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每天六點半，我便要起床。但通常我會在鬧鐘六點半響起時把它按停，任由自己睡到七點多才起床。這導致我每天都要在十五分鐘之內弄好所有東西，包括刷牙洗面換校服吃早餐收拾背包紮頭髮，然後匆匆忙忙地衝出門口，追趕那班能讓我準時到達學校的公交車。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSJrZDXDB6
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這就是我的日常。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZawrW9WF6M
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上課老師總在先說教後教書。我每次聽的時候，眼皮特別沉重，腦海徘徊的一把聲音經常提醒我「不要睡。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRcTmBUk29
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但是，這次我沒有理會那把聲音，忍不住睡著了。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkGcMLwyWU
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不知過了多久，我意識到，周圍好像太安靜了，便緩緩張開了眼睛，想看看到底怎麼一回事。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyncvUCmE6r
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一張開眼睛，我環視四周，教室裏所有人都不見了，心中很是愕然。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MwbhSpkcB
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窗外的天空和雲霞染成了橘紅色，太陽都下山了。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNTS3KdngD
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放學了？怎麼沒有人喚醒我呢？422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJV4OPc3zG
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不管了。我趕緊把桌面的東西都塞進背包裏，匆促地離開學校。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjGPG5vZ6M
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回到家裏，我的母親大人在廚房裏埋首做菜；我那煩人的弟弟正在做功課，一臉苦惱的樣子；爸一如往常地在公司加班還沒回家。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyu8qTmtF1y
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我打開房門，一開燈，嚇了一大跳。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHTmSZANkJ
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媽呀，也太整齊了吧！422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkW0sVAFtpJ
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床鋪得整齊不多說，我早上亂扔的衣服襪子都不見了，還有其他我的東西不知為何全堆滿在書桌下的紙箱裏。書桌上擺著一個相架，那是我的畢業照。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgaRyA08GV
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慢著，這好像不是我小學的畢業照？但我才剛上高二，沒可能是中學畢業照吧？422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUvhZGGTFr
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我急切地衝出房門，想問一下我媽是什麼回事。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJshHUQwxS
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「媽，你怎麼把我擺好的東西都收藏起來呢？還有，那畢業相片是什麼鬼？我哪時候高中畢業呢？」我嘴問個不停。講完之後，屋裏沒有一個人回應我，連正眼都沒瞧一下。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEBRoBbVj4
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「媽！」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyqtSXCylT
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平時我媽在我一進屋的時候會說：「回來了？趕緊坐下準備吃飯。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdzy861ngI
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我走到我弟身旁，想打探一下母親大人是否生氣了？是否終於因為父親大人經常加班晚歸家而生氣了？422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlHX0x19FN
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我仔細瞧瞧我弟，像是長大了不少的模樣。一時之下，忘了問。然後我爸回來了。他居然比平時提前了五、六個小時回家！422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAX6ca50hmI
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他放下公事包，脫了鞋子，一進屋便開電視，整個人半躺在沙發上，拿著搖控按了幾下。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNf9rYysBwG
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爸爸整個人看上去憔悴不少，看來工作真的太辛苦了。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBikimSO5g2
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媽媽冒出好多白髮，看來為家事操心太多了。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeo9rq7XKVd
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自上初中之後，課業繁重，我吃完飯便躲在房間裏做功課，要不是就上上網、玩玩手機，打打遊戲……多年來都沒有仔細地瞧瞧他們，更甭提我爸，他每天加班到凌晨才回家，吃晚飯總缺他一人。我平日就宅在房間裏，一假期就溜出去跟朋友逛街，見我爸的時間更是少之又少。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTurjNJTuSJ
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「快來吃飯了！」我媽把菜一道道端上桌，我弟就負責盛飯和擺放筷子。這小伙子，沒想到你也有那麼懂事的一天，居然會幹活了！422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJysIWd2EI
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但是，為什麼只有三雙筷子呢？我們今天是四個人呢！422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9a33ijumgh
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這次吃飯的氣氛比平日更加的安靜和沉重。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrWuuro4ag
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「今天功課怎樣？」媽媽吃了口飯，抬眼望下弟弟。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYGmkfXDCR
