→繼續還債系列129Please respect copyright.PENANADTDCE0aGEr
→ooc有私設很多,微虐,不喜請離129Please respect copyright.PENANAf8BI4SNV4g
→邏輯沒有,會有後記解釋,看文末129Please respect copyright.PENANACBq4MGGXId
→第三視角,私設兩人交往後已分手,女主為悠然129Please respect copyright.PENANAGPSDV3yvnZ
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【放下了,忘記了,是一種解脫;129Please respect copyright.PENANA4tSbvPTgbW
明明深愛卻終究遺忘,明明在乎卻選擇揮別時光—129Please respect copyright.PENANAK54SCfGXr0
這是一種,刻骨銘心的疼。】129Please respect copyright.PENANAXSCnPpbKGO
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白起如常回到家裡。129Please respect copyright.PENANAT5CHFRKpcV
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把電單車停泊好,換制服,做飯。129Please respect copyright.PENANALUOKIpmd9v
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和平常一模一樣的日常,又好像已經不一樣了。129Please respect copyright.PENANApwlOnEZTNl
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家裡的日曆是日撕的款式,是當初女孩說這樣好,容易知道時間流逝了多少。他雙眸隨便瞥過日曆。見昨天的並未撕走,他便撕走昨天七月二十九日的日曆。129Please respect copyright.PENANAy6gTWEgbZj
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而日曆上「0730」的幾隻字卻顯得格外刺眼。129Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5od6gepYo
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-悠然離開他身邊,剛好滿了一年。129Please respect copyright.PENANAvjw6YjNEis
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依然記得去年七月二十九日,她還在和自己慶祝生日。她還在興高采烈的給自己遞生日卡、做蛋糕、送禮物、出去玩…129Please respect copyright.PENANAPGxaTqdJ18
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而第二天,女孩和他提出了分手。129Please respect copyright.PENANAoslgeUA8kR
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他還記得那一天,他起床後就看到了女孩眼眶紅紅的坐在沙發上,一言不發。慌亂從心底深處湧起,白起下意識把女孩擁入懷中,他一直怕女孩受到半點委屈,或者怕他沒辦法好好保護好他最愛的人。可是到最後...悠然只是咬緊嘴唇,擦了擦眼角未乾的淚水,把身邊的人推開,說了一句:「白起...我們...分手吧。」129Please respect copyright.PENANAtXiQZNkChP
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悠然盡力憋住淚水,努力讓自己看起來平靜一點。但她不用看身後人的反應都知道白起僵住的表情,她聽見了對方因為慌亂而顫抖得幾乎聽不見的聲音,甚至感覺到那雙還放在自己的手在隨之顫抖。129Please respect copyright.PENANAbZbRtY9tb0
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白起看到,女孩幾次欲張唇齒,最後還是化為沉默。他意識到悠然有心底一定她的理由,只是說不出口罷了。他不想讓女孩為難自己,歎了口氣,只是說了句「好。」129Please respect copyright.PENANARA3amOP9QS
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悠然一言不發的起來,一言不發的開始收拾東西,一言不發的站到門前。129Please respect copyright.PENANAwK6nK8xsRV
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她再看了一眼身後的人,卻下意識的收回自己的眼神。「對不起…那,再見。」129Please respect copyright.PENANAM8WdEgp1OO
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「我會無論如何都尊重支持你的決定,只要你安好。129Please respect copyright.PENANA3Azf4LCWbj
我會無論如何都永遠站在你的身後,不管你需要我與否。」129Please respect copyright.PENANAOcqcpSvf90
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白起終究還是沒有說出這兩句話,只是點點頭,目睹女孩離開。一霎那,一雙眼眸內的光芒,悉數黯然熄滅。129Please respect copyright.PENANAIfMolx8jMM
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有些事情,放在心中就好。129Please respect copyright.PENANA9za3eZtkrg
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只是有時候,說出口的針鋒相對固然宛如鋒刃,卻很少人注意到沒說出口的沉默就像一根細針。129Please respect copyright.PENANAJPmvJFrGUT
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細針能縫起布匹,而平常用的時候不會疼,只是一旦扎到指頭卻很難受;129Please respect copyright.PENANA5WfWOORRGq
沉默能封印回憶,平常選擇緘默不疼不癢,只是在某個時刻想起自己當初選擇了沉默卻還是會心酸。129Please respect copyright.PENANAnNRPH0EK4i
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比如這些離別的話語,比如對女孩離開的原因的猜測,比如他們之間一切的回憶。129Please respect copyright.PENANAAvFmFGvofh
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他在噩夢中曾經幻想過很多次女孩這樣離開他的場景,到了現實卻發現其實沒有想像中的疼痛。129Please respect copyright.PENANAlufB9vftzg
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只不過...可能很久以後,沒有了她以後的日子,都會很難很難熬了,白起這樣想著。129Please respect copyright.PENANAdrSzwlZgu4
