光線輕輕地喚醒我。我睜開雙眼,透過窗簾的冬陽拂過視野,很溫暖,但也有些刺眼。copyright protection96PENANA9bgUCT1hPm
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抬手摸到床頭上的手機,解除螢幕鎖定--日期時間顯示:「2019/12/21 09:38」copyright protection96PENANAM4dliFwYwj
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「唔……咿呀……」我慵懶地舉起雙手伸展身體,並發出一些舒服地呻吟聲。copyright protection96PENANABgnURl0Hdt
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我用棉被蓋住整個臉,試圖挽留被窩裡的溫度,雖然我知道這麼做其實沒什麼作用,算是迎接「戰鬥」前的一種儀式、準備吧?最後深呼吸了一口氣,並一腳踢開棉被,整個人跳了起來--copyright protection96PENANASuzgMpdbrt
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「唔……好冷……」copyright protection96PENANAhTz6kKq1Ae
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披上掛在椅背的羽絨外套,我光著身子,只穿著一條四角褲打開房門。斜躺在客廳沙發上追劇的女友移開平板,笑著對我說:「哎呀,睡豬終於肯醒啦,要吃什麼早餐?」copyright protection96PENANA23m2Cadqkt
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「吃妳,哈哈哈哈!」才作勢要撲上沙發,軟綿的靠枕就狠狠地砸在我臉上,女友坐直身體,並把睡衣的扣子全部扣好,向我扮了個可愛地鬼臉,「先去刷牙洗臉啦,髒鬼。」copyright protection96PENANAPUxYTojU8Z
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「有什麼關係嘛--」copyright protection96PENANAn3BBbFE3aX
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「快去啦,嘴巴好臭!」copyright protection96PENANAm5hdTpOsng
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幾次進攻無果,我訕訕地結束這場嬉鬧,女友趁著我去盥洗的時間,出門去買樓下的中式早點。copyright protection96PENANAT8dQfwz2vQ
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果然,交往久了都會變啊,想當初剛同居的時候,每天早晨都「轟轟烈烈」的。什麼口臭眼屎通通不在意,現在可好了,一下嫌我鬍子沒刮,一下念我鼻毛沒修,身體完全不給我碰一下。copyright protection96PENANAM8AOWiaCFI
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哼!女人。copyright protection96PENANATOqukWuwpa
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還敢說男人交往前交往後的差別啊!copyright protection96PENANAI3XxhjbHJA
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盥洗結束,我回房間穿了套保暖的休閒服。雖然羽絨外套很溫暖,但總不能一直光著身子吧。我放鬆地趴在沙發上,隨意看了眼女友的追劇進度。copyright protection96PENANAm9OucDVVoY
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「這傢伙又熬夜了啊。怎麼我比她早睡,還比她晚起床?難道我真的是睡豬?」copyright protection96PENANARtZ27YXPCW
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叮鈴鈴--叮鈴鈴--copyright protection96PENANAx0p03CmSUU
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手機在10:00時響起通知聲。滑開手機,通知欄上顯示著備忘錄的提示訊息:「回家。」copyright protection96PENANAqrF5ZjKb5N
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「唉……」看著備忘錄的提示訊息,我下意識地嘆了口氣。那個家,當然不是指我現在和女友一同居住的小公寓,而是指我出生、成長的那個家。copyright protection96PENANA6H8j8rUJRF
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那個畏多於樂,哭大於笑的家。copyright protection96PENANAM6OLKeqQlj
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我媽在我出生後幾年就過世了。身材清瘦、笑起來眼睛像月牙一樣,左眼眼角有顆淚痣--這是我從照片裡記下的,媽媽的長相。很清晰,卻又很模糊……copyright protection96PENANAeMuyYztcWn
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由於媽媽去世得早,從小到大我都是和父親與奶奶一同生活,家境普通,但也不到貧窮的地步。copyright protection96PENANAlCzuJH3mpa
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其實在我讀幼稚園以前,我們一家過得還算幸福,至少我是這麼認為的,直到某天深夜--copyright protection96PENANAoLBHrvQNoV
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我被玻璃敲碎的聲響驚醒,悄悄打開房門,外頭一片漆黑,唯有廚房的黃色燈泡亮著,我理所當然地循著光源緩緩移動。copyright protection96PENANAlMYJoO5fE2
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碰!喀!喀……copyright protection96PENANACZnl2X7QSP
