這個中四很特別,雪琪來我家同居還和我同一所學校,為了救雪琪我重新拿起了那把沾滿血的小刀,去了兩年沒有去的籃球隊練習,烙兒找我幫忙她的事,真是奇怪。我在床上反思着這個中四的開端。57Please respect copyright.PENANA4uCM74I7tT
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雖然是很輕微的腳步聲,但還是騙不過我這對耳,是烙兒,一定不會是雪琪,因為她會在走廊時便開始叫着「天月,天月」,之後跑進我的房間,從來不敲門。57Please respect copyright.PENANAhvHHaDfrmR
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「唔洗敲門,入嚟喇。」57Please respect copyright.PENANAsJqczNEBjj
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「未訓?」57Please respect copyright.PENANAb4ztLuR3EE
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「差唔多,搵我做咩。」57Please respect copyright.PENANA5Kh40SDNeI
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「可唔可以…比我細佬…係到住多一陣…」我對烙兒這個請求不意外57Please respect copyright.PENANAR5jlj7enoD
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「點解?」果然要從根源解決才不會有額外的問題57Please respect copyright.PENANAYukjZ9Ntx9
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「因為…因為…老豆佢…」烙兒越想說下去,眼眶也藏不住她的淚水流了出來57Please respect copyright.PENANAL2VM1NbSep
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「慢慢講。」我將紙巾遞給了她57Please respect copyright.PENANAvBPvTObBe7
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「啱啱…我放學返到去…係房換緊衫…老豆佢…老豆佢…」烙兒已經說不下去了,想不到他竟然這麼變態57Please respect copyright.PENANAxeGIMtJPp2
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「你…有無事?」我不太會安慰女生57Please respect copyright.PENANAqqr28anl0R
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「無…細佬啱啱好返左嚟…但係我…我唔知點好啊…鳴…」說到這裏烙兒又哭了出來57Please respect copyright.PENANAiL61PnlyIe
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「點解係你細佬住唔係你住?」讓烙兒留在這裏應該更安全57Please respect copyright.PENANAiBoiDZDLha
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「因為我想細佬專心D讀書,我唔想佢比屋企既事煩到。」57Please respect copyright.PENANAIYC9htSWMp
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「你洗唔洗都係到住,有我係到…」這時我和她的視線對到了,我才意識到這叫有多暖昧,我立即把頭別過向另一邊57Please respect copyright.PENANAC6AbkVptUN
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「唔洗…好好照顧我細佬…」說罷便回到大廳睡覺57Please respect copyright.PENANAoNiPZiQBrr
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應該嗎?應該留住她嗎?應該,答應了雪琪的,必須守諾言的。57Please respect copyright.PENANAEVi4ipYIhA
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「烙兒…」我追出了大廳57Please respect copyright.PENANAdINrGHIl6f
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「留係到,唔好返去。」57Please respect copyright.PENANAHrSx3tLQ1r
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「唔…洗…」57Please respect copyright.PENANAwuGQdPnzKu
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「唔通要我見住你受苦?你做到,我唔得,留係到。」我相信這次就算沒有雪琪,我也會叫烙兒住在這裏57Please respect copyright.PENANADdrLDSSzV1
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「我…唔想成為任何人既負累。」57Please respect copyright.PENANA14R0LsDKnq
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「相信我。」57Please respect copyright.PENANAbAtL5inkio
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「喂,天月…」是誰打擾我在假期時的睡眠57Please respect copyright.PENANAdCdPL0S2rG
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「起身喇天月~」是誰敢打擾我的休眠57Please respect copyright.PENANAV6hgAqveLv
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「好同我起身喇!天月!!」我被吵醒來了57Please respect copyright.PENANAAJcMfkYKzn
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「啊!!!!今日星期六啊,大佬,琴日打完波,比我瞓多陣喇,一陣就可以架。」我重新鑽回被窩之中57Please respect copyright.PENANAqIIGW0L1uv
