103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyASCscuNr0
早已經大汗淋漓的我用盡全身的氣力向前推，在酷熱的天氣下，彷彿連終點也看不見。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUk668qAOGP
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloRSKxfePd
我努力地瞇著眼，只見猛烈的陽光下的斜坡幾乎沒有盡頭，驟眼看還有不短的路程要走。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadwH7emwUW
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0RF5sfrsI
雙腿的痠痛感讓我不自覺停下了腳步。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Q7cz2Ckg9
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyU72r6AU1
我猶如溺水後獲救一樣拼命大口呼吸著——好像有一段好長的時間也不曾如此累過。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLuYrouzaZ
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MmtgJpNVj
下意識地抬起了臉，陽光比平日還要刺眼，大抵是因為今天的天空澄澈得很，萬里無雲。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XtxromJCG
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQwBnlgbL3
沒有浮雲的對照，我似乎更加無法看得出自己和天空的距離。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NgVXbMkZW
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYuW1Wk12C
小時候，我曾經以為天空好近，以為只要不眠不休地一直、一直向前走，攀過山涉過水，就會走到世界的另一端，到達天空與大地交接的一點。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbhdeXko3t
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFIhQY25TJ
以後的我才發現，再多走千萬里路，也不會有可能走到天空。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWy3HUpZCB
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYcZxSvH3d
看得見，卻觸不到，到底我們之間，相隔多少公里？103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTAOQIrvNi
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb447693FVo
「怎麼……在發呆？要……休息一下嗎？」103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAamiDNv8rP
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJQ2yWiSFd
阿暘似是察覺到我無端停下來了，從書櫃的後方探頭出來，額上滿是汗水，說話有點上氣不接下氣。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNC4ZJSFVi
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZ4KF1Ug32
逆光之下的他對比著蔚藍的天空，對我來說是一樣的遙不可及。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4BCaoYDZA
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhz8doWuwm
「不用。」我大力搖頭。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOPyl0Uocw
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2QCaTMUjo
我在阿暘面前永遠都在逞強，就算明明累了都硬撐著，就算明明哭出來了，也要強裝堅強。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahphaCmoMN
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OHQcfQ3Mk
我總是不希望在他面前示弱。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTisph6llo
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqP3s7QI8Im
我寧願輸給全世界，我也不想輸給他。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0U58JVhfa6
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7Id3O6m1k
因為我不在乎全世界，我只在乎他。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIhHzwEHIb
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWBuZLziPN
不過，這一切一切，我由始至終都放在心裡。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvT3sjxYyS
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXe7AXf0Gox
即使我們大家都心知肚明，但無人戳破的泡沫，我堅信它會飛得很遠。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLsUTwAgM2
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpjQhgt4hV
「真的不用？」他又看輕我了。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcryqul6nZ
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSALWP4Y8O
「看來你才要休息一下吧。」瞥了一眼他氣喘吁吁的模樣，我深呼吸了一口氣，然後一手托起書櫃。「來！」103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjmVo0hSff
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡid1fi2YbkH
「慢著！我可還沒準備好！」103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5N4UeRzsG
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1G7OhU1Ch
阿暘狼狽地接住書櫃，好不容易才站穩。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLohnsSsizK
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6mN6fxLJo
「沒用鬼！」我生怕他會聽不到似地大喊道。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MXlFwJV1J
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHYXIpRrh3
「你只要一聲令下，沒用鬼就會消失啦！」只是任他再恐嚇我多少次，我也明知他不會離我而去。「然後讓你這個笨蛋獨自抬個一整晚。」103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTcAn9ky7k
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmpQXZgatW
「誰是笨蛋？」103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShq0MILdsh
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuof6uUwDB
「笨蛋！難道這不是你的主意嗎？」他的嗓門大得快要整條街道的人都聽得見。「搬運服務嫌貴也算了，連手推車也沒有，哪有這麼笨的人！」103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBcTwYXF2n
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOrX9YA8OH
我心虛地把臉藏在書櫃的背後，拼命忍住笑。我以為他差點要發現我的意圖了。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxpBULKJyv
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Ww8fyfwLE
不過，再細想一下，以我所了解的阿暘，他根本不會看得出吧。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlM0ndP2Vr
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOSXcdzVlY
對於這個書櫃，我當然沒有表面上那麼非愛不可，只是它體積大得足以讓我有藉口喚阿暘來幫忙。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgIDZLtk8v
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCirIf6CE12
我偷瞄著他拼命把書櫃搬起的認真神情，空虛的情緒忽爾湧上心頭。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvT06Z4xbt
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AcRtlICZq
愚蠢的到底是蒙在鼓裡的他，還是死抓住不放手的自己？103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsPWdWzDOT
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mazGUChR7
「快走到斜路的盡頭了！」他嚷道。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2S8weMJaRP
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiAgBkJCFI
我探頭出去，發現他燦爛的笑靨，在明媚的陽光下更要讓人目眩。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEypRoYIWMX