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「功課有些地方我不太懂，待會我會打電話問問同學怎麼做。」弟弟一副胸有成竹的樣子。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRZ3JMXKyh
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「爸媽，你們放心。我會好好努力學習，長大以後替姐姐賺更多錢來孝敬你們。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzoRxyWp3U
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我這弟，真是長大了，挺會說，說得連我都感動了。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZ8XNHRLlI
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「好，好。」媽媽聲音哽咽，眼睛紅紅的，低頭繼續吃。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqY6RKzcVfB
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爸爸以為沒有人知道，偷偷把眼淚擦掉，默默吃飯。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj62qKYTTdy
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「真有那麼感動到要哭嗎？今天大家是怎麼回事？」我看著他們，一臉不解。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrROHnLsPz
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他們繼續吃飯，沒有理會我。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDXgPdVcmp
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我開始焦躁起來，忍不住大吼：「你們到底有沒有聽見我說話？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKW29rVaSTB
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他們仍然沒有理會我。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdHBjDpv49
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「別逗我玩了，你們回應一下我，好嗎？」我激動得快要哭出來。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKS9sqesPm
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此時，電視機失靈的訊號畫面和聲音吸引住我的目光。我走到電視機前，電視機便立刻恢復正常。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTRBWrV5T0
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「『鴻蔣街空擲路人事件』的涉事犯人今天法庭提堂……死者為十八歲女子鄧家晴，於今年十一月三日在鴻蔣街經過途中被從十八樓擲下的玻璃瓶擊中頭部，昏迷入院，當晚傷重不治。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpG79XrrZBb
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這……是我？我愣住了。我死了？422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISC8OvRQDr
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我瞟了一眼新聞的時間，寫著「二零零二年十二月八日下午六點五十分」。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhcpVC9pug
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難道我穿越到兩年後了？然後發現兩年後我死了？422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx95lAHMeU7
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一切來得太突然了，嚇得我差點暈過去。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2iOH2u9Pe
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我走到屋外，天色已黑。走出大廈，橫過馬路，我看到一輛貨車正要衝紅燈，我來不及反應，下意識用手擋住，整輛車穿過了我的身體。這時我才反應過來，對的，這裏的我已經死了，而兩年前的我的靈魂穿越到兩年後的街上遊蕩。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSQvaBcVBz
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我坐在對面公園的鞦韆上，盪幾下，柱與環咔吱咔吱的磨擦聲在無人的公園裏顯得格外響亮。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIAWcXwNcO
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我一轉身，便見到我爸從大廈大門走出來。有一個男人在大門外與他會合。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4ZBTJ6ieb
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我隨後跟著爸爸和那男人。不久，我們便到了離家八九百米遠的路邊攤。看他們和老闆娘的反應，像經常來似的。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IIff9blVQ
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他們點了幾瓶啤酒和一碟小菜。我就坐在我爸對面，跟他倆圍坐在一起。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV14IK5GjVn
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「我打算離婚了。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmnPEHCmZw
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我很錯愕，不敢相信講出此話的人是我爸。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSvuMccV5y
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「你真的認真想清楚了嗎？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39h6KEtBKO
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「我們倆之間早已沒有愛了。我一直遲遲不離，都是因為還有兩個孩子。如今我女兒走了，只剩下我兒子。我不想再假裝加班，當個好丈夫好爸爸的形象，一直以來我太累了，是時候讓我兒子知道真相。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpyY4OM7Xc
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「但你女兒才剛走一個月，你兒子才小五，你太太已經失去了女兒。要是你離婚了，你這樣做對他們打擊更大！」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5Lmy22gok
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爸爸一直大口大口地灌酒灌個不停，臉頰通紅：「自從生了孩子之後，她一直顧著打理家庭事務。我是非常感激她的。但是她總是很忙碌，對我不理不睬，甚至可以一整天都不跟我講話。我在外工作，回到家裏又要對著一個不會跟我溝通的愛人，就讓我很難受。我們倆的關係變得愈來愈陌生，就像兩個陌生人跟孩子住在一塊，當初的愛早就磨滅不見了，剩下的只有撫養孩子的責任。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWjPcD0fSX
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「閨女走了，我打擊也很大。但這也讓我更不忍心再隱瞞下去。我希望兒子能早點明白，早點接受事實，好讓他找到真正的幸福，而不是繼續待在虛假的、表面和諧的家庭之中，過著他以為的幸福一輩子。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLITFn3Cqk
