再過了一個多星期,玲玲和艾雲正式一起。265Please respect copyright.PENANA2QVu9Zh3Oz
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維記和吉仔知道後,立即約了我出來,一見面,她劈頭就道:「你怎能讓他們在一起!?難道你不擔心艾雲這個人嗎?」265Please respect copyright.PENANAEmxtiD4qOE
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「沒有什麽擔心的。」我淡然回答。265Please respect copyright.PENANAdTBI6UkCJx
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「可陳晨跟我說,艾雲直到昨天還在煩著她啊!」265Please respect copyright.PENANAetHYCIXTbW
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「嗯。」我淡然得幾乎認不得這個「自己」。265Please respect copyright.PENANABMkWYAGAqs
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「這個人真的不可靠!我懷疑玲玲和陳晨的關係搞成這樣,根本是他挑撥離間!難道你不打算跟玲玲說嗎?」維記對我幾乎是吼出來。265Please respect copyright.PENANAk9rQk75817
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維記一直把玲玲當作妹妹,她自是不想玲玲和艾雲一起。265Please respect copyright.PENANAM9CyZt4Zdo
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此時玲玲最信任的人是我,但我卻不阻止她和艾雲,維記自是動怒。265Please respect copyright.PENANAK5oDr2f02V
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可是我還是很安靜,隔了好一會才說:265Please respect copyright.PENANAywSf74ZswR
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「艾雲這人不但不可靠,還很差勁。」265Please respect copyright.PENANAwbbsSHloni
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維記和吉仔同時愕然地看著我。265Please respect copyright.PENANAyVTo5Gb31K
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「你們看得出我對玲玲的感覺,他也看得出。就前幾天,艾雲說要來我宿舍看望我,關心下我這單身人士。」我笑了笑,道:「然後他和玲玲來到後,在我的面前卿卿我我。」265Please respect copyright.PENANA34f4SHtaoy
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「示威。」吉仔咬牙切齒。265Please respect copyright.PENANACdZIDmVG9z
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「嗯,我也這樣理解。」我輕輕拍了拍吉仔的肩膀,道:「但關於他的事情,我不會跟玲玲說,也不建議你們說。」265Please respect copyright.PENANAgaEA3Upaq0
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吉仔和維記再度愕然。265Please respect copyright.PENANAT16fgjsQ28
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「陳晨說了,她跟玲玲吵架的時候把所有一切都說出來了,對吧?」265Please respect copyright.PENANAStt6xB2xLw
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維記點頭。265Please respect copyright.PENANAeK2GHeWdL0
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「可是她沒跟我說。」我頓了頓,道:「誰對誰錯,對她來說都不是重點。」我抬頭看著二人,道:265Please respect copyright.PENANAEK1BCbhYpq
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「重點是她喜歡艾雲,她喜歡那個在她面前讓她開心的艾雲。重點是,她想我們,尤其是我,支持她、祝福她。」265Please respect copyright.PENANASe1Gyl78LF
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「和最好的朋友吵架,不敢喜歡一個自己喜歡的人,她的心情肯定比我們更差。我們何苦去阻止她呢?」265Please respect copyright.PENANAN1BerxqRy4
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在我的勸服下,維記和吉仔也無奈接受。265Please respect copyright.PENANAZ4RFQKEH3I
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之後,縱使與艾雲話不投機,但平常的飯聚或者活動,我們還是會邀請他們參加。雖然他們不多來參與我們的活動,雖然我們始終對艾雲有所保留。可是因為他們在一起,艾雲就是我們圈子的人。265Please respect copyright.PENANAfa8XFgYQGi
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我是這樣認為,我相信我的朋友也是這樣認為。265Please respect copyright.PENANAdcNvibpLB9
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有一天,我們相約去曼徹斯特的華人餐館吃飯。我和吉仔遠遠眺望到他們手牽手甜蜜地向我們走來。265Please respect copyright.PENANAnAHKE1tPr4
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吉仔忽然道:「你真的很豁達。」265Please respect copyright.PENANAI547vYgxuj
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「是的啊,這是我優點。」我笑著回答。265Please respect copyright.PENANAA807OG2HVm
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很快一年便過去,大學二年級開學時,我們陸續從各地回到英國學校,我不再住學校宿舍,而是在外面租了較便宜的房子。265Please respect copyright.PENANAfeHk0tur02
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早在暑假,朋友們都說要來我家辦個飯聚,然而,就在飯聚的當天,我接到了一個電話。265Please respect copyright.PENANADnSPh4gkKx
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「你有上留學生論壇嗎?」單聽語調,我已仿佛看到吉仔面如寒霜。265Please respect copyright.PENANALiUTnGIjuR