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詭異的聲響自廚房內傳出。copyright protection96PENANADDelSPm0tK
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當初我要是沒這麼好奇,直接回到房裡繼續睡覺,現在或許我也不會那麼排斥那個家……copyright protection96PENANAGHiEmdVR2l
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映入眼簾的,是背對門口,坐在廚房地上的父親。copyright protection96PENANAAw7PTWsvKm
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「奶奶跌倒了。」copyright protection96PENANA2GGlfhSAed
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紅色的黏稠液體在磁磚上擴散。copyright protection96PENANAXYljdi27hQ
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「記住,是她自己滑倒的。」copyright protection96PENANAAxO9ptfxAg
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父親站起身子,他的手套上殘留著斑斑赤紅,而我也終於看見所謂「跌倒的奶奶」了。copyright protection96PENANAancUzYLrt3
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她躺臥在血泊裡,後腦似乎破了,鮮血不斷湧出。copyright protection96PENANAstfFdJd9Ti
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「知道了嗎?」父親轉過身來面對我。嚇壞的我看不見父親當時臉上的表情,只看見他難得露出在外的手臂上,有一塊又一塊紫得發黑的潰爛傷疤,還有他的下一句話。copyright protection96PENANAFXPCiMaO3q
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「去睡吧,不想『跌倒』的話,就閉嘴。」copyright protection96PENANAH9pGEezHKq
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自那以後,父親得到了奶奶的巨額保險金,但沉迷於賭博、吸毒的他,那筆錢很快就被揮霍殆盡,而我則成了他輸錢洩憤的出氣桶,並在空閒時間被他送到工地打零工,賺取生活費,我的童年就在暴力、威脅、壓榨……等等之中度過。copyright protection96PENANAsjA7mVkr1Y
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直至我念上了高中,遇見女友,並在她的開導下變得不再自卑、孤僻。copyright protection96PENANA2w9luCEZhJ
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我告知了她所有,她也擁抱了我的所有。copyright protection96PENANAZbifurkyUF
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她給了我勇氣。copyright protection96PENANA1ENa1XUkyY
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給了我面對罪惡感的侵蝕,與恐懼支配的勇氣--copyright protection96PENANApSPrlc2wW5
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高三時,我反抗了那個男人。最後通報了警方,他被逮捕。copyright protection96PENANAk1pJpK63Bd
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並依持有毒品罪、家庭暴力罪等入獄。畢竟奶奶被殺的時間已過了太久,證據早就不見,且在他矢口否認下也沒辦法定罪。copyright protection96PENANAuUmo0k4Zc3
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而我則在女友的陪伴下,努力奮發,有了自己的事業,並在她大學畢業後買了這間公寓套房,雖然還有好幾年房貸要繳啦!copyright protection96PENANAmZrpQMWUJY
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但至少,人生未來的藍圖很清晰!copyright protection96PENANAFbhNLxwft0
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哐啷。copyright protection96PENANAWcK3eplaBl
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「我回來囉!」女友推開大門,拎起手裡那一大包餐點,「一不小心就買太多了,嘻嘻。」copyright protection96PENANAnNFQrVYEMu
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我起身上前接過餐點,並輕輕的吻上女友,接著緊緊地抱住她,我的臉埋入那頭充滿野花清香的髮絲中,十年不變地味道,讓我感到滿滿的安全感,「我愛妳。」copyright protection96PENANASlbGT7DR2O
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一開始還想推開我的女友,在聽到這句耳語後,也順勢抱緊我,並摸了摸我的後腦,語調輕柔地說:「怎麼啦?這麼可愛。」copyright protection96PENANAlFgqLBzG06
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「沒什麼,只是覺得有妳真好。」copyright protection96PENANAEBgXWwSCFv
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「嘻嘻,你才知道呢。」她像是麻雀一樣,在我臉上輕輕一啄,便拉著我的手坐到沙發,同時正好看見我隨手仍在桌面的手機--備忘錄上記有「回家」二字。copyright protection96PENANAVMWq39D1P6
