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我同Winnie異口同聲:「冇呀!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAIcvoUarBrp 維尼
咁怪嘅佢哋。8964 copyright protection1124PENANALn3IyTnyZX 維尼
返到屋企,夜晚我果然收到Winnie嘅WhatsApp:8964 copyright protection1124PENANAa5BlcW9XTm 維尼
「廢話唔多講。答我,鍾意婷婷係點解,係咪貪佢靚女?如果係,你唔好搞佢。」佢又再send:「如果你唔係真心鍾意佢,只係亂咁鍾意吓,你會傷害到佢㗎。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAjyoLTSuZOr 維尼
我答:「我認真㗎。佢咩樣我都鍾意。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANARt2EcNJaYa 維尼
真嘅,我有諗過婷婷唔係咁靚,我又會唔會鍾意呢?但講真,睇得順眼咪得囉,屋企已經有個人人都覺得靚嘅家姐,我其實有啲審美疲勞——你可能覺得我吹水,但係我真係鍾意婷婷嘅性格㗎。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAtGtv89vI3s 維尼
婷婷樣靚,只係佢優點裏面,最不值一提嗰一樣。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA9fWofTvQi5 維尼
婷婷對我嚟講,係一個瞓喺雨後森林嘅小天使,乾淨、純粹、耳目一新,冇人可以比佢令我感覺更fresh。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAl8rfRAfzBp 維尼
我鍾意佢,因為,佢係佢。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAVWgNKrT8dU 維尼
「OK,如果係咁,你就努力追佢啦。」Winnie覆。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAotnImRB9yX 維尼
「?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAwV3VPeZ68T 維尼
我打咗個問號,因為我成個腦都係問號。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAUVWyL5KKQh 維尼
Winnie見到我同婷婷一齊,總係冇咩好面色,我一直都覺得佢唔想我同婷婷咁friend;點解會突然咁鬆口?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAZdeB293uRZ 維尼
「你係咪睇唔明中文字?」我幾乎聽到Winnie嘅語氣……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAO776qMJZHw 維尼
「唔係,只係唔明點解你肯畀我追佢?」噢,得到佢嘅首肯,絕對係我嘅榮幸。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAE86fZVDMLa 維尼
Winnie send咗三個笑喊emoji:「又唔好咁講,冇得係我肯唔肯嘅。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAKtjdxrOfj7 維尼
我只係唔想啲男仔傷害到婷婷啫,佢咁乖咁傻,屋企保護得佢咁好,佢好易信人。之前,有男仔追佢,背後又喺度話婷婷蠢、唔識轉數,我聽到真係嬲,點可以咁對佢㗎?8964 copyright protection1124PENANA1pZmfruGG6 維尼
如果你都firm自己係真心,唔會傷害佢,咁咪得。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAcQo2pIaJ3H 維尼
哇,咩料呀。我好似睇咗好多字,但又有啲唔明白點解佢變得咁快。8964 copyright protection1124PENANABS8lxdZ5Uw 維尼
我好奇地問:「點解信我?你一問我一答,得我講咋喎。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAuXgX99U0ow 維尼
你咁樣會畀人呃㗎!8964 copyright protection1124PENANA6dU6e8DdHy 維尼
「郭靖成日講起你,話你好仔,我諗佢無必要講大話,或者喺我面前sell你囉。」Winnie答。我心諗,都真,要sell都sell郭靖自己先啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAVNOs6kdlcW 維尼
佢又補充:「目前你都冇能力hurt到婷婷,所以我放心。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAcDNAwba6Jz 維尼
冷箭!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAWMtrp6HXmS 維尼
啱嘅,我唔會背後講婷婷壞話;最緊要嘅係,婷婷冇畀我傷害佢嘅能力,譬如,鍾意我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAxrcWg2m5PP 維尼
「當你係讚我。」我厚面皮咁答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAsb5Zv8OmhF 維尼
「有嘢幫手揾我。婷婷死喺你手上,好過為其他壞人喊。」Winnie咁講,都難答喎。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAt1PtWUa9U1 維尼
「我唔會令婷婷受委屈。」我堅定。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAabIXVsAMTu 維尼
「OK,係呢,你知唔知郭靖鍾意咩嘅女仔打扮?」Winnie問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAqeDW5dFiIB 維尼
「可愛型。」其實我唔知,鳩噏咋。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAzLtBi8eL4l 維尼
「好。加油,唔多講。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAivAb1ZKQ6X 維尼
我突然覺得Winnie其實佢外表咁——西?又真係真心對婷婷好喎。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAHBu1Zd0M00 維尼
我㩒出去對話畫面,跟手再WhatsApp婷婷:8964 copyright protection1124PENANAA2b4VePHvc 維尼
「你同Winnie係咪好熟㗎?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANANSxuVQerwf 維尼
「係啊,我哋小四就識㗎啦,嗰時一齊坐。佢係我最好嘅朋友。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANALKgw3mgYdZ 維尼
如果係咁,我又理解。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA86DRgl4Kxr 維尼
Winnie成個阿媽咁,驚人傷害佢嘅天真無邪寶寶婷婷。都係嘅,婷婷家教嚴、專注學業,身邊啲人又乖,係要睇實啲佢。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAG1d4GPSb36 維尼
我突然諗起,如果有個輝哥出現,係咪就會狠狠咁抓得住婷婷嘅心?一如,輝哥俘虜到家姐一樣。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAJBDeRS1PGg 維尼
我突然不安,對婷婷又好,對家姐又好。8964 copyright protection1124PENANATXNnlepomA 維尼
但,無論如何,Winnie咁樣講完,即係代表又多個人支持我同幫我啦!好耶!今次仲要係婷婷best friend喎,正。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAL1SaDw2H3Y 維尼
我覆婷婷:「唔怪得你哋咁friend啦!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAoMYEggEwRg 維尼
「係㗎,點解咁問嘅?」婷婷問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAtDcXXoWOPD 維尼
點解阿俊突然咁問嘅?今日放學,仲見到佢同Winnie傾得好埋喎……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAOqG3xjvqob 維尼
「想知多啲啫,見你哋成日一齊嘛。」我答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAUKFJA3nL0F 維尼
我醒起,今日lunch,Winnie同阿俊都有兩句喎,仲喺度望嚟望去……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAWyj8B2GgBh 維尼
「OK。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAf2SVjqvslM 維尼
我突然有種好奇怪嘅感覺。1128Please respect copyright.PENANA0lob0OKulx
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我覆咗個可愛嘅sticker畀婷婷,見佢藍剔,咁我都落線。1128Please respect copyright.PENANA7XcHfU7hqg
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家姐話唔返屋企食,所以我哋都冇等佢、冇留飯畀佢。1128Please respect copyright.PENANAmMdP9NHGVo
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第二朝,家姐先到返屋企,成個樣都好殘、好憔悴,啲頭髮又油淰淰,對眼紅晒。1128Please respect copyright.PENANAnT3tedC7yS
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「你冇嘢吖嘛?」我離遠問家姐,根本從來冇見過佢咁樣。1128Please respect copyright.PENANAn0N8dpLL7V
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家姐低一低頭,笑一笑:「冇嘢啊。」1128Please respect copyright.PENANAUNNaQgOCNl
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「你去咗邊?」我問。1128Please respect copyright.PENANAOM6M7sLBSL
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「同朋友一齊。」家姐諗一諗,再答。1128Please respect copyright.PENANAzLzkIiu6nz
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「你咩朋友會令你成晚唔返屋企,仲要咁樣?」1128Please respect copyright.PENANAay2wxYSUP8
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我知,今年好多人會staycation慶祝乜乜物物吖嘛,但佢晨早流流返嚟,怕且都唔係住酒店啦啩?我都幾肯定咁講:1128Please respect copyright.PENANANpF3jy8RCX
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「輝哥?你去咗佢度過夜?」1128Please respect copyright.PENANANis2EsDJq2
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我真係唔明,點解家姐好似越嚟越蠢?我已經講咗,嗰個人唔係好人,點解又唔聽我講?但家姐係真心鍾意,真係好難搞。1128Please respect copyright.PENANA8h7TTi80LP
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「……唔係啊。」家姐沉默,再篤定咁搖頭。1128Please respect copyright.PENANAVGvrZmgICG
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「咁你去咗邊?」我追問。1128Please respect copyright.PENANAHxfnk1wCvo
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「都話同朋友,唔好問咁多啦,你快啲返學。」1128Please respect copyright.PENANAoQchfi44xn
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我有啲擔心家姐,但我見佢都係正正常常咁攞毛巾、衫去沖涼;應該都仲OK嘅,起碼唔係放任自己污糟邋遢咁上床啦。1128Please respect copyright.PENANAzJ4lhuqLgj
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輝琴晚約咗我食飯。1128Please respect copyright.PENANAsxMwtCKFei
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其實同佢一齊,真係好開心。佢好癲,知道好多我唔知嘅嘢,帶我做咗好多我冇做過嘅嘢。我望住佢食煙,然後講:1128Please respect copyright.PENANAX3BgqgX9AS
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「到底有咩好食?咁臭。」1128Please respect copyright.PENANA1G9WfkjUIG
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輝遞咗枝煙畀我:「你試吓咪知。」1128Please respect copyright.PENANAgpxW7Z4DI6
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我又真係想知道,究竟點解佢咁鍾意;所以我吸咗一啖,即刻瀆親、狂咳,試到有啲苦嘅味道喺口腔同喉嚨——到底邊度好食?我肯定地疑問。1128Please respect copyright.PENANANd6Ylgv6XD
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輝又講:「哥抽的不是煙,是寂寞。」懶型咁講。1128Please respect copyright.PENANATbEemZei1J
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輝喺我眼中越嚟越靚仔,即使細佬話佢MK,我都覺得輝係幾有款。1128Please respect copyright.PENANA3L3TB181ut
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「有我,你仲寂寞咩?」我嗲住咁問——幾難得?從來,我都冇乜點詐過嬌。1128Please respect copyright.PENANA1Wpiqkg6i1
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同鍾意嘅人一齊,應該係開心、感覺富足㗎嘛?正如,我同輝一齊嘅時候,只係簡簡單單食個飯、行吓街,或者一齊攬住瞓,已經覺得好温暖。呢種感覺,同友情嘅熱鬧、屋企嘅安穩,係唔一樣嘅;相反,刺激、興奮、緊張、憂慮、大起大落,種種情緒夾埋,見到佢嘅時候,我心仍然歡喜。1128Please respect copyright.PENANARCBo05VvUz
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輝搭住我膊頭,然後講:「係啊,我超需要你慰藉。」再攬一攬我。1128Please respect copyright.PENANAhnmu2YQln0
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「好啊,陪你食埋甜品啦!」我話。1128Please respect copyright.PENANA3rysUjdyXs
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「買上去我屋企食啦,舖頭咁多人,食完我再送你返屋企,好冇?」輝問。1128Please respect copyright.PENANAM0S1h5lBUp
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咁當然好。1128Please respect copyright.PENANALFCeomXT0T
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夜晚八、九點,甜品舖已經排晒長龍,咁倒不如返屋慢慢歎啦。1128Please respect copyright.PENANAic3Jn6jHwR
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我哋要咗個芒果仙草西米露,同埋芋圓嘅set。1128Please respect copyright.PENANAkE4ezd5efH
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輝嘅屋企唔亂,有少少煙草味,同埋梳化堆咗一大堆嘢,佢將我哋啲袋擺埋上去,再叫我坐喺飯枱嗰邊。然後,佢攞咗幾罐啤酒出嚟,話要自己飲喎。1128Please respect copyright.PENANAqImIsvpor6
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「咁樣溝嚟溝去,唔得㗎嘛?」我覺得搞笑。1128Please respect copyright.PENANAj8HsGj9mKw
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「歎就得,你都嚟一啲。」佢用下巴示意我。1128Please respect copyright.PENANAViHJyM7XtS
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「唔要,我唔想破壞甜品嘅味道,要純粹啲先好食㗎嘛。」1128Please respect copyright.PENANAxjVhvuh1zP
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「多啲口味先至冇咁悶,廢事甜到傻。」1128Please respect copyright.PENANA08jBCHwHjX
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嗯?食甜品,得甜,都好應該啊——但係,輝就係同我咁唔同,所以,我好鍾意佢;好似喺佢身上,見到另一個冇出現過、但我又想認識吓嘅自己。1128Please respect copyright.PENANAPdCCEpnwLh
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如果同到佢一齊,一定每日都好多新搞作,同平時悶到發瘟嘅生活,完全唔同。1128Please respect copyright.PENANAYsjPq7wDY4
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輝含咗一啖啤酒,然後錫我,將酒傳入我嘅口腔。我逐少逐少咁吞咗,慢慢,變成同佢打茄輪。1128Please respect copyright.PENANAG0NdPE4Wxq
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每一次,只要喺室內,無論做緊咩,都可以變成咁,真係好神奇。1128Please respect copyright.PENANAKVfiUfshcB
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直到我feel到自己開始喘,就推開佢:「喂呀,食埋佢啦。」我想同一個唔一般嘅人,有開心、簡單嘅日常, 而唔係每次、每次都有咁樣嘅親密。1128Please respect copyright.PENANA7mBNF8NYqD
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輝快快手咁食完,再飲多幾啖酒,嚟潷我嘅芋圓,仲餵我食。佢一邊望住我,一邊用好輕嘅聲同我講:「好鍾意你。」1128Please respect copyright.PENANAYSimW6v2C5
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「幾時會同我一齊?」我都輕聲咁問,呢個,係我目前嘅最大心願。1128Please respect copyright.PENANA8CbauDAvIv
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「未咁快。但係而家咁,都係好鍾意你。」輝對眼有啲水潤,好深情咁望住我,仿佛佢有難言之隱;我突然有種融化嘅感覺。1128Please respect copyright.PENANA2va81kfoID
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終於,我都食完,輝塊面紅紅哋,又嚟錫我:「你個嘴好甜。」1128Please respect copyright.PENANAzP47CB9C7y
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「同你唔同。」1128Please respect copyright.PENANARnJHo43xmi
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「好想咬,然後吞落肚。」1128Please respect copyright.PENANA3hMYWdKJf5
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「唔畀。」1128Please respect copyright.PENANAll9qxYXz2V
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「唔畀?」1128Please respect copyright.PENANAc2lfi43ORw
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輝開始帶埋我企起身,然後開始大大力抱我、錫我,有時温柔、有時粗暴,呢一種不確定性令我覺得好新鮮。慢慢,佢帶我入房。1128Please respect copyright.PENANAqOVdhtUgEA
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「呢度得我,你走唔甩㗎啦!」輝奸狡咁笑。1128Please respect copyright.PENANAklJjJy0aUj
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「驚。」我扮到唔在乎咁樣。1128Please respect copyright.PENANA6UghVxSh21
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內心好複雜,一方面情感上好想好想深深咁同佢一齊,一方面理智話我知咁樣係唔可以㗎。1128Please respect copyright.PENANACeFny6sLHo
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細佬嘅說話,我冇忘記:「小心佢想呃蝦條,屌完就走。」1128Please respect copyright.PENANAjyq4CUrXis
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我都驚,但係,輝而家就喺我面前,輕柔、細心咁對待我。我覺得自己喺面對咁樣嘅佢,依然諗咁多嘢,真係好唔尊重佢。1128Please respect copyright.PENANAbbfcURaIkK
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真係好奇怪,明明我冇做錯事,但就係覺得好內疚。於是,我努力補償——1128Please respect copyright.PENANAQNeH7UGFCk
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不如就今晚啦?反正,應該有以後,係咪?1128Please respect copyright.PENANASJiItLtVgS
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輝,雖然我冇講得好確切,但係,我真係好鍾意你,你應該睇得到。1128Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6ADgsBzDp
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我ready,終於,只係次序唔同啫,冇所謂啦。1128Please respect copyright.PENANAuiqNfMygEV
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呢個時候,輝褲袋嘅電話係咁震,震到我都感覺到。佢攞出嚟,我見到,係個叫Amy嘅人打畀佢。1128Please respect copyright.PENANAMZvHEP0sFj
1128Please respect copyright.PENANA1G6Dr9BaVS
輝唔聽,Amy再打。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAR7PMMV7ZvY 維尼
輝一邊錫我,一邊㩒走個來電。但重重複複,佢部電話仍然喺度震動。我睇得出佢有啲躁,其實,我都係。尤其是,電話嘅另一頭,應該係一個女仔。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAW9Mckz2Gng 維尼
我話:「聽咗先啦。可能係急事。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAyDIivXMlKG 維尼
輝不耐煩咁聽咗,因為空間太靜,同佢距離極近嘅我,清楚聽到一把女聲喺度喊,並且講:「你終於聽?我——」8964 copyright protection1124PENANASEg97CL7kZ 維尼
「你做咩打嚟?」輝好惡咁講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANASEBwKfxVWF 維尼
我從來,都冇見過輝咁大聲講嘢。佢永遠都好似好玩世不恭,對好多事都唔上心咁,把聲一直都好輕;而家佢皺晒眉,同平時好唔同。8964 copyright protection1124PENANACqDyPIaOmN 維尼
「我……好掛住你,你喺邊?」即使輝已經離遠咗啲我,但我都清楚聽到呢句。8964 copyright protection1124PENANACfemqqQnXe 維尼
好掛住你?呢個Amy係邊個?前度?唔係吖,我記得佢前度嘅名,唔係咁樣㗎喎。我心下一沉,眼前呢一個以為尊屬我嘅男人,而家有第二個女仔同佢講掛住。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAzgUdkqf52l 維尼
如果係認真,呢份情意,恐怕非常濃厚,先會喊住講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAN7l995AAWh 維尼
「唔關你事。」輝冷淡咁應。8964 copyright protection1124PENANARSPzKHNevY 維尼
「點解?你唔要我啦?」Amy哀怨咁問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAHjRJWMJfF6 維尼
我嘅身體發麻,面部突然有啲震一震嘅感覺——到底我哋喺度做緊咩?我聽緊啲咩?我鍾意嘅人、話鍾意我嘅人,有其他人?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAUt9qvd1biY 維尼
輝見到我成塊面僵晒,即刻向我搖頭,似係喺度解釋緊一啲嘢;把口一邊同Amy講:8964 copyright protection1124PENANA2JSALrDysh 維尼
「我哋已經完全冇關係。」之後,就即刻cut線,再哄埋返我度。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAQLvrjL8r9Q 維尼
唔知點解,我覺得好驚……從來,我都冇遇過呢啲事,而家就好似人哋電視劇咁樣,三角關係?仲要有第二個女仔唔開心到喊?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAtbBjKyDsiF 維尼
我退後一步,突然覺得呢啲事好陌生,我所知道嘅愛情,唔應該係咁㗎,唔應該有呢啲事……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAdeFNj6d2QQ 維尼
輝將電話擺床,同我講、更加似係解釋:「舊朋友嚟。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAgA9nsZivYE 維尼
「朋友?朋友會喊住講好掛住你?仲問係咪唔要佢?」我唔信。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAwYCHiUaNLe 維尼
可能真係舊嘅,相較於我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA0hpUd4ArnK 維尼
「我哋之前曖昧過,但冇下文。」輝否認,只係咁樣講:「係佢而家死纏爛打咋,我同佢真係冇嘢。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAlpbHh64pKz 維尼
「只係曖昧?」我懷疑。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA6e1lQr9L9F 維尼
點解Amy要講「唔要我啦」,如果係冇要過嘅話?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAR7vwngtOK6 維尼
「係呀,唔知佢點解咁。」輝堅持,語帶不屑,好似好睇唔起Amy。8964 copyright protection1124PENANALoizGM23Ya 維尼
「我……唔信。」我話。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAmlCPCcPIsY 維尼
我呃唔到自己,覺得輝講嘅說話冇咩可信性,原因係Amy喊得好慘?或者係,輝啱啱嘅面目,太陌生,好似冇識過佢咁。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAyZr4hHDeCH 維尼
「真㗎,你唔好信外人啦,我先係同你close嗰個㗎嘛?」輝作勢攬返我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAyIUFcSlVW0 維尼
「我想睇你哋啲對話紀錄。」我成為咗嗰種港女,除咗證據,呢一刻冇嘢令我安心。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAk1jhrJZMBS 維尼
「我私隱嚟。」輝搖頭。8964 copyright protection1124PENANArb6v6lSAWC 維尼
「畀我安心吓,好冇?」我分唔到點解輝唔畀我睇,所以堅持。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAd6ujGvtiLs 維尼
輝冇再講嘢,我見佢沉默,即刻喺床搶走佢部電話,但我解唔到鎖。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAtPaQDm4VJl 維尼
「畀返我!你又開唔到。」輝隨即搶走。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAcwACS64xLX 維尼
「身冇屎點解咁緊張?」我惻然。佢搶嗰時,刮到我隻手,太慌張。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAEo0rq9oJk9 維尼
「你要尊重私隱!」輝大大聲咁同我講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAUtIIoEubx7 維尼
「我唔尊重。我只想知道你同Amy係咩關係。」我直覺同我講,佢哋唔簡單。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAoKxhIIkmZQ 維尼
無啦啦,人哋點解要奪命追魂call,講掛住你同埋哀求你?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAPFcDVkHoKA 維尼
「冇,你唔信我?」輝冷笑。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAFuBretbAco 維尼
「係。」我點頭。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAmuUTSgTMYf 維尼
「妖。」輝好嬲、但又有啲無奈咁望住我,然後打開房門、屋企門,佢自己行咗出去,留低一句:「你點解唔信我呢。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANACEOsJFMCBh 維尼
我輕輕咁講:「點信你啊?」即使,得我聽到。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAQUeYEoC7GQ 維尼
呢度係輝屋企,我諗住佢會返嚟,所以喺嗰度等佢。慢慢,我越諗越多,會唔會佢真係有苦衷?係咪真係我誤會咗佢,而佢本身係一個好着重私隱嘅人?只係我,強加自己嘅諗法喺佢身上?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAA8TS8kn5lO 維尼
我內疚,不安,WhatsApp佢,但佢上線、落線,灰剔,冇再覆。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAPr2X7PtRmu 維尼
唯有等到輝返嚟,我再同佢道歉。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAV3oO7vAF0u 維尼
等等吓,我喺迷迷糊糊糊之間,都唔知有冇瞓着;但一擘大眼,已經係清晨。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAoiYRYdi7S0 維尼
輝冇返過嚟。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAxGDnZ3Bqsr 維尼
我搭頭班車,返屋企;再WhatsApp輝:8964 copyright protection1124PENANA2EwOsoPzve 維尼
「我走啦,收到同我講聲先,好冇?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAlq2vdVIrAz 維尼
我會等佢覆。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAMKrO1ek8tZ 維尼
輝喺十二點鐘覆我:「Sorry,琴晚冇返到屋。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAzfeu6XFZKT 維尼
我即刻打電話過去:「Sorry……」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAa4VLpawPK0 維尼
「做咩道歉啊傻妹?」輝態度如舊,好似一切都冇發生過咁樣,佢又變返平時嗰個温柔嘅佢。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAaNpudzrJKV 維尼
「我太衝動,冇尊重到你私隱,唔應該咁樣質問你,對唔住。」我越講越細聲。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAJTg9nH0rTK 維尼
唔知點解,我真係好想喊。琴日輝走嗰時,曾經有一刻我覺得,自己唔會再見到佢,呢一生、呢一世,我真係好驚。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA1KkFKGmG0u 維尼
係,係佢離我而去,但係,我唔想佢走,直到而家呢一刻,越嚟越發覺自己更加鍾意佢,而且我越嚟越不安。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAlQl41s9uDe 維尼
究竟點解?愛情唔好應該令人開心嘅咩?雖然,截至琴日、同埋平時輝話唔同我一齊之前,其他時間都係開心嘅。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAebF5XAFSLU 維尼
「我過嚟同你一齊食飯好冇?」輝問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAikDrycFiQh 維尼
但係,我諗起,細佬小息嗰時WhatsApp我,話佢今日早放,想同我夾一個套餐、買返嚟食。8964 copyright protection1124PENANArE0n4rLgwt 維尼
「唔啦,今日我要同細佬食飯。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA4MTlmM9ysP 維尼
「咁我哋幾時見?」輝用埋嗲嗲emoji,我好似想佝佢對狗仔眼呢一刻嘅神情。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAxGRNDAwFZS 維尼
「你掛住我咪再約我囉~」唉,點解我哋仲未一齊?而家咁係曖昧咋咩?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAmtWXeUJuri 維尼
「隨時隨地喎咁。」輝答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAJd3MbY7F7c 維尼
細佬隔多一陣,就攞住啲飯返屋企,好多吉列乜乜,炸物物,睇到都覺得熱氣;唔止,佢仲攞咗個人返嚟——阿婷喺佢後面,跟住佢入屋。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAjqOwKFTwPW 維尼
嘩……我即刻去梳返個頭先。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA2nq1RKK4CB 維尼
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小息嗰陣,我用電話叫嘢食,畀婷婷見到,佢問:8964 copyright protection1124PENANAPjKN11zDa2 維尼
「今日Special timetable 1,你自己食啊?呢間好似好好味㗎喎。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANALiMdjwDmvJ 維尼
「係好食啊!你有冇試過——我係同家姐一齊食啊。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAdv2dHQ7gcZ 維尼
「冇啊……」婷婷欲言又止。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAqkZbV6bcmq 維尼
有意無意,我都好似留意多咗阿俊,好想知佢做緊啲咩。今日我放學冇嘢做啊——突然有日早咗幾個鐘放,突然唔想咁快走,想留多喺度一陣,竟然有少少唔捨得。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAoKIea6yei8 維尼
「咁,一唔一齊食啊?買返我屋企,三個人一齊食囉!」我問,多個人熱鬧啲吖嘛!淨係對住家姐?No way!8964 copyright protection1124PENANA16gdIkJep7 維尼
「好啊。」婷婷開心咁講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA5qJBeTo6kI 維尼
「咁你揀想食咩啦。」我遞部電話畀婷婷。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAxlyr9XMR6r 維尼
我哋一齊,好近咁樣睇住婷婷櫃桶底嘅電話。我聞到婷婷有浸爽身粉嘅味,抬頭,好近咁望住佢啲留海,微微咁垂落嚟,隔住髮絲見到佢長長嘅眼睫毛喺度眨。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA9t304Fvr9s 維尼
一下、一下,同我慢慢加快嘅心跳一樣。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAwFAIZg0YxO 維尼
婷婷擰轉面:「其他你幫我揀啦,我乜都食㗎!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAYpG7tMoZ3h 維尼
呢一刻,我同婷婷四目相對。但好快,佢即刻向後傾身,再移開塊面——乜真係咁抗拒我咩?8964 copyright protection1124PENANASe0QNyOToP 維尼
幾時咁近㗎我哋?好緊張。呢個時候,我離遠咁見到Winnie望住阿俊,笑一笑,攞起電話。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAs1OsZoldXU 維尼
隔咗幾秒,阿俊電話就震咗一陣,佢一望,就即刻將目光投向Winnie……8964 copyright protection1124PENANArrnvsjrGge 維尼
「咪抽水,keep going對佢好。」下一秒,我收到Winnie嘅WhatsApp。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAubUhaRi6s5 維尼
佢哋幾時咁熟㗎?兩個仲要笑得咁開心?8964 copyright protection1124PENANACEHFokUibj 維尼
我覆Winnie:「得啦。」然後再同婷婷講:「邊係,明明你唔食芝麻。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAou75BRXEtl 維尼
「原來你仲記得嘅。」婷婷語氣忽然好冷淡。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAatQsvgdlF7 維尼
「當然。」夠鐘上堂,我就冇再講乜嘢。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAxGCxZ13weA 維尼
放學嗰陣,婷婷比以前少嘢講咗,好似有心事;問佢,佢就係話:「冇嘢啊。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANApOwEemODjQ 維尼
其實冇嘢,係咪啫係有嘢?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAWhaeu4CmZg 維尼
「靚女做咩啊,係咪有人激親你?」我再問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAYBfj7pF5sK 維尼
「冇喎,攰咋。」婷婷自然咁答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANADZ8Jme7koW 維尼
「咁等間食多啲嘢啦!」我話。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAyaKn1jEGY6 維尼
「哦……」唔知點解,婷婷又好似好失望咁,係咪我嘅錯覺呢?8964 copyright protection1124PENANABExNPlS9na 維尼
總之,我哋攞完外賣,返到屋企,就見到頹喪嘅家姐,未梳頭、着睡衣,佢見到婷婷入嚟,先話去換衫、執吓個樣——都好,多得婷婷,我先可以見到多啲正常嘅家姐!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAsHK4JPs8e7 維尼
「恩姐做咩啊?好似有少少——唔舒服咁?」婷婷擔心咁問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAjXLfgumm39 維尼
「你係咪想講殘?」我笑。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA5dopF9Pe33 維尼
「唔好咁講恩姐啦,」婷婷拍打一下我嘅膊頭:「之前見佢都唔係咁㗎?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAEoU6BGXZnZ 維尼
「為仔死,為仔亡。」我搖搖頭。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAe0HJ6Dt8u2 維尼
我望住阿俊而家不屑嘅神情,突然有衝動想問佢,佢同Winnie做咩?點解突然friemd咗㗎,仲要我唔知嘅。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAaSeUD0kFyt 維尼
但係,應該點開口?我用咩身份去問?自然咁問?如果係咁,普通同班同學變熟,係好正常嘅事啊,根本冇必要問咁多;而且,我莫名其妙地,就係唔想開口。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAyg0eg9Vi2B 維尼
家姐出返嚟:「阿婷,而家呢個先係我。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANABAvXS7pSTt 維尼
我話:「扮咩,你日日都咁殘。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANALASe5oXNI1 維尼
家姐無視我之後再開枱,將食物打開,我哋三個就開始食啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANASR7SAFmARV 維尼
我問家姐:「你同輝哥而家點?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAEQ3gUj8aE4 維尼
婷婷用疑惑嘅眼神望住我,好似喺度問緊:又邊撚個呀?8964 copyright protection1124PENANASRDA7cAmTB 維尼
OK,婷婷當然冇咁粗魯,只係Who? .gif咁樣,係我自己亂咁幫佢加對白㗎啫。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAiHACSYWEW5 維尼
我補充:「輝哥係家姐男朋友。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAntX4AL7for 維尼
家姐聽到,好似想解釋啲咩,但轉一轉眼珠,又冇講出聲;婷婷即刻講:8964 copyright protection1124PENANAuMqBBvAcGO 維尼
「恩姐有男朋友啦?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAsODzTKXv6G 維尼
事實上,家姐過成點係冇人知,佢Instagram account唔po嘢,簡介又淨係得一枝香港旗,唔係聽佢親口講,其實唔會知佢嘅個人生活。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAQ1U9LdBE37 維尼
「唔係男朋友……我哋冇一齊到。」家姐話。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAelG6OHydma 維尼
婷婷好似好想側頭,但又忍住呢一種誇張:「咁——啫係點啊?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAdCS250lPfI 維尼
家姐個口係咁開開合合,最後只係講到一句:「就係冇一齊到。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAfnnglegDEp 維尼
我解釋:「嗰個男仔話鍾意家姐,已經好close,但話唔想一齊,一直拖住家姐囉。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAbe9bwXablq 維尼