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白起從回憶回到現實。129Please respect copyright.PENANAVYTxfw4pM0
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到現在一年了,他們沒有在有任何聯繫。從一開始的隨手點贊、到之後的不聞不問,再到現在的音訊全無。電話,社交賬號,居住地…統統不一樣了。129Please respect copyright.PENANAEQSEOP7eQm
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他不是沒有想過他當初再挽留幾句會怎樣,不是沒有繼續猜測為什麼女孩要這樣決然的離開,更加不是沒有想起他們的羈絆。129Please respect copyright.PENANAwnJhXu7PVZ
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白起找到了女孩很久以前送給他的一本筆記本。本來說是給他工作寫筆錄用的,實際上卻還沒怎麼用過。他翻開新的一頁,靜靜的開始寫著他和悠然的曾經。從高中相遇,到暫時分別;從重遇以後,到表白那天;從甜蜜細節,到了最後的結尾。129Please respect copyright.PENANAKeNPgAsk1z
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白起的文筆不算很好,卻因為平常查案的關係,把很多細節都記下來了。故此筆記本上書寫了很多細節—比如某一天買了杯珍珠奶茶微糖去冰—都記下來了。129Please respect copyright.PENANArtD832tawe
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寫完後,白起卻意識到—129Please respect copyright.PENANAcoqIEeGmSG
他們的故事,恍惚此刻,已經變成了一個很遙遠的故事。129Please respect copyright.PENANAnGiGqIjDm6
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但如果讓他變成故事就不會遺忘的話…又有何妨。129Please respect copyright.PENANAP6frlz6PWY
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只是因為,遺忘始終是雙面刃。129Please respect copyright.PENANAtw2kH0zLu2
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放下了,忘記了,是一種解脫;129Please respect copyright.PENANAWlafDCNgca
明明深愛卻終究遺忘,明明在乎卻選擇揮別時光—129Please respect copyright.PENANALiwNn7ryIq
這是一種,刻骨銘心的疼。129Please respect copyright.PENANAyqyTBCgXlb
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一閉眼就是你,一入夢就是你。然而一睜眼,一醒來,卻發現我的世界已經沒有了你。哪怕只是想想,自己最愛的人會有一天和自己互相忘記,最終變成一個陌路人,白起的心就絞痛得厲害。129Please respect copyright.PENANANDamLBtLMB
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他們從高中初遇到分別只有兩年,而從正式在一起到分手…也只有兩年。只是兩年的時間能有多遠的影響,白起很清楚。何況當年高中只是匆匆一遇,而這兩年更是朝夕相對。129Please respect copyright.PENANApPKplOBEwL
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「遺忘,注定不可能。129Please respect copyright.PENANA4mtGBUIbLW
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既然無法陪著你到最後,那就讓我記得你直到最後。129Please respect copyright.PENANAnUeiaMV6N7
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悠然,要過得好好的。」129Please respect copyright.PENANAkTvLJMYivu
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白起在筆記本上,再添上了這幾句,旋即黯然。畢竟寫再多,她也看不見了。129Please respect copyright.PENANAK8LOh3h8KV
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「滴,滴。」129Please respect copyright.PENANAVWDIOfDA3k
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兩滴水滴沾濕紙張,暈開字跡。身後的人只是擦了擦微紅的眼眶,繼續自己的生活路線。129Please respect copyright.PENANA8djj0GMnqk
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終究還是和悠然在的時候不同了—129Please respect copyright.PENANAxsJMHPBCna
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因為,他還是在踏入失去她的第二年前,落了淚。129Please respect copyright.PENANAu8lqRgVgjp
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<正文完,有後記>129Please respect copyright.PENANAG9M2XgP5D8
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我知道女主離開很突兀,因為這篇僅僅寫了白起視角…129Please respect copyright.PENANAv8SwQ1MLJG
會有個小後記是女主內心戲,但還沒完全構思好卻心癢想寫文,就先放出來了129Please respect copyright.PENANATZJDlEZvO2
後記可能等全部粉福還了再發哦129Please respect copyright.PENANAwkwFRWz9Uk
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特tag @七月流火 (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡ 129Please respect copyright.PENANApN3fZpOitM
老婆點的文要特別tag一下(?129Please respect copyright.PENANAcPYsLTQkji
說好的,不虐別怪我/-/•/3/•/-/(廢話真多…129Please respect copyright.PENANALnIIZBmSt0
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對了,有覺得虐的樓下告訴我(?