學校閘前，馨儀被祈祈從後叫住：「不如一起走。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5rWcExfYV
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祈祈的窩心行為出乎馨儀意料。她看看錶：這個時間，祈祈應該老早跟著家傭姐姐離開了。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZjtqsTAd3
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萬分感動。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIkkubDWx5
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祈祈沒有提及志恆的事，純粹與馨儀閒聊。談天說地。講講在學校附近新開張的越南菜館、笑談近日的娛樂熱話、推介好聽的流行曲……537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCT1uWH1w7k
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在祈祈的陪伴下，馨儀舒懷多了。尤當看見祈祈露出罕有的笑容時，馨儀覺得自己的煩惱存在得有價值：祈祈全心全意為她著想，以至忘記自己的煩憂。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2h4bw7nlVb
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馨儀很好奇，為何條件優渥的祈祈比前途黯淡的她更為愁眉不展。但她沒開口問。無可否認，她從一開始已對祈祈生起一種距離感：祈祈的條件那麼優裕，自己豈能與她相提並論！是自卑，亦是妒忌。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuAPFwmF79
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良心微微衝擊著馨儀，她為先前的想法感到慚愧。若要多走一步，為祈祈做甚麼或是說甚麼支持話語，她還是沒這個力氣。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTAmxhQLd3
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第一步是最艱難的一步。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdSPV4giIB
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是否有甚麼實質困難？沒有。純粹是開不了口。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eLW4K5xwr
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巴士站前，二人道別。馨儀在巴士上等候開車時間到來，祈祈則跟著只顧低頭玩手提電話的家傭姐姐回家。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjiP9T5uHQ
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祈祈家住區內頂級的私人屋苑。每次回家均會路經富麗堂皇的電梯大堂、環境優美的花園、設施齊備的高級會所和室外暖水泳池。家門後的玄關掛滿一家三口的合照，狀甚溫馨。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2r8DLkaF9L
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每一事物都在提醒她：父母為她付出了大量心血和金錢，而他們只是要求她考取好成績，毫不過份。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkjB5njZ5s
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他們不過份。是自己不夠好。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKAXx9zFHV
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匆匆吃過家傭姐姐準備的茶點，西多士配錫蘭紅茶，外加溫水服送醫生處方的藥物和維他命丸。吃完後，要張開口讓家傭姐姐查看，防止她把五顏六色的藥丸藏在舌根。家傭姐姐臉上的無奈，源於祈祈的年紀和安裝在暗角的閉路電視。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXQNZyc4tf
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練鋼琴，練小提琴，做功課，吃晚餐，溫習課本，洗澡，刷牙，備課。睡覺。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1aq128AOc
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「晚安。」埋頭於圖則當中的工程師父親淺笑一下。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuIIEAldKe
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「晚安。」忙於回覆客戶電郵的經理母親淺笑一下。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixenGdzAPc
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「晚安。」祈祈模仿父母的淺笑。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKZO0NaaXl
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祈祈理解，父母也是凡人，沒能全面顧及生活上的所有。要顧及維持家庭生活質素的薪金，就顧不了家人之間的關係。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsL4NRCSz7
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能夠降低生活質素和薪金金額，以換取更多家人之間的相處時間嗎？537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnF76C25ziz
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好一個奇怪又現實的城巿。大部份受薪人士的工作時間和薪金金額沒有一定關係。調低薪金金額不代表工作時間得以縮短。既然如此，何必調低薪金金額？537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1Ou2jImbD
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父母屬於「必須以過長工作時間換取優厚薪金」一類。他們努力工作，期望早日升職到「能夠以正常工作時間換取優厚薪金」的層級。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYJT8Ro6YF
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和父母一樣，祈祈是成熟的、懂事的。她明白社會的荒謬，選擇不作聲。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCv0XIawtt0
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曾經，不懂事的祈祈過份介懷父母對她的冷漠，選擇了「表達」。他們帶她見心理醫生，醫生處方了一些藥物。服藥後，身體不適應，頭暈作嘔，反應緩慢，集中不了精神。成績一落千丈，學校容不下她，請她離開。好學校婉拒她。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyrcqd2X38
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沒法子。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoMeuM9U2a
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一年前，父母無奈安排她到這裡讀書，望能考取好成績，以精英姿態轉到更好的學校……537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6Y2EKhVhO
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日出，起床，梳洗，吃早餐，更衣，上學。專心上課，努力讀書。放學，練鋼琴，練小提琴，做功課，吃晚餐，溫習課本，洗澡，刷牙，備課，睡覺。日出，起床，梳洗，吃早餐，更衣，上學。專心上課，努力讀書。放學，練鋼琴，練小提琴，做功課，吃晚餐，溫習課本，洗澡，刷牙，備課，睡覺……537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4APHGZNoAi
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增添痛苦的念頭，不要多想。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbicANiciEc
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沒實際作用的感覺，不要多想。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5npbeFvBT
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不要多想。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYY1SYOdna
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千萬不要多想。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLfgp57ytU
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會過去的。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnI4fVhfdgZ
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一定會過去的。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqZq30AQMp
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祈祈深信一切終會過去。
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