第十三章♀43Please respect copyright.PENANAhpXqbcOzrO
★幻象般的愛情★43Please respect copyright.PENANAYiOA4vDYj8
……愛情,說到底也只是一場美麗的幻象而已……43Please respect copyright.PENANA9FUkESDi9X
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在星期天的晚上,車子川流不息的在道路上游走著。43Please respect copyright.PENANAoC4VYXo86A
我坐在法式餐廳內,透過玻璃窗看著街上的景色。43Please respect copyright.PENANAt9PQOfaYdw
我微微的張開口,在玻璃窗上呵了口氣,玻璃窗上立即現了朦朧的一片。43Please respect copyright.PENANAIErLrB8lMz
「剛才的田螺還可以嗎?我總覺得廚子把味道弄得太濃了!」渺兒的聲音突然在我耳邊響起。43Please respect copyright.PENANARqrme06CKu
我急忙回過頭,朝她笑了笑。43Please respect copyright.PENANAPjIRK3Dmr4
「味道太濃了嗎?我覺得還可以接受的,始絡西方人和我們的口味不同哩!」我撥了撥額前的留海,淡淡的回道。43Please respect copyright.PENANAa79bXHMIli
渺兒抬了抬頭,看了看我,然後不置可否的點了點頭。43Please respect copyright.PENANAxFSBt5YXVo
我們又繼續低下頭,向碟上的食物發動另一輪的進攻。43Please respect copyright.PENANAT3YgEQCiLP
「是了!你知道嗎?」渺兒忽然看著我,問。43Please respect copyright.PENANAyNIte6KGq4
「什麼?」我用紙巾抺了抺唇,輕聲道。43Please respect copyright.PENANAUSlED6lbnp
「阿帆和阿紫分開了!」渺兒煞有其事的說,並向我投來奇怪的眼神。43Please respect copyright.PENANAFNkawKeks4
我拿著子的手立時停頓了下來,怔怔的想出神來。43Please respect copyright.PENANAQLsK2ehP4L
你和阿紫已經分手嗎?43Please respect copyright.PENANArP1wFkP9jP
那你會很傷心嗎?43Please respect copyright.PENANAXffita1yLs
還是和當初一樣,冷靜地遺下我獨自一個面對?43Please respect copyright.PENANAd2Pjk56bbv
我晃了晃頭,然後裝出了一副冷漠的樣子。43Please respect copyright.PENANAocaHh57NCE
「是嗎?」我冷冷的說,其實心中正驚訝得要命。43Please respect copyright.PENANAAp7NfBiCgO
我絕不要讓別人知道我還在意你的一舉一動,那未免太丟人了!43Please respect copyright.PENANAUOK96DcZ3r
對於一個已經不愛自己的男人還這麼的著緊,我想只有我這種傻女人才會這樣。43Please respect copyright.PENANAgI1cTogKsN
天下間最大的傻瓜,我想是非我莫屬的了!43Please respect copyright.PENANASbI5mxLwwP
渺兒看著我,微微的張開口,露出一副驚訝的樣子。43Please respect copyright.PENANA6KrtPEsAVB
「你一點也不感到驚訝嗎?我還以為你會開心得昏了頭哩!想不到你會這麼的冷靜!」渺兒不可思議的看著我。43Please respect copyright.PENANAwoScvPJ9UG
「這是人家的事!我為什麼要驚訝?我為什麼要高興?」我白了她一眼,繼續裝出一副漠不關心的樣子。43Please respect copyright.PENANAvizw1C6WGB
看來,渺兒似乎也被我精湛的演技瞞騙過去了。43Please respect copyright.PENANAxMki5ESQbC
「小喬長大了!再也不是以前愛小帆愛得死去活來的小喬!」渺兒的雙眼閃過一點嘉許的意味!43Please respect copyright.PENANAV3ouZp7Ksn
我暗笑著,把目光移到窗外。43Please respect copyright.PENANAGmzXdCrF2h
窗外的行人們個個也臉掛笑容,在燈火燦爛的街道上走著。43Please respect copyright.PENANAqada1UYKm3
但,他們真的愉快嗎?43Please respect copyright.PENANAKQD1yU0PGk
也許,他們只是戴著歡愉的面具,內心哩,其實是痛苦不堪的。43Please respect copyright.PENANATsKgNZKcYQ
彷彿如馬戲團中的小丑,前一刻還以歡愉的笑臉取悅著觀眾,下一刻卻獨坐在後台,以苦澀的淚水哀悼自身的辛酸。43Please respect copyright.PENANAgbUzKkrvCT
我看著看著,在迷幻的燈光的映照下,途人那一張張笑臉忽然變得虛假起來。43Please respect copyright.PENANACVPn2yxQl1
彷如幻象般,下一秒那張笑臉會幻化成淒怨的哀容。43Please respect copyright.PENANA1yYRt5ejCd
