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Deployment day.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPqtLgv7pB
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I looked at the rest of my squad, looking not exactly happy,965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo32MBD5RYZ
but excited. Months of gruelling training led us here and I felt prepared.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLlU6TTCpp
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“Allright! Listen UP!” The sergeant yelled and broke my965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiO9TtgbIiF
reverie as I automatically snap into attention. My spine straightened and my965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVStnfW4pE
arm went to my head for a salute. Without even looking around I was sure the965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eBZQPPTWr
other hundred ensigns were doing the same.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡud97vCq0Pv
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“6 months of training led you here. Now you’re not the best965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5oc3Yhp1l
soldier, nor are you the smartest lot. But you’ve learned enough to survive and965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPZFBvZ83U
in the future well who knows!”965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoak8L9ukU
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Silence. The sergeant looking at each and every one of us. “I’ve965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoPjvDS4O8
trained you well enough to do your duty, which IS?!”965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8E8etYS9X
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“To serve and protect!” A hundreds voices rang in unison as965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡer0KjkZLQ3
chorus.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOXFNNPoxU
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That’s right to protect others. That’s why I joined the army965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdG9LR7bX1C
and now I’ve had a chance to do just that. A terrorist organization rose within965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2HNVZA2gi
an allied country, calling themselves a people’s rebellion, and were attacking965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Zuoprt7qB
innocents. The government asked for our assistance and we happily obliged965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQOi78l6v0
sending troops for the past year or so.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FCCD0CTL6
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And now it’s my turn. It’s my turn to protect and serve. To965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45nd8dt4hK
help the people. To protect those who cannot protect themselves.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNv2WBFGPBD
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After the speech was done we were all ordered to board the965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqFCjmTvOB
ships to our location. I found a seat next to Peter, one of my best friends965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5143Yw8ez
from training, and got comfortable.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSsKPOJtdW
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“You ready, Willson?” Peter asked me. He was still wearing965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTYYovWQBb
braces, he was barely past 18. Though I guess I’m not much better.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxB9OQI0Dy
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“You know damn well I am. Let’s bring some justice” I held965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNdtsXHcSx
out my arm and he obligingly bumped it. Then we settled into a comfortable965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhA4AzjkUA
silence.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxeqewk6kC
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Arriving at our destination proved to be uneventful. We were965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPd1fjhQdpr
disembarked and assigned our squads and bunks. I was made a part of squad Trio.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqYTSmrrIf
A squad consisting of two veterans, Josh and Erik, and two rookies, me and Mel.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeI9m7I2VdP
Josh, our sergeant, seemed to be a965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXzyLmZS25
hardass. While Erik during our short meeting always smiled. Without saying a965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxgjLNd5V9
word, with an unsettling look in his eyes. Mel was someone I didn’t know that965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSh6IQhcq5z
well. She kept herself to herself and didn’t talk much. 965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMPJLP9PiI
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Our first meeting done we were allowed to go rest up and965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ciaYv20ol
spend our time however we felt like. 965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkPtAGmUxx
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Following that order I found Peter with a group of our965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOq9o9l62x
training buddies and spent most of the day playing cards or swapping rumors.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8x7qYhBkn
One of them even stole a bottle of some alcohol that we all shared. 965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBgAZINXzt
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All in all I’d say it was a good beginning to what would definitely965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47EgJYu1zN
be a great tour.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesBP4WmLi8
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Well the past few days have been pretty fricking boring.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWplJkEaKuJ
Patrols, patrols. Guard duty, patrols patrol. Rinse and repeat. 965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyMPZen4SP
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And oh god, the patrols. Nothing but broken buildings and965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKzkZFibp2
dust. And people, broken people. People who lost much. But people who we would965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdw4NXQLCQ
fight for.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8U6epmijtQ
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Though, the way some of them looked at us…. Anywhere965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKvjtvCqdC
I went most of the people seemed happy to see me and my squad. Though I didn’t965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIdiXe2aId
get to know them all that much better. Well maybe except Mel, being the two965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DtQfhwL2I
rookies we usually ended up with the shittiest duties. She seemed pretty cool,965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUgzqk4YF6
we didn’t talk much but seemed to have a pretty solid professional relationship.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAws6cPrWil
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But I dunno man, my pa always seemed so keen on serving and965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1ILxS4Fso
he always made it sound so amazing, so exciting. But this is..just boring.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9supl0ArV
Hoping I’ll see some action soon. Haven’t spoken to Peter in a while apparently965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iruaELfWz
he went further down to a different base. Hopefully he’s alright. Eh probably965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaB6150HYF0
is just bored like me.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBlAgP0nBV
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Fuck, fuck, FUKC965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Q1WwlqKoZ
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Right, I dunno if I should write this down. Or if I’ll need965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09yIQUjVyn
to make an official report, but I just can’t keep it to myself.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYCj5dxBXJ
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It happened at 1500. A joint operation between squads in965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8LeJp5avX
raiding a town. Everything was going fine at first. Squad Trio cleared their965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ371xcjf3u9
second house by the time the first shots rang.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNA7oTdVdiK
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I’m still not sure what happened exactly. At first it was965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNgRvQluqZ
just a few gunshots, something you could hear at your closest range. But then965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifQ95cDuxk
screams came, and wales of pain. The radios went crazy, saying we were under965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Y6EDY6QWm
attack and for everyone to mount a counterattack.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jlAxL0hUg
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Josh, to his credit, ordered us to cover as soon as possible,965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dB3M5YfXC
luckily it wasn’t a moment too early as shots rang and I could see some bullets965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2BvU6v2Je
lodging at where I was standing previously.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiagr6sAMW
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I blindly returned fire, I’m not sure if I killed someone or965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSSh8f4lqY
not then, but it was the first time anyone tried to actively kill me…I think I965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJdtc0D0b3
was in shock. 965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDd1PpNcgI
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Luckily the sergeant slapped me over the face and I snapped965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyk2UVmNmm
out of it. He said something to me…I’m not sure what and then we moved on to965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5xZUgYqW8
our next position.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPwxhNQkee
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That’s when I’ve seen him. A person right outside the window965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvyRZMIk5n
aiming at Mel. Without even thinking I aimed at pulled the trigger. One shot,965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQAN6kfXPf
hit to the head and the man fell. It was the first time I killed someone. I…was965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsskJ0JWXcIt felt good protecting my teammate.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHHTbuvoMf
scared.