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「那你之後有何打算？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyx6LxLhMR
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「我打算自個兒搬出去。但我仍會跟她一起撫養兒子，直到兒子畢業出來社會工作。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPDBE2VTqH
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我眼睜睜看著爸爸喝光了一瓶瓶的啤酒。他整張臉紅得發燙似的。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCuEE8scbh
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我從未注意到，原來爸媽的關係早已經變得那麼的陌生。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNZmyLGSuX
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我回到家，見到媽媽坐在沙發上看電視，仔細一看，原來她睡覺了。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhzpqyOPB0
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我從她睡房裏拿出被子來，輕輕蓋在她身上。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLGgmWJ23b
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媽媽臉上的皺紋變得很多，白髮也愈來愈多。從前的我從未注意到過媽媽是如此為我和弟弟那般操心，甚至把她大半生的時間都奉獻在家庭上，但她沒有過半點怨言。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzL1Oj7yAnQ
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我弟弟在房間裏溫習，全神貫注的模樣讓我十分慚愧。如今作為家中大女兒的我走了，他要作為家中惟一的兒子承擔起照顧老父母親的責任。然後爸爸又說要跟媽媽離婚，年紀輕輕的他，要如何承受和面對這一切負面壓力。說到底，都是因為自己從沒關心和注意到家中每一個人。我生前從未盡過作為長女的責任。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1niI0ryWTP
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想到這，我的眼淚一下爆發出來，我很自責，也很懊悔。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6KrDAHU6L
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如果我能返回二零零零年，我會好好珍惜兩年的時間。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUefp0FOtVh
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我眨了一眼，發覺自己仍坐在教室裏自己的座位上。同學們在專心致志地抄著老師在黑板上寫的筆記。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqO946Y69rI
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看來，我真的回來了。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uxDg0MNkK
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我挺直身，拿起簿子和筆，一邊抄著筆記，一邊含著淚水，忍住沒哭出來，不然待會同學們會覺得我神經病。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsgDUkH9WA
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放學回到家裏，母親大人在廚房裏忙著做菜，一聽到我回家，她像平時那樣漫不經心地對我說：「回來了？趕緊坐下準備吃飯。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZZcnerImj
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我上前，從背後抱了她一下，忍住淚水，笑著說：「媽，辛苦妳了。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbpynDOMIm
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她先是因為我這舉動嚇了一跳，其後拍拍我的緊抱她的手，說：「沒事的，先坐下吧。飯菜待會好。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vUBoHoyAR
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我鬆開手，立馬轉身背著她，快速地把眼淚擦掉，笑了笑應道：「我換換衣，待會過來幫忙。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3WZFq85Mu
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媽媽有點詫異：「我們家晴真長大了。」語氣很是欣慰。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdts0vhHH6
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我打開弟弟房門，往房內偷看了一眼。他正盤坐在地上玩前幾天爸爸送他的模型車。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6y6SapIGU8
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「在玩什麼呀，家晞？」我故意問。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPSrTupXVS
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「玩模型車。」弟弟顧著玩車沒看我。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEQaCwZ1V7
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「那功課呢？做好了沒？」我問。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhci2R96q39
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「還沒。我不會做，不想做了。」弟弟仍舊沒看我。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBESleHoqB8
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「姐姐教你做，好不？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7AAZJt5Q6
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他終於抬頭，眼睛圓圓地望著我：「真的？好呀！」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJiCqtuIRH
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我踏進房間，輕輕把房門關上，教了他做幾道題。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpuPMMQJRE
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「吃飯了！」媽媽喊。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsJThc5oPD
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我拖著弟弟的小手，走出房間到客廳去。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JJu7MarKN
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弟弟乖乖坐到自己的位置上。而我就幫忙端菜、盛飯、擺筷子。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhWQnQ3zoV
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「嘩，姐姐今天不一樣了！」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVqt49K0bL