世間上,也許存在著太多幻象了!43Please respect copyright.PENANAFq2Ya3GgXR
愛情,說到底也只是一場美麗的幻象而已。43Please respect copyright.PENANAgeekdzETdv
愈相信愛情,人們便會愈變得脫離現實!43Please respect copyright.PENANAQpjNyln2lW
很不巧,我正正是這種人。43Please respect copyright.PENANAqqozCz5Dvs
現實中明明是不行了,但暗地裡我還是希望能再次擁有你!43Please respect copyright.PENANAVdSWy5lm5T
那怕擁著的只是你的幻影!我還是義無反顧的盼望著。43Please respect copyright.PENANAPazGKHb2mM
結果,由於要逃離別人的譏笑,我帶上一副虛假的面具。43Please respect copyright.PENANAe2aUutgT9m
而自以為是的我甚至戴著面具,在人們前大聲疾呼:「其實我對你已經不在意了!你壓根兒就是我生命中的其中一個過客而已。」43Please respect copyright.PENANAfLu2BoXhKq
但,誰又看到面具之下,我臉上掛著一串串思念你的淚!43Please respect copyright.PENANApW21hTUrdk
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晚餐過後,我和渺兒便在法式餐廳門前分道揚鑣了。43Please respect copyright.PENANAAtjvY8VE7t
我站在巴士的下層,習慣性地挑了一個靠窗的位置坐下。43Please respect copyright.PENANA8a8w4RD3MR
坐著坐著,腦海中忽然浮起你的臉容。43Please respect copyright.PENANAHj1n8fqP7t
你的一切彷彿如夢魘般纏繞著我,令我不可以忘記你。43Please respect copyright.PENANAKuMN0OiAru
你的笑臉……你認真的眼神……你不可一世的樣子……你自以為是的不屑表情……此刻正像走馬燈般在我的腦海中交替游走著。43Please respect copyright.PENANAAjE66MKqfR
你!你!你!此刻我想起的一切也是你!43Please respect copyright.PENANADU0R8CdRn2
令我又愛又恨的你!43Please respect copyright.PENANAqcB2jGqZh2
小帆,究竟你何時才可以放過我?43Please respect copyright.PENANAYMCIPHOXtp
抑或,正確點說,我顧小喬何時才可放開你?43Please respect copyright.PENANAbYl8TAYrzP
剛才聽見你和阿紫分開了,我竟又不知為何冒起了一個糟得很的念頭!43Please respect copyright.PENANAjb2xgAX1bO
沒錯,不止糟得很,而且還是一個近乎妄想的念頭!43Please respect copyright.PENANAjjCnkqFhkd
我和你,可以再一起嗎?43Please respect copyright.PENANAIpVt5GGjsq
我晃了晃頭,竭力的想令自己清醒。43Please respect copyright.PENANAcds7Komkzq
但,這個荒謬的念頭還是頑固地佔據著我的腦袋!43Please respect copyright.PENANAxeUA3a4xhb
或許,愛上了你後,我根本沒有徹底的清醒過!43Please respect copyright.PENANAQAVq0hDDyc
你哩?小帆你有徹底的清醒過嗎?還是和我一樣,迷迷糊糊的愛著?43Please respect copyright.PENANAELGRuFwK6T
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我步出升降機,邊行邊低頭在背包內找著門匙。43Please respect copyright.PENANAD8pDmbISuB
突然,我止住了腳步。43Please respect copyright.PENANAsDxF1zJKbN
因為我看見了你!43Please respect copyright.PENANAOEmzWSd2Ul
你低著頭,一動也不動的坐在我家門前地上。43Please respect copyright.PENANAS6BP6eiIij
我躡手躡腳的向你走近,然後蹲下來,看著你!43Please respect copyright.PENANAGiwCxWtFRv
在寂靜的長廊中,你沉重而均勻的呼吸聲一下又一下的傳進我的耳裡。43Please respect copyright.PENANA2lPSDaYKeP
你睡著了!43Please respect copyright.PENANAca4VBSSlMS
我仔細的看著你!43Please respect copyright.PENANAVdc6XaEMki
看著你那張熟悉又陌生的臉,我的心不禁抽搐著。43Please respect copyright.PENANAWMesSX8IU3
小帆,我是多麼想擁著你!43Please respect copyright.PENANAxeASHwAidk
和四年前分手那天一樣,緊緊的擁著你!43Please respect copyright.PENANAbTKjTfIWHH