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPW8ATEb6pf
我深深感受到自己無可救藥的迷戀。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLpYNlcaX6
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dYqfgj8Gb
甩了甩頭，我憋著氣努力抱著書櫃走完最後一段的斜路。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGg8cuTtJN
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpq1W0xdEYG
然而，手中的重量卻莫名愈走愈輕，只見阿暘幾乎把整個書櫃提了起來。我不由自主放開了手，他毫無負擔似地走了好幾步，才意識到後頭少了一個人。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNF5HMJiI8x
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVMfmBf9KN
我呆站原地，看著他在光線之中緩緩回頭。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rZFy19kh8
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdozbJZIRg
「怪不得重了這麼多。」他邊放下書櫃邊用著責怪的語氣說，可是眼中卻溢滿笑意。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD41YsnGzZD
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPkNuCcvek
凝看著他澄澈的眼眸，我第一次感到無法言語。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtdMK9VWt9
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvhfyVNLur
我喜歡你。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTG01JNl69
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLT1qY8Ppk8
在幾近空白的腦海裡，只剩下了這麼一句。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkFfINUEYM
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8FBPaZE0r
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGu7JMIbpnb
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDPKp1bY0g
從冰箱取出兩罐零系可樂，走出客廳卻失去了阿暘的蹤影。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqfpCk4g7N
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyInCjaWDy
我沒好氣地打開了睡房的門，一如所料他正肆無忌憚安坐在我的床上。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVkn1EkJgs
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXwGO6Ojas
「你怎麼知道我喜歡這個口味？」也沒有一聲道謝，他便搶走了汽水咕嚕咕嚕地猛喝著。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jZHtXFSSo
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3jcaGYx2P
我好笑地打量著他。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ971I4gboMQ
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBds3BEEERW
「你怎麼知道我不是打算兩罐都自己喝？」103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDKGLuYZ5P
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfNoZ1ksyI
「你好像不喜歡喝可樂吧。」103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRxHkUORem
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvzY1PNfkM
原本想拉開扣環的手僵住了。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAhkva1bIc
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwXrwXWp8c
「出外吃飯那麼多次，我從來沒有看過你點可樂啊。」103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuM4Ma8l6On
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rkXDFkrTk
我抬臉看著阿暘一臉的不以為然，有時候我也分不清楚我們兩個誰在演戲。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrC3oUTky14
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUz95PIAZB8
在一個完全不喜歡喝可樂的人的家，冰箱裡卻永遠有兩罐零系可樂——這真的是巧合嗎？103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtvotaxmCk
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNGcpjBThu
「不如讓我幫一幫你忙。」103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCx1KKvAV9
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPk5FbS4QJ
「嗄？」103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBc6CDY4sv
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91jXObC2MK
他毫無預警地站了起來，我下意識想退後，然而卻發現狹小的房間根本無處可逃，我倆於是就這樣無聲對峙著。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgCYESdNkv
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDjSqnWZMU
噗噗聲蓋過了身邊周圍的所有，我生怕自己的臉紅心跳，會將心底裡最真實的心情表露無遺。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pOwRnsl5d
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjCT4tAKUt
這個時候，他卻沒頭沒腦地把空罐子塞到我的左手，然後順勢一手奪去另一罐汽水。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNH7wKnjth
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYi47fMk6db
半晌，我才終於意識到是怎麼一回事。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQ2xOlNsrf
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ntnuyOlnd
「你真是一個不折不扣的無賴。」103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEZs8DkCJ1
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Xjsbn1auD
他一臉從容的看著我，悠然地喝了一口，把汽水遞到我的面前。「那你要喝嗎？」103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTn1OF5sq5y
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixQNGZYdqm
「才不要！」我怒瞪著他，「你這個人真的沒救……」103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx26Jo9Sn4e
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXTGQpepla
他沒有絲毫羞愧，反而得意地笑了。「兩罐汽水兌換一條烈日下的長斜路，便宜了你吧！」103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3YlkG1ZF7
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioZugMLKjO
正當我想要反駁之際，卻被他打住了。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVKsghcP1q
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiF7pI5WYx
「喂，那是什麼？」103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC64QqlCeeG
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68BmOCBm99
他突然好奇地向著床尾的方向傾前身軀，好像是發現了什麼有趣的。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cwtWpQN8H
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIZ32hZn0H
轉眼之間，他已經從紙箱中取出一塊獎牌。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHHpgbWS2z
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmNbB9iNEI
「這是我遺失了的那個嗎？」103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3l14WyYQP
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1HzfbyddJ