婷婷即刻放得手上嘅叉:「衰人嚟㗎喎!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAQcufEawYG8 維尼
可能因為婷婷講嘢大聲過平時嘅關係,所以家姐都嚇一嚇,望住佢;婷婷繼續講:8964 copyright protection1124PENANAn720cVV72T 維尼
「我唔明啊,咩叫鍾意但又唔一齊?點可以咁㗎,咁咪係咪代表冇鍾意到可以一齊?所以先一直拖住?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAsuhMqIfhcM 維尼
好波!好波!婷婷同我諗嘅嘢係一模一樣,甚至佢冇見過輝哥都咁覺得,叻女呀!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAYeSoUTf5fH 維尼
我附和:「係囉,垃圾嚟。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA0hbnP5YOxb 維尼
家姐低頭食嘢:「唔好咁講啦,佢唔係咁衰㗎。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAcySyaRP8zE 維尼
大家明唔明呢種感覺,明明你已經提咗一個人好多次,甚至好多人都想幫吓佢,但佢係都執迷不悟,仲要維護嗰個會傷害佢嘅人——真係令人好忟憎呀!點解家姐會咁呢?畀輝哥落咗降頭?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAlYm4IMHAp3 維尼
明明家姐平時都係醒目女啊!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAXByUg4J6bX 維尼
「而家係A0嘅我同婷婷都睇得咁透徹過你喎。」我話。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAznc7dglwCD 維尼
家姐即刻用咗一個好凌厲嘅眼神望住我,OK,啫係叫我收聲,可能佢唔想畀婷婷知道咁多,破壞佢嘅形象。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAFlnHv7Dimu 維尼
「唉,愛情真係好難。」婷婷突然咁講:「恩姐,你實明某一啲好在意、但唔肯講出口嘅時刻。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAVVb2DxnMBs 維尼
婷婷轉咗文藝腔,然後同家姐對望,呢兩個女仔完全無視我,尤其是婷婷,眼尾都唔望吓我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA8hZ9zP888f 維尼
「做咩啊?有煩惱?」家姐快速咁睄吓我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAdVwsp42ZAw 維尼
婷婷成個人都好正向咁對住家姐:「唔係話煩惱嘅,我想佢知,又唔想直接講,如果唔係我就好似好怪。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAlUs8QyOkEx 維尼
阿俊同Winnie突然咁熟,其實……我好在意。所以,我而家同恩姐講,咁阿俊都會聽到。8964 copyright protection1124PENANArr3fOUT6IZ 維尼
到我用Who? .gif嘅樣望住婷婷,但佢都係完全冇望過我。點解?幾時又有一個佢?我已經日日同婷婷一齊,但我都係唔知嘅?8964 copyright protection1124PENANA6Z8VX3mDP8 維尼
突然殺出一個程咬金,我覺得好絕望,呢段時間嘅一切追求,對婷婷嚟講其實係咪冇意義?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAL6t4r4rdan 維尼
家姐答:「我明啊。真係少女情懷總是詩,同其他人唔同。」佢刻意咁望我,我就係佢口中嘅其他人……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAEnmSLqRNfQ 維尼
但而家我笑唔出,因為就算家姐咁樣向婷婷眼神示意望住我,婷婷依然冇望過我一眼。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAWjDoEwfgTz 維尼
婷婷心裏面諗緊其他人——8964 copyright protection1124PENANAaxOf7IVgO6 維尼
唔係我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAK4Qu8RPmZP 維尼
「我見到兩個、我都好鍾意嘅朋友,無啦啦好親近,唔知點解我完全唔開心。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAX8FztACD3A 維尼
終於開到口,其實我成個人都好緊張,可能都因為心虛,完全唔敢望阿俊;唔知而家佢見到嘅我,係咪好木頭公仔?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAhsv44Q22Dp 維尼
「係咪一男一女?」家姐問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAOkvEPWBjkQ 維尼
「係。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAH9CrypBvGc 維尼
我一聽就聽得明,婷婷呷緊醋,只係唔知係邊種。如果真係愛情呢?我好不安。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAVdYjFsBbKE 維尼
「哦……嗰個男仔。」家姐答,但又微笑。8964 copyright protection1124PENANARBeMjOIniD 維尼
「係。」婷婷細聲咁答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAjVzluY11e1 維尼
吓,邊個?男咩仔?8964 copyright protection1124PENANALJIYMtAmhi 維尼
家姐話:「明。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA3GoEV6Bt5j 維尼
「我覺得,唔應該係咁,而且好似好突然。」婷婷下意識搖頭。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAatloUPnQiN 維尼
其實係咪我自私?明明係好事啊,大家都變成好朋友。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA48qep9ztdg 維尼
兩男一女嘅友情——如果真係友情,婷婷會咁慌亂咩?睇怕,係愛情。點解要咁殘忍,喺我面前講呢啲?8964 copyright protection1124PENANArtZE7kIzS1 維尼
家姐問:「咁點解唔問佢哋是但一個?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAg4Eq6XVco5 維尼
婷婷答。「因為……佢哋就算親近,都唔係出奇嘅事。我冇資格理咁多……」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAzggEjMM4DD 維尼
或者係,我唔想、唔敢問,怕聽到一啲唔鍾意嘅答案?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAqKm7vOyBZY 維尼
呢個答案到底係啲咩?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAjQLeFIBUGe 維尼
婷婷咁卑微,為咗其他人、其他男仔;但唔係為咗我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAbJKrzAshg4 維尼
屌,我聽緊啲乜啊?我同其他男仔唔同,唔會令你受呢啲委屈㗎,我都冇同其他人close,除咗郭靖。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAjr0dAOZHg8 維尼
「你鍾意咗個男仔噃,唔再係得好感啦。」家姐話。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAxcIaGW6mbR 維尼
唔知點解,家姐望住我笑得好開心——有冇搞錯,你唔到先黑晒面㗎咩?竟然幸災樂禍。睇人仆街係咪真係咁開心?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAYkf7IkPUiF 維尼
明明家姐你,知道我係有幾鍾意婷婷啊。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAk86QX6LCsF 維尼
唉,仆街嚟。8964 copyright protection1124PENANARGOwRgwaCc 維尼
但係,婷婷一聽到家姐咁講,突然好驚咁望住我——係,同之前一直無視我唔同,佢而家望住我,再即刻望返家姐,然後抿嘴、皺眉、碌大隻眼。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA6RzzflC0os 維尼
吓?真咩?死啦,佢會唔會發現,我講緊佢?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAgTRyi3wdqa 維尼
婷婷做咩咁驚?係因為突然醒起,冇同我講到啲秘密,驚我覺得我哋唔夠老友,而唔開心?8964 copyright protection1124PENANASS9OXEA0Do 維尼
如果我唔開心,唔會係因為咁囉。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAimiosAsSJQ 維尼
唉。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAsLKB3FBtwX 維尼
會唔會好明顯呢?但睇阿俊唔點出聲,應該都冇發現嘅。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAJSQfpVKdx9 維尼
結果,呢一餐飯,得家姐開心、好好心情,佢話,係因為我哋兩個着住校服咁食飯,令佢覺得好青春,好似返返去舊時咁。8964 copyright protection1124PENANATHUzOguu5u 維尼
我盡力睥佢——係呀係呀,青春包括女神鍾意第二個,係咪?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAKY7LKVcz0i 維尼
而婷婷,就成個人都面青青咁,冇咩反應。8964 copyright protection1124PENANALHEO7ym1Lo 維尼
總之,得家姐開心,真係唔明佢做乜勁;反正我少躁底……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAzpqkY9zrnx 維尼
食完之後,婷婷就話要走;我送佢出去,一路上,我哋都冇講嘢,各懷心事咁。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAznCiTThitT 維尼
就算似係講咗出嚟,都仲係好唔舒服咁,可能係因為,阿俊——呢個我想佢知嘅人,接收唔到我嘅信息。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAUQcRhTIOgN 維尼
婷婷行行吓,問:「你最近有咩——唔同?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAJAeRRl8kjh 維尼
我想問,佢同Winnie嘅關係變化。但一諗到,恩姐話代表我鍾意咗阿俊,即刻覺得好混亂。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAGdJrFBrk4k 維尼
「你?定我?」我疑惑。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAw1JWwGHP5e 維尼
咩問題嚟?我以為,婷婷係問緊佢有咩唔同,啫係剪頭髮嗰啲before and after。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA9q2Npd7gtZ 維尼
「你自己。」婷婷答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAR2djqZ6IiQ 維尼
「冇啊,冇咩。」我話。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAxYgmRuodgR 維尼
最唔同,咪就係今日頹咗好多囉……唔通又同你講咩。8964 copyright protection1124PENANArISOBYMDHa 維尼
冇啊?係咪因為唔講得?定係我呢條問題問得好差?8964 copyright protection1124PENANA3cYDSX77Wg 維尼
我同婷婷講拜拜,佢好似苦笑咁望我;我都同佢一樣。8964 copyright protection1124PENANARAuuixRIkS 維尼
行返屋企,都係失魂落魄。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAqsFbEuJALU 維尼
家姐見我入屋,就笑一笑:「一齊share班戟啦!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAgHmhMRriKl 維尼
「冇心情。」我敷衍。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAKemLeRyhPl 維尼
「點解?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA021rsvmotd 維尼
「你明明聽到㗎喎,仲喺度偷笑添。」我不忿。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAicQoVcBfFr 維尼
「你哋真係戇鳩鳩,兩個都係讀書讀上腦。」家姐唉咗一聲。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAwgcFlo6zus 維尼
咩話?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAw87S8W1Dod 維尼
家姐你仲戇鳩啦,畀仔呃。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA5vBQKXV5Am 維尼
「屌你啦,幸災樂禍、黑心、仆街仔!」我咁樣同家姐。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAtXnbhWlWof 維尼
「吓,你咁樣鬧我呀?」家姐扁一扁嘴:「如果真係災禍咁唔開心,我會笑得仲勁啲囉。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAn2dYDIXAlO 維尼
「咩意思?」我唔明。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAI8cOv9XPJn 維尼
「阿婷同邊個熟啊?」家姐問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANALwJ4cARy8N 維尼
我諗吓婷婷身邊嘅男仔,除咗為咗揾我而出現嘅郭靖,都係得我咋。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA8GEtL3qGHF 維尼
「我囉。」我不假思索。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAUwyT8oepGn 維尼
「唔係啊,女仔朋友。」家姐望吓天花板。8964 copyright protection1124PENANASnt2TzeQuX 維尼
「哦……Winnie,佢哋最熟。」我答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA2rBVbZQ96u 維尼
「你同Winnie熟唔熟?」家姐問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAmvo155lwA2 維尼
「唔熟。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA44Vtu4PFIR 維尼
「咁最近有冇傾偈?」點解家姐咁似查案咁審犯?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAnSp29XzMOU 維尼
「有。」我諗起同Winnie嘅WhatsApp對話,家姐話晒都係我軍師,所以我攞部電話畀佢睇:「嗱,咁咋嘛。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANADJZ8cyABYW 維尼
「呢個時間唔係返緊學㗎咩,做咩你哋要用WhatsApp傾。」家姐碌到去今日十點鐘嘅對話,疑惑咁問我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANArZxOF0sCKz 維尼
「婷婷喺我隔籬。」係啊,否則婷婷就會知Winnie話我哋sweet。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAsbfeS8cIVb 維尼
「咁佢實見到晒啦。」家姐恍然大悟,敲咗兩吓枱。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAx0OLm1aZer 維尼
「So?」見到講咗,唔見內容咪得。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA2MQWSYwfle 維尼
「呷醋囉。」家姐向後挨凳。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAhPR7FbUcdt 維尼
「吓,呷咩?我點會搶走佢好姊妹、取代佢地位?有棍嘅我唔做呢啲事。」有婷婷乜都得,冇婷婷乜都唔得。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAfXbhx4ldkp 維尼
「阿婷呷Winnie醋呀死蠢。」家姐打埋喊露。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAeDo4JH1nMh 維尼
「吓……有咩好呷呀。」我唔明。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAYB0ecFWUCS 維尼
平時諗嘢好快嘅家姐,竟然面有難色,不斷整理語句:8964 copyright protection1124PENANAzADiYrg0S0 維尼
「你自己都識講婷婷得你一個男仔朋友,咁仲有邊個啊;你又同Winnie有傾有講,咪就係話你哋囉。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAWfJ7zU8HPQ 維尼
「可能佢仲有其他朋友,我唔清楚啫。」一諗起就心灰。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAeeZ9KKgGuU 維尼
「唔係,佢真係講緊你。」家姐堅定。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA62WFo0oOWU 維尼
「唔使𠱁我。」唉。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA2AJPHMF4CV 維尼
「信我啦。」家姐笑。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAWp7CtNwmPR 維尼
「憑咩?」我反晒白眼,鑊鑊都話信你,你連自己都未搞得掂喎。8964 copyright protection1124PENANACHDXVWQm1s 維尼
家姐攞出電話,WhatsApp婷婷:「細佬唔係鍾意Winnie。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAmIRW9lQ54t 維尼
婷婷秒回:「點樣肯定呢?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAfCBC2MitaD 維尼
哇,啫係家姐講得啱,真係我同Winnie令婷婷唔開心?點解家姐一講婷婷又get?傾得就流暢嘅?不過喺我諗緊嘅時候,畀家姐打斷咗。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAn1Dwek36qj 維尼
「佢同Winnie熟,係因為——」家姐打打吓,問我:「咩理由呀?唔係要我直接爆你吓話。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAfhxdFxOUiS 維尼
「因為——哦!婷婷就嚟生日,問Winnie佢鍾意啲咩。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANANpLi3aB28F 維尼
我一邊講,一邊照住打,只係見到婷婷好快手咁覆咗個WhatsApp sticker。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAU7L83MVWqq 維尼
家姐講:「得啦,OK啦。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAcA0sJMWHCH 維尼
之後婷婷仲有send嘢嚟,但家姐就已經收起電話,懶神秘唔畀我睇,然後問我:「開心啦?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAn7C10MyqSR 維尼
「有咩開心,我畀人誤會喎。」我疑惑。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAmDzr6XMR0l 維尼
「你冇專心聽婷婷講嘢?」家姐皺晒眉,又好嬲又好笑。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAIYzepUvsRP 維尼
「有。」我點頭。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAkpKjm288Yc 維尼
「啫係冇專心聽我講嘢,或者聽完唔記得囉,唉。」家姐搖頭。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAmeEZLzM1iK 維尼
「你鍾意咗個男仔噃,唔再係得好感啦。」家姐話。8964 copyright protection1124PENANADyoYgK49jK 維尼
我淨係記得婷婷有男仔friend,然後佢呷醋唔開心,知道咗呢個人係我之後,我就覺得以婷婷唔多朋友,可能驚我同Winnie是但一個會同佢冇咁friend。其他唔記得啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANANBNXOuDJWa 維尼
「而家都搞掂咗,OK!」我施施然。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA31aUKQ5K1Y 維尼
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我望向細佬,真係覺得——佢戇鳩鳩。8964 copyright protection1124PENANApYWhlp3eNN 維尼
我已經講咗啲充滿提示嘅嘢,不在於推測嘅「你鍾意咗個男仔噃」,而係在於已經肯定、婷婷又慌張回應嘅「唔再係得好感啦」。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAsQf6WmV3dt 維尼
唉,你咁樣點追女神呀,雖然,你女神同你一樣都好天真可愛啫……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAnLIoJapI7A 維尼
婷婷再WhatsApp我:「唔好爆我對阿俊有好感吖……唔該恩姐,睇吓佢知唔知TAT」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAvtd0UILAe0 維尼
但係,我又莫名睇好佢哋呢對,好襯好夾,望住佢哋,覺得愛情可以好簡單——點解我遇唔到呢一個真心真意追求我、想同我一齊嘅人呢?最弊嘅係,我竟然已經接受「我遇唔到」嘅呢種諗法,唉……8964 copyright protection1124PENANARXGtN5z8X7 維尼
加油呀細佬,其實你已經贏在起跑線,再叻啲,就可以收尾啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAJb78dwMkM8 維尼
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到我WhatsApp婷婷:「你誤會咗啦,我同Winnie唔熟,放心啦,我哋都會一直陪住你!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA2zcos5Q37F 維尼
婷婷回覆:「好啊,我知道啦,多謝你哋!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANASQJRyisWo1 維尼
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我見到阿俊嘅WhatsApp,原來係因為想畀驚喜我生日,所以佢哋兩個先會咁,我誤會咗添……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAo6OZEcKDDE 維尼
但係我又諗起恩姐嗰句:「你鍾意咗個男仔噃,唔再係得好感啦。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA321WIi38mk 維尼
之前我同恩姐提過——應該係話佢問我有冇對邊個有好感,佢應承我唔同任何人講,所以我就偷偷哋話佢聽:我對阿俊有好感。8964 copyright protection1124PENANApQAiwsyZ4T 維尼
好感。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA46eDHNxx1y 維尼
好感咋。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAMmw01tu6Jo 維尼
只係唔知係邊種嘅好感——可能係因為阿俊好好人?我唔知。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAfKLZcW7VVX 維尼
之後,阿俊都好似冇咩特別反應,只係對我好咗,譬如買檸檬茶畀我咁,但都冇提好感呢件事,我諗恩姐真係冇講出去!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAUHADfpzQVA 維尼
都因為恩姐知道,所以今日我一講,佢就即刻get到。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAbFmm1MD26u 維尼
咁我係咪好似佢咁講,真係唔止對阿俊有好感呢?冇理由㗎?原因係啲咩?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAW8CGRE1Viv 維尼
唔通,只係因為阿俊對我好咗,所以我就鍾意多咗佢?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAEpOFP2fUPM 維尼
我唔明啊——不過,都可能係恩姐估錯啫……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAq2AsOJMlCR 維尼
無論如何,都令我突然覺得囉囉攣,個人好似好坐唔定咁,我從來都冇呢種紊亂嘅感覺。點專心做功課呀!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAIOfLm9vzjn 維尼
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對唔住啊婷婷,呃咗你,其實唔係因為你就嚟生日……不過,都係因為你嘅。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAGC4JuH1ffr 維尼
「咁你以後有咩都直接同我講啦,唔好收埋喺心啊,我唔想你唔開心。」我講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA8AtzrnXNIC 維尼
我真係唔明,其實有嘢真係要攞出嚟講㗎,唔好屈住,等間又多誤會啦!而且,如果婷婷知道,無論佢講啲咩、擔憂啲咩,我都唔會用異樣嘅眼光質疑佢時,咁佢就唔會驚咁多,直接講啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAJc9e5VCo3m 維尼
「信多啲我啦。」我再覆。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAggSW5xzCwC 維尼
「好啊。」婷婷答,跟手再send個BB仔笑嘅sticker。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA3zW7oji6yG 維尼
我好似都想像到婷婷做呢個表情,真係好可愛。8964 copyright protection1124PENANANSUAbaaG6K 維尼
嗚呀,我真係好鍾意婷婷,今日之後更加覺得佢好得意,竟然擔心呢啲嘢,又竟然想講又唔敢講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAbfRDi51rki 維尼
不過我覺得,無論佢做啲咩,我都會覺得佢好可愛。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAPZZ9p5hCpZ 維尼
畢竟,佢就係一個對我嚟講好可愛嘅人,最得我心意——痴漢嘅話語,只敢喺心裏面講,對住家姐、郭靖,我都已經好盡力控制㗎啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAMAbczXFBSH 維尼
就係咁,呢段優哉游哉又帶點功課、補課嘅生活,又慢慢咁樣繼續過。8964 copyright protection1124PENANANnB2Fbe5c2 維尼
郭靖有日好開心咁講:「我同咗Winnie去街!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA6DqJTziAUj 維尼
「哦,係咪賣我隊友嗰次啊?」我諗返起郭靖輕易出賣我,即刻篤佢個肚。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA7RY761qy3G 維尼
「係,太太太感謝。我哋玩得好開心。」郭靖興奮。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA2b5wpU9OgP 維尼
呢個時候,Winnie都過咗嚟,聽到我哋講起佢,佢就話:8964 copyright protection1124PENANAsfirAddclZ 維尼
「我有套戲想睇,又唔想毒住自己一個坐戲院,先揾埋你咋!都唔係特別開心吖。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAdP62O6hpq4 維尼
「口不對心你至勁,明明你笑得好開心嘅!」郭靖好摟打咁指住Winnie。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAN1KL1pvUed 維尼
「邊有。唔想理你啦!」Winnie講;又對住我:「婷婷就生日,你想點準備呀?特別日子,要有特別心意㗎喎,咁先有誠意㗎嘛!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAF8bD1BKfjg 維尼
Well,雖然家姐幫我呃咗婷婷,但婷婷的確係就嚟生日!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAsw2GiTGn35 維尼
只係,我未諗好點準備先可以畀到婷婷驚喜喎……話晒,都係畢業前最後一個生日,希望佢難忘啲,希望佢可以一直記得唔同嘅情緒。8964 copyright protection1124PENANADNV5kUcYYG 維尼
遲啲問家姐……佢每年生日都有唔少禮物,問吓佢參考吓先。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAG1qT4ebfpT 維尼
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細佬冇乜再點同我update佢同婷婷嘅情況,佢話,都差唔多係咁,只係好似傾多咗偈,越嚟越friend。衝口而出同一句句子嘅頻率多咗,好似心有靈犀咁。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAsRwzfiZkMN 維尼
條女冧你先同你講咁多嘢咋,唔係邊得閒同你心有靈犀呀靚仔?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAaoQovpBNMJ 維尼
「你有冇鍾意嘅人啊?」有日我八卦咁問婷婷。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAMD6IuWAl4g 維尼
「冇啊……」婷婷塊面一秒變紅。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAnSXGRA17NY 維尼
係時候要幫細佬問得仔細啲啦:「少少都冇?咁——好感呢?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAV2kfZ2Te25 維尼
婷婷問:「大概點樣就係?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANApIm2RSawWB 維尼
「Umm……鍾意同佢相處?覺得佢個人好好?佢特別過其他人?」我估大概係咁咋。8964 copyright protection1124PENANArMIMmRCKT7 維尼
「咁呀……阿俊。」婷婷停咗兩秒,再講:「得佢一個係咁。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAptvTqASGd8 維尼
「Wow!」叻仔喎細佬,未媾已經單純以性格同Friend底贏得好感。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAvSeJI62Ysp 維尼
「唔好同佢講啊,廢事佢覺得我好奇怪。」婷婷閃避咁望望我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAEp25i2afls 維尼
傻女嚟嘅,佢實開心都嚟唔切。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAdiqlIpvfRh 維尼
只係,我都唔會講,得我一個食花生就夠!呢啲嘢由外人講出嚟,會好冇癮㗎!重要嘅事,應該要由當事人、有眼神接觸咁講出嚟先得。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAsvjA0eQe3N 維尼
真係好。8964 copyright protection1124PENANASjwUvix1UW 維尼
好羨慕啊我其實。我同輝已經冇以前傾同見得咁密,佢話sem中,開始忙。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAYOntS9eFfg 維尼
「Amy係以前同我曖昧過,最尾冇結果,但佢好想一齊。」然後,輝再遞部電話畀我睇:「對唔住,上次太大反應,其實我都應該要考慮你會有懷疑。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAj5E0LAD5bv 維尼
我真係睇——點解唔睇呢?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAw8pJp2RW88 維尼
佢哋只得幾個月前傾得close,慢慢,間歇性咁一忽忽冇咗,之後就冇晒;再之後,就係Amy單方面打「心心」同埋問輝可唔可以揾佢。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA0IsWlrpek2 維尼
我信輝。8964 copyright protection1124PENANALmyJw9MA4s 維尼
只係,呢排,我哋少見咗。8964 copyright protection1124PENANArFAgxcWvGA 維尼
但冇變嘅係,我哋見面嗰時會好sweet,猶如熱戀——可惜並未一齊。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAP4R7fXP3nC 維尼
睇到呢度,你會唔會覺得,點解咁拖㗎?同輝一直都係咁,點解唔放棄佢啊?搞到我囉囉攣又唔開心。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAtmnTYqPUWP 維尼
因為,每一次,佢都同我講,就快可以一齊㗎啦……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAIIJ7BWU6gW 維尼
我希望係。我有希望,唔想堅持呢一排,但而家先放棄。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAkiNZvNHT7y 維尼
而且,同佢一齊嘅開心,多過晒佢畀我嘅唔開心,每次攬佢,我都覺得好warm。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAeYxdMZfCHG 維尼
唉,究竟仲要幾耐,佢先會同我一齊? 8964 copyright protection1124PENANAok87xkflPO 維尼
「喂,你同輝哥點?」細佬問我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA9LzxlAnizE 維尼
每次,細佬提起輝,尤其是叫佢個名嘅時候,語氣總係好不屑咁加強;我真係唔明,點解佢只係見過輝一次,就對佢有咁大敵意?明明佢哋只係見過一次咋喎。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAuzFSDmMeLy 維尼
「冇點啊。」我答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAM6bngb7bHV 維尼
「啫係收得皮啦。」細佬寸寸貢咁講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAig3LH9halT 維尼
「唔係啊,有聯絡㗎我哋仲。」我搖頭,咩收皮呢?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAd1i2quX7m0 維尼
「但冇一齊吖嘛,就係收得皮㗎啦。」細佬篤定。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAuBSkErSkS6 維尼
𡃁仔,好寸嘴喎,平時求我幫你嗰時都唔係呢個口氣㗎;我反駁:8964 copyright protection1124PENANA7c450e83B4 維尼
「唔係㗎,佢身邊都係得我一個女仔咋嘛,如果佢想拍拖就係同我,冇其他人㗎啦。佢話就嚟想㗎啦。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAYIhXp48GSd 維尼
細佬問:「出面收埋一打做女團,你都唔知啦,你兩個又見得少。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAe1Zj35DhZc 維尼
我想解釋唔係佢諗咁㗎,輝點會喺出面有咁多人?只係呢排sem中,大家都忙啲就少啲見啫。所以我就講咗Amy嘅事畀細佬知:「佢都肯畀我睇電話啦。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA5F86FFsyYP 維尼
細佬聽完之後,反晒白眼:「真係咁乾淨,點解唔係你一問,佢就畀?一係即刻畀,一係就永遠注重私隱啦。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANANKHRF35rWv 維尼
「嗰吓佢嬲吖嘛,可能冇諗咁多。」我又唔認同吖。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA5jQ8bRpCRx 維尼
「點解要嬲?」細佬反問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANArpPfI3JKhd 維尼
「我侵犯佢私隱囉……」我都窒一窒咁答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA7OLERo2Pjh 維尼
「你都戇鳩,有咩好嬲,你又未睇。」細佬好似有啲恨鐵不成鋼嘅感覺,即使佢只係覺得我蠢。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAfBhdz3hzzQ 維尼
我不語,覺得細佬又講得幾有道理;細佬又繼續講:8964 copyright protection1124PENANAQwJA1xleUk 維尼
「擺明係del晒啲紀錄先畀你睇啦。清得乾乾淨淨再話你聽佢好清白囉,啲對話實係一忽忽奇奇怪怪㗎啦。咁你都信。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANADbOOHplIwO 維尼
「吓……」我不自覺咁回想。8964 copyright protection1124PENANABf1aD25amY 維尼
細佬繼續講:「出面啲人好陰險㗎,不如算啦,你正正經經揾個好男仔拍拖算啦,你都聽到婷婷講㗎啦,口講鍾意但又唔同你一齊,即係唔夠鍾意啦——婷婷都明喎。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA0hxkrWBdG8 維尼
「係啦係啦。」我晦氣,撻A0嘅婷婷出嚟,冇咩說服力但又有啲道理。8964 copyright protection1124PENANApv9aIS6KMg 維尼
但我眼裏面,得輝一個咋。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAjQJqyNElUL 維尼
我都知佢唔係傳統意義上嘅好男仔,但係,其實咩係好呢?唔通要佢身邊冇晒異性、改晒不良嗜好如果佢愛我,就係好㗎啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA5QTC9Xymxx 維尼
咁佢愛唔愛我啊?佢話,愛。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAUqtngNFdVb 維尼
如果你係我,除咗信,仲可以點?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAkR0QSOba88 維尼
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今日呢,我哋班就調咗位,我唔再同婷婷一齊坐。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAZpPI0zIy8s 維尼
講真,由上年開始,每次調位我都會有種莫名嘅期待,好想可以坐到喺婷婷附近。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAUVmzxzMqsc 維尼
今日放學之前,李sir一貼座位表喺壁報,就超多人湧晒出去睇,有啲人係咁大嗌:「喂!你同我坐喎!」「我哋要分開幾行啦!」「今次仲係好近喎,真係有緣啦。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAiLvQ6I6irJ 維尼
我想又唔想去睇,婷婷又唔出去住,話太多人,所以想等到少人啲先出去。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAldxyzSbcCh 維尼
呢個時候,就聽到郭靖話:「我愛李sir!!!錫啖先!!!」係,要好多個感歎號先表達到郭靖嗰吓嘅激昂。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAdpzawxFA3G 維尼
原來佢終於同到Winnie坐隔籬;而且呢排Winnie又肯同佢傾多咗偈,所以佢心情係靚上加靚。哇,羨慕啦,我都想繼續同婷婷坐。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAT1Rd2vTWLQ 維尼
「我唔想調位啊。」我講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAcl8HdIcz98 維尼
因為有你。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAOIcCMdYSyz 維尼
「我都係,呢個位好好啊。」婷婷答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAs7KEBNNqhq 維尼
因為睇黑板好清,同埋,有你?至少如果係其他人,我冇咁開心啩?8964 copyright protection1124PENANA2WHE9NhY4W 維尼
直到有同學執晒嘢行過嚟,我同婷婷先逼不得已揹埋書包出去睇。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAaihuYPxLrQ 維尼
我經過李sir,見到佢陰陰嘴笑咁向我打眼色。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAXgR5y1LSaW 維尼
婷婷快過我揾到位:「我移咗兩行——咦,我哋仲係好近喎,你坐我斜後咋!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAd2IcoWeu7I 維尼
我望一望,都幾好吖呢個位!仲有好近。唯一不滿嘅係,婷婷隔籬係全班最靚仔嘅Chris,仲要係姓王,個個都笑佢要全部人幫佢寫信做功課(Chris Wong為英文試卷的常客,「You are Chris Wong……」);但整體都幾好吖,我回望李sir,用眼神向佢講多謝。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAMEkNblDpTb 維尼
坐咗喺新位,我望住婷婷嘅右後腦、半邊臉,覺得好新奇,好少咁望佢。咁啱,佢向後右望,同我對視,笑一笑:「好近啊都係!」我點點頭。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAavvctkr24s 維尼
好靚啊你呢個回眸一笑!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAC6T6XjsmUg 維尼
同時,Chris Wong都拍一拍婷婷膊頭,之後同佢講:「多多指教啦,新嘅隔籬位!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA402MWDb0JB 維尼
婷婷都轉頭,笑住答:「好!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAojZwKgVF1X 維尼
我清楚見到婷婷對住Chris Wong嘅笑容,都係咁靚。8964 copyright protection1124PENANADYBmtCU42N 維尼
希望調咗位,我同婷婷都仲可以好似之前咁啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAZbTzvbFwtl 維尼
放學之後,我返到屋企,見到家姐掛緊機咁上堂,玩緊電話;我講:8964 copyright protection1124PENANAow21KpEN1G 維尼
「專心上堂啦。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANApcsNj65hNP 維尼
「好悶喎啲嘢,佢講到重點我就會mark低㗎啦。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAyEagaJKevL 維尼
家姐上多半個鐘,然後落堂。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAqLC08aNDEM 維尼
我就即刻入佢房問:「你有冇收過咩生日禮物,令你好難忘啊?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANADr2LePpITY 維尼
「做咩?」家姐問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA4XD0IaRq9Y 維尼
「婷婷就生日,想知道佢點樣開心啲囉。」我答,問你實冇死啩?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAkR78ccbNaa 維尼
家姐恍然大悟:「都估到㗎啦,如果唔係,無啦啦你點會關心我啊。我諗啊,handmade嘢囉,不過我只係收過女仔送嘅手作。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAgAeKsGpw4i 維尼
我問:「譬如係咩?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAoFiBAqdDOg 維尼
咁多handmade嘢,我點搞啊。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAhsN2JI1zgN 維尼
家姐一邊講,一邊揾吓佢收到嘅禮物:8964 copyright protection1124PENANAkBUU8aVHSb 維尼