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我回頭看一眼弟弟，他正用那雙圓圓大眼注視著我。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCRnYtXUw3
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我得意地笑了一笑。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUXWDLzf24
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我夾了幾塊肉和菜先給了母親大人，後給了我那可愛的弟弟，對弟弟說：「我們家晞要多吃才能快高長大喲。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUeLIyhR77G
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弟弟聽完，立刻低頭多吃幾口。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5icqvqje0r
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「對了，媽，爸有沒有說他加班幾點回來？」我一邊吃，一邊瞅瞅我媽。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC85QLKnF3I
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「沒有。」她平淡道。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4D4ziOd4Wc
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「要不我打電話過去問一下？」我放下筷子，趕緊把飯菜吞了，急忙衝到家裏電話前。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDQ3kFkO6M
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「媽，爸電話多少？我太久沒打給他了。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCllHTjnc5
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媽媽見到我慌張的樣子，也放下碗飯，走到我身旁，說：「你看，電話旁邊不就是電話簿嗎？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSm59EN7WK
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我趁媽媽翻電話簿的時間，默默回到自己的位上：「媽，還是你打吧！你比較熟悉，而且我實在太太太餓了，想先吃飯！」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoX51Pukxo
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媽媽無奈地合上電話簿，撥起了電話。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEomjeiwkJ
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我狡猾地笑了笑。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1M7juXKGp
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打完之後，媽媽平淡地回到位置上繼續吃飯。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7I3JCAxGL9
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「爸說幾點回來？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCWe8DBT4q
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「他說今天不是很忙，很快會回來。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUu7jHjdFV
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我偷偷觀察我媽的反應，她雖然看上去很平靜，但嘴角其實有一點點的笑意。反正我是這麼認為的。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydC8La7SAP
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母親大人吃了口飯又停下來，到廚房裏拿了一個碟子過來夾菜，說是要留給父親大人。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDhReZokB5
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我可還沒飽。好吧，現在我沒得吃，要跟我爸爭寵去了。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjruRWf6fxQ
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某天我朋友說假期要帶我去我之前很想去的小島走走，但我把它推掉了，說我有點事兒改天再去。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbT0697RkuW
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其實也不是什麼特別的事，只是我想先把假期時間騰出來留給我爸。我很久沒有認真仔細地看一下我爸，跟他聊聊天。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7VQg3DgGT
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今天爸爸放假，他很早就起，跟平日沒倆樣。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXfFyxoPQz
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因為我和弟都不用上學，所以媽媽不用早起為我們煮早餐，假期就睡晚點。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTz3qQaHVL7
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爸爸坐在椅上看報紙，看樣子應該還沒吃早飯。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTj3OzwBaXd
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我進到廚房，煎了個蛋，加了幾塊煙肉和面包，擺進碟裏端出來放到他前面的桌上。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZj9QH4mLV
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他放下報紙，看了一眼，驚呆了。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBa6r4NMPU
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「爸，你是不是因為我的廚藝太好所以很驚訝呢？」我好奇地看著他。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3ZJTJ6Dq7
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他回我說：「不是。是你從未為我煮過一頓。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSN3myPGKGp
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「你先試一下，看看我手勢怎樣。」我有點期待地看著他。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOg2h4Y1U08
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他吃了一口蛋，咳了幾聲：「有點咸。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsPkGgOkNK
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我嘗了一口，鹽放太多，超級咸。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0XqqvTmUw
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他安慰我說：「第一次煮，算是不錯了。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhXbnnLcoZ
