How should I describe love? The answer: I have no freaking idea.copyright protection77ＰＥＮＡＮＡag01vPjqB4
Finding love is like trying to figure out how deep the pits of Tartarus are. It’s pretty impossible if you didn’t get my stupid reference. You just sorta stumble around until you find the opening to the pit and then the question is: “Should I jump?”copyright protection77ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnjS3Mos5X
I find myself teetering on this edge quite often. Staring down the dark, bottomless pit. Now that I’m writing more I understand how stupid of me it was to use the pits of Tartarus as an example, but I refuse to change it. copyright protection77ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zRYnxY5Rf
Do I jump and risk the chance of being dragged through hell to make up for my stupidity? Or do I back away and stay safely above ground? I know what you’re thinking: “Maybe being dragged through hell is worth it if in the end you come out with a happy relationship.” To that I say: “Hush, I don’t want to think about that side of things.”copyright protection77ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2wK41znra
I’ve wanted a partner for a long time now, blinded by the beautiful positives and absolutely taken aback by the horrendous negatives. I weigh the options in my head: copyright protection77ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiyLbCyz4E
Proscopyright protection77ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8dp7AW6GO
A partnercopyright protection77ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqRRaVTKjk
No more lonely nightscopyright protection77ＰＥＮＡＮＡULCtxN56n9
Maybe being happy? (Like that could ever happen)copyright protection77ＰＥＮＡＮＡKViXkqyhwe
Conscopyright protection77ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SEXKPTDzd
Rejectioncopyright protection77ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuYAXwo3CM
Argumentscopyright protection77ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnHvl1WTjt
Being vulnerablecopyright protection77ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7plMn6ChJb
After that I just can’t see myself doing it. Giving myself to another only for it to end badly. I would be shattered.copyright protection77ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHGthEZGHB
However, staying alone for another minute will drive me insane. Maybe it’s better to be crazy than in love. Maybe it’s the same thing. copyright protection77ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUZ9pkbldu
Either way, I don’t see another pit coming my way anytime soon.copyright protection77ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlUa8igKz0
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