這天晚上,我約了Ron單獨見面。我約他的時候是直接跟他說是有私人問題問他的,他也沒問是甚麼事情就答應了。661Please respect copyright.PENANA41CGrVxV3I
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我坐在咖啡店裏慢慢呷著咖啡,思索著我的對白有沒有漏洞。661Please respect copyright.PENANAcPhtlWcFyw
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「Hey, Raymond,等咗好耐喇? 」Ron在我的對面坐下。661Please respect copyright.PENANAt5nAQFuUmz
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「我都係啱啱到啫。你駛唔駛去買杯嘢飲先? 」661Please respect copyright.PENANAd4hrFzvrhF
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「都好吖,你等我一陣。」661Please respect copyright.PENANAhTLS5YqP72
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片刻之後,他拿著咖啡重新坐到我的對面,道﹕「係呢,搵我有咩要傾呀? 」661Please respect copyright.PENANAOC6fLgGFRm
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我決定單刀直入﹕「無,我前一排撞到個好耐無見嘅女仔朋友,佢見到我facebook有同你張合照,佢話識得你啫。」661Please respect copyright.PENANAMmc1v4c10W
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Ron沒有意會到我將要說些甚麼,他略感興趣道﹕「係? 呢個世界真係細,佢叫咩名呀? 」661Please respect copyright.PENANAYi3HFy8iyD
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我沒有回答他的問題,慢條斯理道﹕「佢話佢喺你中四五嗰陣識得你,仲知道你好多嘢添......」661Please respect copyright.PENANAS22c6BRGlM
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我當然沒有這樣的一個朋友,我只是賭他會作賊心虛而已。661Please respect copyright.PENANAjH8xTJHGbE
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果然,Ron臉色微變,語氣有點緊張﹕「佢講咗...啲咩呀......? 」661Please respect copyright.PENANAiPSKWBERB8
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我定睛的看著他,冷冷的道﹕「你真係要我喺大庭廣眾講出嚟? 」661Please respect copyright.PENANA0eF6GtNZNa
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他面青唇白的看著我﹕「你............」然後又低下了頭﹕「呢件事你無同阿靈講呀嘛? 」661Please respect copyright.PENANAmtKy0DIkRg
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我暗裏呼了一口氣,他終於上當了,沒想到這個空城計擺得這麼成功。661Please respect copyright.PENANAnzXh6KDBsu
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我不懷好意的笑道﹕「咁就要睇吓你識唔識做啦......」661Please respect copyright.PENANAk6oi4JT97x
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他的嘴唇顫抖著﹕「你......你想點呀......」661Please respect copyright.PENANAmSs9MzWVvV
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我「嘿」的笑了出來﹕「唔駛咁驚,因為水靈係我好朋友,我唔想佢將一生嘅幸福交咗比個賤人,所以我想聽吓你點講先再決定點做。」661Please respect copyright.PENANA6GzWdP2Prl
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Ron激動起來﹕「我會對阿靈好好㗎!你信我啦!」661Please respect copyright.PENANAzigc9XaJBi
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我呷了一口咖啡,懶洋洋道﹕「你重頭講一次嚟聽吓先啦,你係咪由中五開始係咁? 就由中五講起啦。」661Please respect copyright.PENANA5SUi24YUJH
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Ron苦笑了一下,看了我一眼又呷了一口咖啡,才開始敍述他的往事。661Please respect copyright.PENANAA0Vn2jDHTC
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我讀書的時候,因為成績不錯,運動神經也很好,自問樣子也長得不俗(哼!真自大!),而且很懂得人事交際的手段,所以一直以來也很受同學歡迎,尤其是女同學。(我冷笑一下﹕「所以就周圍食女? 」Ron只是尷尬的笑了笑,就繼續說下去。)可能是因為我父母忙著工作,所以沒有怎麼理會我跟我哥(對了!那天晚上聽到他跟哥哥通話。),我們都覺得很寂寞,加上那時候又是身處青春期,自然對異性的身體很感興趣,所以就......(聽到這裏我冷冷的接下去﹕「所以就不斷同女仔發生關係? 」,Ron聞言低下了頭,過了好一會兒他才能繼續下去。)661Please respect copyright.PENANAUeku4pYWCR
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因為我和我哥哥是孖生兄弟,樣子很像,除了我媽外沒有人能分辨出來,連我爸有時候也會認錯人。那時候我們因為貪玩,我們會跟對方交換女朋友約會......(我不禁大叫起來﹕「咩話? !」四周的人聞聲都望向我們,Ron只是默然的點點頭。他說到這裏,我隱約猜到了之後會發生甚麼事。)我們最初只是打賭對方的女朋友會不會看穿我們掉包,但經過幾次也相安無事,我們開始越來越大膽,會對對方的女朋友做親密的行為,最初只是牽手摟腰,之後就親嘴撫摸,最後......(「最後就上埋床? 」我相信我這刻的面色一定很難看,因為Ron看了我一眼後就不敢再看我了。)因為當時我跟我哥都只是當那些女孩子是玩物,所以我們也沒有介意跟對方交換玩具,這樣反而令我倆的感情更深。(當然了,除了親兄弟之外,還多了襟兄弟這個關係,感情想不深也難了。)直到2003年,即是SARS那一年,那一年亦是我們的會考。661Please respect copyright.PENANA8iBnFmXiYc
