly. I would be shattered.copyright protection16ＰＥＮＡＮＡufQs5RAqwk
However, staying alone for another minute will drive me insane. Maybe it’s better to be crazy than in love. Maybe it’s the same thing. copyright protection16ＰＥＮＡＮＡT321J74tY0
Either way, I don’t see another pit coming my way anytime soon.copyright protection16ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTAQRVlmUZ
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