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我把剛沖的咖啡端到他前，說：「咖啡也試試。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArzheIvZRH
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爸爸喝了一口咖啡，臉上五官堆到一起：「太，甜了。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkf15XXQIq
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太甜？慢著，我終於記起來我還沒放糖。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhfS32Uz5q
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「謝謝，我乖女兒的心意我收到了。說吧，一大早找我想跟我說點什麼？」爸爸似乎看得出來我的意圖。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDI0v5pYRi
422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHWrVvpKMQ
我從褲袋掏出兩張電影門票，放到桌上：「我聽說母親大人她想看這齣電影，剛好我朋友說她沒空去，就把這兩張送我。家晞纏著我說今天想讓我陪他玩玩你送他的模型車。我就想讓爸你陪母親大人去看，可不要浪費這兩張門票喲！」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVOYocUhfK
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父親大人側頭瞇起眼，望向我：「我看那『朋友』是你本人吧？你講了這麼多，其實只有最後一句話是真的吧？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAh7A5K3WD
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「哎喲，父親大人懂我意思就好啦。」我衝他一笑。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLNVZDB0hY
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「你這丫頭，書不好好讀，鬼點子可多了。」他突然敲一下我的頭。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡci3RVp8MOz
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「爸，你和媽今天就過過二人世界。我會留在家裏，照顧弟弟，好好學習，你大可放心。」我得意盈盈地笑了一笑。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjB5q7M5gJZ
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「你們一大早在聊什麼？」我回頭一看，只見我媽從睡房裏走出來。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJ2uy3WBRH
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「是不是我們聲太大嘈醒你？」我很是抱歉，但一想起正事就立刻打起精神來：「爸說有要事跟你說。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxovLYy96TB
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媽媽很驚訝，朝我爸一看，問：「是什麼事？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRjbwUM3Ov
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爸爸隨即拿起桌上的兩張電影門票，問：「惠芯，今天我們倆去看電影，好嗎？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8N4FVgn2W
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媽媽瞄一眼我，又看了一眼爸爸，憂心忡忡地說：「那留家晴和家晞在家裏可行不行？再說家晴你不是要跟朋友出去玩嗎？那誰顧著家晞？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCE3zBGhrqv
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「媽你放心，今天我沒人約，我可以留在家裏照顧弟弟。」我信誓旦旦地說。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuUZFbP6PJ
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媽媽還是有點猶豫：「但是……」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1d9RFYlz7F
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「女兒說叫我們放心，你還不信嗎？」爸爸擅自替媽做了決定，對我萬般叮囑：「好好照顧弟弟，也別忘了好好複習功課。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLPt17EUGT
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「知道了。」我捂嘴笑了一笑。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSjBBr3gSn
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自那天後，家裏熱鬧不少，他們倆話題變多了。爸爸每天放工時間都變早了，他說最近工作少了許多，可以不用加班早點回家。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4EXKn6JXl
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其實這秘密只有我知道，爸爸是因為跟媽媽關係變得更好了，所以沒必要再假裝加班下去。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPzDDpAzVI
422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18x6BOJYgI
弟弟年紀雖小，但卻很懂事。平日見到我進廚房幫忙的時候，也會跟著我身後看看怎麼弄，偶爾我會讓他幫一點小忙。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXzpOnMjl3
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至於學業，我弟比我更加用功。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF38G02SQBg
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但自那次靈魂出竅的經歷後，我不敢有半點想怠慢的想法。我把更多的時間留給了家人和學業，而不是網絡和遊戲。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJztoceLfSq
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我平日早上都準時起床，時間好像騰出來許多。偶爾我會讓我媽不用那麼早起床，早餐讓我來準備。吃完早餐我還有些鬆動的時間，不像以前那樣很匆忙地趕回學校。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzJ8crudCp
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我比之前更用功讀書學習，成績提升不少，還有過幾次老師表揚我說我進步很多。我的朋友假期沒再頻繁地找我去玩，反倒會找我幫忙解題和一起學習。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0nGkcT759
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我覺得我整個人變得更好、更開心、更幸福了。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKY3U3CN1e
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而我最大的心願是能以好成績高中畢業，畢業的時候不是一個人在照片上，而是跟家人一起拍的。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAbTSNN7jK
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晃眼兩年便過去，我高中畢業了三個多月。如我所願，那張高中畢業照是我們一家人一起拍的。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrsFxPgTOe