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我們住在淘大E座,相信你也知道當年發生了甚麼事。沒錯,那年我和我哥同時感染了SARS,我哥不幸過身,我最後雖然痊癒了,但卻因這個病錯過了會考,被逼留級一年。(這個部份我聽水靈說過了,只是沒想到過身的原來是他的哥哥。)痊癒後的我因為哥哥和留級的事一直意志消沉,而且亦因為這個病令所有朋友都疏遠了我,我一直認為這是上天對我們兩兄弟的懲罰,所以我開始自暴自棄,直至水靈的出現......661Please respect copyright.PENANAgwZ2KLgCbY
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水靈是我中四中五的同班同學,她不是最漂亮的那一個,而且好像很害羞的樣子,所以那時候的我並沒有主動接近她。反正喜歡我的女孩子多的是,要女伴的話根本垂手可得,所以我也沒有多留意她。(他媽的!這個Ron說起來就像是理所當然的,他是在嘲弄我嗎? )但我痊癒後,只有她一個主動接觸我,最初我還是放棄了自己,但經過她不斷的鼓勵和關懷,我終於都走出了陰霾。而我和她,亦正式拍拖。對我來說,她是救過我的人,我將她的生命看得比我自己的更加重要,所以我絕對不會辜負她的!我會使她幸福的!661Please respect copyright.PENANAESoRnC3sC8
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天啊!我讓死妹釘知道SARS的事,讓她救了那邊的Ron,亦令他的哥哥沒有因病離世,所以那個Ron還是和以前一樣到處玩弄女生!亦令到死妹釘和『他』不能在一起!我到底做了甚麼不可挽救的事?661Please respect copyright.PENANA81gUGOeDks
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我雙手抱頭苦惱著,Ron看見我這個樣子,還以為我在掙扎要不要說給水靈知道,他臉如死灰道﹕「如果...你真係要講比佢知嘅話...你就講啦......我知我呢種人配唔起佢...佢可以...搵到一個更好嘅人比幸福佢......」他說完就站了起來,準備離開。661Please respect copyright.PENANA3sZZYSxZ6h
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我聽過他的敍述,知道他已經不是當年的那一個Ron了,而且我也看得出現在的他真的很愛錫水靈,所以我也不打算跟水靈說這件事,我連忙道﹕「等陣!我信你!我唔會同佢講今晚嘅事。你以前嘅事我都會當無聽過。」661Please respect copyright.PENANAtkjKD8bDeV
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他難以置信的看著我﹕「你......」661Please respect copyright.PENANAGAMScAZSJW
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我揮了揮手道﹕「唔駛你你我我啦,你只要同我好好哋對水靈,我就唔會亂講嘢。如果比我知道你有咩對佢唔住...哼哼!......」最後我用凌厲的眼神瞪著他,希望他以後真的會好好對水靈吧。661Please respect copyright.PENANArEFylYisxz
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他感激得緊握著我的手說不出話來,我連忙甩開他並道﹕「得喇得喇,我唔係基㗎,我唔慣比個男人捉住隻手咁耐。」661Please respect copyright.PENANAR0Uz9Z0Nml
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他放開我的手重新坐下,並定睛的看著我。661Please respect copyright.PENANA4bZqFPPZ6P
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我給他看得雞皮疙瘩亂起,嘴唇微顫﹕「你...望咩呀......? 」661Please respect copyright.PENANAt2SPK99njN
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Ron好像有點難以啟齒﹕「你...其實............係咪鍾意阿靈呀? 」661Please respect copyright.PENANAn1O5mPZvLV
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我給他嚇得差點撞倒我的咖啡,過了好一會我才反應過來﹕「點...點解你咁講呀? 」661Please respect copyright.PENANAedJYKLI1Us
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「你...你咁關心佢,我覺得你應該唔係當佢係普通朋友咁簡單......」661Please respect copyright.PENANAJNjkXi6EG6
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我喜歡水靈? 當然不是這麼一回事!正確的來說,我關心的,應該是死妹釘,而不是水靈。不過對著水靈,還真有點像是對著死妹釘,這是甚麼感覺呢? 不是男女情愛之間的那一種,對了,是......661Please respect copyright.PENANACCAgm7gMJ6
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我搔搔頭道﹕「你諗得太多啦,我當水靈係妹啫。」661Please respect copyright.PENANABLEBu3si28
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「妹? 」661Please respect copyright.PENANAZkT5I0l1nY
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「嗯。我覺得佢比我嘅感覺就好似我個妹咁,所以我覺得有責任去保護佢。」661Please respect copyright.PENANAoKvVIqOYUg
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「係呀......」他的眼神語氣好像還是有點不相信。661Please respect copyright.PENANAZADM4HqoXx
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「係呀!如果我係鍾意佢頭先就由得你走啦!同埋我而家同Carmen拍緊拖㗎!」661Please respect copyright.PENANAIu5mN5J2PE
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「呃......sorry......係我諗得太多啦......」661Please respect copyright.PENANAPk8hirBJjP
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我站起來走過去拍一拍他的肩膊﹕「所以你而家唯一要做嘅,就係同我好好哋咁對水靈,係咁啦。」661Please respect copyright.PENANAxrgLta5ies