「畫啦,親手畫㗎;相簿,喺隔籬寫吓字;手繩!朋友話用特別嘅織法嚟織;月曆囉……每格都自己畫。啊!都係女仔sweet,拍咩拖吖,對好姊妹好啲仲好啦……」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAWAwolMhP5L 維尼
家姐如數家珍,數數吓又喺度吟吟沉沉。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAVRUDgHQicv 維尼
我問:「咁有冇唔係handmade㗎?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAXECoQIeXL8 維尼
家姐慢慢咁諗:「都有嘅,我之前話想要某啲筆好靚好特別,即刻收到一枝銀色墨嘅靚毛筆!總之就係我無意中講過,但人哋又記得嗰啲。唔使大份㗎,心意都好令人感動。婷婷都唔係物質嘅女仔,好易感動啫,花啲心機啦。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAmf18LbCuao 維尼
講真,我就好難好似家姐啲女仔friend咁,整得啲嘢咁得意咁有心思,畫畫、整嘢,癲啊!我做唔到。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAal55vp6SuC 維尼
「心機——」我重複又重複咁諗。8964 copyright protection1124PENANArP7s7JOIPN 維尼
家姐打斷我嘅沉思:「仲有一個月啊,下個月24號先到,慢慢諗啦。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANANug5z9OdDq 維尼
「哇,你又記得咁清楚。」記性咁好?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAhUAltZCxDB 維尼
「衰仔,我後佢一日生日咋,當然記得。」家姐輕輕敲咗我個頭一吓。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAC5CmSy5ckf 維尼
「係喎,你聖誕節生日喎,我唔記得咗添。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAEzvfRjc9UP 維尼
真嘅,家姐12月25號生日,而我完全忘記;我只記得喺平安夜生日嘅婷婷。其實家姐同婷婷都幾有緣啊!兩個都係冬天嘅天使——嘔!得婷婷係!8964 copyright protection1124PENANA8uTWCMkAlh 維尼
「本來就對你冇期望!」家姐繼續講:「慢慢諗吓啦,呢個月繼續追吓婷婷,同佢熟啲先啦。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAXWNwgc8LVW 維尼
「OK,我諗諗佢。」我入返自己房。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAZCGCAyIOTl 維尼
慢慢,我好似諗到一樣嘢,不過真係唔知婷婷肯唔肯同我玩,諗多啲細節再問吓家姐先。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAbQPdapLpNZ 維尼
「喂!你問清楚婷婷會唔會畀你陪佢過先啦!」家姐隔住房嗌。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAbk1awY1h8f 維尼
「遲啲問!」我都大聲答佢。8964 copyright protection1124PENANANRmcAYPE1T 維尼
「有心機啲啊!搞得喊佢你就得米㗎啦!」家姐又嗌。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAjXPzwsJ90z 維尼
「咁殘忍?」我笑,咩料啊?8964 copyright protection1124PENANADjnFg1BFSa 維尼
「係!感動嗰隻,佢就會睜開水汪汪嘅大眼睛,然後你就成功抱得美人歸。」家姐隔兩秒,又講:「呢個用增加多啲好感先啦,女係慢慢追㗎嘛。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANARH0dp8S6eZ 維尼
「得!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAaHv1Q0QOVI 維尼
好,咁我一定要諗一份好嘅禮物送畀婷婷!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAajKy6KYHIa 維尼
如常返學。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA24ypa6sSIo 維尼
調咗位總係好唔慣,一入課室就習慣性咁行去我之前個位,行行吓先醒起已經調咗位,又去返而家個位。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAowDeSSstvQ 維尼
我依然,會買一包檸檬茶畀婷婷;不過婷婷話實在飲得太多,所以我都係星期二、四先會買畀佢。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAwVMWspayx4 維尼
我坐喺位等婷婷返嚟——係!我已經慣咗早早咁起身,再早早咁入課室,攞定啲數學練習出嚟畀婷婷,或者mark返啲重點出嚟。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA2rIu2FKsv4 維尼
跟住,我就見到婷婷都入咗嚟啦,佢同我一樣,都行錯咗去原本嗰個座位。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAeupWTtCZ95 維尼
我嘅目光一直喺婷婷身上,當佢發現自己行錯,都抬一抬頭笑自己,然後見到我望住佢。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAX9jorfZQjy 維尼
好似,畀我見到佢出醜咁,所以婷婷唔好意思咁望住我傻笑,然後再慢慢一步步咁行過嚟;向住我嘅方向,面帶笑容咁行過嚟——有冇人明呢種感覺,自己鍾意嘅人對住自己、笑住咁過嚟,只係咁單純嘅一個舉動,都好似好值得不斷回味。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA01y75oNvr4 維尼
「早晨,行錯咗添!」婷婷講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAFQkWGNxpxS 維尼
「我都係啊。」我答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAd34lu6H6sr 維尼
婷婷好快就坐低,擰轉身,自然咁接過我嘅檸檬茶同埋練習:「多謝。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA6Od221Vvhb 維尼
呢個時候,Chris就入咗嚟,坐咗喺婷婷隔籬,同我哋say hi;婷婷由原本望住我,到望住Chris。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAbapGZFXTko 維尼
Chris坐低,同婷婷講:「我買多咗份三文治呀,一齊食吖?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANApku28xN9gP 維尼
「我食咗早餐啦。」事關,我冇再買燒賣魚蛋畀婷婷,佢話屋企人叫佢留喺屋食,健康啲。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAOyyj3zLfTY 維尼
「Share半份畀你吖?好少㗎咋。」Chris向婷婷展示厚度:「如果唔係我食唔晒就嘥㗎啦。」再默默咁望住婷婷。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAzNEJsrvwk5 維尼
雖然婷婷面有難色,亦都察覺到我嘅目光,所以都望一望我;但係婷婷都係話:8964 copyright protection1124PENANA8BRgUG4c6j 維尼
「好啦,少少得啦。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANApXNXKT60wl 維尼
我喺後面聽住,有少少莫名嘅不忿,不過冇人睇得見,而我都唔知我不忿啲咩。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA4qhzztDQmZ 維尼
「你仲有檸檬茶添喎——我知,楊文俊買畀你嘅!」Chris用我聽到嘅聲量提起我,但仍然無視我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA2sVbjhlzHW 維尼
「係啊,你又知嘅?」婷婷好奇。8964 copyright protection1124PENANArSXsh7RVap 維尼
「我知道見到啊。其實一直都想同你講,檸檬茶冇益㗎,又多糖。」Chris答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAPcbW74VjTF 維尼
其實Chris係冇講錯嘅,但我忍唔住講:「鍾意咪得囉。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAhwaXHbFgJV 維尼
「鍾意都唔一定好㗎嘛,咁就要揾其他嘢取代。」Chris應完我,同婷婷講:「冷泡茶你啱唔啱啊?而且又無糖。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANADt0NuoNivn 維尼
「唔啱,婷婷鍾意甜。」我喺後面代婷婷答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA1uUpPSCKiR 維尼
「唔係問緊你啊。」Chris稍稍轉頭望咗我一眼,然後又用眼神問婷婷。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAYwh4exvKUt 維尼
「唔使啦唔該,我鍾意甜嘢。」婷婷望一望我,再答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAYph55F5eaa 維尼
YES!感覺好似婷婷撐我咁。8964 copyright protection1124PENANABJ9C6ZbsMI 維尼
「咁你都飲少啲手頭上嗰包啦。」Chris訕訕。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAFVDtfPoi3N 維尼
婷婷望住檸檬茶,又真係冇再好似以前咁飲,而係咬咗三文治先。當然啦,我就冇咩資格講啲咩,但我見到,個心都有少少唔舒服。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAr7OciZ9RmW 維尼
婷婷一邊食,一邊做練習;Chris問:「好勤力喎。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAWk7B0sTrrh 維尼
「唔練唔進步。」婷婷答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA0WNK4xIRhj 維尼
「有咩唔識,可以問我啊,我應該都得。」Chris講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAXX4UoYFmze 維尼
「唔使麻煩你啦,佢唔識嘅問我就得啦,之前一直都係咁。」我向前面講,強調「一直」。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAVKwyKf2oIX 維尼
婷婷都點頭,之後冇再理過我哋。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA37FYfRYnMX 維尼
Chris成個身擰去右邊,只對我講:「你得唔得㗎?」啫係質疑我咁話啦喎?8964 copyright protection1124PENANABrN07IEssN 維尼
我數學係第二,Chris係第一,每次,都係差少少、少少,好偶然先會有一次高分過佢。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA7ohQng9bs4 維尼
「OK㗎我都。」我唔執輸。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAusrDIMb3b2 維尼
Chris係乞人憎版嘅出木杉,佢靚仔、聰明、成績好,乜都識啲咁,好多人都葡萄佢;但點解乞人憎呢?係佢身邊實在太多女,真係幾乎大部分女仔都鍾意過佢咁濟,佢亦都有同過其他班嘅班花拍拖,係得自己班嘅婷婷冇,或者未。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAbGgLArdyCT 維尼
我唔會畀呢件事發生。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAoLsCumnBy4 維尼
「好好好,但而家婷婷問我會方便啲囉。」Chris講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAmCXmPyZ6Ua 維尼
「大家咁近,有咩唔方便?」我反駁。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAt7Rpo3Qw4P 維尼
「後面點及隔籬呀,我同佢講嘢細聲少少,你都已經聽唔到啦。」Chris講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAAsKb6BxHsg 維尼
下一秒,佢就擰返過去,喺婷婷耳邊講咗啲嘢,之後婷婷就喺度笑,再細細聲答佢兩句。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAQp7l1268G8 維尼
Chris向我嘅方向斜視,好似喺度講:「見到啦?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA1LHgPUCHNC 維尼
頂,好想知佢哋講緊咩。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA4PnHepVnax 維尼
之後上堂,我成日都見到前面嘅Chris有陣時會同婷婷講吓嘢,婷婷都有畀反應,笑吓、點吓頭、講吓嘢,但我乜都聽唔到;有時,見到Chris指住婷婷本書,再指一指黑板,好似同佢講解緊咁——8964 copyright protection1124PENANAIPPLs0reQ4 維尼
之前做呢啲嘢嘅人,一直都係我;而家係Chris Wong條撚樣?你都咁多女埋身啦,可唔可以唔好搶走婷婷?我好似畀你取代咗咁。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA3H0qUOG2CJ 維尼
我專心唔到,實在睇得太清楚Chris嘅姿勢,同埋婷婷嘅神態。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAHFCgHRcQ4s 維尼
英文堂又有嗰啲咩二人同隔籬位輪流present,喺我聽緊隔籬肥仔傑讀稿嗰時,其實對眼同對耳都早已飄走,留意前面做緊咩——婷婷好認真咁正眼望住Chris,一邊流暢咁講英文。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAb8Pdx9wwzf 維尼
「Good!」Chris畀咗個手指公,扮係扱印咁,扱喺婷婷嘅膊頭上面。8964 copyright protection1124PENANABqIbra1rcK 維尼
快啲放開佢!我都冇試過咁樣對婷婷;但係,我唔可以講出口!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAgMjXQwsvQi 維尼
最緊要嘅係,婷婷冇講啲乜,只係由Chris,然後又專心聽Chris嘅feedback……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAhP5SA3R2to 維尼
其實只係咁,但都已經令我,十分不爽……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAY6n8bp8Hua 維尼
我認我係呷醋。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAtYtjTcEsMg 維尼
如果Chris唔係乞人憎版嘅出木杉,而係好似我隔籬嘅肥仔傑咁,咁我應該會覺得冇乜嘢。8964 copyright protection1124PENANADQWTBgyOQf 維尼
啫係呢,其實Chris已經乜都有,樣佢又靚仔,成績又掂,多才又多藝,仲要身邊大把女;如果佢真係有心冧婷婷,真係唔難——男神喎,好少媾唔掂女㗎嘛?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAgrz8LL0NJ4 維尼
我有危機感。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAKTjws59z5c 維尼
而而家,只係啱啱調位,Chris就好似、已經搶走晒原本我同婷婷會一齊經歷嘅事。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAItRzgjHH4O 維尼
仲要,佢好似真係想搶咁,而唔係咁啱得咁橋。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAezi5xW6kGZ 維尼
Lunch time返到嚟,我見到婷婷枱面多咗條繽紛樂;婷婷未入課室,而Chris已經喺佢隔籬坐緊。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAdlzNAwmVTo 維尼
可能見到我望住婷婷枱面,Chris就同我講:「你係咪想食啊?但我只係買咗兩一包,得兩條咋,我同婷婷一人一條。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAToqQa2KpC6 維尼
「唔想喎,但點解你要買畀婷婷?」我問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAATxzScqlFa 維尼
「啱啱英文堂講起童年回憶吖嘛,咪買佢嘅童年畀佢回味一吓——我諗你唔會唔知啩?」Chris答,仲寸寸貢咁。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAlCujHKhJsN 維尼
「點會?」但其實,我真係唔知婷婷想食。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAwI6kobyQBA 維尼
但都由呢刻開始,我知道,Chris想追婷婷,如果唔係點會咁做?又唔係得閒。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAQ5yswib03y 維尼
我沉默兩秒,再講:「唔好搞婷婷啦,你咁多女。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAd31FRpj1Vb 維尼
Chris挑眉:「識吓朋友啫,唔使咁㗎喎。買嘢畀佢食,又唔係你尊屬。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANADaOpEnBOtu 維尼
「你又知我有?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANASuzuSXnLxA 維尼
「唔係盲嘅都見到啦。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANABzX0VNChTC 維尼
即係Chris一直都有望過嚟啦,一直都有望住婷婷啦——又難怪嘅,班花之中,得婷婷佢冇追過咋!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAilx5VqRU3h 維尼
呢個時候,婷婷都入咗嚟,見到枱頭條朱古力,驚喜地問咁啱喺枱前嘅我:「你買㗎?你又知嘅?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA5VWBhurPso 維尼
阿俊又知我鍾意?我又提過咩,定佢咁啱估得中?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAzgx9BRCoft 維尼
我望住婷婷呢吓嘅驚喜樣,有啲心痛——因為知道嘅人其實唔係我;只係調咗個位,為佢帶嚟情緒轉變嘅人,原來可以唔係我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAXgKR7AZmyU 維尼
「Chris買㗎。」我答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAOqcHg6WzUB 維尼
婷婷側一側頭,唔自然咁講:「吓——哦、哦,好。」然後攞出銀包,畀返錢Chris。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAqwos6mKB5W 維尼
哎吔,你咁啱企喺我枱前,以為係你買嘅添,等我仲開心咗一吓。但點解Chris又咁好人嘅?明明我哋都唔係太熟。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAEgN7xfDC9h 維尼
「唔使啦,幾蚊咋。」Chris講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAtM3fvt7hC2 維尼
「要嘅,多謝你。」婷婷拒絕。8964 copyright protection1124PENANASU4qJC2UlJ 維尼
爭人嘢唔太好嘅。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAAePzFwi44Z 維尼
哦,其實佢哋都係唔太熟嘅。我買嘢畀婷婷,其實佢都有畀返我,不過係補習費畀多啲家姐,當係幫我補吓我嗰份錢;但至少,唔係佢哋而家好似好疏離咁吖。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAOx32rwKLP5 維尼
「真係客氣。」Chris笑住講:「你家教好好喎。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAaHaNbBE25c 維尼
「哈哈。」婷婷唔知點應,就咁樣笑。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAg9yZhpFQjJ 維尼
我喺佢耳邊講:「以後你鍾意咩,我都可以送畀你。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANActiwVFivx1 維尼
婷婷笑:「做咩啊你?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAMuUkPtybuh 維尼
你今日好奇怪呀?又冇點出聲,一開口就咁。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAeNKAjA5rJC 維尼
Chris坐喺度見住我哋兩個陰住陰住咁傾偈,就講:「不如坐低先傾啦。」佢都不滿聽唔到我哋吱吱浸啩——咪同之前我聽唔到你哋一樣囉……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAz2yl2kgQq9 維尼
仲要,Chris聽唔到係一時,我聽唔到將會係成個月呀!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAugWrbwjhHB 維尼
婷婷聽到就坐喺位啦。但我哋一坐低,Chris又淨係同婷婷講嘢:「好悶啊而家,有咩做?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA7ZaljMCF2K 維尼
「伏喺度休息吓囉。」婷婷答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA4i54fXr7iQ 維尼
「不如我哋一齊玩天下太平啦。」Chris提議。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAId6zP00O8f 維尼
「吓——」我喺後面忍唔住細細聲叫咗出嚟,咁多嘢你唔玩,同我撞橋?電話唔好玩咩、覺唔好瞓咩,係都要學我做old-school嘢。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA44Hw8YhmRk 維尼
「唔要,」婷婷答:「我要做嘢。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAfU9seJqnGt 維尼
叻女!係囉,玩乜喎。8964 copyright protection1124PENANABoRv9M8eF2 維尼
然後,婷婷又好似諗起啲咩咁,擰轉身,同我講:「上次張紙我未抌㗎,仲喺度。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAfhNHt5gehR 維尼
我反應唔嚟:「吓,咩紙?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAGiC2MOeZ65 維尼
「咁就算啦,冇嘢啦。」然後婷婷又擰返轉頭,繼續做嘢。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAvwrfDwDxVn 維尼
我每日都夾住喺手冊裏面㗎,諗住你會記得我哋可以繼續玩埋未完嘅天下太平!我以為,你會記得添!8964 copyright protection1124PENANA2dIjBA5wgI 維尼
竟然我有少少失望。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAJXzazLbYVp 維尼
唔知點解,其實我平時冇咁小氣㗎,但而家好似都係有少少失落咁;我原本覺得你一定記得㗎嘛。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAt3W1mUvY5G 維尼
我又真係醒唔起。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAqE7EG0ImKx 維尼
Chris都只係望一望我,眼光裏面有種「你憑咩?」嘅感覺。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAvDyipXTdZy 維尼
我知道,佢想追婷婷,而佢覺得有壓力了——因為婷婷理我多過理佢。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAP2GlJx6F0P 維尼
雖然係咁,我仍然知道,只要Chris再發力,日子耐咗不斷做返我做嘅嘢,其實婷婷都會理得佢多啲。8964 copyright protection1124PENANATdjpZAILn8 維尼
而呢一刻,Chris根本冇失望,或者冇表現出嚟,只係望住婷婷做數,有時會同佢講,用某個方法快啲;婷婷都真係專心聽,同表現出崇拜,同有時望住我嘅樣係一樣。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA1Bc32QvqIv 維尼
放學嗰陣時,Chris又同婷婷一齊擺書,我喺後面望住佢哋、跟住佢哋,突然覺得好攰。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAWvbgy2KgxF 維尼
鍾意咗班花,而競爭對手係個乜都掂嘅靚仔——如果擺上連登問,可否話我知我有幾多成勝算?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAvOoMsTzp4F 維尼
而且,上完兩堂中文,婷婷又同Chris傾得埋啲古人嘢;直到放學仲傾得勁開心。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA4Su1cGj5mU 維尼
Chris知道我喺後面,又得戚咁對住我笑一笑;事關婷婷呢一陣都冇同我講過嘢。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAs0NQ3vcaiX 維尼
突然郭靖拍一拍我膊頭:「濕濟喎!Chris從來冇試過媾唔到女㗎;我今日望向你嗰邊,佢同婷婷傾得好開心。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA0tGBA5naZ7 維尼
「你都睇到?」我問,咁明顯咩。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAPULxtTfhbz 維尼
「Winnie睇到,然後叫我睇。」郭靖指一指Winnie答。係喎,佢哋坐隔籬,真係好,成日對住。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAAIvsQZQzGw 維尼
Winnie話:「好進取吓喎Chris,佢咁好,佢要出手嘅話,你就冇咩希望㗎啦。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANArEN20wc00u 維尼
「吓,佢有咩好?」郭靖問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAH955IHP1iw 維尼
「外在唔講啦,好細心好體貼喎,又好好人、有耐性。」Winnie少少花痴咁形容。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAF71JU2sT0R 維尼
「你做咩讚到佢咁好?」郭靖應該係呷醋。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAyjFU1AFQuy 維尼
「人哋真係好喎,之前秋季旅行,我哋組啲人個個嫌炭重,Chris係隔籬組,但一聽到都幫我哋托過去喎。婷婷都話佢好好人啊。」Winnie回憶。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAwYaWh07o0q 維尼
「唓,我哋都可以㗎,係你唔揾咋嘛。」郭靖講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAy0ynNMuGU8 維尼
「人哋一聽到就幫,佔領先機,你哋冇行㗎啦。講真,邊有女仔唔鍾意Chris嗰類㗎?完美男友喎。」Winnie不斷肯定Chris。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAToj9VGnxEP 維尼
「膚淺。」郭靖不屑。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAPRVS48VbHC 維尼
我默默咁聽住Winnie嘅說話,大概理解Chris喺啲女仔心目中係點樣嘅存在——就係我冇得比……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAe3C1iR24nT 維尼
不過我好奇,就話:「但佢好多女喎,唔覺花心咩。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAaM9M56doFJ 維尼
Winnie事不關已:「呢層就唔關我事啦,有得睇,冇得食嘅。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA0v9avRdYBx 維尼
「喂,婷婷你老死喎,唔擔心佢咩?花心喎,追到手都唔會對佢好喎。」我問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAzMc2qPEvov 維尼
「Chris對佢啲女朋友好好㗎,分手之後,從來冇人講佢壞話,只係讚佢咋喎。咁有咩好擔心呀?人哋口碑咁好,同你呢種未知數唔同,點知你會唔會反轉豬肚唔認人?」Winnie答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAmaigAFBJ09 維尼
呢個真,雖然Chris真係多女,但分手、拍拖,都冇人試過講佢唔好嘅事,每次都係話Chris好好仔,人又gentleman——點解?明明成日轉女,都有咁好評價?好唔合邏輯喎。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAAMa02V1IpX 維尼
「楊知俊先唔係啲咁嘅人。」郭靖幫我講嘢。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAmcWj5UhUK1 維尼
呢個時候,婷婷同Chris已經折返。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAbEupQYcBXg 維尼
我問婷婷:「一齊放學?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAMCsVmHpc5B 維尼
婷婷答:「好啊,不過我要同Chris揾一揾老師先,等我一陣。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA4AFGiKYLLx 維尼
我知,佢哋係今年嘅歌唱比賽司儀,要一齊對稿。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAXo8KoxgFoO 維尼
等婷婷落到嚟,我哋三個一齊出校門。佢兩個一直喺度傾自己嘢,我插唔到嘴。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAZFQ6QnMWZc 維尼
「我哋係咁傾Sing con啲嘢,會唔會悶親你呀?」Chris發現,終於又特登問我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANARPtIwP6VLG 維尼
「唔會呀。」話會嘅話,咁咪會顯得我好上心?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAhkkkQcmXyv 維尼
「可能之後放學都成日會係咁㗎啦,除非你唔同婷婷一齊放學啦。」Chris嘅語氣我聽落,似係挑釁囉。8964 copyright protection1124PENANATsvR5ueuhv 維尼
「我OK呀,冇所謂。」我相信我只能咁答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAqk5SdRAfOD 維尼
行行吓,Chris就要行另一邊啦,之後就得返我同婷婷。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAoxqOiCUAZL 維尼
尷尬嘅dead air,已經唔再好似以前咁,覺得輕鬆。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAypb6YHTXnZ 維尼
「做咩完全唔理我呀?」我問,好似好小家咁。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAdu73Va6EIq 維尼
「幾時?」婷婷反問:「我哋有講嘢啊。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAoEX5JjIQIx 維尼
「上堂嗰時。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAQrhAUctFbb 維尼
「冇必要冇啦啦揾你啊。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAZzDfWbomJM 維尼
我聽到之後,定咗兩秒,又真係有啲道理嘅:「咁cool呀你,淨係同Chris傾偈。」但明明以前我哋每堂都有傾偈㗎。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAE4bKVOt9cs 維尼
「唔想同啲記性唔好嘅人玩!」其實婷婷嘅語氣係拉長嘅。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAbeJlN6TTTR 維尼
「咩記性唔好?」我反問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA45YdR9xcR3 維尼
婷婷沉默兩秒,突然向我抬頭,直接講:「嗰張紙,係我哋天下太平張紙。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAwrAbltAgP8 維尼
我load咗一load,終於知佢係講緊所謂未枕嘅、未玩完嘅太平天國:「哦——係喎。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAYBY8qV4yWI 維尼
「冇心裝載。」婷婷輕輕咁講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA5DCLpZ5Fbv 維尼
「咁小氣嘅你?」我問,明明佢唔係呢種人啊?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAcwBWmI3PF6 維尼
「咩小氣啊?」婷婷搖頭。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAIN4C4280u2 維尼
「話緊你,小氣鬼,咁都記到放學。」我笑,佢個樣好得意,好似小朋友扭計。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAIWknZcdZqR 維尼
「同你呢啲冇心裝載嘅人唔同!」婷婷繼續向前行。8964 copyright protection1124PENANANCACFgOBDh 維尼
「吓,但你都只係會同我玩,我見你拒絕咗Chris㗎。」見到婷婷咁可愛,我又得戚咁講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAxT7pFsCP2m 維尼
「我都可以同佢玩。」婷婷講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAieBFoaqzBq 維尼
「真係?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAtP8Xm7Lxnu 維尼
「係啊。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAncsSSQwniP 維尼
「咁我同佢只可以揀一個,你揀邊個?」我問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAjGR2aT6lrw 維尼
冇咩原因,只係突然好想問,我同婷婷一齊停低腳步,8964 copyright protection1124PENANAx4NjM69ajT 維尼
婷婷轉身,馬尾喺後面望我:「問啲咁嘅嘢嘅。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANArXjVOmZlus 維尼
我點點頭:「係啊。Chris對你好好喎,人又靚仔,又乜都叻。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAqlBgqmeoVJ 維尼
「佢真係好好人㗎。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAE7jOdrhYPx 維尼
「但佢好鍾意媾女,可能就係想媾你啊;靚女差你未追過咋!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANATa17KWmNNj 維尼
婷婷笑:「我冇興趣喎。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAKKf5TAWDEw 維尼
我連續咁講:「難講啊,今日你哋可以一直傾唔理我,聽日就會連同你放學都唔得㗎啦。再遲啲你就會淨係理Chris。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAiQUFTeFHrm 維尼
點知婷婷笑得仲勁:「你先係小氣鬼。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAYcAAmUTQN4 維尼
我哋都係小氣鬼。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAjrs1PkGNRu 維尼
「咁你真係唔理我喎。」我話。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAYlpMoinx4J 維尼
「好啦好啦,唔好嬲啦。Chris又唔會做啲咩,個個都話佢好人㗎。」婷婷答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAlQ4iydIcJK 維尼
「啲女仔係咁講囉,但男仔都覺得佢好煩㗎喎。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAL4peW3x80C 維尼
「點解?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAiik5q5E6gg 維尼
「姼。霸佔太多資源。」我一本正經咁講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA2UH0OyN7EV 維尼
「唔抵得呀?」婷婷挑眉咁問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAtK0KZK2rcw 維尼
「佢追其他人,我冇所謂啊,本來就係咁。我唔想你畀佢呃咋。你係我——好朋友嚟㗎嘛。」我答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAzWvFk8TgPw 維尼
「唓,如果我真心鍾意佢,佢又真心鍾意我,就唔係呃啦。」婷婷反駁。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA41BJKezvUB 維尼
我諗我嗰吓面色一定好難睇,因為一想像婷婷會鍾意其他人,我個心就好難受;而且,婷婷都講得啱嘅。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAKQOfbokokJ 維尼
我齋諗已經講不出聲。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA0XEaET3bbg 維尼
好快我同婷婷要分開行,臨走之前,婷婷同我講咗一句:「揀你呀。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAs2pGBDQwjM 維尼
咩呀?無啦啦揀咩呀?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAzJi3GWXpLU 維尼
但婷婷已經轉身,走咗,之後WhatsApp問佢,佢又扯開話題。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA6EUwPOdPZ5 維尼
之後嘅返學日子,幾乎每日都重複,不過好彩,見佢哋都冇點曖昧嘅。我由感謝李sir仍然將我同婷婷編得咁近,到怨恨佢點解編Chris喺隔籬。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAorVg3G6a8j 維尼
李sir答我:「你追咁耐都仲喺半桶水,唔畀壓力你點得?得Chris睇落有啲競爭力咋。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAgco2WozXbb 維尼
「佢兩個越行越埋啦,一齊坐又一齊做MC。」我講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAh6sOuoHLAE 維尼
「冇㗎,你想人哋見到你,你都要企喺台上面。」李sir應。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAUNCPUI1aFZ 維尼
「得啦,我知我要努力啲讀書。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAS0vtPs1upc 維尼
「唔係啊,佢哋一齊做Singcon司儀,咁你咪去報Singcon囉!由佢哋介紹你出嚟,都咪話唔威。」李sir話風一轉,做咩突然講SingCon?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAV5JeTrA8iZ 維尼
「做咩話題轉得咁快……」我呆咗呆。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAda8iSyUxs3 維尼
「我哋班冇人報,人哋班班都有,隔籬班啲班主任寸我。」李sir坦誠。8964 copyright protection1124PENANATXUZ25nkmX 維尼
「哦……」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAb6fUIp2bJR 維尼
李sir講:「去報啦,班會主席嘅職責。施洛婷都話敢喺台上唱歌嘅人好有魅力喎。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAANesYROq2U 維尼
我真係醒唔起:「吓,佢幾時講?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAc8Cn1ZnZfu 維尼
「份司儀稿咁寫。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAglHpTalvCt 維尼
「都唔知係咪。」我懷疑。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA8STg5brafZ 維尼
「Go!冇理由畀Chris霸住個台㗎嘛?」李sir游說。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAOlkJ8P2HSb 維尼
「我諗吓先。」我猶豫,雖然都就嚟畢業,應該試玩吓,但係都係有啲驚,solo喎。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAZ3tAEpCdJ3 維尼
「啫係OK啦,等間幫你報,記得預備初賽。」李sir快速講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANADi61bufeu9 維尼
「吓?諗吓咋喎。」我即刻擺手。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAgFldnLHEsy 維尼
「啫係OK,靠你啦班會主席,靠歌聲征報施洛婷啦。」李sir堅持。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAQPez2v5wJT 維尼
就係咁,兩日之後,我就收到學生會嘅通知,叫我出席歌唱比賽嘅簡介會……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAAVNszTwX7o 維尼
屌,我真係要上台唱歌!唔係呀嘛?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAb9G7QtjwtL 維尼
返到屋企,見家姐照緊鏡又準備出去咁,我問:「去街?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANATnrYpoTOGj 維尼
「係。」家姐點頭。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA0OQvQ3cWEG 維尼
「同仔?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAw2cTVwF3Fg 維尼
「係仔,不過唔係我嘅。」家姐苦笑。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA40p8lZU1jJ 維尼
啫係約咗輝哥啦。家姐呢排,根本冇開心過,但我真係唔知可以點安慰佢。其實細佬要安慰家姐,真係好困難,尤其本身家姐有好多嘢,都係收收埋埋。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAb1h3w0IB1U 維尼
唯有,我轉移話題,等氣氛唔好停留喺呢度:「我比班主任賣,要上台唱歌。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAWdcyMqXpP8 維尼
「你唱歌啊?你班主任咁樣玩你嘅。」家姐笑鳩我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAILd7auWcI7 維尼
「唉,所以我諗住橫掂都係俾人賣,咁不如真係上台唱一首歌,送俾婷婷啦。」我歎氣。8964 copyright protection1124PENANADNLOYeVxuP 維尼
「不如彈埋結他啦,女仔聽到有人自彈自唱,點都冧㗎喎。」家姐話。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAbeHXPex5OS 維尼
我都想揾一個人,肯花心思對我做呢啲嘢——幾咁浪漫呀?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAEXjzN6egps 維尼
「吓,我唔識彈結他喎。」我面有難色——大佬呀,我唔玩樂器㗎。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAQ7mlJLJytT 維尼
家姐答:「你淨係學一首,專心咁學,就得㗎啦。最後唔得嘅話,咪彈彈下搵人幫你伴奏囉。最緊要唱得好聽。真係唔明,點解會有班主任chur你上台。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAN3XaGYfYOe 維尼
講真,我都唔明,咁都畀到位李sir入:「哦……原本係講起有人好似都想追婷婷。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAbp7o5hABK6 維尼