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我把照片用相框架好，擺放在我的書桌上。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKteSZd15kp
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我想了許久，決定還是寫一封信留給他們。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iEuZgPsMZ
422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGV6kFIuCM4
但是，我想了幾小時都想不出來要怎麼寫，一直寫了又擦，擦了又寫。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEybQsSKo2
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總覺得我應該是有好多話要講，但腦海卻一片空白。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsS1L6OLHd
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我放下筆，收拾一下書桌的東西，又順便收拾整個房間。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggNZC4b9CG
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就這樣，太陽下山，我都寫不出一個字來。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzC4l5zKBZ
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我更換衣服，決定到公園散散步。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAmBCdgSuT
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我坐在公園裏的長櫈上，凝望著染成金黃色的天空和雲朵。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHCKuI4nmR
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過了不知多久，我也記不起我在想什麼，然而當我回過神的時候，才發現到有個男人坐在我身旁，而且似乎坐了已有一段時間。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQMHPOzhqR
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他身穿黑色大衣，身子裹得厚厚的，身型很高大。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUtc47Gxmh
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我一開始感到奇怪，但後來也沒想太多。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3PliI12RG
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突然，他開口：「要是你只有一天時間，你想做些什麼？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQndRKDPrCO
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我望望左右邊，沒有其他人。他似乎是在問我。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX91xVfAYSY
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他這樣問我，是什麼意思呢？422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78xXwCs3Oz
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我想了一想，回答他：「一天時間好像不太夠用。」我接著說：「當時間流逝，一天天過去，每天行屍走肉，你會覺得一天都嫌多。但當你有了人生目標之後，就發覺一天怎麼都不夠用，因為想做的事情實在太多太多了……」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFExa45s4Be
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他聽完我說，表情依舊平靜，不久又再問：「那你還有留戀嗎？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbyNIQLe09
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我仔細想了一想，才應道：「那當然，我還留戀著我家附近那家蛋糕店的味道，那是我最愛吃的。」不知為何，跟他聊天沒有陌生的感覺，反倒覺得很安心。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOzKjLwkmn
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他又追問：「那人呢？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjTABxXiGF
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我回答他：「我家人。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJL9Q9bmlB
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他又問：「你留戀他們什麼？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIHb6BU7Qm
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「所有的一切。因為我再也沒辦法留在他們身邊，也再沒辦法看見他們。」說到這，我忍不住哭了出來。因為再不哭，我就連哭的機會都沒有了。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZLiSY0I7f
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我一邊哭，一邊打量著眼前這個奇奇怪怪、面無表情的男人，一時衝出口問了一句：「你是人嗎？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjh8vPnyQnx
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他沒回答我。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgh09obmkU
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也是，這奇怪的問題叫人怎麼回答。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5mvzgAqhN
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「你為什麼問我這麼多問題？我又不認識你！」我哽咽著。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgA5ESq5WuH
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「你認識我的，只是你忘記而已。」他語氣堅定。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13iPcewAMf
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他是不是神經病呀？算，不管他了，我可沒空想別的事。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFaR1dSscwN
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我站起來，擦擦眼淚，頭也不回地轉身離開。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHhQdpbe5H
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回到房裏，我又重新拿起筆。這次我腦海不再空白了，就開始往信上寫：我走了，不用念掛。你們要好好照顧自己。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQ1qCJQI2J
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我在信封背面寫著：「致最愛的你們」。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3C2DQzbcTr
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