「以後我都會咁早返學㗎啦,想每日都可以早啲見到你吖嘛。」677Please respect copyright.PENANAYONZJURomE
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我咁答李sir。但其實,我口中嘅「你」,係婷婷先啱;終有一日,我可以對住婷婷講出口——始終我真係冇特別想見到李sir啊!!!677Please respect copyright.PENANA7WgapbBTHL
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「恩恩早晨。」阿輝WhatsApp我。677Please respect copyright.PENANAOvhQzkdjgk
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「我到咗啦,你喺邊吖?」我回覆。677Please respect copyright.PENANADnvFEnxc6z
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阿輝約咗我食早餐——至少對我嚟講,呢一餐係瞓醒後嘅第一餐,但我知道,佢之所以會約我,係因為想揾人陪佢食宵夜,佢食完就會返去瞓覺。677Please respect copyright.PENANAm6NEzJP9Zk
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不過佢未到。677Please respect copyright.PENANATcbF1kVDvQ
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隔咗兩分鐘,阿輝覆我:「嚟緊嚟緊。」仲send咗個「幫緊你」嘅貼圖畀我。677Please respect copyright.PENANApar3i1HeoL
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呢種生活,到底要維持到幾時?677Please respect copyright.PENANAfqquiOoDZb
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我享受見到阿輝,但我唔想同佢喺度唔嗲唔吊;係係係,我只係識咗佢一陣,但我已經鍾意咗佢,真係好奇怪。677Please respect copyright.PENANAfNVqmKgmcT
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終於,我企喺茶記門口,見到阿輝;佢都見到我,一嚟就拖住我隻手,摸一摸我個頭,再行入茶記食嘢。677Please respect copyright.PENANA0rqhmDI7uD
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我依然有心跳加速嘅感覺。677Please respect copyright.PENANARqNC346eBK
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渣㗎……677Please respect copyright.PENANAemu3brVROM
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阿輝叫咗沙嗲牛肉麵,我要五香肉丁米,喺等緊嘅過程中,佢都係會拖住我隻手,捽我嘅手背,並且講:677Please respect copyright.PENANAhdjpdrJCY3
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「好滑啊你。」677Please respect copyright.PENANAn0msJ5BXfD
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我笑一笑,之後靜咗,然後講咗句破壞氣氛嘅嘢:677Please respect copyright.PENANAaTjLYMdBNx
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「你係咪真係鍾意我㗎?」677Please respect copyright.PENANA78mD1sB1N0
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輝其實一直都睄緊隔籬枱嘅女仔,聽到我講,先應一應:「係呀。」677Please respect copyright.PENANAPVe1oPKYdd
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「咁,我哋係咪可以一齊?」677Please respect copyright.PENANAEkgYsn7QuC
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「我唔想拍拖住啊,對唔住,而家咁唔好咩?」677Please respect copyright.PENANAOvIYSTd5iU
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嘢飲嚟到,阿輝一邊幫我篤爛啲檸檬,一邊拒絕我嘅要求。677Please respect copyright.PENANAgm4ilmpsvD
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「但係,我唔想咁啊。」677Please respect copyright.PENANAXggZXbmPtq
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其實,其他人望我哋,都會覺得我哋係拍緊拖㗎。我哋有拖、有攬,佢仲錫過我;偏偏,阿輝話唔想拍拖。677Please respect copyright.PENANAXoAQwZqkfW
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係唔想拍拖,定係唔想同我拍拖啊?677Please respect copyright.PENANAUhuFlNG2p2
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「恩恩,唔好咁啦。」677Please respect copyright.PENANAth6KTprhfd