「有競爭對手喎,唔出奇呀,靚女去邊都有人追㗎啦。對手係咩人呀?」家姐不以為然。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAcGBZT3Y6gR 維尼
「啲女呢就話佢冇缺點囉,係嗰啲都幾標準嘅男神嚟嘅,但係佢有好多女㗎,其他班啲班花都已經畀佢追過晒,仲要追得掂晒。如果婷婷落到佢手,渣都冇喇,咁純情。」我思考。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAYmrtHJBZFd 維尼
「難搞啲喎。不過阿婷就冇咁迷戀男神嘅。」家姐講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA6nhkVaFsXn 維尼
你個傻仔,落多兩錢重嘅力去追人啦,明明阿婷都幾鍾意你;如果人哋真係鍾意嗰啲男神,就唔會成日都同你一齊啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAthDPz3T0ID 維尼
「最好係——其實邊有女唔鍾意男神?得小說先會所有女都無啦啦鍾意毒撚咋嘛。」我問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA3nuUxcjFZA 維尼
「咁你又唔係毒撚嘅,你係戇鳩啫。」家姐答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAikUPuV8aJE 維尼
「邊個唔戇鳩?」我笑。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAvuF2JArp7u 維尼
「我。」家姐驕傲,勉勉強強咁。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAnKOD3YwEYg 維尼
「你先最戇鳩。」我訕笑。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA8kGXBPz1CI 維尼
「冇你一半喎,至少我冇蝕底到畀任何人啊,而你追極都未追到,仲要有程咬金。」家姐擺擺手。8964 copyright protection1124PENANABaxHgvRivI 維尼
「真係唔明,點解追個女仔都咁多嘢做。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAOXIhC5YX8X 維尼
不過,我依然好享受同婷婷嘅相處㗎——如果Chris唔喺度,就係滿分囉。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAL7qBmqchaV 維尼
「咁你諗吓唱咩仲好啦。要佢聽得出係唱畀佢聽、又會感動㗎喎。」家姐點頭。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAC9ZWL9Pkb4 維尼
「試試。」我答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAuBbtyytDQf 維尼
然後,家姐就拎起袋,出門。8964 copyright protection1124PENANASj0syqosos 維尼
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今日,我約咗輝見面。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAVi5oljFV8R 維尼
輝都係冇同我一齊。8964 copyright protection1124PENANArxish6oZLm 維尼
其實,我已經開始感到失望,因為佢覆我message嘅頻率減低,好似已經冇以前咁主動。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA9UaLaCFtoE 維尼
我諗返起細佬同婷婷講,如果輝真係夠鍾意我,點會一拖再拖?點會唔想同我一齊?點解會有咁多諗法、而唔係堅決咁樣認我做佢女朋友呢?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAqmaqSsxZv6 維尼
而且,輝都話忙,揾我都少咗。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAKNJXrOzSov 維尼
愛情應該係一場攻防戰,未確定關係嘅尤甚;原本一直打緊嘅乒乓波,而家好似變成我一個打壁球咁。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAuZUYe2t3S7 維尼
Mid-term忙,我都明嘅,我都有嘢要測考——咁所以我等。但係,唔會忙到覆一覆機都冇時間啩?你完全唔用電話?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAXG7SaeVwLN 維尼
我都忙㗎,但係,仍然能夠關心你;咁你呢?8964 copyright protection1124PENANASMfAkDAiHM 維尼
我鍾意輝,好鍾意佢身上每一個特質,全部都好吸引我;但佢好似唔夠鍾意我,或者我真係感覺唔到佢嘅投入。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAqKTlUhJH2X 維尼
平時,我見到佢隔幾個鐘先覆我WhatsApp,就算我即時睇到,我都會同自己講,唔可以咁快覆——我僅餘嘅一點理智喺度同我講,如果我仲咁chur,感覺上我就係下把緊,我唔要做「下把恩」,畀佢lead住。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA1ye6PeeiZy 維尼
呢一點已經係我僅餘嘅理智,我諗我都清楚,一個男人唔揾你,係因為佢唔想揾你,冇其他原因。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAA5efUrax6O 維尼
我有啲灰心。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAEzya9aeb9t 維尼
一直以嚟,我都以為同輝係好哋哋——佢攬我喎?佢錫我喎?你而家話,佢唔鍾意我?8964 copyright protection1124PENANA9Iv019Fw9w 維尼
乜唔鍾意,都可以咁嘅咩。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAMiGrtl0d0v 維尼
但輝又真係冇咩行為畀我感覺到佢係鍾意我,至少最近係咁。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA4rOoFKwZRJ 維尼
最後,喺佢覆我之後,隔半個鐘,我就上線答:「聽日得閒食飯?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAk1FS0lVBEl 維尼
我決定同佢講,我哋算啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAl1inplmOtk 維尼
我唔要呢份感情了。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAjUjDqcp5TE 維尼
我係鍾意佢,但佢唔夠鍾意我,咁有咩用?我冇辦法喺認清呢件事之後,仲繼續同佢開心咁過落去……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAMpFFmjNF51 維尼
原本可能都可以自己呃住自己先㗎;但係,我見到細佬鍾意阿婷嘅表現,心理有啲不平衡——我都想遇到一個會名正言順、全心全意擁抱我嘅人。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAmlCn8r6fB8 維尼
所以,我決定fade out輝,如同佢嘅冷淡,只係我想講清楚,有返少少儀式感。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAISYDCzFwVn 維尼
食食吓飯,我問阿輝——我覺得,會係最後一次問佢呢個問題:8964 copyright protection1124PENANAnLSEuQ3Aly 維尼
「我哋係咪真係唔得一齊?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAE2BYB5M7bB 維尼
「唔係而家啊,等我得閒啲先好冇?」輝側一側頭。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA0XweoYL8tV 維尼
聽到輝嘅回答,突然心下一沉,雖然已經喺心裏面練習過呢種對白好多次,但係親聽聽到嘅時候,原來都係會傷心——我仲係有盼望,隱約期待佢會答:「就而家啦,你可唔可以做我女朋友?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANADAKLK6NM5j 維尼
我突然後悔問咗佢呢個問題,雖然我傷心,但我唔想因為咁,而以後都見唔到佢:「我唔介意你忙㗎,我哋互相鍾意大家咪得囉?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAnLHTHyF2ce 維尼
唉,好廢啊我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAHskaVlqG5E 維尼
「你做咩喊啊?」輝好温柔咁摸一摸我塊面。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAnbvbmIz7HB 維尼
「我唔想你走。」我答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAYLxzHpcj1e 維尼
「我點會無啦啦走呢?」輝望住我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA200j1nPUuP 維尼
唔會無啦啦嘅,但如果我話,如果冇得同你一齊,我就要走,相信你都唔會再留我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAzLx2Wftns3 維尼
我冇答到佢,只係努力睜大對眼,令啲眼淚唔好流得太犀利。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAjDdFcLZZYh 維尼
「傻妹嚟㗎喎。」輝笑一笑:「唔好擔心咁多啦。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAbv3U6xQc5b 維尼
心情好複雜。我知道,如果我妥協,所有事情都會如常。一方面我唔想輝離開,另一方面我唔甘心於呢一種如常——呢種關係,唔係我真正想追尋嘅嘢。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAcNAlATagKi 維尼
我嘅少少理智提醒我,我終於開口:8964 copyright protection1124PENANAocgKs8PbsY 維尼
「不如我哋算啦,我想拍拖,唔想好似而家咁,我哋算點?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA8fZdAM1SrW 維尼
輝冇直接答:「我哋就算冇拍拖,都好似拍拖咁,唔係仲好咩?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAQb6canOK1O 維尼
「點解仲好?我覺得,好冇安全感啊。如果人哋問起我有冇拍拖,我應該點答先啱?你到底係咪我男朋友?我唔知啊……」我聽得出,自己把聲喺度震。8964 copyright protection1124PENANALfTanmfr7M 維尼
「證明,我哋同其他人唔同啊。你唔使拘泥於世俗嘅諗法,應該要有自己嘅立場。」輝個身子挨一挨後。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA1I1gi73JcO 維尼
我不語,因為,我自己嘅立埸就係同佢一齊,同佢做男女朋友。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAUTyGWDWyNO 維尼
「我都係想一齊。」但我突然好驚:「你覺得呢?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA7hMi3wTaq3 維尼
「咁,都冇辦法,就算係,都唔係而家啊。」輝答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA9kYGfziC4P 維尼
「你需要幾耐?可唔可以畀一個確切嘅時間我?」我問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANApkwsPMf1p9 維尼
其實,如果輝真係想呃我啲乜嘢,可以假意應承我先㗎,點解要推卻我呢?唔通佢真係有難言之隱?忍唔住就係咁幫佢辯護。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAqncqEK1sSo 維尼
「唔知。我好驚女人講呢啲。」輝皺眉。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAR54vRPcR3w 維尼
哈,我變成咗「講呢啲」嘅「女人」。係你話鍾意我先㗎,點解唔同我一齊呢?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAO2jIPWvrm7 維尼
我聽到輝咁講,就唔再出聲,因為,我感覺到佢嘅冷淡。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAmJlvkVwAem 維尼
總之,佢意思係,唔會同我一齊。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA28KpXk6jfA 維尼
於是,我哋沉默咁食嘢,直到食完。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAnAkSQhGZjk 維尼
我打破沉默:「如果我堅持想一齊,你會點?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA1nIzyNaput 維尼
「我希望你唔好。」輝認真望我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAWuP2FA62sY 維尼
「你會離開?」我不可置信。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAaUOPATVqvn 維尼
輝沉默兩秒,輕聲答:「我會想你可以畀多啲時間我。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA3mO4xJxjM5 維尼
我搖頭,不斷、不斷:「但你冇一個實際時間,我、我——唔想再咁啦,我好唔開心啊,你知唔知啊……每次揾唔到你,我個人都好囉囉攣,覺得係我做錯咗嘢,先令你咁樣冷待我。其實,你係咪唔鍾意我?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAxos0MXbAfu 維尼
輝捉一捉我嘅手:「唔係啊傻妹,點會唔鍾意你呢?你都冇做錯任何嘢,只係呢個時間真係唔啱啊——再等一陣好冇?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAc3C2lLfSeu 維尼
我唔再問幾時,因為,如同不斷重復嘅過往,呢個問題係冇答案嘅。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAcp7qkVHhf0 維尼
咁我應該點?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAZ3STFzxllT 維尼
我唔知啊。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAEKHPk6VrQ5 維尼
你呢?覺得我應該點?我知道咁樣落去係唔得啊,但係我一望到佢,已經覺得好鍾意。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAMH2hgK0EpQ 維尼
目前,我都離開唔到佢。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAJ0ULHPMvtV 維尼
「或者我哋冷靜吓先。」我話。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAReir2UxuFw 維尼
即使我無法抵抗佢對我嘅吸引力,但我都唔想少少都唔改變,喺呢段關係裏面,我已經十分迷失。不如冷靜吓先——可能佢覺得一直已經冷靜緊,但對我嚟講,係一直等待緊。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA8AVhiNLwQH 維尼
我想試吓,生活重心唔再放喺輝身上。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAF2uTT0YgWO 維尼
「咩叫冷靜吓?」輝問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAPtusTukJGp 維尼
「就係,如果你想見我、約我,我會出嚟;但我唔會再主動揾你啊。」我嘗試微笑。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAKoivt9AUVF 維尼
「真係傻妹嚟。」輝有少少驚訝,但都點頭:「放心啦,我會揾你㗎。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANABSnbY3G5Nd 維尼
輝嘅呢一句說話,令我又悲又喜。8964 copyright protection1124PENANACYsuewGh5m 維尼
我有盼望,同時悲傷於因為有盼望,所以,我更加離唔開佢。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAKXh4haWAff 維尼
但我諗,至少,我有向輝表達到意願?即使,可能微不足道。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA011zRSgjxk 維尼
輝攬我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAlQtpxbrW8v 維尼
而我,用咗好大好大力氣,先至能夠突然推一推開佢,心裏同自己講:「夠啦。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA4SPVPOmUxF 維尼
點解我要鍾意你呢。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA0K5HAHNWAq 維尼
突然好傷感,我都唔知點解,可能係因為,即使佢唔畀我同佢一齊,佢身上嘅氣味仍然好吸引。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAOwMlNazSyD 維尼
「做咩又喊啊。」輝微蹲,同我完全對視,再錫一錫我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAiQjSJ8alAW 維尼
我唔識反應,好想同佢講,我想返返去初識嘅時候,當時,我哋永遠快樂。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAY3OH9P43ts 維尼
「冇啊。」我輕輕咁答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANApIrzCVk8Mc 維尼
Bad end味濃,如果戀愛應該係開心嘅,點解鍾意咗輝之後,我會流咁多眼淚呢?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAhv1d0qH1UG 維尼
其實唔係冇人approach我㗎,只係,我只想要輝呢個人。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAh6AK8DEFss 維尼
真係好奇怪。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAxWKiCnr9Vc 維尼
輝話目送我離開,我行前多幾步,然後打算再轉身,同佢離遠再講多次拜拜;點知,當我回頭望佢,只見到佢嘅背影越行越遠。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAxh3AIZ1ONr 維尼
嗯,其實輝冇做錯任何事,只係,我因為咁而唔開心。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAcv206BiEFr 維尼
返到屋企,我見到細佬喺度播唔同嘅歌——睇嚟係揀緊歌上台唱。青春呀!之前,我喺SingCon嘅台下聽,見到情侶上台拖住手唱《你的名字我的姓氏》,真係覺得好sweet;或者,有人上台一邊唱《我的宣言》、《櫻花樹下》,佢嘅同學就會喺台下起哄,叫另一個嘅人名——大概就係演唱者鍾意嘅人啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAebNIpyFsDC 維尼
而家先知道,原來呢一份單純嘅勇往直前,係幾咁難得。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAUhefScpfcO 維尼
「點啊,你揀好啦?」我問細佬。8964 copyright protection1124PENANABjwpCZv1jU 維尼
「未啊……一係就係啲慘情兵歌,一係就已經就嚟談婚論嫁嗰種一生一世,好似都唔啱我咁。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAn1Wg4GJMH7 維尼
「咁你繼續揾吓啦,唱得好聽都好重要喎,唔好走音。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAXAndUd76xc 維尼
細佬終於擰轉頭,望過嚟回答我:「好——」佢望住我對眼:「哇,你做咩事?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA7YyyjLLUFJ 維尼
「冇事。」咦,我把聲已經好正常,個樣都應該已經回復平時咁㗎啦喎。8964 copyright protection1124PENANATCpIgHs8xF 維尼
「對眼好閃喎你,喊完嚟啦一定。」細佬篤定。8964 copyright protection1124PENANArXq4ES3zmc 維尼
我冇答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAPGp1AH7QGR 維尼
「其實你鍾意佢啲咩呢,成個mk仔咁,你又話鍾意男人又pure又true?我真係唔明。」細佬講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAAqjGcnn21E 維尼
「我都唔明。」係,我笑。8964 copyright protection1124PENANABap2sPMLBF 維尼
「呀輝哥仔實會害死你㗎,冇必要鍾意佢啦。」細佬又繼續望個mon。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAV0GHYEtzya 維尼
「好啊。」我答,敷衍、無奈地。8964 copyright protection1124PENANANOW1N87qLr 維尼
有時我知道咩係好、咩係唔好,咩係應該、咩係唔應該,但我個心嘅感情,總係無可救藥地同理智割裂。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAjRfPukaNgM 維尼
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繼續播歌,一邊播,家姐都一邊聽。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAHojeNvqIpw 維尼
我㩒㩒吓,揾到一首歌,旋律、歌詞都係簡簡單單,但又好代表到我「每日只想見到婷婷」嘅諗法。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAZImbtVCqLv 維尼
「張學友喎,識聽。」家姐都哼到幾句。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAZR37O1z11o 維尼
「呢首好唔好?但會唔會太老、太舊?」我擔心冇乜人聽過呢一首歌……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAYrvcXv0hsP 維尼
「啲老師可能會有共鳴多啲囉,」家姐笑咗出聲:「佢哋啲偶像咪就係四大天王。但我覺得又唔使驚同學唔識嘅,都係聽㗎咋嘛,你唱得清楚啲就得啦。呢首歌係好冧喎。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAvKXYQPM1X2 維尼
「係咪㗎?冇問題嘅話,我就揾結他譜㗎啦喎。」我話。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAZzyhosjNfk 維尼
郭靖就有學小提琴同結他嘅,我揾完樂譜,就會叫佢教同借結他畀我練㗎啦;郭靖都應承咗,仲話我好勇。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAGGIP9Vjy1B 維尼
「哥仔點解要唱solo?」雖然郭靖知係李sir拱我上去,但都係好驚訝。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA7t08EL1qpq 維尼
「既然不能反抗,唯有接受。」我搖搖頭:「到時教我彈啦,我啲手指就靠你調教啦!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAWbwTuiFYAc 維尼
「好嘅俊俊。」郭靖屌咗出聲:「終有一日,我可以叫婷婷做阿嫂,然後向佢投訴你性騷擾我。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA1S80zTNsAg 維尼
「我都等緊呢一日。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAliUneMAMsr 維尼
其實,收到歌唱比賽嘅簡介會通知書之後,我有一吓諗過,不如就唔去啦——我唔上台又點?邊個吹得我漲?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAXI4PrYSpp5 維尼
但係,下一刻,我又喺度諗,自己口口聲聲話鍾意婷婷,到底我應該點樣可以畀佢感受到更多呢?或者,畀佢認識到更加多面嘅我呢?只係每日對吓佢好,又真係一個可行嘅方法咩?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAitVHMunnAh 維尼
喺呢日復日嘅同婷婷相處,其實我開心,但又有少少少少迷失,唔知道方向係啲點。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAoMQ91vHLlp 維尼
有一日,我因為Chris同婷婷行得埋,而感到灰心,我問家姐:8964 copyright protection1124PENANANyU0cn0qsS 維尼
「明明我都已經對婷婷咁好啦,點解都好似冇用咁?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAbMbI35xWMF 維尼
「唔評論有冇用,但對鍾意嘅人好,唔會係加分項啊;其他人追佢,都會對佢好㗎喎,好只係基本要做到嘅事。如果因為你對佢好,單純因為咁,佢就鍾意你,咁將來人哋對佢好,佢都可以鍾意其他人㗎喎?所以,不如展示更多嘅你自己,吸引佢仲好啦。」家姐諗咗一諗,慢慢咁答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAcC8jtGbghZ 維尼
除咗家姐自己嘅愛情,其他嘅嘢,我覺得,佢講咩都好似好有道理咁。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAZ22s53kL2n 維尼
我想畀婷婷知道,我都可以好勇敢咁企喺台上自彈自唱,同平時嘅我可以好唔同。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAQKTCdRTihs 維尼
我想令婷婷聽到我嘅歌聲、心聲,同埋,聽到我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAzdUQsmU9aa 維尼
所以,我先決定真係參加比賽。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAs7MChBwBsh 維尼
除咗對婷婷好之外,我希望畀佢知道,楊知俊呢個人本身,都值得佢鍾意㗎!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAbmP3h8c7mg 維尼
我每日都練。放學之後,我會跟郭靖返屋企,跟佢學彈結他——頂,學睇譜都用咗我好多時間。終於叫做知道手指要擺邊、掃邊嘅時候,我竟然已經覺得好勁……慢慢彈到一句、兩句、三句,去到彈到半首。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAzBHZ57Dkju 維尼
「半首,夠啦,過到一分三十秒都OK啦,入到決賽先學埋佢。」我講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANABKQFqVRm04 維尼
「好,你而家練熟啲先。」郭靖話。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA7Nurc8xuJS 維尼
我成日都留喺屋企食飯,留到婷婷問我,點解成日都唔返屋企、要去郭靖度?因為,婷婷見我冇再同佢一齊、聽家姐講書。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAej3jS2zV4D 維尼
我答:「做緊啲好重要嘅事!遲啲你就知!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA2Z3KYIlLiu 維尼
婷婷話:「神神祕祕啦。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAF0WsqhXbQs 維尼
其實,雖然睇落唔嗲唔吊,但我一定要入決賽!初賽嗰日,婷婷有其他補習要走先,佢同Chris都只係決賽嘅司儀。所以,我每日喺屋唱、喺屋練彈結他。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAFGQ4rNqeBr 維尼
我開始感覺到專心地去為一件事奮鬥嘅感覺,原來係咁正㗎,好熱血沸騰。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAetN0GHR5Ck 維尼
去到夜媽媽,我仲彈緊。8964 copyright protection1124PENANARHutBxlpmL 維尼
「你幾時會瞓呀?」家姐忍唔住問:「好大聲噃。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANARREGtJD5kT 維尼
「忍多兩日OK?」我冇同家姐講,如果入到決賽,我只會練得更加狼死。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAzVyXwkZeZf 維尼
家姐對我舉咗兩秒中指:「好啦,你一定要彈得好好聽,我自己戴耳塞瞓覺。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAIhuWQ1uoPR 維尼
多謝你呀家姐!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAeD0zc7d9u4 維尼
雖然你冇幫過我,但多謝你唔強行叫我瞓、唔好再彈,已經好好。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAgzAVKWmIqV 維尼
終於、終於——嚟到初賽。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAK99yDzwxfQ 維尼
臨上台之前,喺後台我仲係咁哼啲曲,唔知點解,越嚟越到我出場,我就越嚟越凍,隻手越嚟越多汗。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAXtG9dDAZPk 維尼
個心呯呯跳,大聲過晒出面唱緊嘅人嘅聲,好似就嚟缺氧咁。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAojzuHVSuXK 維尼
屌,淆底呀!!!!!唔想出去呀!!!!!!!!!8964 copyright protection1124PENANA38q0qzuk8G 維尼
「接住落嚟係5A班嘅楊知俊,佢為我哋帶嚟嘅歌曲係《每天愛你多一些》!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA3jih3nXCh2 維尼
到我啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAGpEtI94ySQ 維尼
我同自己講,冷靜少少,婷婷又唔喺下面,唔好驚。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAsgzsgEd4yz 維尼
但係我一行出去,成個人都震震震震,好多較咗震機又有好多message彈緊出嚟咁。8964 copyright protection1124PENANABfC7af41iT 維尼
同時,都勁多人嗌我個名:8964 copyright protection1124PENANA87snhRSjHt 維尼
「楊知俊!!!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA68L6lWTyxJ 維尼
「阿俊加油!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA6z3EKTFJQ5 維尼
「歌神自彈自唱喎!!!!!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANArWi4NlnViy 維尼
「主席好型!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAXQsgxeiMWG 維尼
第一次知我有咁多朋友,同班同學、同過班嘅同學、中文學會啲朋友、足球隊啲波友……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAGy39HU3IA8 維尼
喺台上望落去,下面暗暗地,我只見到一個個人頭喺度郁。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAdGDXUFyGxU 維尼
當我坐低,預備彈結他,又竟然聽到郭靖同Winnie嗌我:8964 copyright protection1124PENANA2YZ9Fv6Zf3 維尼
「楊知俊!一定要入決賽呀!而家你每天愛邊個一些呀?加油!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAcCxf69SQGi 維尼
相信,只要唔係聾嘅,都會聽到佢哋把聲。我諗,真係太明顯了,識我嘅人都知嗰一個「邊個」,就係婷婷;而唔識我嘅,都跟住一齊起哄。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAAT6AmyhQxw 維尼
我仲要犯賤抬頭望禮堂走廊啲老師,個個即刻交頭接耳,好八卦咁樣。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAOzgbkSDwcZ 維尼
Well,其實我個身就keep住震,畀佢哋咁講一講、wow一wow,我就更加緊張。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAgYxQ4YL2od 維尼
「楊知俊,預備好就可以開始㗎啦。」司儀見我settle晒但又唔彈,開始催我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAv3iwLQbG6H 維尼
好。8964 copyright protection1124PENANATOn7qHZanV 維尼
我將手指放喺吉他上,開始彈。8964 copyright protection1124PENANASworBfPtxn 維尼
我努力令自己變得平靜,思考今日上嚟嘅目的。8964 copyright protection1124PENANALFaYnYoH4H 維尼
雖然婷婷唔喺台下,但佢一直喺我嘅心裏面,我想同佢講——8964 copyright protection1124PENANA3jigB9k23d 維尼
無求什麼 無尋什麼8964 copyright protection1124PENANAWQ4SaucaER 維尼
突然天地 但求夜深8964 copyright protection1124PENANAi6r1CtFdyi 維尼
奔波以後 能望見你 8964 copyright protection1124PENANAnA0v3dNx9R 維尼
你可否知道麼8964 copyright protection1124PENANAEJ259z1I0C 維尼
其實,每日我返學最開心嘅事,就係見你,或者見到你。每次你對住我笑,無論當時係點樣嘅天氣,都好似𣊬間放晴,如果你出現,從來就冇深秋同寒冬,只有春暖花開。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA2Umi8zL1vK 維尼
平凡亦可 平淡亦可8964 copyright protection1124PENANAwnD5uPWmoS 維尼
自有天地 但求日出8964 copyright protection1124PENANAdLtCSxCjWw 維尼
清早到後 能望見你8964 copyright protection1124PENANAc2GrVL2XX7 維尼
那已經很好過8964 copyright protection1124PENANAMcigF6rPwC 維尼
好鍾意你皺晒眉篤cal嘅樣,鍾意你就算唔識,都會努力去試,真係唔識先至再問我。點解會有人做數都咁可愛呢?你知唔知道自己,喺你最唔擅長嘅領域上嘅表現,都十分十分吸引我呢?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAkU7uw3E2WQ 維尼
我計過最複雜嘅數,並唔係課業上面嘅數字。8964 copyright protection1124PENANARn1WNlxwll 維尼
只想知道,點樣可以令你開心啲,每日都有笑容。我想每一日,都同你分享一切一切,無論係快樂,定係悲傷。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAYsnzAOG8Mb 維尼
當身邊的一切如風 是你令我找到根蒂8964 copyright protection1124PENANATAgCn90qdG 維尼
不願離開 只願留低8964 copyright protection1124PENANA66PLb2hIRC 維尼
雖然,我只係你嘅朋友,或者,只係你嘅好朋友。但我好想同你講,呢個世界得你令我感覺到,我唔止要庸庸碌碌、無無聊聊咁過每一日,我仲可以有自己想做嘅事,即使呢件事會有人睇唔起——追求你;但係,我都會繼續,因為見到你開心,我都會好開心。8964 copyright protection1124PENANATQTgberTRq 維尼
你同其他人,永遠唔一樣。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAtqiFgwcJqP 維尼
情是永不枯萎8964 copyright protection1124PENANASwdcacNCif 維尼
我對你的感情如是,永不枯萎。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAoarJtzUDAE 維尼
唱多幾句,就夠鐘,台下老師「叮」咗個鐘,開始有人拍掌,有人嗌我,如同上台嗰時。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAsWQTe5RLCR 維尼
我成個人嘅身體都好似僵咗咁,我感受唔到自己,隨住越嚟越大聲嘅叫喚,我終於鞠躬,感謝台下……8964 copyright protection1124PENANA9hI4IqM0kf 維尼
感謝呢個有勇氣嘅自己。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAMBO35dKHK9 維尼
感謝呢一刻未聽到嘅婷婷,係佢莫名地闖入我嘅生活、腦海、心,每一分每一秒,乃至啱啱,令我緊張但又平靜。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAE1PpIEr5U2 維尼
等待結果——喂!其實我覺得唱得幾好聽噃!8964 copyright protection1124PENANA5HKGhZf98v 維尼
落到台,沿路不斷有人講「好靚仔呀!」、「溝死女啦,點夠你玩?」、「型到爆呀woohoo!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAqasHyx5VLu 維尼
慢慢,由台上好撚震,變成得返啲餘震,嗰一種僵硬嘅感覺,真係未曾消退。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA8snreKdtZ4 維尼
郭靖攞住我支水,遞過嚟:「大佬飲啖水先。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAPLo12QZBHn 維尼
「點?」我即刻問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA757mjkwHoJ 維尼
講真,只要唱得好、入到決賽,你叫我廿四小時開住震動模式都得——唯有咁樣,婷婷先會聽到我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAmSXr0c0DmN 維尼
「冇得頂啦屌,好聽都算,仲要自彈自唱!邊個夠你揮?」郭靖一邊講,一邊檢查佢部結他。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAbv3egj7Dhl 維尼
「希望入到決賽啦……」我話。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA2I57xTsY1A 維尼
我個心一直都好chur,落到台之後,都冇點緩解到緊張。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAd5tiKF6VAm 維尼
原來人嘅腦係咁奇怪,我一邊幻想自己入唔到決賽,最後將一切雄心壯志收喺心底;一邊幻想入到決賽,婷婷聽到之後不斷被起哄,唔知點解又無啦啦有札花,我喺度表白……8964 copyright protection1124PENANA4yS0R7EyHa 維尼
直到初賽完,我仲諗緊。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA3drs3hvV6Z 維尼
我連同婷婷生嘅BB都改埋名,一仔一女。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA6cBqdUXYru 維尼
初賽司儀用冷冰冰嘅語氣宣佈結果——可能佢都已經攰,話晒都搞成幾個鐘;之但係我越嚟越精神。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAeDgBs2qFOv 維尼
「第一位,6D陳冠希。第二位,4B向海嵐。第三位,6C張敏。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA6fihTiHRRW 維尼
喂,大佬,咁冇氣氛嘅讀得。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAIZkcw6cMrQ 維尼
「第四位,5D黃秋生。第五位,6A趙學而。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAtPWJDEuzZl 維尼
你冇氣氛,我自己有,得返最後一個名額咋——8964 copyright protection1124PENANArR8d64xM0Q 維尼
「第六位,啫係最後一位入到決賽嘅同學,係——係邊位呢?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA5COaRAq8dZ 維尼
屌你。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAccBTpxJikp 維尼
「就係——中五嘅。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAvyJtPyecOy 維尼
快撚啲講得唔撚得?我畀你搞到更加緊張。8964 copyright protection1124PENANASY8ERIcevP 維尼
「男仔嚟嘅。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAS7oP8X94jn 維尼
咩料呀,嚟到呢度先搞氣氛?屌屌屌屌屌,唉,不過好彩,我係中五、又有棍。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAVWAQWlXs9o 維尼
「5A班,楊知俊!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAgHxHgXx8yA 維尼
屌!正!Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAZ6K9TzjbfU 維尼
我得咗啦!!!!!!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAP1fuzNP5Na 維尼
OK,其實我表現得好冷靜,始終只係入咗決賽咋嘛,唔代表咩——但係!婷婷就可以聽到我唱啦!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAtydI2sHFl5 維尼
「Wow!都話你得。」郭靖同其他同學都行埋嚟恭喜我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAOXskhFqeg8 維尼
「繼續練,我要練得狼過舊時!」我大聲叫嗌。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAVg0PSXa2lr 維尼
呢種感覺,真係好撚正。原來,想做一件事,認真做,最後達到目的、或者一直向緊前,係咁正。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA7v6fpeXbir 維尼
多謝婷婷,多謝——自己。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA1GcJb2AI66 維尼
我只同咗家姐講,冇同婷婷講,反正佢最後會知。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAgGAPt0h6iM 維尼
家姐話:「哇,好叻喎,歌神。」雖然聽落有少少潤我,但佢又真係叫我唱一次佢聽,然後讚好聽。8964 copyright protection1124PENANADGfPWgYzuv 維尼
然後,家姐又叫我齋彈一次半首,佢拍低咗一條片,話細佬難得咁叻喎。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAuV7YQuaZLC 維尼
「恩姐!阿俊原來參加咗singcon,但我冇去到睇……」19:308964 copyright protection1124PENANA9xD6qJAknP 維尼
「唔緊要啦,佢都入到決賽啦。」19:458964 copyright protection1124PENANAucvMyrWbzh 維尼
「佢竟然識彈結他?」19:468964 copyright protection1124PENANADbBPk18hQd 維尼
「學得好努力㗎,都算係咁啦。」19:478964 copyright protection1124PENANAUwyAyWZBVB 維尼
「我想聽~~~~~」19:488964 copyright protection1124PENANAcqySWJ0Ld9 維尼
「三十秒限定,純音樂。扮唔知啦。」20:158964 copyright protection1124PENANARldzLY17nU 維尼
人總有好多美好幻想,我冇擔心咁多,淨係喺度FF婷婷到時聽到,會好陶醉。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAMnboBZNA0g 維尼
第二日,返到學校,喺課室坐定定,如常擺咗包檸檬茶入婷婷櫃桶。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAnlxkoi7yDg 維尼
好快,就見到婷婷——同Chris一齊行入嚟。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAQzVFWbyUN7 維尼
一日嘅美好心情被破壞晒,佢哋仲要有傾、有講、有笑,有冇搞錯?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAdww7DO7nbf 維尼
「恭喜你喎,」Chris同我打招呼先:「入到決賽,幾好吖,不過唔知最後有冇獎啦。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAlGB2ALTQE7 維尼
「收風咁快。」我不屑咁笑一笑,關你咩事?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAS2BTtrQ8Un 維尼
「係呀,我哋決賽司儀嚟,咪又係搞手,當然快知。」Chris答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA1TxmDmNa4A 維尼
