我好早就起咗身,我望一望個時間,只不過係早上8點左右。565Please respect copyright.PENANAsid02QvJRd
565Please respect copyright.PENANAgGd3rhP1QO
對於一個無返學嘅人嚟講,8點鐘起身真係奇蹟,平時無12點都唔好叫我起身。565Please respect copyright.PENANABaivvh8kDr
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如果係平時返學嘅話,應該係遲咗到架啦。565Please respect copyright.PENANA1YIYeBw40h
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之前我8點鐘醒嘅話,我會即刻瞓返。但係依家我完全醒咗,好精神。565Please respect copyright.PENANApPGbkniiyQ
565Please respect copyright.PENANAyOHswxJQPz
我望住部手機,Kitty嘅icon係同一個女仔嘅合照,相片入面嘅佢,依舊清純,笑容都係咁清新甜美。565Please respect copyright.PENANAf8J7FPVY6K
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好似一切都好熟悉咁,但我哋好似靜止咗咁,郁都無郁過。565Please respect copyright.PENANAUKQ0jeiFzx
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我將對話拉返上去,唔洗好多,只係小小咋。565Please respect copyright.PENANAtVZReE9sHo
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明明之前大家仲有講有笑,仲sd個得意嘅表情符號,氣氛都幾好呀,幾甜下。565Please respect copyright.PENANAKpSpuZUoF0
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下一個回覆,已經係『唔好嬲啦。』565Please respect copyright.PENANAMWnguvj5lX
565Please respect copyright.PENANATygIHXHNuJ
再下一個回覆,就係『聽日加油』565Please respect copyright.PENANAhh5VtRYjW8
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好諷刺。565Please respect copyright.PENANAIt2HxpNgPg
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我笑咗……565Please respect copyright.PENANAbpD79J8OQ3
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我連吞一啖口水都覺得苦……呼吸亦都好唔暢順,個心好似戚戚然咁,好辛苦。565Please respect copyright.PENANAYgsXqgXTx0
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呢種痛…我第一次感受,但係痛到我唔想再試多次。565Please respect copyright.PENANADmb6YdYw0R
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我笑,係因為我心入面好苦。565Please respect copyright.PENANApjCUpXagqX
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我唔明點解可以咁,對話內容嘅我哋,明明都仲係好開心,點解下一個回覆就變成咁?565Please respect copyright.PENANAdXGsjH8Hqx
565Please respect copyright.PENANAozvGIiPT5R
我好想喊,好多嘢屈咗係個心入面。565Please respect copyright.PENANAaRyToUwfef
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但係我喊唔出…我無辦法令淚水流出嚟。565Please respect copyright.PENANArAAK4Benlv
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我知道好痛…卻流唔出半滴眼淚。565Please respect copyright.PENANAzO00v0gwd3
565Please respect copyright.PENANAmhOvNccbHq
我已經完全無曬心機去考試,可能你會話咁on9架,考緊試嘅時候就唔好諗埋啲兒女私情啦。565Please respect copyright.PENANA1WZWh53B0w
565Please respect copyright.PENANA4d55iD0o3u
係男人嘅就生生情情,考好啲佢,咪撚係度叫春。565Please respect copyright.PENANAMLuEYRuCHd
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呢個係我係連登開post得出嚟嘅結論……565Please respect copyright.PENANApjX0soIbCf
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係架…我真係咁on9,理性係同我講緊要我準備好心情去考試,考返好個成績俾Kitty睇,一齊入u。565Please respect copyright.PENANA8DsZtX1r3l
565Please respect copyright.PENANAQd2FcFBpcQ
但人係感性嘅動物,心情一低落真係做咩都提唔起勁,我就係一個咁嘅人,無動力就唔想做。565Please respect copyright.PENANA65cexjFHIL
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如果唔係我都唔會懶足咁多年啦係咪?565Please respect copyright.PENANAlKGDhEwzcI
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但我知道,我始終都要提起精神,但當下真係做唔到──我需要時間。565Please respect copyright.PENANAGh3RO0R1dG
565Please respect copyright.PENANAVZcQXExVlS
係中午嘅時候,去洗個面,刷個牙,飲罐咖啡提下神。565Please respect copyright.PENANAT9PAA1FfUY
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唔知係咪呢幾個鐘有諗通下,轉一轉個心態又好返啲。565Please respect copyright.PENANAk7BYzS75qr