但,不同的是,今天一旦擁著你,我便不會再放開了!43Please respect copyright.PENANAxivCws88Z8
我伸出手,正想撫撫你的臉。43Please respect copyright.PENANAA7sEHdtPyg
忽然,你挪動了身子,直直的攤倒在地上!43Please respect copyright.PENANAOgrTzVH6OB
我落莫的看著停在半空中的手!43Please respect copyright.PENANAg6erAAL4c8
我又想起了氫氣球!43Please respect copyright.PENANAjZhdMtYs6i
是的,氫氣球!遙不可及的氫氣球!43Please respect copyright.PENANAy0wq4IktwM
不是說過麼?43Please respect copyright.PENANARZrtam3GiK
氫氣球明明近在眼前,卻怎樣也捉不牢!43Please respect copyright.PENANAJ57TdQKTX6
我跌坐在地上,失了神的想著。43Please respect copyright.PENANARMWhRw4IUJ
我和你,是緣份已盡吧!43Please respect copyright.PENANAB40lZxSRCY
「小喬!你……回來了?」你的聲音突然響起。43Please respect copyright.PENANAs20q4oJZy8
我回過神來,看著剛剛睡醒的你!43Please respect copyright.PENANAdYPCQmEL4D
「你幹麼會在這兒?」我又裝出了冷漠的神情。43Please respect copyright.PENANA4NS30REtoO
「來找你!」你撥了撥亂七八糟的頭髮,緩緩的坐在地上。43Please respect copyright.PENANASO0ydkg7gP
我看著你,沒有作聲。43Please respect copyright.PENANA3oZO4dE0wR
找我?是因為剛剛甩了阿紫,感到寂寞,所以來找我尋些樂子吧!43Please respect copyright.PENANAXNRCnLTGZX
我抿著唇,倔強的看著你!43Please respect copyright.PENANAcNN7mqFijN
「你知道真相吧!」你輕聲的問。43Please respect copyright.PENANAnmftQvjHCE
「嗯!」我用輕得不能再輕的聲音說。43Please respect copyright.PENANAKEhaSxzC3m
「那我和阿紫的事……」你看了看我,問。43Please respect copyright.PENANAdCuvXNZbzq
「我什麼也知道了!那又怎樣?」我不耐煩的看著你。43Please respect copyright.PENANAuXS2Mi1ueD
「你恨我嗎?」你握著我的手,看進我的眼裡。43Please respect copyright.PENANAHrBT6a2wco
我甩開你的手,逃避你的眼神。43Please respect copyright.PENANAHRsuhsUtZy
「沒有!」我冷冷的說。43Please respect copyright.PENANA6ccKBwBgaN
「你恨我的!你說吧!」你忽然把我擁入懷!43Please respect copyright.PENANANBk1BamEY1
我瑟縮在你的懷中,像軟弱的小貓貪婪地依戀著主人的懷抱,死命的不想離開。43Please respect copyright.PENANAh5ap58T74y
沒錯,我真的很恨你!43Please respect copyright.PENANAFZfCqPjosM
我甚至想掙脫你的懷抱,把自己完完全全的武裝起來!43Please respect copyright.PENANAWraeAX31YX
愛情的戰爭,其實比現實的還要殘酷!43Please respect copyright.PENANAcMkSP6aTAV
在愛情的糖衣包裝下,你根本不能分辨誰是真心、誰是假意?43Please respect copyright.PENANAENpGFkKdMq
結果,哪怕內裡是危機四伏,無知的戀人們還是奮不顧身的盡情投入進去!43Please respect copyright.PENANAKHy1iBVB0O
你是真心的嗎?還是只是把我當作玩物?43Please respect copyright.PENANApIGwJYYFdq
抑或,眼前的你只是上天因憐憫我而贈予的幻象?43Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6qkwJo6Zi
在你擁我入懷的那一刹,我真的有推開你的衝動!43Please respect copyright.PENANASfTF3foHGA
但,當我躺在你的懷裡時,我已失去了掙扎的氣力!43Please respect copyright.PENANAY75xfplbik
對你再多的恨,說到底,也不過是因為我愛你吧!43Please respect copyright.PENANAqMWTNWkBew
我只是一個平凡不過的女人,對於愛情還是充滿著憧憬的!43Please respect copyright.PENANAL2aNbZWUoh
只要能夠躺在愛人的懷抱,愛情那幸福的感覺便會如狂潮般溢滿心中!43Please respect copyright.PENANAajzhlalYBG
我閉上眼,靜靜的享受著這一刻!43Please respect copyright.PENANAVxm42j7yBz