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「瞓咩啊,同我起身啊!」雪琪大叫着57Please respect copyright.PENANAvXJ4yCSxNK
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「做咩啊,幾點啊,好攰啊。」我不情願地起床57Please respect copyright.PENANAUiNnLA5uxq
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「帶烙兒返屋企攞佢同佢細佬既衫褲鞋襪,佢地要係到住一排,你都唔忍心見到佢咁樣架。」57Please respect copyright.PENANAETquCDmibK
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「麻鬼煩,瞓多一陣先喇,5分鐘,真係5分鐘就夠。」我乞求着雪琪多給我幾分鐘的睡眠時間57Please respect copyright.PENANA22N3pIr6Wc
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「唔得,同我起身!!!」57Please respect copyright.PENANAgyFk2VeMQH
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「啊!!!!!!!!!!!!」我逼於無奈地離開了我溫暖的被窩57Please respect copyright.PENANAjUcKY4T4gX
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在梳洗過後,我便和烙兒起程到她家收拾所需的日常服裝,我和她路上都不發一這,十分尷尬,即使路程只是隔了一座大廈,只是尷尬的感覺使我感到走了差不多一個世紀,我率先打破沉默57Please respect copyright.PENANAm9prmdvLci
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「烙兒,點解你突然又會想係我屋企度住?」57Please respect copyright.PENANA2jxF4N0Ebf
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「…」烙兒不發一言,但臉頰卻變得紅彤彤的57Please respect copyright.PENANAW7WGFWuczM
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「等等要唔要去食野?」57Please respect copyright.PENANA6WUVjXiDL9
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「…」烙兒的腳步變得急促起來57Please respect copyright.PENANAlmIBRrzs4H
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「洗唔洗配條屋企鎖匙比你?」57Please respect copyright.PENANAvYEQvpftz8
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「…」她停下腳步,轉過來面對着我57Please respect copyright.PENANAocmddByowD
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「咩事?」57Please respect copyright.PENANA4QY84sS2oM
「都係你啊,死人天月!死人頭!!你要對我負責任啊!琴晚你自己做D咩你記得架!仲問,死人頭!去死喇你!」世界彷彿因她的一番話停了下來,街上的人都停下來看着我和烙兒,我感到事件向着一個奇怪的方向發展,我拖着她的手立即離開現場57Please respect copyright.PENANAwg1sHO19qG
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不消片刻已經和烙兒來到5座,當我打算問她剛才一番話的意思時,她急忙進了電梯,我跟隨其後。轉眼間已來到10樓,沒記錯她好像是住a室的,大門緊閉着,似是沒有人在內,烙兒翻翻口袋拿出了自家的鎖匙打開了門。大廳凌亂不堪,彷彿已荒廢了一段時間,在烙兒回自己房間執拾衣服的時候,我走到她父親的房間視察一下。一打開房門,一股濃烈的酒氣傳了出來,房間一片狼藉但掛着一幅一塵不染的照片,與房間格格不入,是烙兒一家的家庭照,在她弟弟出生時在醫院拍的,我走上前打量一番,想不到烙兒小時這麼可愛。57Please respect copyright.PENANAD5HdsFEICq
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在照片下有一個抽屜,需要鎖匙開啟的,當然難不到我,「咔嚓」,打開了,我把抽屜拉開,裏面儲放着的只是一些烙兒和她弟弟的個人身份資料等等的文件,我也不感與趣。在我把抽屜推回打算轉身離開的時候,不小心踢到了床架,傳來了回響,但我卻不見有可以拉開的櫃臺,我把床褥抬起來,果然發現有暗間。我小心翼翼地把床褥放置好後,便把暗格打開,裏面放着五個箱子,我把其中一個拿出來打開看看,發現裏面竟放着一包毒品及一個地址,這可是驚人的發現,烙兒父親他竟然運毒,我把其餘四個箱子都打開,發現裏面都是放着毒品及一個地址,看來要查查毒品的出處了,但不用查也知道是「青狗幫」,見烙兒父親不能還款便要求運毒來償還債務。57Please respect copyright.PENANAroOOYLnvBU
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「天月,執好曬,走。」聽烙兒的語氣似乎一秒也不想再留在這裏57Please respect copyright.PENANAnZ6sqM383d
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我走到她的房間與烙兒集合,她根本就是把所有東西都帶走吧,她不是想長住吧,希望不是吧。57Please respect copyright.PENANAXIIZhplxzj
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「烙兒,洗唔洗帶咁多野,你又唔係長住。」57Please respect copyright.PENANAZKtQCFOpzh
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「…」57Please respect copyright.PENANAVYTfT9Ityh
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「你打算住幾耐?」57Please respect copyright.PENANAdF4MASXYDo