565Please respect copyright.PENANAl8cPtPJ8oC
當下真係好唔開心,但慢慢諗正面啲,啲動力就慢慢返緊嚟。565Please respect copyright.PENANA3oNbwYW8pj
565Please respect copyright.PENANABNSc9u2aDK
我都抖擻一下精神,好有衝勁咁出門口。565Please respect copyright.PENANA6HFMkcZTn5
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但去到考場,見到好多著便服嘅學生,嗰一股緊張感,又再返過嚟。565Please respect copyright.PENANAFmNfx8W21A
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呢個緊張感持續到我考完oral。565Please respect copyright.PENANAOMR1GmtbJV
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我出到嚟,覺得自己不過不失咁啦,有嗲過幾句,但又無係咁搶嘢講,都覺得自己有講到重點。565Please respect copyright.PENANAfAnaAlWvs7
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一出到嚟,覺得自己考得唔差呀,心中有啲放鬆嘅感覺…同有啲開心。565Please respect copyright.PENANA1wReOEng7w
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呢一刻…我掛住Kitty,我想同佢分享此刻嘅感受。565Please respect copyright.PENANA2pE29PaGVj
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我拎起手機check下佢last on係幾時,再考慮下搵唔搵佢好……565Please respect copyright.PENANAP3xSdrRSTP
565Please respect copyright.PENANAWZK5LRWj4i
一打開Kitty嘅chat room,見到Kitty係度『輸入中…』!565Please respect copyright.PENANAnjbBPQGjIh
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然後Kitty忽然間停住咗,我諗一定係佢見到我上線中,所以嚇親佢啦。565Please respect copyright.PENANArxF9I6pKhU
565Please respect copyright.PENANABbnjeJ68c6
我即刻熄whatsapp,等佢唔好咁緊張先!565Please respect copyright.PENANAKHADGbSC4l
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然後我係度等,滿心歡喜地等Kitty諗住同我講咩。565Please respect copyright.PENANAFisQMjfdXF
565Please respect copyright.PENANAkaShSWw6vK
我將手機收入褲裝入面,好瀟灑咁走係回家路上。565Please respect copyright.PENANA7RUh7vXkN5
565Please respect copyright.PENANAOOwZ6ZktTn
我心裡強忍住想拎手機出嚟衝動,然後一邊諗Kitty究竟諗住同我講咩。565Please respect copyright.PENANAIvrgbYBTMt
565Please respect copyright.PENANA6jNmtjqgep
我瞬間諗咗好多版本,但多數都係鳩的。565Please respect copyright.PENANATmGvUiqT3O
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我一直期待手機嘅震動,點知久久都未見有。565Please respect copyright.PENANAMIiPPE3cPQ
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心諗:係咪頭先震咗,行緊路嘅時候唔覺呢?565Please respect copyright.PENANAkASByou99O
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可惜……我拎部手機出嚟,發現係咩都無。565Please respect copyright.PENANAyWmzSMhXiX
565Please respect copyright.PENANA7zOIxTQz39
我打開whatsapp, Kitty早係嗰個時候off咗,姐係我白等。565Please respect copyright.PENANAAZsUNXAYvV
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Whatsapp女仔,係一場攻防線,互相猜測人哋諗咩,換言之,姐係捉心理。565Please respect copyright.PENANAhaurGIobC6
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由MSN年代,我哋已經做緊呢樣嘢,係status上面,估人哋諗緊咩。565Please respect copyright.PENANAn6TLTVybw7
565Please respect copyright.PENANAK5J6rEHSzm
呢一個動作,只不過延伸落嚟whatsapp姐。565Please respect copyright.PENANAsCKuyfcu6r
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以前有忙碌中,你會諗人哋忙緊呀之類…565Please respect copyright.PENANA4KLoYhGd5u
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依家whatsapp都相類似,但係打開嘅次數多咗。565Please respect copyright.PENANANRyEJshb8f
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自從嗰一次之後,我都有間唔中睇下Kitty whatsapp,但係都無理到我。565Please respect copyright.PENANAFLiKO0XWSq
565Please respect copyright.PENANAO1zNgM7amN
直至我考完成個DSE……565Please respect copyright.PENANAMi4Ur77C2m
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DSE好快就過,中間都無咩時間俾我諗起Kitty,無時間俾到係度叫春,因為自己嘅將來更加重要。565Please respect copyright.PENANA6enYY25aoP
565Please respect copyright.PENANA3GQu7vWmdH
