My life is great...no what am I kidding myself ...my life is sad depressing. I constantly get bullied at school by my peers and my father. You see it was just the three of us.

My mother was killed in a car accident by a drunk driver along with me I was 6 years old at the time. We were driving down the highway singing along with the radio the other car ran the light and t-bone us of the road and the car flipped over several times and crashed into a tree.

I was barely conscious when help arrived. I was calling for my mom but she wasn't responding to me. I blacked out I woke up in the hospital with tubes attached to me. My grandparents and my uncle and my dad at my bedside his head in his hands.

My throat was scratchy I asked where am I? They both looked at me with tears in their eyes. That's how I know that my mom was dead.

Fast forward to the present.

Well since my mother laid to rest with God. My dad packed up our things and moved to Los Angeles, CA. 

Where he started to drink and verbally and physically abusing me. How he blame me for my mother's death. I was useless,a nerd, no one will ever love me. I started to believe it. I was cooking and cleaning for him at a young age.

He always abusing at home but, at school it's the worst. I get beat up by Devin the popular boy in school and I get tease and stuff thrown at me. Get knocked into the lockers kids laugh at me or ignore me. I feel invisible as I get ready for the day.

William G. Colton High School

When I arrived at school. I looked down while I was walking as I headed to my usual spot where people doesn't notice me there. Until I met a fist across my face. I groaned in pain.

Well it's the class nerd? Devin said while his friends laughed and mocked at me. This torture be going on forever since I started high school.

Devin....please leave me alone. I pleaded. Then, he kicked me in the stomach. Ughhhh! I groaned in pain some more. You know that I'm not going to...so ... Then, Devin punches me in the face some more until I was knocked out. They left me there.

Then I felt soft hand. I opened my eyes to see a beautiful girl and lost consciousness.