Well,其實喺禮堂同睇班group都知啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA1xspqua8di 維尼
婷婷坐低之後,擰轉身:「你做咩唔同我講你會上台呀?早知唔去補習啦,我都想聽你唱。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAQjZXqAammB 維尼
佢對眼好似無辜嘅狗仔,好可愛,好似有啲嬲,但係又好開心咁。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAUyDDHrV5Su 維尼
「咁所以我就努力咁唱入決賽,到時你咪聽到囉!」我答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANALcXLcRVRuF 維尼
「好彩你入到決賽——吖唔係!實力取勝。所以我就有得聽啦。」婷婷傻更更咁講:「如果唔係,錯過咗真係好大損失,我都冇聽過你唱歌嘅。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAFFIklQPFoU 維尼
Chris插嘴:「校歌你都冇聽過咩,走晒音咁。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAYizhNEFffb 維尼
唔知呢句嘢有咩好笑,但婷婷就笑:「低能,校歌點同?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAz2f2iUIc1s 維尼
「咪都係歌!我都識彈校歌出嚟添——楊知俊,使唔使我教你?」Chris不以為然。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAdekYDlMPP2 維尼
「唔使啦,做好你嘅司儀先啦。」我睥一睥佢,低能仔。8964 copyright protection1124PENANACc1Ef0vzKX 維尼
之後,婷婷竟然同Chris傾一啲好無聊嘅嘢,我聽到啲咩校歌、校長、口形、操場、好曬……仲要傾得好開心。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAAbKihVRy2W 維尼
唉,如果係之前,呢啲嘢,會係我同你傾㗎。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAHgEXMND6L0 維尼
原來,到目前為止,我有過嘅澎湃嘅心理,都係得我自己知,而你感受唔到。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAAH4UFVzbNX 維尼
希望,有一日,你會感受到。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAwwoYB6OyOW 維尼
Chris去洗手間。婷婷坐咗喺佢個位度,同我講:「好勁呀你真係,我就唔會夠膽企上去啦。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAFdEkbCwn7S 維尼
「我內心有嘢支撐我,畀勇氣我。」我答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANArDY2n978KR 維尼
「係咩?」婷婷問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAwb5Rb5NNrz 維尼
係你。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA3tIzBCGPnP 維尼
「希望入決賽囉,而家唔玩,幾時玩?」希望你會聽到。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA6VUDI4HW3M 維尼
「咁你加油,到時我會喺台下嗌你個名㗎!第一次聽你唱歌添,好好期待啊。」婷婷笑。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA5q5HTxj8b8 維尼
「放心,唔會令你失望。」我信誓旦旦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAfNYCNGCP7D 維尼
你唔會令我失望,彈得好好啊你。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAccjBUTwtMj 維尼
嗰一日我嘅所有表演、表現,全部都只係屬於你一個。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAN9DWoa2eUi 維尼
希望你鍾意。8964 copyright protection1124PENANASD6HX8yyl2 維尼
其實練習嘅日子,真係好無聊,因為成日都覺得彈得唔夠好;只係有時,進一寸有進一寸嘅歡喜。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAnVnUSM4dfd 維尼
樂理無窮呀。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAEi2Owzxcz9 維尼
「喂,其實你想點,唱得咁明顯,實係畀女仔,你唔驚婷婷知你鍾意佢?」家姐問,佢攞起份歌詞,上手睇;又圈住咗某幾隻字。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAudAQzfM49h 維尼
我諗咗一諗:「唔驚嘅,咁我真係想送畀佢嘅。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA455B6Po0zv 維尼
家姐擺出驚訝嘅表情:「吓,咁就生日禮物?會唔會送得太早。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAN9egJ865HZ 維尼
點會呢,婷婷嘅十八歲生日,我當然會更有誠意啦,已經喺呢種忙住滿足、滿足地忙嘅日子裏面,慢慢諗到。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAbNKee5iCjA 維尼
我答:「當然唔係!難得參加呀嘛,咪當係為佢唱。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAEMoVb0JWmH 維尼
家姐問:「咁呀——佢知咗嘅話,跟住點?你想點?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAhKrRGd7Ghv 維尼
啫係點?我都係想唱一唱畀婷婷聽咋:8964 copyright protection1124PENANASvbgtDcxaD 維尼
「唔會點呀,唱吓咋嘛。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA6XSkUs6pvJ 維尼
家姐皺晒眉:「大佬,你唔係唱《生日歌》喎,你唱《每天愛你多一些》畀個女仔,跟住話唔會點?啫係咩意思呀?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAK869Y9hU5S 維尼
之後,家姐又喺度哼「而每過一天~每一天」,走晒音,救命,全部都係少肉麻嘅歌詞。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAwkmnqP4pi0 維尼
「Err……」咦,我又真係冇諗過添。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAnCoU9E82SI 維尼
「表白?」家姐問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA3lpq7726X3 維尼
「太早喎……」我搖頭,當然唔得,趕收工咩,咁突然。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA0l7EQxHAfk 維尼
「出晒面啦喎。」家姐望住我「嘖嘖」兩聲。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAawgPUtpI5P 維尼
我依然搖頭,表咩白?而家同婷婷最close嘅,仲要已經唔係我,佢見Chris嘅時間仲多過見我:「我覺得好似太快,如果婷婷唔肯,我哋絕交都似,佢實避我。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAZbY7GZCag9 維尼
家姐重複:「但出晒面啦喎?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANASQ3SjH9zuC 維尼
「由佢囉,知咪知——其實,應該個個都知我鍾意佢啦,係得佢唔知咋嘛……」我答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA1YmHTYr21L 維尼
都真,個個都睇得出,係婷婷先唔得——我幾可對女仔咁好、咁明顯先?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAOVdovkween 維尼
家姐總結:「啫係,你想由得佢好似知吓,但又唔問佢做唔做你女朋友。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAIKhBYgsfKS 維尼
我點頭:「係呀……我都未有嗰種佢係鍾意我嘅感覺。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAJ0gyuP91KN 維尼
我唔想衰呀!!!如果表白被拒絕,又會樣衰,又冇朋友做,最緊要係咩?真係唔可以同婷婷一齊,我唔想接受呢件事。我都唔想失去婷婷,無論佢係咩身份、我嘅邊一個。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA5Nf8jgsJAA 維尼
「哦——你鍾意啦,繼續練。」家姐又攤大手板:「畀一百蚊我,我就允許你日日夜媽媽練。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAFuq04tzw5K 維尼
「你夜晚唔使出街咩?」我問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAelG3YLXsUD 維尼
明明前一排成日都出街拍拖——梳,糾正返,係尋開心先啱?即使家姐睇落唔多愉快,但點都好過留喺屋,對住我嘅。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAJUMbqw2ZYt 維尼
「而家唔使啦。」家姐答,冇再講落去,只係直勾勾咁望住我:「磅水呀喂。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAjK0bvLkrkw 維尼
「好呀好呀。」我無奈,只好從銀包攞出紅衫魚。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAb7hm3iKBiI 維尼
之後,我就攞起枝筆,喺紙上塗塗畫畫。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAgR1ZdUIMSy 維尼
仲有一個半星期,我就要上台,唱畀婷婷聽。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAzOHKajLeQr 維尼
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輝有WhatsApp揾我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAdzlT3n1664 維尼
我哋傾得好好,好似一對好朋友,但我哋其實根本冇一齊經歷過啲咩,唔通傾得咁好,只係因為投契?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAL9Wtp2JYxe 維尼
冇人再提咩愛唔愛情。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA5nCBK2iHzK 維尼
我見輝唔提,我都唔提,所以,我哋只係得返友情——好似係。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAQlGH6x1LV9 維尼
雖然,冇一個男仔朋友會叫我做「傻妹」,都冇好似輝咁每日噓寒問暖。我哋冇再見到面,但關係竟然更加密切,每日都喺度傾吓閒偈咁。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAfFQohh5N8R 維尼
我哋唔止有冷冰冰嘅文字,佢會send錄音嚟,我都會覆返佢幾秒嘅說話,一來一回,好似真係傾緊偈咁;有時,輝會問我瞓覺未?想同我傾一陣電話。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAdcfvU7B25f 維尼
電話粥越煲越綿密。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA2wVZ8IJ15V 維尼
有時真係講吓生活嘢,有時佢又flirt我——但又絕口不提同我一齊,到底啫係點?8964 copyright protection1124PENANA1eEfpbdY1x 維尼
「同你傾偈,真係最開心。你總係好明白我。」輝講,隔住部電話,夜晚把聲總係特別輕柔。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAMW4vwRxZJU 維尼
只係,你啲功課學業家庭壓力,我答到兩嘴咋;我唔明白你呀。8964 copyright protection1124PENANANXdf5rXMq4 維尼
我忽略佢嘅一句,只答:「我同你傾偈都開心㗎。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA55F1vjEf4I 維尼
「我哋好耐冇見。」輝突然講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAGhLFUy7eH9 維尼
「咁你又唔約我?」我上次已講明,唔會再主動揾佢。8964 copyright protection1124PENANADJ7WQCkXh8 維尼
「而家約。你生日嗰日,好冇?平安夜,好浪漫啊。」輝竟然約我,仲要係個個都慶祝嘅聖誕喎。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAZqL4o08t1U 維尼
「我睇睇得唔得閒,再答你。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAJcISiMOUGL 維尼
我當然得閒,就算唔得閒,都會得閒——當我發現自己咁諗時,內心不其然有一陣酸楚——咁你呢?我係你嘅第幾重要,有冇能耐令你留多一陣?8964 copyright protection1124PENANATSivu7aZUH 維尼
恐怕——8964 copyright protection1124PENANAckvs8Viwrb 維尼
是但啦。總之,而家係輝再約我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAFnlr11zREd 維尼
其實,我好掛住你,只係唔敢講,好想快啲見到你啊。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA4Sl0cwV8dq 維尼
*8964 copyright protection1124PENANAWicUbUN4xE 維尼
I am ready to sing!!!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAYIk0h4Iyjl 維尼
無驚無險,到咗決賽前一日了!8964 copyright protection1124PENANANk20QG8Toe 維尼
Well,冇咩特別,只係不斷練練練,越嚟越擔心,就越嚟越瞓得唔好。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAuQwCke3OoF 維尼
我單獨見唔到婷婷,小息、午膳、放學,佢都同Chris一齊練稿,同埋同其他學生會成員開會。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA9IT7FdRe35 維尼
啫係佢哋無時無刻咁一齊囉……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAWIIDzIwAZK 維尼
我知婷婷呢排好忙,又要理學校測驗、功課、補習,又要搞活動。我哋有WhatsApp㗎,不過都係傾兩句就算,諗住第二日都有得見,點知大家都咁唔得閒。8964 copyright protection1124PENANArkwUgaNgsz 維尼
有時,婷婷上上吓堂,竟然伏低休息。我見到Chris哄埋去,喺佢耳邊細細聲講咗啲嘢,之後就出去熄細啲頂頭嘅風扇——呢啲事,應該係我做㗎嘛!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAWtsjeanmOu 維尼
「Chris,專心啲上堂,唔好撩人傾偈。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANArD4TslnVXB 維尼
可能因為感覺到我憤怒注視嘅目光,李sir就咁講;婷婷都唔好意思咁坐返起身。8964 copyright protection1124PENANArI8F0dNh98 維尼
「好攰啊你,係咪?」我趁落堂,問婷婷。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAjNbeSV3yy3 維尼
「少少啦,瞓得唔夠咋。」婷婷答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAcgiZ9cyne1 維尼
「過埋呢排就唔會攰,一齊加油啦,我哋兩個。」Chrs都轉頭搭話,但淨係同婷婷講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAtYdUmYkeCO 維尼
請問又關你咩事呢?又唔係同你講嘢,仲要無視我?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAfX0WFPrV1n 維尼
「個個都要加油㗎喎,全班都有test。」我答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAd0c94ZtZ1m 維尼
「係呀係呀,尤其係你添,廢事到時走晒音、畀人由台上笑到落台下啦。」Chris又補充:「當然我對你有信心呀,練得咁勤力,唔怕啦,加油喎。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAilYDMMi421 維尼
「好呀。」我笑住答,雖然內心媽叉緊佢。8964 copyright protection1124PENANASstukaAhl7 維尼
婷婷聽到我哋嘅對話,睥咗一吓Chris,再同我講:8964 copyright protection1124PENANA6g4Fv1dxQp 維尼
「你要加油啊。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAs0f0dRSVgA 維尼
「嗯!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAdaKGcHcPmU 維尼
我諗,我明點解Chris會成日喺度寸我——因為佢同婷婷就算成日一齊,但追求嘅進度仲係好慢。我聽到Chris約婷婷出街,然後食檸檬;買甜品畀佢lunch time食,佢話太飽,最後係我得戚咁食咗;有老師冇返,代堂嗰時,婷婷仲同我隔籬嘅肥仔傑調咗位,話要同我一齊衝晒啲數學佢——Chris你考第一又點?婷婷唔show你啊。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAI0RjMpihSP 維尼
我諗,婷婷唔係鍾意Chris——除非佢怕醜先避Chris啦,唔係有呢種反cup呀嘛?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAxnBN282Car 維尼
突然,我覺得自己係主角,小說啲男主角,而我就係被選中嘅細路。8964 copyright protection1124PENANArrf8fUTChx 維尼
婷婷WhatsApp我,錄音嚟:「加油啊阿俊,聽日你一定可以表現得好好㗎,早啲瞓啦!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAC76LQ1DQ29 維尼
佢話,我哋時間錯開晒,驚冇得親口同我打氣。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAKBkCGou5tb 維尼
「你都係,台上見啦。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANATx9hSY1DcO 維尼
婷婷又靚又叻,一直都喺台上,只有我都企到上去,佢先能夠睇得清楚我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAWbKNCdZD1t 維尼
聽日,就係比賽。我返到課室,見到婷婷同Chris個書包已經掟咗喺位,佢哋應該已經入咗禮堂。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAB6DTtX7Ad8 維尼
我摸到一筒龍角散、一包枇杷膏、一枝夏枯草;貼住一張memo:8964 copyright protection1124PENANAk35LnOMsjk 維尼
「等間見啦!唔使緊張,點都係最好嘅演唱。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANABPutK1KLPC 維尼
係婷婷細字又可愛嘅字。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA1Wk3y1aHdx 維尼
我就喺冇乜人嘅課室,攞起個結他,做最後嘅練習,彈又好、開聲又好、記歌詞又好。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAzwi54UqODX 維尼
想送你最好嘅表演。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA1Zc6JqAg9O 維尼
想送你最好嘅自己。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA1E2aZJOXKe 維尼
入禮堂,我係獨唱組最後一個出場嘅,媽咪呀,真係好撚煎熬。你知啦,一開始又有咩開幕儀式,又講吓流程又介紹吓嘉賓。8964 copyright protection1124PENANABaK1fA9hJ5 維尼
我見到婷婷同埋Chris喺台上,一時正經咁主持,一時搞笑鬼馬咁講笑話,輕鬆咁介紹參賽者。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAebGPKq0ip2 維尼
婷婷嘅身影好細,比平時遠,但我一諗到,等間佢會介紹我出嚟,就覺得好緊張。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAPlRlzQjTVo 維尼
我坐喺台下,根本冇心機聽頭三個人唱。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA7DzUETfA1g 維尼
櫻花樹下——而家懂跟人示愛未?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAqBgyH4sO0i 維尼
最佳位置——唔好咁啦,人哋都唔畀你做正選囉……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAjWBqPl3OWs 維尼
自動棄權——唉,我都知我未夠他得天獨厚,咁我咪努力緊囉。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAI79Rwy13Md 維尼
好快我就喺後台。8964 copyright protection1124PENANANUj9EKtb3p 維尼
婷婷主持完下個參賽者,就會返返後台,見到我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAX9HiQH5yGJ 維尼
「唔好緊張。」婷婷講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA4YIRPByHIO 維尼
「好。」我成個人木晒。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAZwaHKrMkqM 維尼
「面青青,驚呀?Quit囉。」Chris講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA8qGoMh3Q1L 維尼
「唔驚。」我醒一醒。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAyyUdacUFkL 維尼
跟住嗰兩個參賽者,我連佢哋唱乜都唔知,成個腦都係《每天愛你多一些》。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAWdmvGNkO8t 維尼
「婷婷呀,你知唔知咩先係完美嘅生活?」Chris同婷婷出返去主持,問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA9HsrjqnDFz 維尼
噢,下個到我啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANABAAhnqUIqm 維尼
「唔使再操paper?住大屋?搵到好多好多錢?」婷婷答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAUXmR9UZKB3 維尼
「咁膚淺㗎你。」邊個畀你咁話婷婷?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAbJvLVWyKzx 維尼
「咁要點先唔膚淺?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAakE7BGTrxZ 維尼
「名是什麼?財是什麼?是好滋味,但如在生,朝朝每夜,能望見你——完美的生活,應該係每日都見到你呀。」Chris唱咗出嚟,台下即刻起哄。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAozLmb2saZ6 維尼
「Wow,男神冧女果然有一手吖!」婷婷答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANABmDkK255qb 維尼
「咁唔知歌神又冧唔冧到你呢?雖然就冇我咁靚仔!但係,接住落嚟5A楊知俊同學,將會為我哋帶嚟《每天愛你多一些》,聽吓可唔可以畀大家感覺甜到入心啦。」我懷疑Chris私自加咗一句。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAZAdVrR4CgB 維尼
「仲要係自彈自唱㗎!大家要留心聽啦。」婷婷急急地補充。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA66ujIf4YPc 維尼
婷婷入嚟,同我四目相對,緊握拳頭咁同我講:「加油。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAjBYordznby 維尼
「好。」我深呼吸。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAdJ8kVXHN0J 維尼
出到台,依然係同上次一樣,好多人叫我個名,唔知邊堆打邊堆。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAMUUmClzqzq 維尼
唔同嘅係,有一把嚟自後台嘅聲:「阿俊加油!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAcgwe1wMCYk 維尼
係婷婷。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA9ooQc3RXTQ 維尼
傻女,後台有啲位未熄收音,個個都聽到啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAob4eFtiArH 維尼
我因為咁,所以覺得好笑,而輕鬆咗一吓。坐低,settle好晒,我對住個咪講:8964 copyright protection1124PENANAFavdvV6A3Q 維尼
「呢首歌,我想送畀一個女仔。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAX9oURwhzQy 維尼
「Wow——!!!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAnr3wt6W0wI 維尼
我開始彈唱。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAG1M2icj0uN 維尼
第一段都係一樣,而我初賽時嘅所思所想,而家真係有婷婷聽到啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAM7dbUyLtwB 維尼
不願離開 只願留低8964 copyright protection1124PENANAKPaH0EmpKt 維尼
情是永不枯萎8964 copyright protection1124PENANAcRSnpFXxPQ 維尼
嗯,呢句就係我想話你聽嘅,我對你嘅感情,係永不枯萎,希望無論係因為其他人、定還是升大學,我哋都唔好分開,可唔可以。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAryTpbKVW7F 維尼
你聽唔聽到?知唔知我講咩——同緊你講?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAimoIyuVy1x 維尼
間奏,我整理吓思緒,突然想確認婷婷有冇聽到。我擰轉身,見到婷婷喺幕後望住我,係好認真、專注嘅目光。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAersnpoya1a 維尼
我見佢眨眼眨得好快。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAX5LSufyZfA 維尼
佢聽緊。我對住個咪,講:「呢個女仔,而家聽緊。我想同你講,無論如何,你喺我眼中,都係最最最好嘅……」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAQMuIancSiN 維尼
我有諗過,要唔要講「我鍾意你」?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAhbUe3JlTfT 維尼
但我唔敢,勇氣已經用咗喺上台、抵抗住係咁震嘅身。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAsP3Mh3AML8 維尼
我再吸一口氣,繼續唱,咁啱我改咗少少Chris哼嗰段……雖然改得唔好,但有真心搭救!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAhPnKX4GCcm 維尼
柔情目光 長存暗香8964 copyright protection1124PENANANSxHLKhoLa 維尼
是我思念 世上獨一8964 copyright protection1124PENANA7nvF7gJB5t 維尼
婷婷,你身上有好淡嘅爽身粉味,每次你喺我隔籬,我都覺得好香,隻味唔誇張,好夾你;每次我合埋眼,就好似聞到你咁,然後,就諗起你對眼。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAgbaQhr1ceF 維尼
呢個世界上,有咩人對眼可以好似你咁靚呢?你嘅目光好似一碗粥,綿密、柔和。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAKyVPBj9edN 維尼
你唔喺我身邊嘅時候,都感覺你未曾離開。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAaHVRzafies 維尼
班房黑白 亦望向你8964 copyright protection1124PENANAGvlarhkd8R 維尼
眼裏的lemon tea8964 copyright protection1124PENANAupTKMJ9n60 維尼
我哋喺班房相識,一齊上堂,中文學會嗰時又一齊留到最後,望住課室嘅燈既明又滅,但我嘅心未曾晦暗。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAXcy7j4ZmI4 維尼
因為你喺我隔籬。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAQSORAa8ztz 維尼
原來每日買一包檸檬茶畀你,已經成為咗我嘅習慣;鍾意你,亦如是。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA1f3LJM0WeK 維尼
呢一種酸酸甜甜嘅感覺,我唔知點形容,我只知道,自己都因為咁鍾意咗檸檬茶。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAIV7WJLvTPf 維尼
安心的得知友情深8964 copyright protection1124PENANA4ZozUW4TAl 維尼
但我沒法隱蔽心跳8964 copyright protection1124PENANAclgSvQA6zx 維尼
我哋好friend呀可?嗯,我都當你係好朋友㗎。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAcqyYJlA6ti 維尼
但係,我好鍾意你。原來,我唔係一個大量嘅「朋友」,見到你同Chris行得幾埋,我會呷醋。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAcoOb7TYg2W 維尼
呢種多元嘅感覺令我覺得,我唔知每日嘅自己喺度做緊咩。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAL3WnmLW08B 維尼
對唔住啊。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAMnJ5DdfkM5 維尼
不願沉溺 只願情依8964 copyright protection1124PENANA3GHW2DaJfE 維尼
我鍾意你……一直冇同你講,違反咗友誼守則添。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAmBbzqk93Xg 維尼
但係,我唔想漫無目的咁鍾意你——因為,明明,我應該算係追緊你。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAWiMfgYYXLs 維尼
我唔想只係同你做朋友啊……8964 copyright protection1124PENANASqbwLDxDJx 維尼
應該,我諗,我都可以同你並肩行,而唔係望住你、只以朋友身份——8964 copyright protection1124PENANAhLucBdWIup 維尼
係唔係?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAm9qFrCXNr5 維尼
情是永不枯萎8964 copyright protection1124PENANAIrrLf69wnO 維尼
但我唔會逼你㗎。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAwmx6JyHbwm 維尼
如果你鍾意,咁就最好;唔鍾意——咁,我鍾意,就得啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAnXd348J6mf 維尼
係㗎。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAWBf5ZYeMVm 維尼
感謝你,婷婷,你讓我做一回勇敢的情深者,我的生活因你而出現變數與突破,對此極享受。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAyZIbMzVNyG 維尼
我為動人的你融化,但愛是不熄的温柔,還有,不息的燦爛。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAyFDhVE1jqH 維尼
我唱完了,鞠躬。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA2yppLX4kyA 維尼
台下又重複嗰啲嘢,拍掌、呼叫、起哄。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAqM0FmRtG6D 維尼
我轉頭,望向後台,只想尋找婷婷。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA74t8Nht9Xt 維尼
我見到婷婷,但佢揞住個嘴,然後擰轉咗身;Chris拍佢膊頭。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAK3WVajSK3q 維尼
做咩?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAAB4DgaCdMK 維尼
我急急轉身,去返後台,想睇婷婷做咩?喊?笑?點解咁突然?8964 copyright protection1124PENANALUZUfS7gi6 維尼
我見到婷婷對眼紅晒,有水光。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA2Lo0ZM71cb 維尼
講真,見到女仔喊就真係淆底,而且佢仲要係聽完我唱先喊,到底做咩事啊?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAPoDPjnwmlw 維尼
但我一入去後台,其實就代表婷婷要上返台。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA01O5EWJoPd 維尼
「啱啱楊知俊同學嘅演唱,冧唔冧到你呢?」Chris對台下問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAlxheT3EeOW 維尼
「冧到!」台下嗌。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAaJAZtpz51t 維尼
「睇嚟大家都鍾意啱啱首歌,我都好鍾意。」婷婷帶住哭腔咁講,但聽得出佢盡量平靜。8964 copyright protection1124PENANADR42a1LKuN 維尼
Chris又拍拍婷婷膊頭。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA74n6WruwsZ 維尼
我喺後台見到婷婷後側背影,就好似平時我坐喺班房裏面望住佢,但比平時遠好多,我根本唔知佢做咩。8964 copyright protection1124PENANArp7j438LGZ 維尼
「睇嚟呢位同學好感動咁喎,相信大家都係啦——warm嘅感覺唔好停,事不宜遲,我哋落去下一個環節啦……」Chris繼續主持。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAQZKcGhBIdZ 維尼
我落返台,見到婷婷抿吓嘴,有時又得體咁笑,佢喺度忍緊眼淚,失去咗一半嘅主持功能,變咗Chris好多都係自己講,婷婷有時應兩句;隔咗兩分鐘先回復原狀。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA2bdwWE7tdx 維尼
講真,我已經唔想知自己咩成績。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAI0aHv7ZDXe 維尼
我只想知婷婷做咩喊。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAHfmCNoEI5M 維尼
但佢一直喺台上,而我就只能喺台下,真係好撚煎熬!!!就算小息,婷婷都喺禮堂。我返入課室,只覺得毫無靈魂,無論其他人點過嚟起哄我、yo我,我都冇心機。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAKDiluYMstk 維尼
今日係學校嘅聖誕聯歡,應該好開心㗎嘛,你做咩喊㗎?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAyHaiiSVbPz 維尼
我好擔心、緊張。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA0KYKtsycO0 維尼
「婷婷喊,點解?點算?」我WhatsApp家姐,但佢冇上線,冇覆到我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAx7FzWBSJpj 維尼
唉,囉囉攣。唔通係Chris同佢講咗啲嘢?唔通係我唱得唔啱佢心水?但又有咩好喊?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAJkqxecFfir 維尼
一直等,等到所有比賽唱完,宣佈結果。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAMBLfrB8li0 維尼
係婷婷宣佈嘅獨唱組,佢已經面色自如,重新8964 copyright protection1124PENANA83gFkB4dFS 維尼
「好啦!我哋已經有咗三甲名單啦。相信大家都好期待啦係咪?而家宣佈。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAFUMpLjAeu3 維尼
我望向台,心諗,我有冇獎呢?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAPW4eaiZJ7C 維尼
「季軍,係唱《自動棄權》嘅6D班陳冠希,睇嚟冇人放棄到佢喎?恭喜!」陳冠希咁靚仔都要棄權?有獎攞就好勁啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA8DyyNEoPJG 維尼
陳冠希上台,同校長合照,再落返台。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAvbfQ1MMevz 維尼
好,如果我真係一個男主角,按道理,我應該會攞到冠軍,媾到女,走上人生顛峰——總唔會有垃圾作者寫到我冇獎攞啩?畀我攞獎!!!我要送個獎畀婷婷。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAkczm1byGLo 維尼
「亞軍,就係啱啱深情演唱《每天愛你多一些》嘅5A班楊知俊同學,恭喜佢!」婷婷把聲非常興奮,已經冇咗啱啱嘅哀愁。點解呢?女仔變得咁快嘅?8964 copyright protection1124PENANABhQdmdInNt 維尼
Well,冇冠軍,但都有亞軍個盃,夠做!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAsLkmxPwPfp 維尼
我急急腳上台,經過婷婷,見到佢好開心咁望住我;同埋,見到Chris好不屑咁望住我——Chris仲好意思咁樣?可能係佢整喊婷婷㗎!8964 copyright protection1124PENANA23EiPPajSd 維尼
我對婷婷點頭,接過獎盃,我對住婷婷舉盃,好想話佢聽,我得咗啦!多謝你呀!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAijsl8dQRxR 維尼
影咗一張相之後,我對住攝影師舉咗個暫停嘅手勢。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAjTZwjMJFeG 維尼
然後,我行去不遠處,拉婷婷過嚟。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAOJ2mK3gATd 維尼
「做咩啊你?影埋相先啦!」婷婷愕然。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAjsxCLtGQ2H 維尼
我對住婷婷個咪:「有意義嘅相要同我真正想一齊影嘅人影,先有意義。」Sorry校長,冇顧到你感受。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAypPq8NAhm5 維尼
但我意思係,我一直講、唱畀嘅嗰個女仔,就係你呀,施洛婷。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA8ZdxN40cHh 維尼
婷婷呆晒,畀我成功拉到台中間。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAmQhPKqvuwa 維尼
校長又冇講咩喎,台下不斷起哄,我企中間,婷婷企我隔籬,我將個盃遞畀佢,同我一齊攞住。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAjdq1sBGwdU 維尼
「閃!」「Wow!」全部都係起哄聲。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAmNqM5k7lsa 維尼
我同婷婷對視一吓,大家都怕怕醜醜……攝影師不耐煩,開始嗌:「3、2、1」,我哋望返鏡頭,好真心咁笑一笑。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAATNuNshEQu 維尼
返到去cut走校長,perfect。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAsF8SVDYhXp 維尼
「我心目中嘅冠軍,係你啊。」婷婷影完,勿勿同我講一句。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA6wjEMbxoPs 維尼
「多謝。」我答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAyArmo25shS 維尼
我落返後台,經過Chris,佢話:「挑,亞軍都搞咁多嘢。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA8MKz7b0zQQ 維尼
「唔抵得呀?」我得戚咁講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA7CBOZowcfO 維尼
喂,好叻㗎啦喎,因為我一邊同Chris講嘢,一邊聽到冠軍係6A趙學而,點贏呀?佢唱《最佳位置》冇得輸㗎。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAHFJBhYMoAR 維尼
之所以,我今日會咁,係因為我唔想再留喺「最佳位置」,因為嗰個,冇可能係我同婷婷嘅最佳位置。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAaUp8qWrwrY 維尼
我唔出嚟,唔勇敢啲,婷婷有可能會畀Chris呢啲姼嘅人呃到㗎,我唔想。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAvbHwqDnS1X 維尼
Chris冇應我。我氣沖沖咁問:「婷婷做咩喊?你整?我見你拍佢膊頭。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAGy3WTfATzB 維尼
「唔關我事啊喂,安慰女仔係咁㗎啦。」Chris無辜地答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAFSvrVYhLGK 維尼
「吓,咁點解咁突然?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAfA8NjM7R0t 維尼
「你等間問佢啦。」Chris欲言又止。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAW5poD0OieZ 維尼
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「因為感動囉,仲有咩原因,有人為自己而自彈自唱改詞喎,點會唔冧。」我回覆,但細佬睇唔到,冇再上線,應該仲喺禮堂。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAifsV5iwVwY 維尼
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終於完晒sing con。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA9DuH51tHyW 維尼
我行過啲老師,個個都問:「你同施洛婷一齊咗?」其實佢哋都好八卦的。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA8PA6ISpoAZ 維尼
「冇啊。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANABxfFj4l8EO 維尼
「咁又唱歌畀人?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAtQ1fPJ4H6f 維尼
李sir經過,代我答:「只有追緊先會做呢啲嘢。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAytr6wI5psH 維尼
我笑,跟大隊返課室。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAGy5efhXcss 維尼