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電話的另一頭似乎傳來哭泣聲,我的神經立馬繃緊,問道:「沒有,怎麼了?」265Please respect copyright.PENANAveP0FXrCZc
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吉仔頓了頓,道:「我發個鏈接給你,你自己看吧。」265Please respect copyright.PENANAKvcLA2HcJt
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鏈接的標題是《我的朋友不喜歡我男朋友》。265Please respect copyright.PENANARHeegajdaY
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聯想到吉仔電話中的語氣,我的後背冷了一截,同時心跳得很快、很快。快得我幾乎聽到自己的心跳聲。265Please respect copyright.PENANAz4eNuvmLjg
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微微濕潤的雙目望向發帖人,我看到一個絕不想看到的名字 -265Please respect copyright.PENANA2mINadIynC
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玲玲。265Please respect copyright.PENANAekZBHdfjMl
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帖子裏面的内容是訴說著她的男朋友被她一幫朋友歧視,她訴說她的朋友們如何杯葛她和男朋友,如何在平日給說話他們聼。在她的帖子裡,她說她的朋友都不講理的不喜歡她男朋友,連帶也把她疏遠了。265Please respect copyright.PENANAFQDqnlDTkE
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我一邊仔細看著帖子裡的每一個字,氣得渾身上下都在顫抖,耳朵傳來陣陣的嗡嗡聲,喉嚨也乾枯得很,發不出一個聲音。265Please respect copyright.PENANARcHE8k6IWX
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這是她寫的?265Please respect copyright.PENANAGQfHjNWW12
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她是這樣想我的?265Please respect copyright.PENANAfhVX9TfClF
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她是這樣想維記他們的?265Please respect copyright.PENANAhyMZSDoMHX
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她真的如此覺得我們欠了她的!?265Please respect copyright.PENANAdmCAka2JRj
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一氣之下,我沒有想其他的事情,十指連彈,在論壇上留了一段夾雜了很多傷人説話的長文反擊。265Please respect copyright.PENANAdBRYb7B8py
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這帖子很快便被管理員鎖帖。265Please respect copyright.PENANAadJ2pDXOMK
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晚上的飯聚,大家都因為此事默不作聲。265Please respect copyright.PENANA91f49EgkKl
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維記低著頭,雙眼通紅,吉仔握著伴侶的手,一言不發。265Please respect copyright.PENANAHEcpmpf0t2
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其餘的朋友均一臉愁容。265Please respect copyright.PENANAf41BHlSGkl
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我坐在飯廳的一角,抽著煙,腦袋空白如紙。265Please respect copyright.PENANAkjoqcmBX0E
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此刻,電話鈴聲響起。265Please respect copyright.PENANASUxPmyHMCb
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「艾雲。」我說了一聲,然後接通。265Please respect copyright.PENANA3ruXx9yoKn
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「你怎能這樣罵玲玲,她從今天早上開始哭到現在了!」才剛接通,電話裡就傳來艾雲焦急的聲音。265Please respect copyright.PENANAwF3a5BHUNM
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我的耳朵又再傳來嗡嗡一聲響,胸口義憤填膺,怒道:「自己說過的話難道不用負責嗎!?」265Please respect copyright.PENANAzKIiPWnBCW
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「什麽負責,你們就是不喜歡我而已,怎能這樣罵她呢?」265Please respect copyright.PENANA4Oad6WjMbk
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「我們喜不喜歡你根本不是重點!你追陳晨,你追玲玲,我們有阻撓你嗎?你也知道我們本來不喜歡你,那你該知道你跟玲玲一起之後我們有沒有排擠你。吃飯沒叫你來嗎?去曼徹斯特沒叫你嗎?你自己說!!!你說我在論壇上的話傷害了她,她那帖子也傷害了所有的朋友!!!!」265Please respect copyright.PENANAdfG95zh8B4
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艾雲被我一串嗆聲,根本還不了嘴。我深深吸了口氣,一字一字地道:265Please respect copyright.PENANAcHtVeZw3xK
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「你們一起的時候,我保護你們。265Please respect copyright.PENANA9XghRigzdo
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現在,我也要保護我的朋友。265Please respect copyright.PENANASR0uQZ3iz8
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你替我跟她說一聲……265Please respect copyright.PENANAsYny0R5Xk5
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再見。」265Please respect copyright.PENANApLyV4suWSm
