凌晨一點半，我走到了小巴站，剛好有一架小巴在等客。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8fpqbHR7L
「後生仔行就行快啲啦！全車人等緊起飛啊！」司機說。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJuLqgwEfB
「得得！好快！」我馬上衝過去。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZfLP8kNJu
上到小巴，才發現原來只剩一個空位。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Q6N2q0BG7
「好啦快啲坐啦！我開車架啦！」司機說。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ziJIVd0C5
我馬上坐上了座位，不敢再站立。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UPKQrtX7F
就這樣，我就坐上了這架小巴。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENV1J8XVZ7
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不消一會兒，這小巴已加速到50公里。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNiOk9u38P
窗外的街景快得看不清楚，身邊影像都像化開。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9sQxLRN0A
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於是我決定看手機，看一看Facebook、WhatsApp。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBoPFXHK1o
小巴搖得我看手機也有點困難，但我亦不能說什麼。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCH5WKg3EK
看到小巴瘋狂轉線，黃燈照衝，我都只能坐着看。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02LWCxB2CF
聽著小巴引擎那喘氣，不禁令我不安，畢竟我是第一次坐小巴。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlIDj2RSAH
看着乘客那種堅定，我卻坐立不安。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0FUF14EjD
那速度板死死的嘟嘟聲，聽得讓我心寒。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREwI1b4or8
他們就叫這架小巴——紅van。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eRWw4I7fh
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我插著耳筒，希望能夠隔離小巴那瘋狂的聲音。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvQx37tNiz
但就算我播什麼歌也好，還是避不開那瘋癲的速度。
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快得連行車線也分不出，車上只有速度板才知道有多快。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpif3vwPTwh
也許就連司機也不知道自己開得有多快。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPvj1lQQxV
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小巴突然停了下來，令我鬆了一口氣。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ixbjdxph1
「頂！點解呢個時候仲有差佬架！」司機說。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcUyf4mTr1
原來街口剛好有幾架警車停泊，才令司機剎停。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2VCoeZnpZ
司機轉了幾個彎，兜了幾個路口，然後直上高速公路。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5c6kzS6DH2
速度板所顯示的速度從不會跌破110，有增無減。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAkXqQlVKS
我想現在只有它才能告訴這小巴開得有多快。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNsa2zlN0n
我看着其他乘客都睡着了，只得我一個沒睡，不禁令我打冷顫。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6gc2s3G8g
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那種速度感令人窒息，我連呼吸都不敢。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInXoQt6mls
就算小巴開得有多快，數秒都像數十載。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBULRqH8ZIC
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我開始擔心，自己會不會發生意外？1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3OCcwkzdTx
我會不會再也沒有機會踏出這個門外？1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXT0WvW8Cn
我會不會再沒有機會和他做兄弟？會不會重修舊好？1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkTeI16tm1
我開始後悔跟他吵架，開始緊張會否出事。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXpM7xTtSn
他會不會後悔跟我吵架，還是說我該死？1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ANHSUKFEr
也許他連我出了事都不知道。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttlImZjtF0
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窗外沒有風景看，只得那死呆呆的灰白色牆壁。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTi22koFLLe
橙白色的街燈一個個在頭上劃過，只有它在照亮我看的書。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBbcJJvdyl
不斷重複，就像永遠不會停止一樣。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8bBFTxm2V
偶爾有車子追前追後，大的貨櫃車，小的私家車。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdY5Oa7ZVtA
我們之間，只得那條沒有終結的雙白線。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATXPFbgcYY
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無論往前看還是向後看，風景還是一樣。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDjAY7BQD2
車上的乘客就像死了一樣，隨着小巴擺動。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrh4Dh4DfkM
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終於，那灰白色的牆壁離去，換來一片黑暗。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9GYeIHQLE
那雙白線中斷了，換來的是間間斷斷的行車線。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7FnvZQ1lT
那個橙色的街燈依然在頭上不斷劃過，卻比剛才暗。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQA9bKYezb
天空沒有出現月光，也許已被黑雲掩蓋。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEwgp6tT6f
那嘟嘟聲依然繼續，喘氣聲沒有停止過。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNT3FqIlMe6
這一切卻令我有暫時的安全感。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAT6hHRm2o
但依然，我沒法阻止那恐慌感擴散。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7MA8oMRxR
我不斷在想我死會怎樣，他會怎樣想我。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhh4nutZgL
我會不會死在這車上？1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKp0kxlNJFp
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車上的乘客都睡着了，此刻也許只得我和司機在清醒。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRL6wztBI2O
真的不知道司機是不是清醒，只得他本人知道。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqqHpOq1bY
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我不敢叫他開慢點，怕騷擾他競賽。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1GNRq1qru
即使叫了他，小巴的速度亦只會有增無減。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPDt2okqyP
我越看着小巴的門口，我就越覺得悲哀。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIv6S3uXuT
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我過去的每一幕一下下地從車窗外劃過，就像幻燈片。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNwACJptEn
第一次和他成為朋友，第一次和他逛街。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlshz4TO5P2
最後一次和他吃飯，最後一次和他吵架。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2kTGYz1cK
一片片地就像雨水般灑在車窗。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIveGqiZcz
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突然，我手機震了一下。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnf7CGaVdLv
我看了一看，原來是WhatsApp告訴我他踢了我出群組。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CpeIhfpIf
下面還有很多來自我父母的訊息，阿誠的信息。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuNTatUWeU
我全部都沒有看，只一直看着窗外的風景。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevToGBUOVU
那一閃一閃，一片黑暗的風景。
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oJouI3gjq4M&ab_channel=%E9%BA%A5%E5%8C%85%E6%AF%941097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNZxKXRV2x