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「說起來,是今天呢。」了解我的一切的她,只看見這兩個字就知道了所有,說起來,會要「回家」,也是因為她才促成的。copyright protection96PENANAvWulDEGsYO
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父親入獄後幾年,她曾拉著我去會面。父親的樣子很憔悴,他低著頭,頭一次向我道歉。copyright protection96PENANAuqExNDP8Rq
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不過我不能原諒他……應該說沒辦法原諒他。copyright protection96PENANA9ytjvxLY8S
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他帶給我的傷痕太深、太深,深到我完全不知道自己該如何面對他。copyright protection96PENANA0z0lifZ4Nv
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當下我聽到他的道歉以後,眼淚莫名地一直滑落,像是壞掉的水龍頭一樣,不管怎麼調節,它就是沒辦法停止。女友在一旁溫柔的安慰,反倒成了崩潰的開關。copyright protection96PENANAIIctYA5QcM
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那次會面就這麼不了了之。copyright protection96PENANAC7M62LZc8h
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隨後父親開始時常寫信關心我的生活,也關心女友的健康。期間他寄來的每一封信我都沒去看,全都是女友逕自打開,並念給我聽的。copyright protection96PENANAzyFnI6Z8CJ
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去年,父親告訴我們,他因為表現良好,並具有悔意,所以在今年年初獲得假釋出獄,他說如果可以,希望和我面對面談談。copyright protection96PENANAybYxZyMGdH
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女友當時摸了摸我的頭,要我相信他已經改過自新,畢竟是父親,就算不原諒,至少偶爾去看看他也行。說實話,我很猶豫……但最後還是決定給他、給我一個機會,在今年年末的休假日回家看一看。copyright protection96PENANArZFT0y0zVJ
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「雖然是我要你回去的,但你要是真的覺得難受,就不要勉強自己。」女友倚靠在我的胸膛,小小的、軟軟的手掌握住我的手,「不管怎樣,我都陪你一起。」copyright protection96PENANAoSLBj3FXxm
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我微微頜首,忍住發酸的眼鼻。是啊,有她在,我一個大男人還畏畏縮縮的算什麼?我笑著說:「說好的,就今天,我們先吃早餐吧!」copyright protection96PENANAKjVwfRMAJQ
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吃過早點以後,我們兩人稍微坐了些出門的準備,隨後我們一同去大賣場買點送給父親的伴手禮,以及補給家裡的日常用品,將大包小包的東西扔上車後,我們駕車踏上「回家」的路。copyright protection96PENANAzXNp7QAOjn
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路上,女友不停地和我說些有趣的事,讓我緊繃的神經稍微得到一點放鬆。但三十分鐘的車程,我開起來的體感時間卻像三個小時,該說是煎熬嗎?其實也不全然,更多的像是一種頭一次上台,向公司高層主管報告時的那種緊張感。copyright protection96PENANAGsic4PvaTU
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終於,到了這片熟悉又陌生的城市。copyright protection96PENANAyybGRXLi8n
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這裡多了座天橋啊……copyright protection96PENANATWUBTla3oT
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欸?那家便當店關了?好可惜,本來想說回味一下的。copyright protection96PENANAD1KpgCkVM8
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這段路的車流還是一樣多啊!copyright protection96PENANAWXYg2Apyia
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停好了車位,女友先跑到後車廂拿伴手禮。我深呼吸了一口氣,正打算開車門的手卻在顫抖,彷彿前方有面透明的牆,不論我多用力地推,它依然在那裡,我嘆了一口氣,額頭向方向盤用力撞上。copyright protection96PENANAdIET2QH80l
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叭--copyright protection96PENANAjnj2ALzFSK
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「蔡先生!你在幹嘛啦!嚇我一跳。」女友在車窗外怒嗔道,看得出來她是真的嚇了一跳,不過我自己也被嚇到了啊!單純是意外,意外。copyright protection96PENANAwVLlLG37HD
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這場意外倒是讓我僵硬的臉自然了不少。我們一路嘻笑,最後到了家門前,女友緊了緊牽著我的手,並朝我笑了笑。copyright protection96PENANAvpbUVahtmR
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嗯,回家吧。我對著自己打氣一聲,並按下電鈴,父親很快地就跑來開門,他的臉和過去不太一樣,變得更加滄桑,鬢角與髮梢多了一層歲月的銀白。他見到我們先是一愣,隨後他有點慌張的低頭、回頭,最後又望向我們。copyright protection96PENANAyV22I1kgeH