婷婷終於喺課室,我遞個獎畀佢:「送畀你吖。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAW78ux8g0bQ 維尼
「唔得唔得。」婷婷碌大對眼:「你㗎嘛。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAmtnYN4CnlH 維尼
我講:「唔係因為一個女仔,我唔會上台唱,都唔會有獎㗎。」Well,雖然係李sir推我上去嘅……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAybC69rtXDh 維尼
婷婷望住我,好柔和,好似所有星星都喺佢對眼裏面——佢又想喊咁,然後笑。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAMijQsRkjqr 維尼
婷婷對眼不斷眨,唔望我,但又會笑笑咁望住個獎。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAJj9p9oXGC5 維尼
我終於問:「做咩我唱完之後,你喊啊?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAFWt8RAxxh0 維尼
「好聽。」婷婷唔好意思咁講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA6mpCB5E4xV 維尼
「邊有人咁?」我不解。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAaixbLQV3zC 維尼
「好花心思喎你,我覺得好犀利。」婷婷輕輕帶過。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAwOYAUhnAU8 維尼
死啦,我唔知點覆添。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAv1OS8qFEaB 維尼
其實我都已經表咗白㗎啦算係,只係冇問婷婷嘅意願。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA4w9R2jMJah 維尼
我都唔諗住問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAPQAsBUGfnE 維尼
「嗰個女仔,一定好感動㗎啫。」婷婷輕微地眼泛淚光,笑住同我講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAVekJwDDJAT 維尼
我攞咗張紙巾出嚟,遞畀婷婷:「睇得出。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAkKBcr265WY 維尼
之後,我哋冇再講過呢件事,開始快樂咁過聖誕聯歡,食嘢時,我攞出電話睇到家姐嘅WhatsApp——等我仲擔心咗咁耐添。8964 copyright protection1124PENANABCOjGgm59E 維尼
希望婷婷真係開心啦!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAFWbKOXZ4iW 維尼
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我攞上手阿俊送畀我嘅盃,好重身;佢竟然話送畀我……8964 copyright protection1124PENANA57TN7y0aTe 維尼
我冇講出口——我喺聽到改詞嘅部分,諗起一次次同阿俊嘅相處。好奇妙,明明佢喺眼前,我竟然諗起舊時。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAS1eqGOJNMb 維尼
我覺得,佢口中嗰個女仔,係我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA4f9S1RkcVt 維尼
唔係覺得嘅,正確啲嚟講,係我知道……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAeakHuWSMmr 維尼
我諗起——8964 copyright protection1124PENANAmaVjloH1Dk 維尼
之前坐阿俊隔籬,我有數學題問佢嘅時候,其實,佢都未必即刻答到我,但係都會超級認真放低手頭上嘅嘢,然後盡量拆;我知道,因為我唔識,所以佢温多咗好多,為咗教我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANANbWjNpGHW7 維尼
其實我應該知道。8964 copyright protection1124PENANACP870pibXG 維尼
我唔舒服嘅時候,阿俊落MI攞藥、買甜品畀我,啲藥唔再苦,因為有佢嘅用心。我從來,都冇遇過男仔咁樣對我,可能有人話鍾意我,但冇乜人有實際行動;阿俊從來都同其他人唔同。8964 copyright protection1124PENANALu4rfqMxyC 維尼
其實我應該知道。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAIccb9QnKhN 維尼
調咗位之後,每次我擰轉頭,都可以對上阿俊嘅目光。世界上有咁多凑巧咩?所謂不期而遇,其實會唔會有好多都係因為有心?阿俊成日睥住Chris,佢兩個互潤,我看在眼內。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAV6qwcjmewe 維尼
我覺得自己醒咗好多㗎。8964 copyright protection1124PENANArTnBHInJtP 維尼
阿俊呷Chris醋,因為Chris可以陪得我多啲?但係,我唔想解釋啲咩,我唔想同阿俊講,其實我個心從來冇Chris——似乎,只係可以裝到一個人。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAtwDKa0e827 維尼
不過,我係唔會將呢件事講畀阿俊知;因為,哈哈,我見到佢呷醋,我竟然好開心。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAWgazbeCwBX 維尼
哎喲~8964 copyright protection1124PENANANJEZ3xzQq0 維尼
其實我應該知道。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAOjYCCfdAT7 維尼
阿俊都冇特別隱藏,其實都算明顯啊,佢何曾對其他女仔咁好?難道友情真係可以令我收獲到特殊待遇?唔會單純係咁㗎。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAAvcTfELdSh 維尼
佢其實都OK受歡迎,都多朋友㗎,雖然佢話自己毒撚,但每次喺班上講嘢,有好多附和;搞學會,竟然能夠令好多師弟妹都記住佢喎。但係,佢對其他人嘅好係有禮貌,但係又有啲疏離,總之,同對我唔同……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAew2iyTv6Fc 維尼
其實我應該知道。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAXK5fqWXyFU 維尼
我聽到阿俊話,唱首歌送畀一個女仔。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAm6ped5CQ9B 維尼
我知道,佢係講緊我——仲有邊個呢?仲可以係邊個呢?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAyp0p2ER5BI 維尼
Chris一直喺我隔籬講:「都唔知係邊個呢,我見楊知俊都同Winnie行得好埋,唔通係畀Winnie嘅?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANABLO1SWaAcr 維尼
但我知道,唔係,唔係Chris講嘅咁。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAhVyKW2CtHK 維尼
Winnie冇對阿俊有柔情目光(笑),應該冇被阿俊掛念?更加唔鍾意lemon tea。仲有,佢哋唔太熟。我都驚訝於自己突然梳理得咁快……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAD6LWzewsHI 維尼
因為,我見到間奏嘅時候,阿俊望住我,我有種感覺,佢真係唱緊畀我聽。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA0VppY6uy36 維尼
改詞喎,自彈自唱喎,仲要好聽喎……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAr1hwhx6LQt 維尼
耳邊傳嚟Chris嘅聲音,但係我只聽到阿俊嘅歌聲。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAhFMyiGmd5q 維尼
當我聽到「不願沉溺 只願情依」,突然忍唔住,唔小心喊咗,我都唔知點解。8964 copyright protection1124PENANADPfF9A9qii 維尼
我諗,其實,我都係?或者,唔係?內心總有個明確嘅方向,先會咁有情緒。8964 copyright protection1124PENANArsTpeNRd2L 維尼
係咪?8964 copyright protection1124PENANA32DG7PSiRE 維尼
我好感動,真係感受到佢嘅認真?努力?原來佢仲可以咁。呢一點,佢同其他人係唔同㗎。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAsKFfVVieV6 維尼
其實我應該知道。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA8c38Qc1bzn 維尼
我見到阿俊有獎,其實我好開心好開心,佢值得㗎!甚至冠軍!仲要扮到冇嘢咁宣佈,喺我讀佢個名嗰吓,又莫名其妙覺得好似仲開心過自己攞獎。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAlLzbf4jumC 維尼
你好好,你真係好好。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAUn1vASBzqC 維尼
影相嘅時候,阿俊拉埋我一齊……我諗,已經相當、相當明顯,當住全校喎,校長都被佢冷落,我何德何能?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAzYDOY87A3P 維尼
但我好快樂,喺一片起哄聲之中,我感覺到係我笑得最開心嘅時刻。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAEdISyDcK4d 維尼
雖然我一路都懵盛盛咁,但我唔係咁蠢㗎!所有嘅暗示,全部見光,我睇到啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA22gwBVexAW 維尼
其實我應該知道。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAkhxAVQDcOY 維尼
而家,我已經知道。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAIdwo8JUVnk 維尼
咁我呢?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAWTeUcdX4e7 維尼
恩姐話我鍾意咗阿俊,唔再係我一開始同佢講嘅好感啦。但,真係咩?到底鍾意應該係咩感覺?開心?想同佢一齊?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAbBbMj219ox 維尼
阿俊鍾意我,我係覺得開心㗎……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAEf2SgNlatQ 維尼
但我又好似唔太肯定自己想唔想同佢一齊——我唔知呀,點解會仲難過做數!!!8964 copyright protection1124PENANADudlz6Jart 維尼
我諗,婷婷需要時間諗清楚?佢一直係一個好慢嘅人?所以,我只係畀佢知道,但唔敢要佢答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANArK89cmomL4 維尼
好彩,佢冇問;因為,我答唔到佢……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAe7SX2j6wqV 維尼
如果愛情係做功課,有分數、答案,唔考創意、靈感、轉數,咁會簡單好多、清楚好多。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAK1RunNB7LN 維尼
阿俊同Winnie都喺我隔籬,食嘢、玩遊戲,對我嚟講,就係最好最好,至少呢一刻,係永遠唔會有分離。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAZbD2QWk2cd 維尼
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雖然今日係聖誕聯歡,但係,婷婷都係約咗家姐補習。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAhEP6wSrPfD 維尼
痴線,係咪唔使休息同娛樂㗎!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAVPaptLVvkK 維尼
婷婷上嚟,都代表我要同佢一齊聽書,我都冇得唞……唔通我自己匿入房瞓覺咩?當然唔要啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAYpFJOzZG9y 維尼
我同婷婷一齊放學。8964 copyright protection1124PENANArO4OZiKkpW 維尼
「痴線,班死仔夠膽買馬桶泵?」我正正就係攞住一碌馬桶泵返屋企,係啱啱班上交換抽禮物得返嚟嘅。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAcgQNmZ7gT1 維尼
「我上年都係收到呢份。」婷婷淡定咁答:「又係五十蚊樓下,又可以睇到我哋收到時嘅反應,高級娛樂!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAmvKU85IhQC 維尼
「咁你今年咪好囉,抽中手帳簿喎。」我笑。8964 copyright protection1124PENANABboSHO8asg 維尼
「女仔準備啲嘢真係好用啲㗎喎!」婷婷驕傲。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAmYKHVHO5Sb 維尼
「好想抽中你準備嘅禮物呀!」我話。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAQL279mxx4J 維尼
「我就唔想抽中你準備嘅,好彩都冇抽中啫。」婷婷無辜辜咁講——今年我將家姐陳年啲毛筆習字簿包咗喺報紙裏面——起碼都有用吖,陶冶性情。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAiXHaUptJBK 維尼
我哋一路行返屋,一路都有默契咁,冇人再提其他事。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAxeOtMz5IQp 維尼
嗰一件重要、唔應該被稱為「其他」嘅事。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAQL2AEWDvv9 維尼
「係呢,聖誕節得唔得閒?」我漫不經心咁問,嗰日係聖誕節,其實都唔重要,重點係婷婷生日。8964 copyright protection1124PENANADk2SBsQsaW 維尼
「做咩啊?」婷婷㩒完𨋢,回頭望我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAaLk2haZ3Ap 維尼
「冇啊,想約你出街囉!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAbqE4L2B2xN 維尼
我諗,唔再需要好似一開始咁樣,咁拘緊;反正婷婷都應該知道我係鍾意佢㗎啦,係咪?咁就唔瞞啦,直接啲直接啲。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAJ0vRQsJe89 維尼
「我睇睇得唔得,轉頭答你吖。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAZieguR9QhM 維尼
我哋入𨋢,得我哋。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA2K8NyzKIDE 維尼
「好吖;唔好畀Chris約到出嚟喎。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAby05ncLnqA 維尼
「又關佢事?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAipofJnSsrI 維尼
「佢冇約你咩?」我只係想試探咁問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAydEyofcTZu 維尼
點知婷婷真係話有:「有啊,不過唔係聖誕,係平安夜,話去睇吓戲同燈飾,感受吓聖誕氣氛喎。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA4p8tQ89T0u 維尼
「吓——」我輕輕出聲。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAPQYfb0izOt 維尼
「我冇應承呀,」婷婷連忙講:「點可以同唔熟嘅男仔出街㗎,仲要係節日。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA9pzpvXZtGv 維尼
婷婷單純得可愛;唉,家姐同輝哥識咗一陣,就畀佢揸屎忽啦……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAXg9cixUsXs 維尼
我哋入𨋢。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAxB7RTQQrcc 維尼
「你同佢唔熟咩?成日一齊啦喎。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA1TFBObDgfB 維尼
「唔熟啊,」婷婷諗咗一諗:「成日一齊都唔代表啲咩㗎嘛,又冇講自己嘢。而且呢,佢有時真係好煩,仲成日借啲咦講嘢寸你——咁樣唔好囉,點會背後講人壞話㗎?哈哈,我而家都係添。」婷婷察覺,唔好意思再講落去。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAqkrBRALTAP 維尼
「咁八婆嘅佢。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAjlkfmpO4U4 維尼
婷婷不置可否。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAA031n05DTH 維尼
我再問:「咁你同邊個最friend呀?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANANudVl54u86 維尼
「Winnie,同埋你囉!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANABkSggLCe4J 維尼
「唉,我畀人派朋友卡,friendzone咗添,sosad。」我作垂頭喪氣狀。8964 copyright protection1124PENANABPUe4Bbbre 維尼
「真心㗎,唔係派卡。」婷婷笑我扮嘢。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAbk03yrKrVB 維尼
「真心㗎,我畀人friendzone咗。」我學佢嘅語氣。8964 copyright protection1124PENANADSEodzNpm1 維尼
隔咗兩秒,婷婷講咗啲我嗰吓get唔太到點解佢要講嘅嘢:8964 copyright protection1124PENANAfEx92KPskp 維尼
「屋企如果知道我咁早拍拖,會殺咗我㗎。」婷婷都扮吓佢老竇嘅語氣:「唉,辛苦養大你,生女吖生女吖?讀書又冇哥哥咁叻,又夠膽分心做其他嘢?竟然仲要拍拖、畀男仔呃,生舊叉燒好過生你吖!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAtP54vxmEDL 維尼
「誇張~」我笑。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAgRMDqKY1rA 維尼
「真係會㗎,我屋企好嚴。」婷婷認真。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA39dDw36gN6 維尼
呢一秒,我就get到啲前後關連啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA7xDxTLAy3o 維尼
「如果冇屋企呢,係咪就唔會friendzone我啦?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANATZKKKQYMXB 維尼
出𨋢,到屋企。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAxlakTu1ymU 維尼
「邊有friendzone你呀?」婷婷避開我嘅問題。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAUeHoOukWp3 維尼
下一秒,家姐開門畀我哋:「點啊,有冇獎?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA7ZKaLxzzLb 維尼
咦,原來我冇覆到家姐WhatsApp添;婷婷代我答:「當然有,佢唱得超好聽。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAEGdV59PyS2 維尼
「冧唔冧到你啊?」家姐竊笑。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAAV5upq1Mw1 維尼
婷婷晃一晃肩:「我諗,自彈自唱又改詞,仲要好聽,全校女仔甚至老師都會冧嘅。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANARqPFMZaioo 維尼
「明晒。」家姐用饒有意味嘅眼神望住我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA9EqRfpH0KI 維尼
「上堂上堂。」婷婷話。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAvsYIvVSms0 維尼
屌,好眼瞓呀我,唔想聽書,我遊晒魂咁樣聽家姐講作文,講完之後就話畀吓我哋寫,婷婷就當然好專心咁寫啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAbwobW9Nh9i 維尼
但我太攰啦真係,唔想寫:「我瞓一陣先。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAsTb2qOT3LX 維尼
「得。」家姐繼續玩電話。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAeMxhO3YxUV 維尼
「婷婷走時叫我起身,我送你返屋企。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAcVgX2wWnd8 維尼
「仔大仔世界。」家姐搖頭。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA9xZhoVlwb1 維尼
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細佬去咗瞓,阿婷作緊文,我當然諗住打擾佢,如果唔係我就冇嘢做啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANADZ9nNVSTNB 維尼
「點啊,你覺得首歌係唱畀邊個聽?」我相信一切已經好明顯,直接問啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAqhuRXz0Zyf 維尼
阿婷即刻嚇一嚇,望去細佬房門;然後細細聲答:8964 copyright protection1124PENANANeJilEnwHY 維尼
「唔好同返阿俊講……我覺得,係我。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAtRcmNEqiJr 維尼
「突然咁醒目嘅你。」我潤一潤阿婷,呢一刻可能就係佢嘅智商顛峰!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAV9kKFmCOJq 維尼
明明一直都咁明顯,但故事情節居然都冇乜推進,喺度拖戲,兩個都唔掂噃,所以咪襯。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA8TvyNpcfAD 維尼
「不嬲都醒㗎我諗~如果唔係,我唔會唔驚訝……阿俊講係唱畀一個女仔知嘅時候,我居然肯定係我。」阿婷淡定。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAY7klUrmlG7 維尼
「咁你開唔開心吖?」我問,好關鍵㗎。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAmS8fyMXduv 維尼
阿婷好快咁點咗吓頭。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAXXSqDzzwKA 維尼
「佢有冇問你做唔做佢女朋友吖?」我再問,重點嚟啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAj5tSkppeQG 維尼
「冇喎……」阿婷答;點解唔問?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAQGLewWyKJq 維尼
「如果佢問呢?」好啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA3hLFmrOrbG 維尼
「唔會點,屋企人唔會畀我拍拖㗎……」阿婷苦惱咁講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAkfhXfLMSV9 維尼
啫係冇屋企人就肯拍拖?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAPxwTm7Mjl7 維尼
我即刻問:「係咪有第二個男仔,叫Chris都對你好好?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAMAfuIitrbQ 維尼
阿婷猶豫:「唔係話好好嘅。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAnMjEffuCbH 維尼
「佢表白呢,你會點?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAOGMXQAJhzH 維尼
「當然唔得啦,我又唔鍾意佢!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANACyOvgNlh7W 維尼
有料,收皮啦你Chris。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAqt6IVzQsWl 維尼
「咁你鍾意楊知俊?啱啱點解諗屋企先?」我問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAHLamanGrYC 維尼
「Err……」阿婷支吾,唔否認啫係認啦,明晒。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAfr95wTjvv5 維尼
我冇再問,因為已經知答案咁款。8964 copyright protection1124PENANALYeGYc6Pry 維尼
「如果遲啲,就可以啦。」阿婷講得含糊。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAEFdtZfxh44 維尼
啫係要等啦?等屋企人唔殺你哋嘅時候?咁要好耐,通常嚴嘅屋企都好難完全接受㗎,仲要你係乖乖女。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAkL0hbImxPY 維尼
我思索,嚇吓佢先:「仲有成年,好多變數㗎喎……考幾多分啦,中間有冇玩Ocamp識到人啦,單純個心想要啲咩啦,都可能會變㗎喎。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAwNS46WTgEb 維尼
阿婷諗一諗:「我唔會變㗎……應該。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAnXwbJf9PGH 維尼
點解你哋唔而家就一齊?都互相鍾意,又想一齊?瞞住屋企人咪得囉。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAKTekWIKz1r 維尼
「可能佢會呢,邊個知喎。」我話。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAPcTIqmPN3Y 維尼
Sorry呀細佬,我知你短期唔會變,但你未必之後都唔變㗎嘛,話晒將來嘅學校同世界都咁大;我哋都係人,我哋都會變。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAbDxZqfbLib 維尼
「吓……咁,都冇計啦。」阿婷有啲傷心咁。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAnWpZoB6ZHF 維尼
「點解唔早啲可以呢?咁咪多咗份責任,可以冇咁驚變囉。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAkW3mfB8Jp6 維尼
「除咗屋企,我都覺得我自己好似未諗清楚啊,一直都做朋友,無啦啦變,好似好怪。」婷婷低頭:「而家都好好,其實,我唔想變,已經好好、好好啦。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAn2V0Qk5pRF 維尼
我諗咗一諗,又覺得佢冇講錯嘅。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAP5omEcqjVX 維尼
逼人都係唔啱㗎嘛——我話:「我就覺得唔係啦,點都係一齊有名有份開心啲。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAvigUtMDkDM 維尼
我諗起輝。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAjaWxg7x4j1 維尼
鍾意又唔一齊,想點先?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAZC9XTKCiTx 維尼
好啦好啦,我知佢哋唔同我哋,冇得咁講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAQjjuRZCbvd 維尼
唉,我唔小心將自己嘅諗法加咗落阿婷度;但係,我要幫細佬㗎嘛,細佬應該係想一齊,只係唔敢問啫。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAbSFqabKL7P 維尼
總之之後阿婷就乖乖哋繼續作文。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA8CnRHqwu4R 維尼
我冇嘢做,只係碌電話,喺Instagram見到輝post咗story,係佢同一大班人去打邊爐,張相有男有女。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA2a3iHmF80Z 維尼
其實,呢段時間,我哋都冇搵大家。只係我同咗佢講,我廿四號得閒,佢就話到時見。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAFDjXJlxCFa 維尼
諗到呢度,我問阿婷:「係喎,你就生日啦喎,同邊個過?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAGf9RLNfRJC 維尼
「我諗緊啊……」阿婷答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAJO8UmuQr4x 維尼
「佢有約你?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAVdwhxzdidW 維尼
「有。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAKvAZpmPMHf 維尼
基本啦喂。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAWc2IBncIpE 維尼
「應承咗?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAbuWZiSn8Xh 維尼
其實都基本要應承㗎喎!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAgzADVrt9AR 維尼
「諗緊,因為我成日都話唔點同男仔出街㗎嘛。」阿婷反而話。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAqpxGrzg0CG 維尼
「但你之前已經同佢行過果欄。」我不解。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAFArxgctTAu 維尼
「係啊,佢一直都係我嘅例外。」阿婷笑笑口,又有啲怕醜。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA1ts2KYnoAc 維尼
莫名其妙地,我打冷震。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAMUbOGiuskh 維尼
「咁唔爭在啦,應承埋,過埋聖誕啦,你哋又鍾意大家。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANALu5JTf8gCe 維尼
阿婷聽到我話「鍾意大家」二字,即刻緊張:「真係咩?咁就係鍾意?但我冇好似人哋咁,想同佢一齊。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAZCeU4ZzPKc 維尼
「因為你知道,佢唔會離開你啫。」我答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA7M7zIwXVFn 維尼
有恃自然無恐。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAzFYemiF7x6 維尼
又dead air。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAQPHXvF5rUZ 維尼
阿婷作完文,交畀我,同我吹多兩句水,我叫阿婷叫細佬起身。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA4vIaQP4lWy 維尼
我望住阿婷攝手攝腳咁入去,輕輕嗌細佬,再搖佢個身,又驚整痛佢所以細細力。好可愛啊你哋。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAsVyQ1nlSW7 維尼
其實我明明哋阿婷諗咩——而家都已經咁好,點解仲要搞其他嘢呢?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAd5wCJYoti5 維尼
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我打開眼,見到婷婷——發夢?!8964 copyright protection1124PENANA4MA3ToIwou 維尼
下一秒,我就醒起佢喺我屋補習啫,係真人嚟。畀婷婷叫醒,係我未來嘅願望,希望每一日都咁。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAzvVY2bENnf 維尼
我送婷婷走。8964 copyright protection1124PENANABoB0KtlICd 維尼
婷婷話:「聖誕我得閒啊。我哋會去邊?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAxopcvGAMZY 維尼
「返學。」我答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANABI9YE1KU34 維尼
呢幾日,我已經諗好送咩畀婷婷做生日禮物。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAzXoi9yqYd5 維尼
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我喺度改緊阿婷嘅作文,佢寫一個暗戀嘅故事——嗱,文學科係可以寫愛情!但避得就避,因為你唔會知遇到咩marker,愛情好難討好。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA5MGxWZVDCh 維尼
「……世界上很多東西都是極美的,但我愛不到最後。我擁抱不到夕陽、觸摸不到落花、收藏不到煙火。原來美麗的東西都是一閃而過的,怎麼可能奢望他永遠停留?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAF9zg3pCviC 維尼
是我去看太陽,所以才會看見他的夕落;是我去看秋花,所以才會看見他的枯萎;是我去看煙火,所以才會看見他的離散。8964 copyright protection1124PENANASa6zNsxu1B 維尼
如果我去規避那第一眼,之後的失落,都可以避免。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAK3mooWy33k 維尼
可是,我還是想看看那些美妙;但我未等到有勇氣的時刻。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAmb3g0PKkp5 維尼
我也不知道。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA32Xok0BSGN 維尼
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爛尾啊喂,故事去咗邊?不過,可能係我打搞得阿婷太勁。我畀分、畀評語。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAtadsB2FA2i 維尼
唔攞呢篇文畀細佬睇啦,畀佢休息吓先。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAQ6QYWa1sJu 維尼
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「返學?痴線㗎,聖誕仲返學,有冇咁鍾意學校呀。」家姐話。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAa9vw7TRDXz 維尼
喺我同家姐講咗我想帶婷婷入學校慶祝之後,家姐就皺晒眉頭……佢誤會咗少少。8964 copyright protection1124PENANADs88isDfGO 維尼
「唔使着校服㗎,我哋個人入一入去咋。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAKsXhcU47vz 維尼
「咁入去做咩呀?其他地方唔得咩?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANATWt4bzEO4j 維尼
之後我就同家姐講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA0nzyDYyB2S 維尼
家姐呆咗兩秒,再望一望我:「得係幾得,但你有冇時間準備㗎?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAGDJGCwnbbD 維尼
「仲有幾日,嚟得切嘅。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAVJZ2AeKlOm 維尼
接住落嚟嗰幾日,我都全程投入咁去準備婷婷嘅生日禮物。有時先温吓書,不過使咩咁chur,過咗聖誕仲有幾日温嘅。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAOsaGV8JdPi 維尼
每一日都攰,但如果婷婷鍾意,乜都值得。8964 copyright protection1124PENANABIA2WqA6Uo 維尼
平安夜,凌晨零時,我同婷婷傾咗十幾分鐘電話,其實都係為咗可以親口同佢講,Winnie就讓咗今年嘅機會畀我;較定鬧鐘,一響就同佢講:8964 copyright protection1124PENANAj8uDQ0yYiu 維尼
「生日快樂!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANABH1ncZHjkx 維尼
「大一歲啦咁就,真係快。」婷婷感歎。8964 copyright protection1124PENANApUurw3BhiR 維尼
「祝你每年都咁靚,咁可愛,咁開心,萬事如意。」原本想話,祝你早日有男朋友,但又驚祝完你就搵到其他人……所以都係唔講啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANADMBYx94uxi 維尼
「我淨係想平平安安過埋呢兩年,之後我哋可以一齊升到學咋。」婷婷越講越細聲。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAnQkE4k2Z7n 維尼
「我哋係指邊個啊?」我問,雖然我知。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAx30RcGz4I9 維尼
「你囉——」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA0lsMZBWCGi 維尼
「我都想可以一直同你一齊,」我鼓起勇氣撩佢:「唔會分開。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAf4x7jesX3a 維尼
其實我已聊表心意,一切都好明晰,你仲肯繼續同我傾偈,係咪代表我有機?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAzAyD2JMEkW 維尼
婷婷靜咗兩秒——其實有啲尷,但隨即佢又:「嗯。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAijyamZ4JNy 維尼
雖然冇做啲乜嘢,但可以咁樣同你講吓嘢、吹吓水,已經好開心啦,但時間總係過得好快。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAXrCP1OFzCh 維尼
「咁,早啲瞓啦,聽日見。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAXQJJcTVsXx 維尼
「你都係。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAlOgZO2FEys 維尼
我仲差少少,但大部分已經整好擺晒喺學校!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAt9aKzvVi6r 維尼
三點幾終於搞完……8964 copyright protection1124PENANATkqtyeiGy1 維尼
瞓。晚安啦婷婷。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAtLnDp3ZJ8L 維尼
第二日,我攞住李sir畀我嘅鎖匙,開返啲課室門。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAmNjcxVCW1p 維尼
是咁的,其實呢幾日我都日日返學,搞呢樣搞嗰樣,我已經求咗李sir用佢名義借鎖匙。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAKPRQD0Yt6W 維尼
「你唔好整唔見……我揹唔起㗎,媾女媾到好似你咁,做壞規矩呀,叫其他男仔點算呀?」李sir講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAukL9tCCsT7 維尼
「基本嘢啦,追女仔就係要咁,仲要係婷婷喎,點可以求其。」我搖頭。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA7WoHfU6BYB 維尼
「施洛婷冇咩反應嘅話,你會好傷心囉。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA6cZXm0dSef 維尼
「冇辦法㗎,唯有有幾好做到幾好,令佢開心……」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAnqYlFb1g4b 維尼
「頂唔順,記得温書,放完假會考試,考唔好我會調你同佢相隔千里。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAWjdXVNccX1 維尼
「得啦得啦。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA6uuMwKMCZF 維尼
今日,我約咗婷婷十二點喺學校。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAgVVUD127XQ 維尼
「我到啦,你喺邊?」婷婷WhatsApp我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAHk04oFPgCN 維尼
「入嚟學校吖,見唔見到登記位有卡?」我覆。8964 copyright protection1124PENANARoCUysXR41 維尼
「見到。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAyvkzXzNEBo 維尼
「開始啦,我哋今日玩——尋寶遊戲。」我始終諗唔到一個好聽嘅名,所以就咁叫,總之全部都係我準備嘅寶!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAOxIrfiUxUR 維尼
唉,我到而家都未見到婷婷着咩衫、咩打扮!8964 copyright protection1124PENANA3vMIrKc5S1 維尼
郭靖同Winnie都返咗學——我叫嘅,多啲人開心嘛,而且我要人幫我直播婷婷。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAejQdUuO4FT 維尼
「早晨婷婷同學,快啲去搵你零歲嘅禮物啦!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAxrYO14HwFm 維尼
婷婷呆一呆,透過郭靖嘅電話,我聽到婷婷話:「你哋又喺度嘅?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA6FZerZS5RH 維尼
「阿俊叫,晨早流流……快啲睇啦!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA6Tzq1z8hCq 維尼
婷婷於是打開張卡,上面寫住:8964 copyright protection1124PENANAedOcu5VqyW 維尼
「零歲的施洛婷寶寶你好:8964 copyright protection1124PENANA24SJpkrQJS 維尼
今日你出生,從母親的肚裏出來,認識新世界。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAg3un3kD6m7 維尼
你只有一點點頭髮,但哭聲蓋過大人。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAJGqsybCHeM 維尼
身邊的人都很愛你,希望你能快樂地成長……8964 copyright protection1124PENANA1R5wISNxnX 維尼
生日禮物一:在七秒記憶旁邊。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA1B2THi0EQl 維尼
我播住婷婷同郭靖嘅對話,有啲眼瞓。查實,咁樣玩係有啲低能,要個靚女喺平安夜返學校……但係,我實在唔知道點樣要其實形式去表達想畀婷婷嘅嘢。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAPEWSqzXf2O 維尼
我都亂亂哋,唔知曖昧應該係要點突破?點樣肯定婷婷嘅諗法?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAouWX66e47a 維尼
有時,我喺深夜整整吓,係會覺得好唔開心,因為婷婷都冇做過乜回應我,好似得我主動。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAP8H10Tpq5P 維尼