呢段期間,我有時間休息嘅話,會上網睇下啲故事,或者係港女語錄。565Please respect copyright.PENANAYriVU1rtqY
565Please respect copyright.PENANAwLWfbdcKkG
對於仲係愛情新手嘅我,覺得入面有啲嘢講得幾啱。565Please respect copyright.PENANAGINpxvgqP1
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之前Kitty係我全世界,但依家...我會識得為自己諗,我會開始為自己打算。565Please respect copyright.PENANAApFqfa7oiz
565Please respect copyright.PENANAmBJWpDLD7W
DSE之後,我做咗好多日廢青,終日係屋企打機。565Please respect copyright.PENANAdXu90twy9u
565Please respect copyright.PENANAEF8TOjGZxc
時間就好似靈藥咁,將我之前嘅心結解開咗。565Please respect copyright.PENANAFQqPkHEsMk
565Please respect copyright.PENANA4q4vZX9hYg
係屋企度,我已經無好似之前咁辛苦,慢慢睇得開咗。565Please respect copyright.PENANAdKa5bHy4Ya
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直到關晴叫我出去,我個心又再復活過嚟。565Please respect copyright.PENANARfQaSsEctP
565Please respect copyright.PENANAl36gdfQ6Us
「喂!好耐無見呀!」考緊DSE嘅時候都無點樣同呀楊佢見面,關晴自然亦少咗。565Please respect copyright.PENANAQhpGgyv0yP
565Please respect copyright.PENANAdSgWDzNOib
但關晴卻好似一幅悶悶不樂咁。565Please respect copyright.PENANA4araR7OG1f
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唔通佢同呀楊鬧交?565Please respect copyright.PENANA9JQV3hPYKL
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我見關晴臉色唔對路,我都收起咗平時嬉皮笑臉嘅模樣。565Please respect copyright.PENANAHXqwSq8m5o
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「咩事呀?搵我出嚟?」我打探一下,唔敢細問。565Please respect copyright.PENANAvCvTwRakEd
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我哋約出嚟食個lunch,諗唔到食咩就求其話食m記...565Please respect copyright.PENANAcSKK9TfysQ
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「我有啲嘢想同你講...」關晴嘅語氣好沈重。565Please respect copyright.PENANAdEGNHSEl58
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「關於呀楊嘅?」我好小心咁講。565Please respect copyright.PENANARGRh6d77Rx
565Please respect copyright.PENANARgU8fqxzQf
「唔係...係關於Kitty。」佢板起臉孔,好認真。565Please respect copyright.PENANADz4VXYPxbZ
565Please respect copyright.PENANAWu38gY9Oi2
「咩.......咩事?」我有一種不祥嘅預感。565Please respect copyright.PENANAizTQQZCWeq
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「Kitty佢要離開香港。」565Please respect copyright.PENANAHHtR89U9XM
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「下!?」我聽到唔係覺得唔相信,而係咁突然?565Please respect copyright.PENANAjEOrwOJEE7
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我仲有好多嘢未同Kitty講,我仲想見到佢。565Please respect copyright.PENANARsL6p23KEH
565Please respect copyright.PENANACjPJ4wlTE8
我個腦忽然間轉得好快,好多問題想問,好多嘢想講,但又唔知從何說起。565Please respect copyright.PENANAwUdku2PTdM
565Please respect copyright.PENANAukbZ3QTLwl
但我正係想眼前嘅人,係Kitty,唔係關晴。565Please respect copyright.PENANAM4WPbsp7yU
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「點解咁突然嘅?」我盡量撳住自己嘅情緒。565Please respect copyright.PENANA7ve705hred
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「Kitty同我講,佢一家要移民去外國,我有問佢去邊架,但佢無講道。」關晴鬆鬆膊頭。565Please respect copyright.PENANAGXzc4OkZBJ
565Please respect copyright.PENANA5gDmaqxzxS
「做咩事無啦啦要走嘅?Kitty成績又唔係唔好!」係咪Kitty入唔到大學先送佢走咋?565Please respect copyright.PENANABkSJOBvN9h
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咁同啲女仔去外國留學有咩分別?分分鐘俾條洋腸晚晚吉鮑魚啦。565Please respect copyright.PENANA48WMyyj3sL
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移民係仲嚴重啲,姐係唔知幾時返,有可能唔返添。但係留學起碼放假都會返嚟呀。565Please respect copyright.PENANAkKEPbULive
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嗰種會令人窒息嘅感覺……又再返嚟啦。565Please respect copyright.PENANA7uN7ppqA9f
