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如果有一日，你可以重新再活一次，你會選擇一個怎麼樣的人生？195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlspmDIFcH
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然後，當一切都順遂無阻，你又真的會快樂嗎？195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKthE4q2Gac
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我們以死的氣慨，為夢想而戰。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YSpZdwJXt
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電台搖響了李太白的傳呼機，使正在打呵欠的他不禁眉頭一皺。昨晚他忙著寫詩，原本是臨睡之前稍微發一下牢騷，後來卻寫得興起，一寫，然後一望，原來太陽正笑瞇瞇地看著他。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRHHpTeQyf
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「電台calling PC689777，附近柒柒金大廈九樓發現一具男性屍體，請馬上跟進。」話筒另一頭傳來語氣毫無起伏的女聲，好像沒精打采的樣子；李太白倒是很理解，因為今天是星期六，大家都不想返工。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcpmQEVL6a
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「嗚啊⋯⋯收到⋯⋯」他打著呵欠道，然後用手肘碰一碰身旁的蘇子瞻，說：「唔好發夢喇，又要做嘢喇⋯⋯」195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcKhRTL2Xj
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「條女很清楚收兵好過嫁人⋯⋯」只見蘇子瞻痴痴呆呆地仰望天空，嘴唇微微抖出不倫不類的歌詞，李太白便熟練地除下其中一邊的耳機，咬耳仔、輕柔地說：「屌你老母。」195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcO0k1GxKOe
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蘇子瞻是一個填詞人。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtXgaN9o3d
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準確一點來說，他是一個網絡二創填詞人。每晚放工返到屋企，脫下制服之後，他就會一直待在電腦前，雙眼死瞪著螢幕，在不同討論區之間流連，聽歌、改歌、唱歌，不眠不休、不吃不喝。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQ385cPvjI
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李太白問過他，為甚麼要這麼努力？反正都沒錢收。他卻傻呼呼地笑道：「因為我鍾意囉！」195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2KBY4MqIB
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關於這一點，李太白倒是很理解的。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgUT3P41Ux
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如果可以，李太白也不想當警察。他的理想生活，是每日落星巴克點一杯朱古力咖啡，然後悠哉地寫詩。只可惜若他不打工的話，他就只能買一包星巴克的咖啡香，然後如痴漢一般在人家店外起勁地嗅。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6MbmVJ8DA
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附近死了個人到底關我屁事啊——李太白對天輕謂道。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCrRNSripB
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蔡敬仲記得，十多年前高考放榜的那天，網上流傳IFC 開始多人，幾個跟自己最要好的朋友都搶著說要去排隊，否則就佔不了好位置早死早著地；那時他拿著4A 的成績單，只是笑而不語。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2D5lRsjFr
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但想不到十多年後的今天，那些朋友早已事業有成，不是買了太古城就是租出了美孚新村，非富則貴，幸福美滿；反觀自己讀書多年，現在還是個爛鬼博士生。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQ1mVOmGvL
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昨天他的研究又失敗了，一切都要由假定開始重新構想過。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaCy7BZBsV
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他不是沒想過放棄的。他原想放棄那「量子纏繞現象與賭搏之關係」的研究；可是每次當他想要將辛苦得來的研究數據倒進垃圾筒的時候，他總是會突然手軟，無力地將手放下來。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrLCMRiFvF
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這是他這輩子最大的夢想，他迄今為止的生存動力。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3tkKf7fIV
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因此當蔡敬仲接到停止提供經費的消息後，他就毅然決然叫了一台Uber ，來到了這座高聳入雲的甲級商業大廈。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aHUmxj3ns
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蔡敬仲踏在天台邊緣的位置，涼風有信，吹來的空氣尤其清新。他伸了伸懶腰，然後俯視這座絢麗繁華的城市，這裡人來人往，看起來甚麼都有，但其實甚麼都沒有。蔡敬仲看了就覺得噁心。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRmRJgE5FR
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於是他閉了上眼睛，放鬆了雙肩，然後想像自己是一隻自由的小鳥，身體微微前傾，在沁人的涼風中展開雙翼，在摔下的同時甩開所有的煩惱⋯⋯195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6TZb36pUk
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「你老婆搵你！你阿媽搵你！你阿爸個堂哥個表叔伯搵你！」此時蔡敬仲的電話不識趣地響起了，是一個不知名的電話號碼。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqg0shYE8k
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「喂？」平常蔡敬仲一接到這些傳銷電話，就會毫不留情地掛斷線，免得阻礙研究進度；不過反正都到這種時候了，他的心境已是十分平靜——在人生最後的時候，為可憐的暑期工解悶，也不失為一種詩意的浪漫。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19krdHUhZT
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「你好，我哋係人生重來公司！請問蔡先生你有冇需要我哋嘅服務？」耳邊傳來的果然是一把年輕的女聲，不過⋯⋯195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡak709wIFDa
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「人⋯⋯人生重來公司？係咪果啲咩人生教練啲friend 啊？」蔡敬仲笑道，然後他想了想，突然察覺到不對勁的地方。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKbjaflWWl
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「等陣先⋯⋯你點知我姓蔡？」他眉頭深鎖道。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNT1tQlt6u
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「咁蔡生我哋一個鐘之後見啦！我哋嘅地址係⋯⋯」少女沒有回應蔡敬仲的疑問，徑自拋下了辦公室的地址，說得好像他一定會來似的。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRC3LXgwQM9
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但她猜中了。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUV7HuUDUf
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從殘破不堪的外牆可知，這座大廈早已上了年紀，門口的鐵閘銹跡斑駁，殘留在牆上的牆紙像剛醒的人般眷戀著床褥，到處都是亂丟的煙頭，怎麼看都不是帶給失意的人希望和活力的地方。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHBfxBR3gZ
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然後蔡敬仲又用力地按了一次門鈴，但它還是一點反應都沒有。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0EZv5ARY3
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「打攪哂。」蔡敬仲毫不客氣地拉開了鐵閘，推開了木門，見到了一個面頰凹陷的少女坐在破爛的摺椅上，朝著他詭異地笑著。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YvuzW8BDF
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後來，即是蔡敬仲收到這通電話的一年後，就有鄰居報案，發現他陳屍在這個單位當中。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGOqKFfkFL
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