「對不起!小喬!」你輕撫著我的臉。43Please respect copyright.PENANAOSy3xlMuJh
「我很蠢哩!是不是?」我落莫的說。43Please respect copyright.PENANARYPOICjcDc
在小帆面前,我根本沒有堅持自我的勇氣!43Please respect copyright.PENANA0KHdJPZFto
無論之前是那麼言之鑿鑿的說著、想著:「我要離開你!我要忘記你!」,但只要站在小帆面前,這些想法很快便消失無影無!43Please respect copyright.PENANAD4JN3913aC
「沒錯,小喬是世界上最蠢、最傻的人!」你緊緊的擁著我,認真的道。43Please respect copyright.PENANAavsc9Ft3Ko
我微愠的甩開你的手,狠狠的看著你!43Please respect copyright.PENANAxbSI3feEOz
你難道連一句甜言蜜語也不懂說嗎?43Please respect copyright.PENANAw3sVmxE2ob
「但,小喬也是世界上最值得我愛的人!」你看著我,一臉的憐惜。43Please respect copyright.PENANAUH0ZAJ0bAi
我靜靜的看著你,雙眼開始變得濛糊。43Please respect copyright.PENANAM8HCkKnLGo
淚不知何時從眼眶中湧出,沿著雙頰緩緩的流下!43Please respect copyright.PENANAFonOEgnTEq
我拼命的用雙手捂著臉,別過面不看你。43Please respect copyright.PENANAn1tV74vCEH
為什麼我是這樣的脆弱?43Please respect copyright.PENANA2pbLXtlWXf
為什麼只要聽到你偶爾一句窩心的話,我便高興的淚流滿面?43Please respect copyright.PENANA1sCgwhQvRs
為什麼可能是你無心的一句話,便會令我好像得到世界上最美好的恩賜般感動得死去活來?43Please respect copyright.PENANAKBF1W4z5Of
為什麼?為什麼?為什麼?43Please respect copyright.PENANA3kIL8sgDXH
是我太容易滿足嗎?還是我等你說這話已經太久了,一旦聽到,我便不自覺的崩潰下來?43Please respect copyright.PENANAG5YUlOwkGG
「小喬是我最愛的人!」你緩緩的說,把我再次緊緊的擁著。43Please respect copyright.PENANABMdCBLbIKt
我没有反抗,只是逕自的流著淚。43Please respect copyright.PENANASqaZyRdox4
什麼怨,什麼恨,現在也全被拋諸九宵雲外了!43Please respect copyright.PENANANrX4L86y11
「對不起!別哭嘛!」你用手抺著我臉上的淚。43Please respect copyright.PENANA3wUuN1F8kq
我没有作聲,只是像木偶任由你在我的臉上擺佈。43Please respect copyright.PENANAN8uyiClxAs
「嘻!小喬像極隻花臉貓哩!」你忽然放開手,看著我笑了笑。43Please respect copyright.PENANA88zahmXryD
「什麼?」我沙啞著聲音,不滿的說。43Please respect copyright.PENANAGYvJcCZDla
「你自己看看!不是花臉貓是什麼?」你從我的背包內掏出一塊鏡子,在我臉前舉起。43Please respect copyright.PENANAsSvAuBKL5k
糟了!哭得太厲害了,把臉上的化妝也哭溶了哩!43Please respect copyright.PENANAQt6NpUo7xs
我急忙翻出紙巾,抺去臉上溶掉了的化妝。43Please respect copyright.PENANANhiplvZjm0
你忽然握著我的手,阻止我。43Please respect copyright.PENANAOzOCSu4SPD
「幹什麼?這樣很醜陋哩!」我急嚷道。43Please respect copyright.PENANA42N7dOQfQm
「我更喜歡花臉貓的小喬哩!」你吃吃的笑著。43Please respect copyright.PENANAKstnzCTsEs
我失笑了,用手打了打你!43Please respect copyright.PENANAqPFYDkcmLj
「真的!無論小喬變成什麼的樣子,我也一樣的喜愛!」你忽然認真的看著我。43Please respect copyright.PENANAlWHqiERKwl
我那本已止住了的淚又禁不住滑下了!43Please respect copyright.PENANAbYo9P0kKtf
我緊緊的擁著你。43Please respect copyright.PENANA7074fbBD75
今天一旦擁著你,我便不會再放開了!43Please respect copyright.PENANApb62r7W4dX
小帆,你知道嗎?我也是認真的,43Please respect copyright.PENANAqIFZZAiBdT
氫氣球一旦握在手裡,我便會拼命的不讓它遠飛!43Please respect copyright.PENANAusjrPfV54F
小帆,你會證明給我看你是認真的!43Please respect copyright.PENANAr9TBtbqZgo