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「哩層我都唔知,淨係知佢屋企人要移民。」睇嚟關晴都所知不多。565Please respect copyright.PENANAQlok5I1dIw
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但我好感激佢咩事都幫我嘅哩份心意。565Please respect copyright.PENANASHx8drIZtN
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「咁佢有無講幾時飛呀?」至少俾我送佢呀……565Please respect copyright.PENANALowFcEfI5r
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「8月XX號」565Please respect copyright.PENANAFsKa0ltl7V
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「都仲有兩個月嘅…」我細細聲道。565Please respect copyright.PENANA3pXlqJftsr
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「其實,你係咪同Kitty發生咗啲咩事呀?」關晴問道。565Please respect copyright.PENANAQMfDxwS8wx
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我都知瞞唔過佢,因為佢係女人,直覺準呀嘛。565Please respect copyright.PENANANlCCG2vOEo
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「你點知呀?」我好on9咁問。565Please respect copyright.PENANAwjFQ8X04MA
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「見到Kitty同我講要走,無同你講,都估到啲咁啦。」關晴呢次真係醒。565Please respect copyright.PENANAHI22otDvJL
565Please respect copyright.PENANAGbvpxIIDsa
我唔知應該用咩心情去面對呢件事,只係覺得,點解自己咁不幸?565Please respect copyright.PENANAjlpvlFECZ1
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明明過埋DSE,我哋就應該順理成章咁係埋一齊。565Please respect copyright.PENANAtzWUzHLepm
565Please respect copyright.PENANAc5fGfwGgat
關晴不停係度安慰,叫我唔好諗咁多啦,都係啲鬼唔知你呀嘛係女人嘅說話。565Please respect copyright.PENANA6iip5Ajzhn
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不過我都體諒佢,唔講呢啲可以講啲咩先得架?565Please respect copyright.PENANASn706N3WJd
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我低頭望望枱上面嘅麥樂雞餐,心裡面諗起我哋有陣時補習完,都會偷偷地食個m記餐,食完先返屋企。565Please respect copyright.PENANAkuHShZETf1
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Kitty每次都話食少少咋,因為一陣返屋企要再食嘢。565Please respect copyright.PENANARIWPJrrlWA
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次次都要我食埋佢啲手尾,我就覺得……好有拍拖嘅感覺。565Please respect copyright.PENANAyPVovY557n
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我睇住呢個餐,我食唔落……565Please respect copyright.PENANA90BrJlXYHO
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「要走點解唔自己同我講聲?」我帶住呢個疑惑走出m記。565Please respect copyright.PENANAM5ySJvIaC3
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關晴一直跟係我身邊,以佢性格,點會靜靜咁陪住我565Please respect copyright.PENANAy6xj4XcaSB
565Please respect copyright.PENANAk8gPdHPiwy
佢一直係我身邊講嚟講去,仲話我無禮貌唔理佢,但我無心情同佢辯駁落去。565Please respect copyright.PENANAl4HseDkIXW
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「俾我靜下啦好無?」我用哀求嘅眼神望住佢。565Please respect copyright.PENANAS9n9mvyNO4
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從關晴嘅臉上,我睇出有一絲絲嘅掛心。565Please respect copyright.PENANAUhrHLh2wBH
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「我知架啦,我唔會做傻事,更加唔會搵佢。」我保證。565Please respect copyright.PENANAIC6Gu64NAg
565Please respect copyright.PENANADyBvR3pY5D
「但要放低一個人,唔係一件容易嘅事……」565Please respect copyright.PENANAvYZID58u7o
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「我知,可以嘅話,我都想你哋可以修成正果,你哋其實幾夾架。」關晴拍一拍我膊頭。565Please respect copyright.PENANASJC16JilRi
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我知佢已經幫咗我哋好多,我都好感激佢。565Please respect copyright.PENANARLrroy5Plu
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然後關晴就轉身走咗。565Please respect copyright.PENANAX1IPzexaBo
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夾咁都又點?唔可以一齊又有鳩用咩?565Please respect copyright.PENANAKdRQptUqV7