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「死人頭!死人頭!又叫我信你,你又信唔過,死人天月!唔住喇唔住喇!啍!」為什麼烙兒要發我脾氣57Please respect copyright.PENANAqYqCGSK5bT
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「對唔住,你慢慢住,住幾耐都得。」我和烙兒的關係似乎從那晚起改變了一點點,變得沒那麼極端,變得像以往般57Please respect copyright.PENANA2c76FE8Hit
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在我和烙兒走到大門時,突然聽到鎖匙開門的聲音,我立刻拉着烙兒躲進她弟弟的房間。57Please respect copyright.PENANAn82DYPMBRU
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「唔好出聲。」我示意着57Please respect copyright.PENANAMJhdD4oICB
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「噠,噠,噠…」腳步十分急促,翻箱倒櫃的聲音似乎是在找那些毒品箱子57Please respect copyright.PENANA47qkBjuUOj
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「老豆佢搵緊咩?」烙兒輕聲問道57Please respect copyright.PENANAhgeXviOYwb
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應該跟她老實嗎,欺騙着她好嗎?不,告訴她好了。57Please respect copyright.PENANAopjdxRjtYA
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「你老豆佢搵緊…」突然傳來一聲響亮的開門聲57Please respect copyright.PENANAH28UlENIZm
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「何佑,我嗰幾盒毒品係邊到!」這是一把屬於30多歲的大漢聲音57Please respect copyright.PENANAoysv7A9KhG
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「係係係,呢到呢到,咁呢個月筆數係唔係可以?」烙兒父親說到57Please respect copyright.PENANAn2gVWGNYCq
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「下個月再還唔到,我要你交你個女上黎比我等我幫佢開苞,你個女,16歲, 卜卜脆。」57Please respect copyright.PENANANmxjVA4Y4U
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「係既係既,一定還到一定還到。」57Please respect copyright.PENANA1sSH1grHXL
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我看着烙兒,淚水從她雙眼流出,我緊緊給了她一個擁抱,在她耳邊說到「我係到」。57Please respect copyright.PENANAg0edeAzqUC
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一段時間過後,烙兒家終於沒人了,我跟她立即離開了。57Please respect copyright.PENANAQwj4Brhb7j
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「天月,去咁耐既。」雪琪與烙兒弟弟正在玩我的PX457Please respect copyright.PENANAiCxMfYklCs
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「無咩野,只係遇到少少意外。」57Please respect copyright.PENANA6NjCPHMRTz
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「去瞓返喇,抖下喇,辛苦你喇。」57Please respect copyright.PENANAf34RvKYxgX
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我拖着烙兒走到我的房間,跟她說我所發現的東西。57Please respect copyright.PENANA4vdVnBPapv
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「烙兒,你啱啱都聽到喇,你老豆佢…」57Please respect copyright.PENANAIcHyF1rnP2
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「嗯...我都唔知點算好,佢唔係咁架,佢...佢好愛我地架...」說到這裏,烙兒她又開始落淚,再多的安慰話語也比不上一個擁抱,一個緊緊的擁抱57Please respect copyright.PENANA5PHsWTpl5U
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「係到住,一直住,直至你討厭我為止,你可以一直都係到住,我屋企大門一直都會為左你而打開。」我給了烙兒一個大大的擁抱,但這次感覺卻不同了57Please respect copyright.PENANAMFJvpWFaPg
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「天月...我...我......」她輕輕地說了這一句話,我聽不到,也不理解57Please respect copyright.PENANAdD5HHrAROe
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「你講咩?咩?」57Please respect copyright.PENANAYVNQiGDGg4
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「無野,多謝你。」她破涕為笑,我為她刷去淚水,她的臉龐亦跟著紅了起來57Please respect copyright.PENANA1uwYy5R1yf
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「今日好好抖下。」57Please respect copyright.PENANAY1uNwPy06T
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「嗯。」57Please respect copyright.PENANA9as3ID7Y7X