阿暘皺著眉頭狀甚苦惱，眼見他在下一秒鐘要仔細端詳了，我沒有多想便馬上把它搶過來。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhAvf8dPOy
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIfsbmgkBV
「別碰！這個不是你的！是別人送給我的！」我情急之下亂編謊話，然後扯著他的衣角。「我還沒有跟你算！你臭氣沖天，進我房間幹嘛？」103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMb10AwXDrn
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrld6aVO8vf
「誰送的？我知道了——是隊長吧？我早早就猜到他對你有意思！我鼓勵過他無數遍了，他依然不敢向你表白，原來他卻偷偷送你……」103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8nfQo7nRp
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEMdJGHbNX
「別自作聰明。」我用力把他推出房門外，「出去！」103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUkOOGvdCg
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hApCibIEF
我以迅雷不及掩耳的速度關上了門。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzW3GLA7cE
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tHfmvYNoZ
門外的阿暘好像還在嘮叨著什麼，我的心神卻雜亂得只容得下這一塊獎牌。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbe8UqSJFE0
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWxwYtFBAm
猶記得當時他贏了比賽，我卻像得獎者般戴著獎牌四處留影拍照。也記不起是有心還是無意，我之後把獎牌藏了起來，一直沒有歸還。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUThPsU3xCf
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxopTdLHVZb
我曾經天真地以為，他有天終會向我告白，然後我會手執著獎牌，見證自己多年的單戀收成正果。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6Ku3DQhw1
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuiw6OHwwYh
事實卻是這麼多年以後，什麼也不曾改變，我依然偏執地喜歡著阿暘，繼續盲目向天空奔跑，繼續不願承認自己不懂飛的事實。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLb8utg2Ew
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoVNeLuimZ
怔怔望著掌心中的獎牌，我第一次感到無比的沉甸甸。一路走過來的足印，原來從沒有因為時間消逝而褪色。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oM4jg3aQR
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuzkPcLM8n
我珍而重之把它放到抽屜的最深處。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3YtLOcxHf
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5ZjXa4tFP
我抖擻了精神，重新打開了房門，只見靜坐在客廳角落的阿暘，饒有深意地直視著我。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEL0xR58ebE
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQB4TBoH6x
「怎麼了？」103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMvNcgThWG
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAc0KvkwJx
我避開熾熱的目光，落荒而逃走到廚房倒了一杯冰水。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikrrrVgQRZ
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEnz9xgqe1
「你真的要在這裡一個人生活了？」他朗聲問。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtCVjibSF6
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6USZTgzlsA
「嗄？」103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZH2HXp27p
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIg5zQdVVKR
我明明聽到了，不知道是我不懂回答，還是因為不想回答。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVobrncFmb
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LryAPUB2X
「我說，你準備好獨個生活了嗎？」103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSRcgklD2c
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGQOywevre
他的聲音隨著腳步愈來愈近，最後在我的背後停下了。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88PdGMyHxY
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「當然啊。」我刻意用著輕快的語調說，「新居、新生活、新人生，全部都在歡天喜地迎接我。」103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0Zqir4ocn
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我轉過身，沉住氣直視著我新的人生裡，最不應該存在的那個人。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSF4hlx8kY
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唯一，我無法擺脫的人。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYB1kbLiXqP
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他那張臉莫名開始慢慢化開，察覺到什麼的我拼命把頭抬起，不讓眼淚掉下來。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXzl8zgmED
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我不想變得軟弱，至少不要在他面前。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Ly2Cx9I30
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「我從來沒有想過你是會想自己生活的人呢。」他似是未有發覺，少有用著認真的腔調說道。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbe5a3O7T3
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「對啊，我不是。」我直認不諱，「所以我才要嘗試一下啊。」103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjFrTzjnc8
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「這是哪門子的道理？」103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztqHP0CmDF
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看著阿暘無辜的神情，我便憤然把整杯冰水一口氣全喝光了。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRi2ozh24tZ
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他欲言又止，似乎想要開解我，卻又想不到該要說什麼話。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKmDrt3o0N
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「對了！剛才我在你的客廳又發現了什麼……」103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7nSCBGUAw
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他就這麼拋下了一句便轉身離開了，我趕忙放下杯子緊隨著他，生怕他再次發現我喜歡他的證據。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iFizawi1V
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「你好像搞錯了，這裡可不是博物館。」103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwF5lnfT27Y
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「那個……」他走到客廳的玻璃櫃前，興奮地指著裡面看起來格格不入的模型，「我可是找了好久呢！你怎麼會有？」103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzT05f10y00
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循著他的視線望過去，許多往事倏地浮現腦海，我想起了那個曾經差一步便死心的自己。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIErwlY409
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有一段時間，我每逢假期便會走遍整個城市，為的只是要替他搜尋絕版的模型。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5gbl1eTwd