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阿輝好無辜咁碌大眼,語調好柔和咁繼續講:「我真係唔想拍拖啊,之前受過情傷,唔想再進入一段關係住。但如果我想,一定係同你一齊、只係會同你一齊,好冇?」677Please respect copyright.PENANALZzbv9aJyN
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聽完佢咁講,我突然覺得,係我太chur。677Please respect copyright.PENANAuQJR4Cs5ph
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輝可能只係未完全好返,冇辦法投入到戀愛關係,我咁樣只會令佢好大壓力。677Please respect copyright.PENANAbe62YhgC3N
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「好啦咁。」677Please respect copyright.PENANAzPYH8TpBri
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碗麵已經嚟到,我哋一邊食,一邊講;其實佢對我好好,見我啲湯汁彈到塊面,都會即時遞紙巾畀我——呢一種對我嚟講,已經係好好。677Please respect copyright.PENANAzxYlOksJp8
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「等間上嚟你度瞓喎。」阿輝講,呢個唔係疑問句,而係陳述句。677Please respect copyright.PENANACrgUCPddeT
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有時,我哋食完早餐,佢就會上嚟我屋企瞓覺。呢件事,一直都冇其他人知,細佬唔喺屋企、返咗學,爸爸媽媽又返晒工;所以,我都會帶阿輝返屋企瞓——其實,都只係呢一個星期嘅事,所有嘢都好似好快,但係佢好似適應得好快咁。677Please respect copyright.PENANAt5OFNnPPY6
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真係,只係瞓覺。677Please respect copyright.PENANATMGskSQvpZ
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嗯——最後只係瞓覺。677Please respect copyright.PENANApknDVBFelB
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我哋好快食完,頂住圓碌碌嘅肚返屋。一入屋,輝就會大大力咁攬住我,直到入房,爬上床,佢會係咁重複:「好鍾意你。」677Please respect copyright.PENANAQhBTxuxMYV
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佢會係咁同我講,佢鍾意我。677Please respect copyright.PENANAqL3uOO6mLm
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我真係相信㗎……如果唔係,點解我哋會成日見?成日傾偈?如果你係男人,唔鍾意一個女人,真係會喺佢身上花咁多時間?677Please respect copyright.PENANAkYIk4H9KHU
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輝會錫我,從嘴到頸,然後不斷重複佢鍾意我;我發現,我係抵抗唔到呢一種感覺,實在太鍾意佢喺我耳邊輕輕咁叫我個名——從來都冇人咁做過。677Please respect copyright.PENANArp3n0tijUc
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佢想除我衫,我話唔可以,只係男朋友先得——未一齊就咁,一齊咗仲得了?嗱,我覺得我仲係有啲理智,冇細佬講得咁蠢嘅。輝就會好情深咁話:「我遲早都係你男朋友。」677Please respect copyright.PENANAZuBpcVaxul
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「咁咪遲啲先。」我堅持,緊緊扯住自己啲衫。677Please respect copyright.PENANAJxssz3lS9v
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如果阿輝肯認我做女朋友,其實我咩都可以畀佢,真㗎;但佢唔肯。我諗,我係唔應該同一個冇畀承諾我嘅人發生太多關係?畀人知道咗嘅話,佢哋實話我好隨便。即使我內心想,我都冇做到。677Please respect copyright.PENANAv3Bh9UsE61
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通常最後,阿輝見我咁,都係隔住衫咁摸吓我,然後攬住我瞓,好似好掃興咁。677Please respect copyright.PENANAMzeUCau0GH
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我諗起,細佬話:「佢真係想一齊嘅,邊會有咁多藉口呀?」677Please respect copyright.PENANAj5XrvsogE9
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係囉,究竟,你想點啊輝?677Please respect copyright.PENANA3nRvXIyFjW
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雖然每日我都冇瞓幾多就出嚟,但每次,喺輝瞓死咗嘅時候,我都總係好精神,就算佢攬住我,我都唔覺得安心,好似佢隨時都會走咁。677Please respect copyright.PENANAmvPeev6TCp
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或者,其實可能,佢從來都冇嚟過。677Please respect copyright.PENANAhG3TrtSEHm