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I’m not sure how long it took us to clear out the town, but965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpQlApTOas
eventually we prevailed. We were victorious. I think about two of our soldiers965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1hKjcFYpz
died and five were injured. I’m glad965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDFAP4SYQE I’m glad most of us965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXM9lBZrQO
it wasn’t me,
managed to survive. And to the ones that died, they’ve died for a good cause. I’ll965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBKH5B1I6n
remember their sacrifice.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlauRb1RVAd
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Right…the thing. I…965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvqSj7QTzx
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It’s time to actually write about what I wanted to since965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgIgaFpYsg965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1PXW5U2Kn
I wrote this entry.
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The actions described next happened after the attack. Most965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSyteGE2ZW
of the soldiers, after securing the perimeter were left to do their own thing. Apparently965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEatHUB2u55
for the veterans that meant raiding the supplies of the villagers. I’m sure the965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoYdSxRf9v
people didn’t mind, we ended up protecting them. Right?965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaCMRmyQZX
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Most of the rookies, including me, didn’t steal take965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYGMayTiBt
anything from the natives. We just kinda hanged around. Nursing our wounds,965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTkbLWwTvW
dealing with what happened in our own ways.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cQ1AbJ0BC
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For me it was walking. Whenever I was troubled I took walks.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3T2s3W50zt
As I passed some of the dead bodies I could see Erik dragging a girl into one965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPqB55GWIS
of the houses.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGFyGxh7nR
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I promptly followed him in case he needed back up. I slowly965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHh1Hzhmt8
opened the door and saw Erik on the girl, trying to take his pants off.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkt7WpYB7U
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“Hey, what’s happening here?” I called out. Erik stood up,965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhQavZuyWt
his usual smile still there. As the glint in his eye. He walked up to me and965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVe2e6Arjh
punched me. I reeled more from the shock rather than the force of the punch and965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxD8jvNZXfH
then he pulled out his gun on me. 965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCM006qZLS
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“Get the fuck outta here, tell anyone and I’ll find out. I965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PrQQbgJDa
won’t be as nice then.” He pushed me out of the house and shut the door. 965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvM9x4Yg5tV
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I stood there. I wanted to run in and save the girl. I wanted965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKyQ8KnRc7
to punch Erik and scream at him that we’re here to protect the people not965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjbDxYEG9f
savage them. I was scared. But he was my superior I couldn’t disobey his965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZSlhBAOc8
order.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCEMnbmoPh
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So here I am sitting on a ruined wall. My nose bleeding on965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MrYLBVhH3
the pages of my diary. Fuck this. Atleast I finally got my excitement.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOYYgezooR
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Peter is dead. His squad was ambushed by a child wearing a bomb.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1Y1F9xREl
All five of them died. I think Peter died suffering, apparently he survived965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChW75c09d8They all died heroes.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtHf0vRRyX
the initial blast with burns…
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More than a month in here. I feel like we’re not helping965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwF951NsQ8965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJ7H6IzNe0
anyone here. I want to get out, I want to go back to my mommy. I want to feel965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvsEfroeT2
her warmth.
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I wonder if my pa would be proud of me. If that’s what965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGTRp3WQ87965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOdlkS3rCB
really means to be a soldier.