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「回、回來啦……」沙啞乾澀的聲音從他嘴裡發出,話語間的顫抖所表達的情緒,說實在的我也分辨不出來,因為我也只是呆呆地看著眼前這位中年男子--我的父親。copyright protection96PENANATJNKXnc8mK
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「發什麼呆啦。」一旁的女友用力地用手肘頂了我一下,這才把我喚醒。copyright protection96PENANAORKq0GY8Gr
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「嗯,父親。」我思慮了片刻,最後有些彆扭地向他這麼打招呼,而他聽到後似乎很開心,笑著要我們進去坐。copyright protection96PENANA6sfTQRD4k9
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家中的擺設,與八年前我離開時一樣沒變。父親從廚房裡端來茶水,女友拿出伴手禮送給他,中午時父親叫了披薩外送,但我實在沒什麼食慾,只是意思地吃了幾片。copyright protection96PENANAlzG632p5PY
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不得不說,女友的社交能力真的很強,她與父親聊得很熱絡,而我幾乎是有一搭沒一搭的在答話,時間很快,冬天的太陽落得特別早,我提出差不多該回去的想法,這可能是我當天對父親說得最長的一句話。copyright protection96PENANA5mo0A3m5NQ
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父親表情看起來有點黯然,但他很快又皺著臉笑著應好,並邀請我們時常回來看看他。copyright protection96PENANAA92UpPZ5oe
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在他闔上鐵門的剎那,那關門聲響讓我重新恢復呼吸。那段時間可以說是我有史以來最窒息、最壓迫的時光……copyright protection96PENANArewlupWgzC
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女友看出了我的掙扎,她從後抱著我,什麼話也沒說,我們倆在家門前站了好一陣子,最後才開車離去。copyright protection96PENANAOMeB3CqMGX
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從那以後,每隔一段時間,女友就會拉著我「回家」,而我和父親也隨著見面次數增加,漸漸不像一開始時那樣尷尬,但整體而言的相處我還是覺得尷尬到不行……copyright protection96PENANArCRCi4iM1A
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期間,我與交往多年的女友結婚,婚禮上,父親很開心地要我們多生幾個孫子陪陪他,並拿出幾張保險單,那是父親出獄後,暗自替我保的,他說自己沒辦法給我什麼,也明白自己不是個好父親,所以他只想到這個方法,除了平日生活所需的開銷,他把所有積蓄全部投入保單之中。copyright protection96PENANAENovsudGCF
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「你不必這樣的……」copyright protection96PENANAe4VQ9bwagr
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「不,是我虧欠你的,我對你虧欠太多太多,我沒有盡到任何父親應盡的責任,這些就算是我對你的一點彌補,收下吧,兒子。」copyright protection96PENANA60WNfEHxKt
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「父親……」copyright protection96PENANA9GT9hA3EL7
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結婚當晚,我們兩人擁在一起相泣,妻子也在一旁開心的落淚,事後妻子總會故意提起這件事,並對我調侃。copyright protection96PENANA1rpxXx7vCi
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「哪有人結婚當天是跟爸爸抱在一起哭,把妻子晾在一旁的啦!」copyright protection96PENANArd8faebXmI
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「哈哈哈哈,抱歉抱歉,未來我會好好補償妳的。我愛妳,這麼多年來,謝謝有妳。」copyright protection96PENANAhpRL2mBxeS
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就這樣,時間很快,我的年紀已步入三字頭,那年中秋,父親邀請我和妻子去家裡頂樓烤肉。copyright protection96PENANAHggrnRufC5
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我們喝了點小酒,當天天氣很熱,即便是在沒有太陽的夜晚,依舊沒有什麼風,空氣異常悶熱,但我們三人之間的相處還算是融洽。copyright protection96PENANAD1mwNIK1df
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「好熱哦!」copyright protection96PENANAoPbpUFZ1lz
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「真的。誰讓妳一直穿著長袖,就說了我不在意妳的皮膚炎,而且透透氣,對皮膚也比較好。」我一邊喝著冰涼的啤酒,一邊作勢要把妻子的衣袖拉開。copyright protection96PENANAZRSbDaahB3
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「不要!」她突然激動地拉住自己的手,並站起身來退開,在昏暗的燈光下,她的表情異常緊張,察覺到她的不正常後,我上前試圖要去安撫她,不料她卻哭了出來。copyright protection96PENANAvs4Au9Tqmh
