我每天也走過她家，我是不是很變態？copyright protection367ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWBwoikbgL
她住在四層村屋的地下，就在我的居所附近。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLS21zvd6CB
雖然說她住在我附近，但我們平常極少碰面。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzD27bSX5T
就連說話也不多，長什麼樣子也不知道。copyright protection367ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJzqQmJZdI
但自從那次以後，我們就再沒有見面。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KLTY4zy7e
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大概五個月前，我出門的時候，我碰上了她。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJo6mrdyjaD
她出門的時候忘記了帶鑰匙，叫我幫她爬進窗內拿出來開門。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceoY7m2GVa
「找管理處吧，他們應該有後備匙…」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVi32HXJB4x
「我找了，」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OWfansJGD
「但是裏面沒有人，門也是鎖著的。」copyright protection367ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1qxyPQT16
「所以拜託你，可不可以替我爬窗入屋？」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTSLRZ8UG4
「…真的沒有其他方法嗎？」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Cn7F44oG9
「麻煩你了！我還要趕著上班，自己又不夠高爬進去…」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPXT58gxRX
事實上我也是趕著要上班的，但實在不忍心丟下她一個人諸於自己門外。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfR30I39DJ
所以最後我還是答應了。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHlBP0GUpn
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事後，她給了後備鎖匙給我，以防同類事件再次發生。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1hl5i48sH
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而因為這件事，我們開始有所交談，我們的關係開始變得密切。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡld1zfgRqMI
每日上班，我們都會一起乘地鐵。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgJKBP2FYu
每次回到家裏，我們都會在電話中傾訴心事，閑聊。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQaM5s1krb
有好幾次午夜，她想跟我吃宵夜，我想也沒想就衝了出去幫她買。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNp1mEhd54
有好幾次上班遲了，我們一起追車追到氣喘喘。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxlFhWvkCt
有好幾次周末，我們一起逛了好幾圈銅鑼灣。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZkZLqsNKT
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兩個月前，是她生日。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cEtSWqog2
就在她生日前的那幾天，我逛了整個香港，就是為了找一份適合她的禮物。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS52d4NDxAo
她生日前的那一天，我找了一幅掛畫。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrz88WUbYYs
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你說多少錢？371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4O2617UEEv
價錢不重要，重要的是畫。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ364be16p05
畫中是一個窗，跟一對鎖匙。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5dwQO4xQ0
送給她時，她還滿喜歡的，還把它掛在書房牆上。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUPx1RFWwj
那個時候，我還以為她喜歡上我。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszpxLEyS3y
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直到一個半月前，我向她示愛。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bitI37gVa
我沒有買鮮花，我沒有準備什麼蛋糕，只是在一頓很普通的晚餐裡説。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPT5t4vY300
當我說出那句說話，那句對她如像是毒藥的話；371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwxESBq4l9
她突然停了下來，像是被摑了一巴的樣子。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNok6S29Zj4
原本一副談天説地的表情，慢慢變成憂愁不已。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8YfB2Lz6M
然後我再問她一次 ，「你可不可以跟我一起？」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0j7EbJ5g4
她沒有回應我，只一直在喝水。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4tAalDjlW
我也停了一停，等她的回應。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡow5nLHpwhw
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直到那杯全滿的水被她喝到一滴不留，她才開口說。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMw9g6jBJDX
「⋯⋯我不想有男朋友。」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2tLpfsPMJ
「為什麼？」我忍不住問下去。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5ASHz3vhk
「因為我已經受夠了被拋棄的感覺！」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4QJkW3WGG
「每次每次結果都是一樣，還害我哭得像廢人一樣⋯」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmIn88CAXo
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她說到這裡，眼已泛淚。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziRq1bn483
「我只是想跟你做個朋友，但⋯」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2qupyC29A
「⋯⋯但是你現在卻跟我示愛⋯」她的淚珠已經開始下滑。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtUVo67TlP
「我⋯」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGV7xl9JJeR
「對不起！我真的不知道你⋯」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZTdtjL6mV
「你不要再說了！我不想再見到你！」371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOoBJNIRH3
她把那句話說完，就馬上哭成淚人的衝了出去。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoZPWlYG4c
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她走了。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRf4Q41b2Hf
只剩下我、那個空杯、和吃剩的闊條麵在Cafe de Coral。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡff7rGb7s2T
其後那數天，我再也碰不到她，無論是上班還是回家。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANmwYrcWeK
不知為什麼，儘管她不愛我，儘管她不想再見到我，我還是很想去找她。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6ZHW3I86q
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於是有一天，我故意繞路走到她家附近才回家，看看她在不在。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpwaVuC8rR
那天我去到，她還未下班。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4XSLUWu22
但看到她家十分凌亂，地上有很多用過的紙巾。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqoAVbWC6L
我看不過眼，於是用了她給我的後備鎖匙入屋來幫她清潔。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUaS56nHfO
儘管這個行為有點奇怪，但我實在忍不住。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7Tw0FqWas
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這漸漸變成我的習慣。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNAxFFE3nT
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每天我都會走到她家，幫她打掃，換床單。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWFgkk5TWx
有時看看她家的相片，聽聽她家的唱片。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjl9Q1Pu4c
有時看看我送給她的掛畫，灌溉她種的花。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoW9oICq9wn
看着那還沒丟掉的蛋糕盒，那快將用完的紙巾盒。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTkp9EKfyH
那造就我們的窗口，我一手造成的傷口。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM707hR97md
也許她不會為意，也許她不會在意，但這就是我對她的心意。371Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKat9S6z1C
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我每天也走過她家，我是不是很變態？copyright protection367ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSPejGA2FN