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35pZTkX6V8
想起他對此顯得耿耿於懷的模樣，我慢下來的步伐總會不由自主地加快。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNudPIQ2WH
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幾經辛苦，最後終於在一個老屋村的商場中的玩具店找到了，至今我仍然記住自己那時候喜出望外的心情。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmV7Y8pgQuI
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYMBniQYKD
我就這樣滿心歡喜地抱著模型直奔他的家，卻換來他擁住了別個的畫面。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2sTevroeC
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBu8SHWcTK
因為這件事，我對阿暘不瞅不睬了整整一個月。也是頭一次，我萌生起要與他一刀了斷的想法。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ESavayHiZ
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直至冷戰了一個月之後，他似乎按捺不住了，午飯時巴巴地走過來課室門前攔住我的去路，氣急敗壞地問我，到底我做錯了什麼。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAjfaPL8SO
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到那一刻我才驚醒，犯錯的從來不是他，而是自己——而是對他來說什麼都不是的自己。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSCbQQ0eMi
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無論從哪一個角度來看，我都似乎沒有遷怒於他的資格。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yAA3AF8FN
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然後我們就戲劇性地和好了。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbVkgj4Ty6
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只是，經過了無數個年頭，我們的關係依舊原地踏步，不斷重複。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8x0GCAeez
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儼然除了乏力地往天空奔跑外，我再找不到任何前進的目標。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXfa3MfNvU
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「認識了這麼久也不知道，原來你對模型有興趣的嗎？」他一臉好奇地問我。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgcIBJ0ZM1
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在那之後，我始終找不到機會送給他，於是就莫名地把模型收藏了這麼多年。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo16hQfeEPr
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我偏著頭，納悶著這個時機是否千載難逢。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTCyuncJPW
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「你喜歡的話……」103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeGpA8ru1n
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「真巧呢！」他情緒高漲地打斷了我的說話，「我也是前陣子才剛好找到呢！」103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8HF6xhGeI
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腦袋好像在一剎那失去了思考功能，我只是愣愣地看著他興奮莫名的神情，心隱隱在揪著。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNLoMRb1yL
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJcIAOAjlz
我不清楚一個絕版模型能夠代表什麼，我只是知道以前從來沒有哪一個時刻，像今天一樣的強烈感受到，我們之間的不可能。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN40PatthCO
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面對著如今的一無所獲，我才發現自己對多年來的徒勞不曾釋懷。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu61Fk0fzGe
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我永遠也不會擁有他吧。我無法不篤定的如此相信著。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcK74HgrqpG
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「我想我們將這個城市僅存的兩個都買走了。」103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJWwVZOeyX
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他甚至沒有追問模型的由來，就若無其事地下了定論，彷彿我徒步走過來的幾千萬里，只是個不值一提的笑話。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2VzDwT7bG
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「可能吧。」我苦笑著。「我想它也等待了許久，才遇得上有心人……」103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLHHxDaP1W
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他沒有作聲，只是莫名湊前盯住我。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7NPCzsRVZ
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cKX7Uz4Tn
「借來！」他忽爾摘去了我的眼鏡。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuUSYwbrrt
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「你怎麼……」103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbcBf1aTtY
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXoTy1GQDl
視線一下子失焦了，張著嘴想要大罵的我，卻凝望著他的身影慢慢走到落地玻璃窗的旁邊，化成一團迷濛。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fJBW7KJdP
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「你說我戴眼鏡好看嗎？」103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY45szjykcJ
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBvH5QHjlg
我沒好氣地說：「你懂得什麼是近視嗎？」103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPYCquuYwY
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzAhB9G3on
忽然發現，沒有了鏡片阻隔的世界，反而變得更加不真實。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdswJZ8a9mM
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbQvEvZo9A
阿暘和背後的藍天空，慢慢融為一體。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtrNfniZcH
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzudeeX2UNX
我發覺，我再分不清楚，到底是哪一個比較遠，到底我窮追不捨的，是天空，還是阿暘。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3ZAWJ8SKC
103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZ0ZaDh06w
「你怎麼哭了？」恍惚之間好像聽見他錯愕的聲線。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyesogJgVCw
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「沒有。」103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnX5VnFBd2w
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我用手背輕輕擦去了淚痕，堆起了笑臉。103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tMrIzOg9Q
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「只是陽光太刺眼罷了。」103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNw6UXzk3lG
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