但諗諗吓,我又覺得,咁而家鍾意佢嘅人係我……唔應該要求佢有咩回應,我要做好自己先——sad but true。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAY34H1nhAT4 維尼
「我知呢個,七秒記憶,咪啫係金魚囉!」婷婷往前行,入去LG01——自修室,角落有個金魚缸。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAMRcFPOHb92 維尼
「我想drop晒佢唔讀啦!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAzomxFDQ36P 維尼
「我都想!咁而家就可以跟埋drop咗科嘅同學落自修室啦,唔上堂!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANARc4Pqdf82n 維尼
我哋曾經操卷操到得返半條命。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAlWYzQQ2E1L 維尼
「仲有魚睇添。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAl1BcFHO1Bl 維尼
「而家我都睇到啊,你咁大頭蝦。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAeFUUbuqX8c 維尼
其實婷婷唔大頭蝦,只係成日做數睇錯題目,或者成日錯pp-1。8964 copyright protection1124PENANASZQ0K0m7Vc 維尼
「我搵到啦。」我隔住電話聽到婷婷驚奇嘅聲音,其實都冇咩驚奇,但令琴晚只係瞓咗少少嘅我,精神咗啲。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAzfAgci2kbC 維尼
婷婷拆開包裝,裏面係一幅畫——我睇過婷婷BB仔時候嘅相,盡量加咗唔少佢嘅特徵,再將佢畫出嚟——Well,咁畫畫呢個技能對於VA攞C嘅我係有啲勉強,但Winnie呢個攞A嘅同學就教我畫、教我改。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAGkYSilwje1 維尼
冇呀,其實全部都係小禮物嚟㗎咋……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAHdGWhWDRVU 維尼
但我嘅意思係,就算係咁細微嘅嘢,我都想為你做。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAt9D9UAe0H3 維尼
「真係好似我細個喎!」良久,婷婷話:「好靚。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAjuPqGk9yl6 維尼
「鍾意?」郭靖擴音緊我把聲。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA2xjsWTAXME 維尼
「係。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA7QQoRsW2dn 維尼
咁我個人呢?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAirKYuZQj4m 維尼
之後,婷婷繼續搵,佢話覺得好好玩喎,而且,學校冇晒人,佢覺得好爽,冇咗平時壓力大嘅感覺。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAJkDt4KJBqD 維尼
冇新意㗎,之後都係嗰啲,我就唔同大家直播婷婷咩反應,總之佢又好醒目咁搵到以下嘅小禮物啦;搵唔到我會通水——搵唔到就太嘥啦,落唔到下個!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAWn9shpYXqn 維尼
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「一歲的施洛婷寶寶你好:8964 copyright protection1124PENANAzATEvy1bHM 維尼
現在你還在吃糊仔,被叫ungugu、唔好喊。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA1Y4urAg9gJ 維尼
你在學爬,不止用屁股向前郁(不知你是不是,反正我是~)8964 copyright protection1124PENANAt3Xl3byl1i 維尼
身邊的人都在陪你長大,十分愛你。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAY7XWa4yiMy 維尼
生日禮物二:春光明媚。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAn5DTdA5QqC 維尼
「呢個位先正!又冇出面籃球場咁嘈。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANANoSmaU0UEq 維尼
「咁以後小息得閒落嚟食嘢囉,賞花冇月,但有秋香吖。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANARxJvsvfEcT 維尼
呢個都係我唔再買早餐畀婷婷嘅原因,因為佢喺屋企食咗,咁我就陪佢小息食吓嘢啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAJvHmA1SFex 維尼
第二份喺地下嘅後花園;係一個零食盒嚟,有齊婷婷最鍾意嘅紫菜、檸檬茶、小熊軟糖、薯片……而且我都驚玩得太耐,成十七個地方喎,佢而家有啲嘢落肚就最好——只係一個小食嘅集合。8964 copyright protection1124PENANADGsoPgM1Re 維尼
我冇講,其實意思係:同我一齊你永遠唔會餓親!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAJOQG7Eo85F 維尼
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「兩歲的施洛婷寶寶你好:8964 copyright protection1124PENANA1No8Kke7wH 維尼
你識行,發到音、認到字,每日牙牙學語咁學習。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAARkST6a8DC 維尼
到底未來會點?食飽就瞓就最正。8964 copyright protection1124PENANANPheXgBCHF 維尼
身邊的人都在陪你長大,十分愛你。8964 copyright protection1124PENANApd7U2WoHLn 維尼
生日禮物三:我們識於……」8964 copyright protection1124PENANArPUykMGGOT 維尼
「點解主席副主席都要釘壁報㗎?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA9cvkrLIQeu 維尼
「唔緊要啦,中三忙啩可能,要揀科。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA9klPl7XzFO 維尼
「年頭咋喎,婷婷主席你會唔會太縱佢哋?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA5DiMpGTlnl 維尼
「唔會吖,我哋自己整,會仲靚!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA3opLbhIedV 維尼
我將我同婷婷為數不多嘅合影曬咗出嚟,砌成一本書仔,掛咗喺中文學壁報下面。學會、School outing、Sports day、校內大小活動、家姐嘅偷拍、我哋嘅自拍……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAyuRmAxcgPW 維尼
回顧,原來我哋係咁樣識㗎。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAtMhbMOjLLU 維尼
兩歲嘅你,知唔知十六、十七歲時,會認識到我?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAJcB5IfSRxX 維尼
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「三歲的施洛婷寶寶你好:8964 copyright protection1124PENANAyatcU9BNJZ 維尼
你返學了!幼稚園低班。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAMDT6gmeo5f 維尼
會有好多現在看來很低能的功課,畫直線、畫圓圈。8964 copyright protection1124PENANACCBzA4mOlI 維尼
身邊的人都在慢慢看你成長,十分愛你。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAtm89tyumi5 維尼
生日禮物四:DRM唯一我哋都A。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANATd5WPMCH91 維尼
「唔使用樂器,齋唱就有A,fatfat!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAwkbE5DMD0p 維尼
「你唱得好聽咪係,我仲要練好耐琴先考試㗎。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANApbH5q6n53a 維尼
「咁你又唔唱?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAYySL6VKEpA 維尼
「唔好聽吖嘛……如果唔係,我都唱啦。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAG7LMX9b7bX 維尼
我買咗一個無線耳機畀婷婷,擺咗喺音樂室鋼琴上面。婷婷鍾意聽歌,但佢話啲耳機線成日kick住晒。8964 copyright protection1124PENANARGp0j1LYHG 維尼
我都有一個無線嘅,家姐送,不過我係黑色;買畀婷婷嘅係白色。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAzjPT6xT0db 維尼
希望你能更聽得清內心嘅聲音。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA6z6xRpeTPG 維尼
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「四歲的施洛婷寶寶你好:8964 copyright protection1124PENANAYubXPDLSWH 維尼
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生日禮物五:朋輩調解員。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAP4mAo9ze8l 維尼
「好攰,去完學會仲要嚟,其實邊有人嗌交會搵我哋先?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAsXIyaHoslu 維尼
「我都覺得唔會……不過有啲skills都幾好用吖,起碼同人溝通都會醒目啲吖嘛。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAsV8qplzKx9 維尼
「真誠才是最大本領!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANABdYs6yecxC 維尼
上年,我同婷婷都報咗輔導組嘅朋輩調解,做committee,由駐校社工lead我哋;一齊玩咗個camp,見住婷婷由怕生,變成好自信咁當住咁多人面扮調解員,而我就係role play做撩交嗌嗰啲,辛苦你啦。其實你可以有好多面㗎。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAE2HASyVz1J 維尼
我將一個小王子公仔放咗喺社工室嘅梳化上面。婷婷,希望你可以搵到想守護嘅玫瑰。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAawfHATZJxW 維尼
而我已經搵到啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAZvFYklSVO6 維尼
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「五歲的施洛婷寶寶你好:8964 copyright protection1124PENANAugI8tsP1WG 維尼
……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAQ94XEcl2cd 維尼
生日禮物六:返學放學必做嘅事。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA5maAOLbXYc 維尼
「好耶,中五喺二樓課室,唔使爬咁高。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAvq7J6oT35G 維尼
「啱啊,咁我就可以慢少少先返到學校,唔使再好似上年咁趕攞書,成日畀prefect趕。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA54nfbvH7YM 維尼
「你咁諗,最後咪又係會遲。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAiSP41p3Au7 維尼
我將一set嘅文具套裝擺咗喺我嘅locker度,仲擺咗好多、好多枝黑筆,考一次四個鐘嘅文學科,已經差唔多用咗半枝,作為文科生嘅婷婷,應該要有多幾枝筆。8964 copyright protection1124PENANADT1rWACRm5 維尼
我用密碼鎖,痴咗張紙喺上面:「今日。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA3rif57UhNG 維尼
其實,我嘅locker密碼一直都係婷婷嘅生日。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAZPwPC5xNYM 維尼
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「十六歲的施洛婷同學你好:8964 copyright protection1124PENANAcYDfD5On6s 維尼
……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAdWuIeWDS1V 維尼
生日禮物十七:成級人最想瞓覺時。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAylwN7ShUal 維尼
每個cycle學校都會有生命教育堂,咁呢,就係喺食完飯最尾嗰兩節上嘅。如果不幸係全級一齊聽講座,咁就會去晒六樓嘅大房排排坐,個個一邊聽、一邊釣魚,好少少咪傾偈囉。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAZGqYXG1uZN 維尼
啲講座,其實真係好悶,救命。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAMsVKxYi5J0 維尼
婷婷嚟到六樓——佢一估就估到,因為佢成日都笑我哋班啲人瞓得太誇張,包括李sir作為班主任,都成日釣魚……飯氣攻心呀大佬。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAh5G0oOqVu6 維尼
兩個星期前,講座主題係情緒管理,應該係驚我哋太多壓力。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAqtvmxA6VuJ 維尼
「佢望緊你……」婷婷搖一搖我,再指一指個講者。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAgY0UmbilBf 維尼
「驚咩喎,個個都瞓緊㗎啦。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAIbiCJBYgJi 維尼
「起身啦,一齊搶答,我想要嗰個月曆,好靚啊,咁多顏色。」婷婷努力舉手。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAMG5s21dZnA 維尼
最後搶唔到,因為名額得三個,其他班都有啲仲未瞓嘅人搶咗先。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA4HykeR9sgo 維尼
十六歲嘅禮物,係一本月曆,由今個月去到下年十二月嘅月曆。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAj2tgRXbtBJ 維尼
唔係咩貴重嘢,心意嘢咋,都係自己畫畫貼貼拼拼,有啲位可以揭開、打開,每個月唔同主題——我諗咗好耐,因為講真,每個月對我嚟講,其實唔會有特別象徵同意義——十二月就唔同,呢個月份對我嚟講,係婷婷嘅。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAZ1shF9W64y 維尼
可以畀婷婷擺喺書枱望吓日子、mark吓嘢。8964 copyright protection1124PENANANFDGeNOPKn 維尼
「我真係想要一本月曆㗎!」婷婷講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAaQ2C6Z0cQh 維尼
「咁咪好。」Winnie再講:「算楊知俊有心啦。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANANoIxQfnna7 維尼
「我都可以㗎。」郭靖講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA5ZtdJlcVjx 維尼
「我先唔想收到你嘅。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAR14LGt05Sr 維尼
期間,婷婷應該喺度揭緊,佢一直冇出聲。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAHr86CpmuvW 維尼
希望你鍾意。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAfqrTii7Vb2 維尼
我未必可以好似其他男仔送到貴重嘢畀你……如果我之後有能力,我會㗎,一定會。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAh9hdFlfRLR 維尼
「婷婷?」Winnie嗌婷婷。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAdDJuBCzrP6 維尼
「哇屌,又嚟……」郭靖話。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAP9nbV7TeVY 維尼
之後又靜咗幾秒,其實之後郭靖已經講咗幾次,但我聽唔到做咩。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA0hEsUjD2q7 維尼
「OK啊!繼續啦,係咪最後?」婷婷答佢哋。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAlFa8jURjFK 維尼
月曆下,係最後一張提示卡:8964 copyright protection1124PENANAaLvECyngHE 維尼
「十七歲的施洛婷同學你好:8964 copyright protection1124PENANA9u7mY79vEj 維尼
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生日禮物十八:禁區。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAdmHoICO6ld 維尼
「呢度有CCTV,所以我先冇偷偷哋爬入去,想知企出去會睇到啲咩。」完咗講座,走時我同婷婷講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANABc2bR3FVhj 維尼
「入去都冇嘢做啦,你想上嚟淋花咩?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAERaJYb2GKe 維尼
「係㗎,係冇嘢做㗎,但好奇吖嘛。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAuHd0HzF22I 維尼
「等畢業囉……年年都見到有人走出去影相嘅,青春如此。」婷婷笑。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAmZlMTyJ6YA 維尼
「到時一齊影吖。」我話。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAKz0taaW7go 維尼
Um……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAfwv3EXqDR4 維尼
其實我已經諗唔到送咩了。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAtWa6o1VYc6 維尼
創意有限……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAgVpVGy2lNU 維尼
我一直喺天台,點解?純粹係因為越行越上,得返天台——好唔浪漫。8964 copyright protection1124PENANALyUUgxa1Vg 維尼
離遠,我見到婷婷、郭靖、Winnie。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAMRtdNsBDi6 維尼
「得唔得㗎咁樣入嚟?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAQ7qC9OiiQ1 維尼
「驚咩喎,又冇人會check CCTV。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAIBxcM1GpcY 維尼
「唔使last day都入到嚟,幾好。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANACJKKL9ZCRf 維尼
婷婷估到禁區係咩,事實上,學校得天台係明文規定不準進入。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA0o1Y8OCksc 維尼
噢,不過份禮物都唔關天台事。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAUCvua7kYUs 維尼
婷婷慢慢向我走嚟,一步一步,我終於見到佢;佢着住白色毛衣、酒紅色短裙、白鞋,頭上有一頂棗紅色嘅畫家帽,手上托住黑色頸巾——可能行行吓熱,除咗。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAvw3T0rvRJU 維尼
壽星女行到嚟我面前。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAX6w9arg4AD 維尼
「搵到你啦!」婷婷笑,但佢對眼紅紅。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAdYopba3CrH 維尼
「你做咩喊?」我問,我唔會信係打喊露。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAj20bygJWYX 維尼
「邊有。」婷婷否認。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAU8UA9Lqb81 維尼
我開始了解其實婷婷係喊包,佢好易流眼淚,所以佢喊都唔出奇。8964 copyright protection1124PENANASWKvFW47xc 維尼
郭靖話:「佢揭啲禮物揭到喊。」郭靖嘅功能其實係苦力,佢一直用袋拎住啲禮物。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAEosuIhJDaY 維尼
「喂!」婷婷制止,又望住我:「你好畀心機,我好鍾意。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAK9PIYpVJAM 維尼
「喊包。」我笑佢。8964 copyright protection1124PENANARqYNMFbL12 維尼
「感動應該要用眼淚印證。」婷婷又有一對淚目。8964 copyright protection1124PENANADhx7ZJlab0 維尼
郭靖同Winnie已經落咗去。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAivTBcfiz3X 維尼
我將最後一份所謂禮物送畀婷婷,係一本釘印咗嘅模擬支票簿嚟——係呀,又係好普通咋。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAXt9zifsC4h 維尼
我遞畀婷婷:8964 copyright protection1124PENANA0wxAWj6xGp 維尼
「叻女吖,搵得晒咁多個地點。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAJos7pDDSdA 維尼
最後一份其實係實事支票……只要你想,就寫低想我完成嘅事攞畀我,我一定會同你兌現佢㗎。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA9ii3mFOJDs 維尼
我覺得,係代表緊我嘅一個小小承諾,呢個承諾唔會再對其他人做……我可以為你做好多、好多你想嘅事,只要你想。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAZXRFESzV2T 維尼
婷婷抿嘴,冇再出聲。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAaeu8zasHkF 維尼
我想緩和氣氛:「慳啲使啊!唔係好多張㗎咋。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAilCssrkqWt 維尼
婷婷望住我,都係冇再出聲。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA1hmwP7VTE2 維尼
我好緊張,不自覺咁講、咁解釋:8964 copyright protection1124PENANACTzAiFsOzH 維尼
「其他人可能送到好多好啲嘅嘢畀你,我諗Chris都應該有……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAAZQTFGJqiR 維尼
可能我嘅禮物冇其他人咁珍貴,但都希望你唔好嫌棄……我第一次做呢啲事㗎咋,多謝你畀機會我,哈哈。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAjQaamloq5n 維尼
將來,將來吖,我有能力有多啲錢,一定可以買到更加好嘅嘢畀你㗎,好唔好?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAMue0RhdeCJ 維尼
我有啲語無倫次。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA1oqMnyD1rE 維尼
天台,唔曬嘅陽光,微温嘅冬日,得我哋兩個嘅禁區。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA2qbwnrifds 維尼
婷婷向我行前,然後,抱住我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAamrsvuXE6Q 維尼
佢輕輕咁流淚。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA3Ff5BOCH1g 維尼
婷婷矮我一個頭,佢伏喺我胸口,微微咁一嘶一縮;佢右手攞住「支票簿」,本嘢同佢嘅左手都放咗喺我嘅背脊上。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAPejU3DdctB 維尼
我等咗幾秒,終於,回抱返佢。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAIx3A4hLrAF 維尼
原來,擁抱可以咁動人。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAxzClUCSzJ4 維尼
唔係情慾嗰種肢體接觸,但係仍然好温暖,我哋身體好貼近,我嘅下巴掂到佢頂帽,終於聞到佢身上嘅爽身粉味。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAt54N8SP9q6 維尼
我個心跳得好快。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAg0pzrlbYGR 維尼
我一直都想擁抱婷婷。8964 copyright protection1124PENANArj3SQr5ycT 維尼
仆街——8964 copyright protection1124PENANAL2sqWLHrHt 維尼
我扯咗旗。8964 copyright protection1124PENANARYw4NDX1Zr 維尼
大佬,我連女仔手(家姐喺我眼中唔係女仔)都未掂過,一嚟就咁貼咁攬,出事㗎嘛。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAD9jqk7oRQ2 維尼
我尷尬地微微躬起個身——細佬你唔爭氣呀,咁樣抬頭。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAHX8mmXEiey 維尼
終於,婷婷欠一欠身推開返我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAsxem3suoW7 維尼
「Sorry。」婷婷話:「激動咗添。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAp2M6fHBy0A 維尼
「Sor咩ry。」益我啦……8964 copyright protection1124PENANA2i4eCYOWz1 維尼
「多謝你,我好鍾意你嘅每一份禮物,每一份都係……無價㗎嘛,心意嘢幾時都係最好㗎。」婷婷淚眼汪汪。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAhzzPIx4bKn 維尼
我低頭,見到自己胸口位濕咗一噠。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAw7hSeF9bKf 維尼
「咁……」我想表白——都咁樣啦?仲唔講?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAOqjIY4ojsj 維尼
「咁——你有冇嘢想同我講?」婷婷打斷我,問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANASFf2B1ByXE 維尼
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由我踏入校門,聽到阿俊話玩遊戲,我已經好期待。8964 copyright protection1124PENANANcTpEWksPn 維尼
因為,冇咁悶吖嘛,有啲嘢做吓。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAbVocBEybHf 維尼
點知,又真係有咁多個地點,好熟悉,記起好多嘅昨日,或者係每一日;只係阿俊嘅禮物又加咗少少新奇。8964 copyright protection1124PENANATegn7n6UET 維尼
越行越上,我真係越嚟越被驚喜到……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAHbZZJYUEJW 維尼
其實由收到十歲嘅手抄詩句開始,我已經好想喊,或者直頭係喊咗出嚟,畀郭靖同Winnie見到。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAESJLQijLcn 維尼
只係,我之前輕輕咁提過吓「有本簿儲起唔同嘅句子都幾好喎」,阿俊記得,並且真係抄咗畀我……我真係,只係講吓,冇諗過佢會抄㗎。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAHMjZURBUmw 維尼
呢一種畀人重視嘅感覺,好濃烈、好重。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA03xi5LfWm4 維尼
好似就算漆黑一片、乜都睇唔到,我都感覺到好安全,唔會有嘢傷害到我,因為有人保護我、銘記我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANArsydDKRLco 維尼
點解咁好運呢我?我做咗啲咩,所以令佢對我咁好?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAOR68rwuZwi 維尼
我唔知。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA5EKRvuVwi9 維尼
我只係知道,原來我好鍾意咁樣——唔再係逼住去成為人哋眼中嘅我,我本身,都係有人錫有人呵住……唔使比嚟比去,因為我係獨特嘅一個,唔會被取代……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAD96KGZ9mF5 維尼
行得越上,見到其他禮物,我攞上手,一秒,想喊嘅感覺洶湧而至。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAx94mud2RsJ 維尼
我越嚟越感動,都越嚟越驚,冇辦法再平靜啦,我以咩身份去接受阿俊嘅好?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAeZNkMg8GLz 維尼
合埋眼,隔一陣,每行一步,每上一級樓梯,我終於諗到。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAhVdWQ5Zdwe 維尼
嗯。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAWDpIOiaSIe 維尼
原來,眼淚,真係好苦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA9lxCzwRS3L 維尼
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「咁……」我想表白——都咁樣啦?仲唔講?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAHiKnQ9f30O 維尼
「咁——你有冇嘢想同我講?」婷婷打斷我,問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAchaJ8tGukJ 維尼
可以有,可以冇。8964 copyright protection1124PENANApGGqEtrUsv 維尼
有,就係橫掂都講到咁,唔爭在講埋佢;冇,就係橫掂都講到咁,冇必要再講多啲。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAjOlFECLm2S 維尼
唔記得問家姐。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA0P9Pz40Nf2 維尼
但相信家姐都答我唔到——佢鬼知咩?要我自己決定先得㗎嘛。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAQwPRqETs6o 維尼
婷婷望住我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANANoqJL8jetD 維尼
和暖、清淡嘅陽光,潑落喺婷婷雪白嘅臉上,佢嘅眼睫毛透光,一下一下咁眨,上下眼睫毛夾住嘅,係期待嘅眼神。8964 copyright protection1124PENANALBZxoP0Yot 維尼
佢期待乜嘢呢,我想講嘅嘢真係會令佢想聽?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAjiwHiKyooT 維尼
但係,我諗男仔都會明㗎啦,當有個女仔喺自己面前、充滿盼望咁望住自己,仲要從下而上喎;如果縮沙,就真係太弱雞——你忍唔忍心話冇嘢想同佢講先?8964 copyright protection1124PENANA0JzHQLG8Ct 維尼
何況,我本來就有。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAh9AKqaxsoN 維尼
「我鍾意你。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAwYeRQpAG5p 維尼
我講出口。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAyOzIggEIcN 維尼
「嗯。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAS3DwBMttLL 維尼
婷婷似點頭、非點頭。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA5MZkCG5iAj 維尼
「你——可唔可以做我女朋友?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAkXFalGkvZK 維尼
我問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAjigsqVBooX 維尼
其實,我只想你做我女朋友,唔想再同你做朋友了;當然你係好好嘅朋友,但我唔係。8964 copyright protection1124PENANArjoo3YsuTc 維尼
如果我哋一齊,咁我可以更名正言順咁對你好、你又可以更心安咁接受。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAYDr0wpNDJv 維尼
講出嚟,舉重若輕。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAFKDAOhS2BV 維尼
啱啱婷婷畀我嘅擁抱,同埋主動問我,令我安心一啲;但依然好緊張,個心跳得好快、好快。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAV07fHy0sNG 維尼
「唔可以。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAbwZRM0gqn7 維尼
婷婷答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAqd7eZnpRut 維尼
「唔可以。」婷婷嚴肅地重覆。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAboN43CdcZU 維尼
屌,早知唔講出口。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAy66jrcjDE3 維尼
原來,畀人拒絕嘅感覺係好複雜,傷心就唔撚使講,mind-fucked只想爆粗甚至連嘢都講唔出……仲有,好後悔開咗口,唔講,一直、或者一世都好哋哋。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAhaHlljK8PV 維尼
最佳位置話明最佳,其實都唔差。但,我唔想留喺度啊……唔通係我貪心?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAfr3Hydavaj 維尼
差少少流咗兩滴馬尿出嚟,好sad。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAoZiErazDnc 維尼
好似明明,我已經做咗咁多嘢、盡晒全力,但都係冇用咁。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAEbuSYxPS2r 維尼
乜我真係咁差?用咁多時間、心機,都冇辦法令婷婷鍾意我?點解?如果真係完全唔鍾意我,點解要靠近我,令我覺得自己有機會啊……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAgvHhCUWRaM 維尼
唔使可憐我㗎……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAIasMJy0XiP 維尼
呢一刻,覺得所有心機都白費,我有咩用?我有咩係做得好?係咪如果改返啲唔好嘅嘢,你就會應承?8964 copyright protection1124PENANA96ToVpAkE7 維尼
我呢世人做過最認真嘅事都失敗,咁我有咩可以成功?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAJMV2AQLrMu 維尼
唉……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAjKxQ3fWLXb 維尼
我哋兩個靜咗,以為過咗幾百年。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAXsIsR3UKNg 維尼
我個身喺度微微咁震,我想走。好想維持好好睇睇,但我而家唔得啊……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAU0mHwjyntO 維尼
諗起呢段時間嘅點點滴滴,喺我心目中早已可以𣿬聚江河。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAl5X9oIEGrD 維尼
係咪我根本唔了解婷婷?喺佢心目中,我又算係咩?佢好陌生,但明明,佢只係近在咫尺。8964 copyright protection1124PENANABdzrz6BuVw 維尼
終於,婷婷開口:「而家唔可以,之後……」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA052koJiWkv 維尼
又唔可以,唔可以?唔可以!唔可以……唔可以。不如你唔好再講……燥燥哋,好諷刺呀呢個天台。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAXX6maZq2tv 維尼
婷婷又講:「之後,如果你想……」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAlfUCiuW4Me 維尼
「可唔可以重複上一句?」我突然聽到「之後」二字。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAftDpFoRbUI 維尼
小弟發現自己反應有少少少少慢,話說之前問婷婷,我同Chris佢想揀邊個,我都返到屋先load到佢想揀我。而家,我先好似知婷婷講緊「唔可以」以外嘅嘢。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAVw4XkeswKx 維尼
「之後,如果你想……」婷婷重複。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAitbiazVAZO 維尼
「再上。」我聽到。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAZpRtxl2XbR 維尼
「而家唔可以,之後,如果你想……」婷婷又深呼吸。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAJMrjKZzV1S 維尼
「就同我一齊?」我問!急不及待要問!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAeWr8lrbInc 維尼
「如果你想……」婷婷好怕醜咁望吓隔籬,但明明冇人,面紅紅、微微抿嘴。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAkP098eYYYF 維尼
「點解嘅?」我O晒嘴,只能吐出好弱嘅音節。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAOy3ZSOxYBz 維尼
「唔想拍拖住——」婷婷答——定唔想同我拍拖住?心有餘悸「——我想考埋試先吶。」婷婷續道。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA23p7K804sv 維尼
Umm,都合理嘅。但我竟無言以對……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAgxkjMmnq0o 維尼
「咁、嗯——我都鍾意你。」婷婷整理吓頂帽,一直低頭:「所以,我想講咗先啊,呢段時間,我哋都唔好鍾意其他人,好唔好啊?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANATOKFB8BsI4 維尼
「好。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAshCKPJB8rQ 維尼
好!!!!!!!!!!8964 copyright protection1124PENANARZVjtW1sM3 維尼
我諗,我都冇辦法鍾意其他人。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAcjHOJhEgio 維尼
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我諗,我唔會鍾意其他人。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAu2M2bHkPgg 維尼
唔好意思……其實我唔應該問你㗎,因為,我又未可以同你一齊。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAb0UkqgV9AS 維尼
但係我好驚你會畀人搶走啊。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAARtEyp2TLz 維尼
恩姐講得啱㗎,一年,其實好長時間,會有好多變數,如果我再唔表達,咁會點?最後,係咪會有第二個女仔鍾意咗阿俊,比我主動、進取?然後,佢哋就會一齊?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAtr1SDkxltW 維尼
我單單諗到呢個畫面,就覺得好難過,個心好唔舒服。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAkW8ffutlTz 維尼
所以,我想同阿俊有個小小嘅承諾,就係——考完就一齊?唔好鍾意其他人,好唔好?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAKKh8ZyBT7u 維尼
腦內浮現太多事。8964 copyright protection1124PENANANNe8Z8zSyW 維尼
阿俊係一個細心、體貼嘅男仔,好肯付出、幫手,以前中文學會嗰時,我已經睇得出。唔止,佢EQ仲好高,好識調和氣氛。雖然唔係永遠都咁認真,但對上心嘅事絕對唔會怠懈……譬如,數學測驗?班會?Sing con?同埋——今日。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAmdSOHbDgC8 維尼
我好開心、感動,非常欣賞佢……見到佢時嘅感覺,其實真係同其他人唔同,我只想同阿俊相處多啲、見多啲,但其他人例如Chris,我就冇咩特別。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAChcRChGjQP 維尼
前嗰排,阿俊因為練結他,所以冇同我一齊補恩姐,其實我有偷偷哋唔開心,或者失落。我發現我係貪心㗎,想見到佢多一啲,即使已經同一班,但都好似見得唔夠皮。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAWN5poPc1NA 維尼
我諗,冇人可以取代到阿俊喺我心中嘅地位。同阿俊嘅一切、一切,都好似B612嘅玫瑰花。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAeL3YOxkpwL 維尼
呢次,係我第一次鍾意人,請多多指教。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAO76u078COz 維尼
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婷婷笑,又喊:「唔得,我要用第一張支票啦!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAsGzbq5ppvX 維尼
我冇紙巾……但佢有,結果佢自己抹。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAb0K7k8F5lp 維尼