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“Hey come on chickling. Carry my stuff as well.” The day965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDmmwhStPY
began with Erik saying those words to me. It wasn’t anything new, after the965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RtHeUjLuF
incident with the girl and the gun and.. he took a liking to calling me965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZGdraYbev
chickling and giving me various idiotic tasks. The sergeant didn’t care965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY01moavrWx
and Mel, while at first offering to help and some comfort with her scarce965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgG4Com5aG4
talks, stopped after going on patrol with just Erik.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSyVKtKw0v
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I remember her coming back with a black eye but no one said965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTJV02t5Ee
anything. So I didn’t either and I just accepted my fate. I want to get out965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVppvxb4woc
I’m a good soldier.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAC9OteQqYy
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Anyway were ordered to guard a truck carrying vital resources965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89vPEPPA1f
to a different base. We were infront off965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HUBq5Gmdf
the truck, on foot. Patroling the road forward to make sure there weren’t any965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPXXEq1rKE
dangers, while another squad was with the truck itself and a different squard965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioUc6AzGP1
covered our rear.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkt2o9q4Bx
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I think it happened 2 or 3 hours into our walk. I was already965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlk0uFiEntf. A group of people, children,965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAXZF80LPR
tired after carrying the two bags and the heat
really blocked our way. 965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlSCaaMpOy
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Josh aimed at his gun and shouted at them to disperse. They965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJTuBIEokE
yelled something in their own language and held their hands, forming a line.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAaeaJKl7n
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“Aim and be ready to fire.”965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5ZfBknTx7
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“But sir, they’re just children!” I exclaimed. I didn’t mean965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGr5tnTbPOr
to be insubordinate but they were JUST children.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkI3OcuTCfE
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“Damn it, Williamson, either aim or get out of the way.” The965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1fNgvT0zl
sergeant said aiming his gun at the children.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1j3RB1jzx
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“Aww poor chickling. Too scared to do anything? Ah well you965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWf5TRPkQ7
might as well leave it to the real soldiers. Right, babe?” Erik said turning to965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MNY42joDT
Mel as they both followed the sergeants965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPblc8vcdxq
example.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaSDlns0Vy
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I cursed. I followed the orders and aimed at the children.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dHW5UqvJ0
Time seemed to slow as the sergeant screamed an order to disperse again. The965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzb9ZGJlw8h
children didn’t move.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GQWxVLapB
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“Fire.” The order came, it rang in my ears as I pulled the965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkQ06eUf9v
trigger. I could see bullets heating the children as one of them fell. Then the965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHhxoaOyX7
other, then the other, until finally all of them lay dead.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXK57QGUi8W
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Back then I thought it was atrocious. I killed children. I965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBxGNxNzmr
was terrified of what I could do, I was terrified of what else I would need to965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcdYT7kuIq
do.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNeBTUjWoTZ
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But now that I’m back in base and on my bed, with a clear965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57hWOgZcXO
head. I think I did the right thing. Chances are they were carrying weapons,965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpX57YYx5ls
Peter’s squad died because of a child after all, killing them all not only965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxr2BnTImKd
protected the truck but also made the area safer for everyone.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzisvKc9zpI
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Mel shot herself in the head. In the middle of the base. I965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaNL2YNnvj
think she was with Erik and she just took out her gun and shot herself. That965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyX8SHWeti There are only three of us left in the squad.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTetB2l5W6H
fucking bastard didn’t even seem affected by it he was just smiling as if965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIC7CyFcPZL
nothing was wrong, that fucker.
I hope we will have a new recruit soon.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dq2fr5qDe
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Another patrol, deeper than our usual ones. Hostiles were965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvFMhj5biD
spotted. We managed to dispose of them.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaL9eRpK3N5
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Me, Josh and Erik are currently in a village. The natives965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwGeZDHqQB
seemed more than happy to take us in and share their food with us. As they965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNRxDXeSxn
should be. We’re risking our lives protecting them. They should be kissing our965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ARiTIgrUF
feet.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEGZ3lrma1
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Back in base, trip back uneventful. Will probably stop this965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsccPF6YLu2
diary. Pointless.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDfgg6m2D7
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“Hey chickling hurry it up!” Erik calls after me after I965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoyAO8AGGo
trail behind the two of them. “Are your legs too short?” I ignore his965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWPKLt8ZIr
jibes. I admit they hurt at first but965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CSS8i8B6z
now I get it, he was just doing it out of boredom. And who could blame him?965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHwZ3lDC7k
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We were out patrolling a town under military lockdown.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmu3KGtuIWp
Making sure no one suspicious was around, or up to….965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTwLeOyDpP
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“Hey, you stop!” I called out and aimed my gun at a965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkifbQd8VP
potential hostile.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTmWWgNlmf
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“P..pleese sir. My son, he need medicine.” A womans voice,965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxmjD6kKHf
speaking in heavily accented English. No not a woman’s, a potential enemies965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55LcsINSyt
voice.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSr52Zii5kS
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“Put the bag down, slowly!” I ordered. She began to slowly965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXISWKOKMts
move the bag down but then it fell. Did it slip? Was she hiding a weapon? Was965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMIlxWLg3n
she…No it didn’t matter. I immediately squeezed the trigger and shot her. Two965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9K5uyiL1c5
shots and the body fell down. I slowly moved closer, ignoring the medicinal965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGjyUESBP6
roots sticking out of the bag, and confirmed she was dead.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1tDBXUPrH
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“Hostile eliminated.” I reported to Josh who nodded and965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yr3Pfm2gC
reported on his radio. I looked at Erik who gave me his usual smile, which I965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQekaA2eI2a
finally returned.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROO870q1Sy
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Today was a good day, a good day of protecting and serving.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ33ZqGdSJb
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