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電話掛上,265Please respect copyright.PENANA5VPzgbGSxB
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臉上添了兩行淚水。265Please respect copyright.PENANA7i3bnYHbji
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過了大半年,大二的課程已經完畢。265Please respect copyright.PENANAoBiXTXh0sn
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某夜,我忽然夢到了玲玲,醒來後一直睡不著,於是只能一直抽煙。265Please respect copyright.PENANAJtBIvcxbHR
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腦中的倒帶去到盡頭,香煙也去到了盡頭。265Please respect copyright.PENANAO1WnfVFIsF
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煙灰無力地墜落煙灰缸裏,最後的一縷煙也在我眼前消散。265Please respect copyright.PENANAUOi2HHcDZv
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我長長地嘆了口氣,看著這封準備了很久,卻一直沒有發出的郵件,心裡面百感交集。265Please respect copyright.PENANAw3WMKyYT1u
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是我當時太衝動了嗎?我當時應該好好跟玲玲說說嗎?265Please respect copyright.PENANA7feWxxEBLw
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是我太不成熟了嗎?我當時應該好好處理維記和玲玲的矛盾吧?265Please respect copyright.PENANADrzW0eXEx6
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一直埋藏在心底深處的念頭,因為一個夢而湧上心頭。265Please respect copyright.PENANA0ouFmmnOjC
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幾分鐘過後,我做了決定。265Please respect copyright.PENANAKmPDgjrX07
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我打開那封郵件修改了一下,多寫了幾句。265Please respect copyright.PENANAuRR31qBdmB
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「Hi,很久不見,最近怎樣?聼人說你們去了法國玩,好玩嗎?265Please respect copyright.PENANAzSuE5LrQgq
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嗯......剛才做了個夢。夢到我們以前發生的事情。265Please respect copyright.PENANA8FRPVS0V1C
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當中我有衝動,也有不成熟。265Please respect copyright.PENANAZWiibOoSsG
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雖然我至今仍不明白爲什麽當年你要在論壇上發那樣的帖子,可是我忘記我曾經說過的一句話。265Please respect copyright.PENANA5buGdyusDa
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你當時的心情肯定比我更差,我怎能讓你更傷心呢?265Please respect copyright.PENANATBnMPV1SMb
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可是,當時我還是太衝動,太傷人了吧。265Please respect copyright.PENANAkND1OerdAq
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無論如何,聼到人說你們過得很好,那我就放心了。265Please respect copyright.PENANALjrXL18UlK
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祝安好」265Please respect copyright.PENANAvUW5Wg2U7v
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鼓起勇氣,鼠標點向「發出郵件」。265Please respect copyright.PENANActB6rcI528
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我心想,她看到後肯定覺得我神經病吧。265Please respect copyright.PENANAm2G8Cs9tGp
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十來分鐘後,正當我打算把電腦關掉時,忽然傳來「叮咚」一下提示響。265Please respect copyright.PENANAy1bMYgnQRN
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我愕然了一下,然後打開那曾經如此熟悉的聯繫人發來的郵件。265Please respect copyright.PENANArNUvxkB2h6
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「哼!哼!哼!265Please respect copyright.PENANAR6rmg18tBO
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難怪我夢到你哭得死去活來跪在地上求我原諒你~265Please respect copyright.PENANAbzHUrV0Ms9
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哼~然後我還很拽得一下子把你踹開大笑說哈哈哈你現在悔不當初了吧!」265Please respect copyright.PENANAzBaY47KBT0
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我不禁笑了一下,雖是不見了大半年,還是能夠相像到她説話時嘟著嘴趾高氣揚的可愛神情。265Please respect copyright.PENANAaaXFYuw9TG
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手上的半支煙又去到盡頭,我用力戳熄煙蒂。
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正要把電腦關上,卻發現郵件底下居然還有一行細如蚊蠅的字。265Please respect copyright.PENANAtEBC5tM5dT
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我放大了看。265Please respect copyright.PENANAd9mhUGrqvz
「夢,我真的有做。但我沒有很拽,真的。」
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