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「怎麼了!好好的怎麼哭了?」我把突然大哭的妻子攬入懷中。copyright protection96PENANAoZyofa6TkV
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「嗚嗚……我、我懷孕了……」妻子一邊靠在我的懷裡啜泣,一邊哭著說出這則驚人的消息。copyright protection96PENANA8rN7VKBH9u
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「真的假的!妳怎麼不和我說,傻瓜別哭了,這是好事啊!」我眼眶泛紅地驚喜道,突然我想到了件事,我故作嚴肅的說:「要當媽媽的人怎麼可以喝酒呢!不可以這樣,是不是妳自己也突然忘記懷孕,喝了酒才突然想到,真的是傻瓜!下次不要這樣了,嚇死我了。」copyright protection96PENANAH948We3ysF
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「媳婦啊,妳太粗心了啦。兒子你也是,自己老婆懷孕都不知道!」父親將烤網上的食物取下,並將碳火澆熄,「你帶媳婦去欄杆那裡吹吹風,散散酒氣,我把東西收一收,今晚就先這樣結束了。」copyright protection96PENANAoRgzLs2VxK
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我尷尬地點頭笑了笑,牽著妻子來到欄杆旁,其實還是沒有風,不過倒是能更清楚的看月亮了,「妳看月亮好美,偶爾看看天空,總會有種豁然開朗的感覺。」copyright protection96PENANAM0Qhx72yKp
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「不過還是沒什麼風啊,現在大樓建得太高了,都把風給擋住了。」copyright protection96PENANAaYLpehuWoC
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「還是我先帶妳下樓休息,吹個冷氣,喝杯茶,等妳酒意退了以後,我們再回家?」copyright protection96PENANAZCg39fnLg0
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「老婆妳怎麼都不講話啊?怎麼了?」copyright protection96PENANA0vBPKPdYfE
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烤肉照明的燈光被父親給關上,我看著月光下妻子的臉蛋,她哭紅的雙眼讓我非常心疼,我輕輕抹去她的眼淚,安靜地等她說話。copyright protection96PENANA4ZVEAJpep8
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「……起。」她的嘴唇翕合,發出氣音。copyright protection96PENANAw5zZJjutqo
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「蛤?妳說什……」copyright protection96PENANAkTs1SQlSKp
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呼--風聲在耳邊吹奏,黑暗中,一雙手暴露在陽台外,妻子瞥過頭,不再望向我。那雙手的主人--我的父親,從欄杆外探出頭……他們越來越小、越來越小……copyright protection96PENANARpTMGPQPRv
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「他是意外失足跌下樓……」copyright protection96PENANAnj7tO5V7XU
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砰!copyright protection96PENANADHQmGxDWsO
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光線輕輕的喚醒我。copyright protection96PENANA00rgtBiadD
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「啊,你醒了嗎?」copyright protection96PENANAA8CUbrMW2x
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我睜開雙眼。copyright protection96PENANAwMm0jtfjYg
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「也不能說你醒了,畢竟你只是睜開雙眼而已。」copyright protection96PENANAfe2rQ4MQxy
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白晃晃的日光燈照得我有些刺眼。copyright protection96PENANAmXzi3L8FT2
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「這次的保險公司很麻煩啊,植物人的理賠金竟然少了意外死亡那麼多。」copyright protection96PENANAOPXO2LnTxD
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這裡不是我的家,也不是我的「家」。copyright protection96PENANAQ4CdbuRMO8
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「喔對了,你放心,你的老婆和弟弟我會好好照顧。」copyright protection96PENANAcc5APVeHxw
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眼角餘光,我看到了說話的那個男人,和他身後的女人。copyright protection96PENANA8Qedc8so6X
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「我就收下你的理賠金,當作孝親費了。」copyright protection96PENANAHdZbltJ04t
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枕頭朝著我的面部壓下,它柔軟的……又緊密的……令我窒息……copyright protection96PENANAuuwc4xewdR
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