然後,佢真係搣咗一張落嚟,然後寫晒事件日期擁有人乜乜物物,願望係我哋呢段時間唔會鍾意其他人,仲有——只鍾意對方。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA9v61WraPru 維尼
我放下心頭大石,好開心。呢一刻,我好似擁有咗全世界。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAJL28bgn2Ws 維尼
「我都有嘢送畀你㗎,聖誕快樂。」婷婷喺手袋擺出一個電話殻:「你睇吓鍾唔鍾意?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA8yltk3LW4S 維尼
我電話型號嘅手繪電話殻,係黑底加月亮。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAbcQKqx0slx 維尼
「同我同款㗎!」婷婷又show佢嗰個畀我睇——係白底加太陽,已經套咗落電話。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA38PKRPKdwd 維尼
「咁快就用情侶case?」我特登笑佢,我好鍾意睇佢個怕醜樣,無可比擬嘅反應。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAXfD0GGWK8w 維尼
「靚吖嘛!」婷婷晃頭笑。8964 copyright protection1124PENANARelt5c6Qkz 維尼
我都笑,呢一刻,應該永遠停留。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA0s9wXY7KEJ 維尼
之後,我哋就落返去教員室雪櫃,攞個蛋糕出嚟,搵埋郭靖同Winnie一齊切。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAUz3T5IqQmg 維尼
生活能夠如此,其實已經好好。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAZhKOOjHruH 維尼
人有好多幻想,我哋四個喺班房切住蛋糕食、聽住郭靖同Winnie喺度打打鬧鬧,突然覺得十年、廿年之後如果仲可以係咁,就非常好。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAdnTRhMlDSI 維尼
「如果唔係因為婷婷,我先唔會平安夜都見你囉。」Winnie話。8964 copyright protection1124PENANACPjvyxNoIb 維尼
「我就唔係咁睇啦,咁難得嘅機會都畀我哋撞正,代表我哋真係好有緣啦!」郭靖回嘴。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAFPCE2woBmP 維尼
「食蛋糕啦你,嘈住晒。」Winnie又切咗一舊蛋糕畀郭靖。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAKC9ar9FNvx 維尼
婷婷都係笑笑咁望住佢哋,冇出聲,然後喺耳邊偷偷哋同我講:「佢哋感情真係好。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA9L95uZw67q 維尼
我反問:「咁我哋呢?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA4j07VXhJ2W 維尼
「佢哋有我哋一半咁啦。」婷婷細細聲答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAVQQxwUzUTb 維尼
如果,我可以同婷婷結婚,郭靖同Winnie一定係我哋嘅伴郎、伴娘。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAptD9J3MM58 維尼
Well,諗得有啲長遠添,而家都未一齊,但諗吓就覺得開心!8964 copyright protection1124PENANANHilPuICzp 維尼
食完蛋糕,我棒返啲禮物,擺喺一個大袋裏面。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA6VBYM2BElp 維尼
「唔係就咁就走吓話?」郭靖話。8964 copyright protection1124PENANALp9zcKpwKJ 維尼
「唔好阻住人啦你,走啦快啲。」Winnie推開郭靖。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAtUdDLfhCZX 維尼
「多啲人熱鬧啲吖嘛……你呢,係咪陪我一齊走?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAyweeF3VtQ9 維尼
郭靖同Winnie越行越快,慢慢就冇咗影;我同婷婷喺後面,得返兩個人時,突然有少少尷尬。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAsEIWsqHvy8 維尼
我哋同之前唔一樣㗎啦,但又唔係真係咁唔一樣。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAJqHONg3aeS 維尼
「你今日好靚。」我唔記得自己有冇講過。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAB0f3e71ELL 維尼
「你都係吖。」婷婷潤我?8964 copyright protection1124PENANA3r8La9zWCW 維尼
「咁……跟住你有冇話想去邊?」死火,其實我淨係諗咗啱啱幾個鐘留喺學校,冇預到之後做咩。8964 copyright protection1124PENANASyjtrEhefk 維尼
「冇所謂啊,求其行吓,或者唔行都得啊。」婷婷答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAwdgO8ziUaU 維尼
「Umm……好啊。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAPP2eZzxgcY 維尼
「啊!或者我煮啲嘢你食啊?」婷婷提議。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAMSw76uS5Zx 維尼
「哦、哦,好啊。」我感覺婷婷主動咗好多,係一種感覺嚟:「咁食完我哋出去行?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAkQxcUPqbxp 維尼
「恩姐喺唔喺屋企?煮埋佢嗰份?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA5fzgvPuXjK 維尼
「唔喺啊,得我哋。」我講咗大話。8964 copyright protection1124PENANABocyWdMFZP 維尼
然後我打開電話,WhatsApp家姐:「我同婷婷上嚟呀,我想二人世界,你可唔可以行開一陣?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANABy1gTRv1nV 維尼
「追到?」家姐秒回,睇嚟真係喺屋。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAYUDxtRTd5N 維尼
一半啦:「算係,please。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAihAymo24qb 維尼
「得,好好對人。」冇收我一百蚊!!!家姐我愛你!!!8964 copyright protection1124PENANA3fJFgUCwMw 維尼
最後呢,真係婷婷煎咗啲蛋餅,䜴油雞翼,淥咗幾條菜,我哋一邊睇電視一邊食。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA84VZaLaUEX 維尼
「好食!」啱啱見到婷婷喺廚房嘅背影,我覺得好窩心——佢仲有呢一面,得我睇到。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA6Gxo3d0OUT 維尼
「求其煮少少咋。」婷婷開心嘅,但把口就咁講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAsEpYv2H9ZL 維尼
「真係唔知邊個咁好彩可以做到你男朋友呢?」我語氣充滿歎息。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAhBXTnEPlV6 維尼
「係囉係囉,我都想知。」婷婷附和。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAQZIn4ulB1v 維尼
之後……8964 copyright protection1124PENANA1dezziBNzu 維尼
冇呀,冇做任何嘢,未一齊吖嘛。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA7OZ4YuwOOU 維尼
只係,我哋坐嘅距離近咗、貼咗,就算掂到對方,都唔會縮開。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAEo25UyhRPi 維尼
呢一種不言而喻嘅親密,更加令我覺得,我哋將來一定會一齊,等一等,大家都努力捱埋個試,就專心拍拖。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAcr2L1ZEeGI 維尼
啲禮物擺喺我度,廢事婷婷一次過攞晒成袋,太誇張;婷婷一直睇、一直笑、一直喊,搞到我都唔太好意思。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA70FwxOJucb 維尼
但有人欣賞我嘅用心,尤其是你,我都好感動。8964 copyright protection1124PENANATgBldxJvDu 維尼
之後,我哋出街行吓,勁——多——人,個個一雙一對、一家大細。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA6j05bszUfX 維尼
婷婷問:「恩姐聽日生日喎……你有冇準備嘢畀佢㗎?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAlM0XRse3uQ 維尼
我搖頭:「冇喎,都咁多年,何況佢約咗仔。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA21Wk2FOTng 維尼
「邊個?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAux4T7ZlkSE 維尼
「咪嗰個輝哥……」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAKjPIEV1sPa 維尼
「唔係衰人嚟㗎咩?佢唔同恩姐一齊喎。」婷婷疑惑。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAgZQjxH58tp 維尼
「係呀,但——我都唔知女仔諗咩,有好男仔又唔鍾意,係都要痴落啲衰人度!」我大歎氣!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAb0ybZbUIEw 維尼
「我鍾意好男仔啊。」婷婷捉一捉我衣角。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA1xNBQaSFiZ 維尼
「我知!你例外!」我挑眉。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAhldGq9crBr 維尼
「揀返份禮物畀恩姐啦,我哋一齊揀。」婷婷提議。8964 copyright protection1124PENANACzUhr0eaUg 維尼
所以,我哋又一齊行街。其實我唔特別想揀禮物,但同婷婷一齊,乜都好似好好玩。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAGwBNzkrGL4 維尼
「呢隻色好睇!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAKW9FZbleXx 維尼
婷婷話,見家姐每日個樣都好頹,可以搽吓唇膏,精神啲等佢原本嘅美貌出返嚟;Err……救唔返㗎啦,家姐再頹啲個樣,我都見過啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAv9WQJ5jIfo 維尼
「好睇!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANACyfHYubuxL 維尼
但係揀咗就OK,唔使再煩。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA1JWNGIrpmA 維尼
「我揀多樣,我都要送。」婷婷話。8964 copyright protection1124PENANALFRyIRyYop 維尼
「我送埋你嗰份咪得囉!唔使再買啦。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAamuKAK2QEj 維尼
「唔得,畀多啲誠意啦,恩姐咁好人,又聖誕節喎,買多份。」婷婷壓低聲線:「可能佢聽日見完嗰個衰人心情差,要𠱁吓佢。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAMHrBlgeeU6 維尼
「嗯嗯。」是但啦!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAW0MgHQ0lVY 維尼
最後,我送婷婷返屋。走嘅時候,婷婷話:「我今日超開心,多謝你啊。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAzUqEgUAydi 維尼
「我都係。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAZkVk99WMY8 維尼
「你要記得……我鍾意你。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAWtPLrfVWFJ 維尼
怦、怦、怦。即使知道,仍然激動。8964 copyright protection1124PENANADVRcNOmVIB 維尼
「你都要。」我摸摸佢頂帽。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA6PmOFoczZo 維尼
「咁——遲啲見啦?」婷婷歪頭。8964 copyright protection1124PENANABjgGsjRaug 維尼
「好。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAQ7GHfLxkcw 維尼
「再見。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAnocZtHmvGr 維尼
「再見。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAgGm51OpmxJ 維尼
結果,講完之後,冇人走。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA2DM3Kd6pjU 維尼
「再見啦!」婷婷笑。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA9aG7UqoZQ3 維尼
「好!」我點頭8964 copyright protection1124PENANALuVrbUnFAe 維尼
我哋對望。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAKm5QL0DVOp 維尼
「不如坐多陣先?」婷婷笑。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAN69BH6roF7 維尼
「好啊。」我同佢一齊走隔籬啲櫈坐一坐。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAIRCI6Exyd2 維尼
終於,我哋傾多陣偈,就走。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA9gl53b7PQl 維尼
婷婷今次真係轉身,行兩步就擰轉頭望吓我仲喺唔係度;我一直喺度。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAGJN8nEvhde 維尼
佢笑得好燦爛,而家係冬天,但佢係夏花。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAOJFQ4SvL9F 維尼
再行前幾步,佢就要入大廈啦,回頭,認真咁同我揮一揮手,然後內進。8964 copyright protection1124PENANALW8okuBWQc 維尼
我留多幾秒,然後轉身。8964 copyright protection1124PENANATuSlLZI6NU 維尼
心動嘅感覺,含蓄、激烈、美好,希望之後,都仲係咁。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAhccsnCVpXB 維尼
家姐都喺屋企啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAfDnzmSoTmm 維尼
「好開心啦,拍咗拖拖?」家姐奸笑。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAnTvz22Y556 維尼
「開心呀,不過冇拍都冇拖囉。」我笑笑口。8964 copyright protection1124PENANARC9xr3q7fY 維尼
「啫係點?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA1yAkB35zbA 維尼
「婷婷話唔一齊住,等專心考完DSE先,廢事約又約到冇癮,一齊温書又會唔專心。」大概係因為咁,主要都係驚約唔到,日子耐咗大家都傷感情。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAIEdGxfOU83 維尼
唔一齊住——但係,大家真係講得清清楚楚、又有明確奮鬥嘅目標同期限……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAUH20IhA4so 維尼
呢個,其實先係我理想中嘅「唔一齊住」。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAPlGLJoBLTn 維尼
對比好明顯,令我更加失望,個心沉一沉。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAsiHZ7mjHvL 維尼
「咁佢話佢鍾意你嘅?」家姐確認。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAYwFniDWKfW 維尼
「係、係啊。」我有啲唔好意思,但整體都驕傲咁點頭!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAaAwmABlsgC 維尼
「Good。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAD2X8NUFv9v 維尼
「雖然你冇幫過我手,班主任啲暗黑兵法都勁過你,不過都多謝你啦!」家姐「話」,幫我追女仔,陪伴性質居多囉……8964 copyright protection1124PENANACPVGllEe6w 維尼
「唓。冇你哋咁pure咁true呀。」家姐不忿。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAf5RZE8JkdO 維尼
「你有幾唔pure幾唔true呀?咪又係做毒撚日日留喺屋企……聽日約咗仔吖嘛,你自己小心啲啦。By the way,婷婷話想上嚟同你一齊過生日喎,上一上嚟一陣嗰隻,唔打擾你哋。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAtbgALHIiR1 維尼
好耶!啫係聽日我又見到婷婷啦!8964 copyright protection1124PENANA8YPGAB8Flx 維尼
「阿婷咁有心,同你唔同。好,聽日見吖。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAeRpei1SVd1 維尼
阿婷好乖,你哋如果一齊到,真係要好好咁撐住大家,互相行落去。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAlUp76iP4Rh 維尼
「你幾點約咗輝哥?」我諗起,家姐應該都約咗仔㗎啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAj2pBdZE4RP 維尼
「夜晚,未firm呀,佢話有嘢做,聽日先算。」家姐嘅臉上,泛起苦澀又甜蜜嘅笑容。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAIlN24o7k4Y 維尼
輝話,有驚喜畀我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAITJACOBSkI 維尼
咁我同婷婷就傾吓電話咁啦,但內容好正常㗎,佢篤我温書,話我哋要一齊努力,將來先可以見多啲。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA2TD2Nllkzi 維尼
聽到佢把聲,就已經好足夠,好開心、好開心。8964 copyright protection1124PENANADjV2YJPInY 維尼
我滿足於止,可能內心知道我哋兩情雙悅,覺得好踏實、好安全,唔使再懷疑自己是否「不夠」。我夠,我夠畀婷婷鍾意。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAQWFM9NZ6G3 維尼
第二日,聖誕節,十二月廿五號啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAOQhAS88bsu 維尼
咁我就喺樓下接婷婷啦,因為婷婷話唔想再好似以前咁,自己一個盲舂舂上去,想話第一次正式少少同我一齊見吓家姐。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA9Byd0cdOLn 維尼
佢就將啲禮物包到靚靚,又寫晒聖誕卡咁。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAHmx6yVEXL0 維尼
「其實你哋都咁熟啦,使咩呢啲。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAgiJoKAgasV 維尼
「點同,之前佢係我師姐,而家——係我鍾意嘅人嘅家姐……唔同㗎。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAs3yqxaVnHm 維尼
聽到佢話鍾意我,個心是很sweet的——你哋啲冇女嘅毒撚係唔會明㗎啦,哈哈哈!!!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAVTxMNx8FnV 維尼
我哋就去咗便利店買少少雪糕諗住上去食——食雪糕真係冬天要做嘅事。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAzX6GhACRQa 維尼
我哋喺雪櫃前揀:「呢隻味啦,嗰隻都幾好喎。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAH2xxDl3mnl 維尼
揀緊嘅時候,聽到後面有人講嘢都幾大聲:8964 copyright protection1124PENANA3XBn12hYNB 維尼
「條女係正喎,有食唔食,罪大惡極。」一男講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAFib383oWfx 維尼
「點解食極都食唔到㗎,搞咁耐要等聖誕節?渣㗎。」另一個男人問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAVX9GOwGvLl 維尼
「性誔節吖嘛,大佬,都係得而家好啲㗎咋。你唔係唔知Amy之前搞到我雞毛鴨血㗎,點敢呃條女同佢講我哋一齊,實好麻煩。總之今晚我焯硬佢嘅,又係佢生日喎,等佢難忘啲啦。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAPyRq8TbYAP 維尼
婷婷一邊聽,一邊皺眉,細細聲喺我耳邊講:「咩人嚟㗎,咁衰……仲要揀人哋生日,同恩姐同日喎。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANACuEuhNN6gN 維尼
「咪係囉,食食聲。」我答,起初都冇為意。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA5OZsGWOI3f 維尼
但聽聽吓,又覺得其中一把聲好似喺邊度聽過。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAzdoXcBVywu 維尼
我偷偷哋擰轉頭。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAayzKKuhy5r 維尼
戴緊冷帽嗰個,就係輝哥——佢個撚樣,我係唔撚會認錯的。8964 copyright protection1124PENANADO0T7tGKmO 維尼
咁,佢講「嗰條女」係咪就係家姐?8964 copyright protection1124PENANA1J05CSrFrV 維尼
婷婷都擰咗轉頭望見輝哥,又見到我呆晒:「做咩事?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAogUbNeAMuF 維尼
「佢就係……家姐約咗嗰個輝哥。」我嬲怒。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAs13jOMPLYw 維尼
「吓,咁恩姐咪好危險囉?」婷婷都驚一驚。8964 copyright protection1124PENANApQJWA272ip 維尼
我點頭,擺低咗啲雪糕,婷婷都明,順手閂咗個冰櫃門,同我一齊匿埋喺輝哥對面嘅零食櫃,聽佢哋講嘢。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAxfwv2ms6HI 維尼
「我要聽食評㗎喎,好似之前咁,圖文並茂,thanks。」輝哥個friend講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAx34VRop0O1 維尼
「今次會偷偷哋send相畀你㗎啦,你唔好亂咁send出去,廢事惹禍,條女好保守。」輝哥啲語氣好似勁睇唔起人咁。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAaSTXmDF7EA 維尼
「你真係仆街嚟,明知人哋保守仲咁玩人。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA3kX1SpT0Qs 維尼
「各取所需啫,男人唔壞,女人唔愛喎。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAx4rbGDA9ot 維尼
屌,你哋都真係仆街。8964 copyright protection1124PENANATFbW4z2aLd 維尼
我好嬲,我知道佢哋講緊嘅係家姐,真係好有衝動上前打柒佢哋;我對眼應該谷到紅晒,我feel到好辣。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAZ0pDWXCJF7 維尼
婷婷低頭,不斷㩒電話。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA5ERKLaNO0x 維尼
「買返個dom啦,咪搞出人命,手尾仲長。」輝哥個friend又講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAk6DnrG2ywz 維尼
「係喎,手頭嗰啲都用晒,之前一晚用咗好撚多個,真係太爽。」輝哥炫耀。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAqFupFBhmXX 維尼
爽你老母。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAP8m4papyvL 維尼
我開始忍唔到。8964 copyright protection1124PENANABSB8YGMtC2 維尼
除咗嬲,我仲覺得好難過。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAsClN154gco 維尼
輝同佢個friend去咗收銀畀錢,我哋見到佢攞埋一盒condom。咁我同婷婷都冇傻到唔知係咩嚟。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA14zZ41RZKR 維尼
「賤人,要阻止佢。」婷婷講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAtx4vcgL8hy 維尼
我冇答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANADE7XMzSFND 維尼
因為我已經嬲到,一句都唔想講,只想輝哥仆街死——點解可以咁賤格?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAu0w69v2cJT 維尼
真係第二個世界嚟,呃蝦條、影人相、仲要亂咁share畀身邊啲人睇——難為家姐真心鍾意你。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAnO40IWcs5W 維尼
我努力咁整理思緒。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAqgf5sTyzVw 維尼
同家姐講?實hurt死佢;唔同佢講?仲hurt,實有排煩——主要係,我冇可能就咁睇住家姐畀人玩。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAyNdaOev77w 維尼
屌,垃圾輝咁垃圾,家姐都真心鍾意佢?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAmkBBpOzSCG 維尼
冇出息呀你!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAUcdZ96wlMp 維尼
我同婷婷偷偷哋跟住輝哥同朋友。8964 copyright protection1124PENANArkAXs1H8i1 維尼
佢哋去緊個方向,就係我屋企。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA4XtW2XECHQ 維尼
嗯,輝哥口中嘅、今日生日、保守嘅女仔,真係就係我家姐。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAcKBaHdc8vQ 維尼
原來唔再可以置身事外,因為家姐係我親人——8964 copyright protection1124PENANA5oG43k5oJw 維尼
係我想、要保護嘅人。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAvdHGZtZX50 維尼
即使我哋唔係真係特別、特別close,平時都唔係特別着緊佢,但係,原來,我呢刻好緊張。8964 copyright protection1124PENANATTuaF3hjwo 維尼
好似為佢感到難過……點解佢要咁慘呢?點解會遇到個仆街呢?點解佢又會鍾意個仆街呢?我心情好亂,最大嘅,就係唔開心。8964 copyright protection1124PENANATZw76PJnZV 維尼
婷婷一路都捉住我膊頭,可能我反應唔大,甚至係冇乜反應。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAS5a6mjNJBJ 維尼
「點算啊而家?」婷婷問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAQJ4VRrEXyk 維尼
眼見輝哥同佢個friend已經分道揚鑣,我哋亦都越嚟越近屋企,我個心跳得越嚟越快。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAKX0ntcTXMv 維尼
下一刻,我就收到家姐WhatsApp:「輝話佢就嚟上嚟喎,不如你同阿婷等間先搵我?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAcFp8ZxoGfr 維尼
冇啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAaEeX9l2dgl 維尼
我再唔做嘢,家姐要冇啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA4yDHiksxrH 維尼
婷婷都攞起我部電話睇,然後搖一搖頭:「WhatsApp同恩姐講呢件事?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA7HMmeFzumP 維尼
行入一條後巷。8964 copyright protection1124PENANACJBCGDPVdb 維尼
Well,可能因為越行得好近,又冇乜人,所以輝哥回頭,就見到我哋。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAtq4F2jdNzj 維尼
「咦,你咪係細佬囉?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAoIbYSDl9Qi 維尼
輝哥停低,打量我哋。細你老母,邊個同你有親?你條仆街,我恨不得剪爛你再打成肉碎呀!!!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAZQumWwNUCP 維尼
「你去緊邊?」我問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA6cpJxam5NV 維尼
「搵緊你家姐呀,佢話聖誕同我過,又撞正佢生日喎,真係有緣啦。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAtatZiLsc4J 維尼
我非常憤恨,點解佢仲可以講得咁輕挑?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAMdJJ8gyiTM 維尼
輝哥又講:「你呢?好靚喎你隔籬個女仔,Hello!我叫阿輝。」佢同婷婷打招呼。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAjXhMKmpPOs 維尼
屌你,收皮啦好冇?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAA7NLsJvV5m 維尼
我西晒面,婷婷只係望一望我,冇應到輝哥——我哋都知你咩料啦,唔使喺度扮晒嘢。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAyIkJNX9tZF 維尼
輝哥冇因為我哋唔理佢,而覺得尷尬,反而繼續講:8964 copyright protection1124PENANAOX9kG2scW6 維尼
「我買咗啲蛋糕仔上去啊,你哋食唔食?畀幾個你哋吖,可以一啖食晒㗎,好快手,又唔會整污糟,好方便。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAUirBa50gA7 維尼
佢好似好歡快、心情好好;仲模仿咗一啖食晒個蛋糕個樣。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA2111c9UqXZ 維尼
但係,我望住佢呢個動作,竟然係諗起佢啱啱講今晚要食咗家姐,有食唔得、罪大惡極。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAe311iq6m8A 維尼
家姐喺佢眼中,同舊蛋糕仔一樣,可以一啖食晒、快手、乾淨、方便;因為家姐傻、家姐蠢,因為家姐真心鍾意佢。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAOOUMfuDpmW 維尼
所以,佢可以一啖食咗家姐……8964 copyright protection1124PENANA5q0OFBcHmV 維尼
最後,家姐只會被無情捨棄,就好似舊蛋糕變咗殘渣,只會被沖入大海。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAaTx1eoK8TL 維尼
我突然好痛心,諗起好多畫面,係家姐好蠢咁話等輝哥嘅時候。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAZhDNyDDN5y 維尼
而呢一刻,輝哥見我哋都係冇應佢,又自顧自輕快咁向前行。佢心情好到,令我心情好差,我諗起啱啱佢喺便利店講過嘅嘢,我諗起家姐為過佢喊然後極度憔悴嘅面容。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA1LFcymVQol 維尼
電話又震:「佢話就到。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA6izp4VSXjQ 維尼
我忍唔到。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAXGckjvfhCS 維尼
我上前,捉住輝哥膊頭,然後用膝頭哥頂佢背脊;等佢跌落地,再㩒住佢個身,打佢塊面——媾女媾得咁開心?我真係好嬲。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA9LLCmuOUWw 維尼
輝哥擺喺袋嘅comdom都跌咗出嚟,佢反應唔切,只能畀我㩒住。8964 copyright protection1124PENANABP8tvJvrrV 維尼
婷婷冇阻止我,只係低頭,又㩒兩吓電話。8964 copyright protection1124PENANASFlmZKhGoz 維尼
「做咩打我?」輝哥問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAGNH0aqRzXV 維尼
「我聽到晒你喺便利店講嘅嘢。」你仲好意思問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAW7CVuIzqAr 維尼
「Wow……唔怪得之。」輝哥試圖起身,輕挑咁講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA7w8itWyow7 維尼
「你條仆街!」我嬲到仆街。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAPSbt7CfPwp 維尼
「女我就大把,我唔會蝕,係你家姐鍾意我咋。」你仲笑得出,咁講嘢?8964 copyright protection1124PENANALrZX3ITfl2 維尼
「收嗲啦!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA6ZVhMsFtQp 維尼
「佢想畀我屌㗎。但原來佢細佬係痴線㗎,而家你求我屌佢,我都唔屌。」輝哥冷笑,我異常心寒。8964 copyright protection1124PENANALFyOsAhloU 維尼
「屌你條仆街含撚死啦。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA36DvCznf7o 維尼
我真係㩒住佢打,佢都有回拖,但姿勢上係我佔優,因為我壓住佢。8964 copyright protection1124PENANApIJmOkAT63 維尼
我好嬲,打打吓,好想喊,然後我將呢種感覺化成力氣。8964 copyright protection1124PENANALdpSaf00V3 維尼
直到有途人經過,叫晒分開我哋,我哋先停。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAQGkLavbzPd 維尼
真係好想往死裏打,事實上我覺得自己都已經係。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA3PO5UgnPH8 維尼
不過輝哥又真係努力護住佢塊面,睇落都唔太傷——傷晒喺啲着咗衫嘅位,其實我都係,有痛到㗎!8964 copyright protection1124PENANA6JIIqACWsn 維尼
「使唔使幫你哋報警?」個路人問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAoxipXSjjwq 維尼
我睥一睥輝哥,佢好不屑咁講:「我哋兩個打吓交啫,唔使叫啲狗嚟。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANATgQlu7r7YD 維尼
咩打交?係你畀我打,然後我唔小心畀你傷到,OK?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAVZoMltqtDx 維尼
「我而家就上去同恩恩講,你痴咗線打我,睇吓佢信邊個多啲?親生細佬喎,都痴Q線嘅。」輝哥話。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAvVk1IvREPA 維尼
「你唔係咁衰我會郁手打你?家姐點會信你唔信我?你畀我打壞個腦啊?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA8X7Kvu20AG 維尼
「你都低能,一睇你家姐個款,就知佢樣靚但冇腦,如果唔係佢點會鍾意我到而家,我講咗好多大話呃佢——係好、撚、多。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAKWmrwBDZXw 維尼
「你——你個人渣!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAUnPFZybzaY 維尼
我再上前,想捉住輝哥,但今次冇突襲,佢係避到,仲打返我轉頭。8964 copyright protection1124PENANATGFdL4xz15 維尼
我哋又扭打咗一陣,直至——8964 copyright protection1124PENANAWcO8HGbAeE 維尼
「停手啦,唔好打!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAoVI00QwDqE 維尼
我同輝哥都回頭望住聲音嘅來源,係家姐;家姐對眼紅晒,行多幾步企喺我同輝哥中間,將我擋喺後面,佢面向輝哥。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA9m2Yuekzcr 維尼
「唔、好、打、交。」家姐咬耳。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA6T45S15fd8 維尼
家姐個樣好似好攰,婷婷終於上前,扶住家姐——婷婷一直見住我哋打,都冇阻止過我哋,只係不斷㩒電話。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA0ou82VJ3CO 維尼
「你落到嚟就啱。你細佬痴咗線,係咁打我。」輝哥扮晒委屈咁同家姐講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAHS7MoTu1gs 維尼
我冷笑咗一吓,垃圾輝。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAWxeXIhGSld 維尼
「佢唔會無啦啦打你。」家姐企得更直,語氣震晒。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAfTwdbVZgbM 維尼
當然。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAp5IEc2jeyo 維尼
輝哥退後一步,皺晒眉:「點知你哋屋企啲人係咪有問題?你應該要補償返我啦。你睇吓你細佬咪就係咁,又衝動又唔經個腦——」8964 copyright protection1124PENANATNfjCPrp1A 維尼
「啪!」家姐掌刮輝哥。8964 copyright protection1124PENANALD3DcevyIJ 維尼
輝哥原本應該係想嗲吓、又嚇吓家姐。但係,家姐打咗佢一巴,佢即刻呆晒,不可置信咁。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAcjJTshIwbs 維尼
「唔好咁講我細佬,你條仆街!」家姐大聲講,莫名痛心咁喊。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA3Bwt53I8OC 維尼
「做咩事?話兩句就要打我?你都癲埋一份,仲喊?」輝哥嬲嬲哋、又有啲愕然。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAHPyEEZVBBL 維尼
「我知你係咩人啦……其實我應該一早知㗎,我睇唔見咋。」家姐抬頭,正視輝哥。8964 copyright protection1124PENANADGfQdcBVAA 維尼
然後,家姐慢慢打開WhatsApp,播放一段錄音,係婷婷send畀佢、喺便利店錄嘅。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAVVnyJUQBgI 維尼
就係輝哥同佢個friend好陰質咁講嘅嘢。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAfY6Unp7i5m 維尼
家姐一邊聽——我諗,已經唔係第一次,但佢個身依然係震晒。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAo5Dx79FSsH 維尼
「點解呢?」家姐問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAzYNR8es0Ds 維尼
「你聽我解釋,我講吓㗎咋,想喺朋友面前認叻咋!」輝哥答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA8sbvozv9Qr 維尼
不如你收皮啦?仲垂死掙扎。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA9IMV0LJC9D 維尼
家姐低頭,又播出另一段錄音,係我同輝哥第一次打交時嘅對話;家姐冷漠咁問:「冇嘢講啦?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAjQ0TwvL7iX 維尼
但係,我知道,家姐唔係好似語氣咁淡定,因為佢已經喊晒。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAvdpovBntLz 維尼
呢個世界,頓時得返我哋四個。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA9BkhOUzANg 維尼
「點解呢?」家姐重覆:「如果你唔係咁樣打我細佬,我可能……仲會呃住自己,真係你想吹水咋。點解呢……」8964 copyright protection1124PENANATrZzl9VshB 維尼
Dead air。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAjhNB5uZ39o 維尼
「點解呢?」婷婷好似幫家姐開聲,望住輝哥,佢都好嬲咁。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAg3s8Gn4eFu 維尼
都係嘅,應該就係婷婷send錄音、然後叫家姐落嚟,佢對呢個場境於心不忍,但又覺得一定要繼續。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAFeHcWZc9H7 維尼
「唉。點解要搞到咁呢?聖誕又生日,和和氣氣唔好咩?我都係想你開心咋。」輝哥摷頭。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAGWdjDQrgfK 維尼
「想我開心?咁、咁樣我會開心?」家姐輕笑,又嗦咗吓鼻水。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAbi8kFq3pvb 維尼
家姐……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAj1JWadJRMj 維尼
其實我好少見到家姐喊,而每一次,都係因為輝哥咁……8964 copyright protection1124PENANARfqbWPKF3k 維尼
「如果唔係佢哋拆穿,我哋一定會好開心㗎喎。算啦,不過你都知道,我哋又搞成咁囉,咁都冇計啦。」輝哥漫不經心。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAGTlhVeOoy0 維尼
「咩叫冇計啊?」聽唔出家姐嘅情感係點。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAd9VIEAXTf9 維尼
「就係都冇辦法啦,你又接受唔到,咪算囉。」輝哥唔在乎咁講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAFX7H7m8jdF 維尼
我哋冇人再出過聲。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAjhhMvcTwvv 維尼
好快,輝哥自說自話:「好啦咁,恩恩,生日快樂,聖誕快樂。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA30S3IjQ4xi 維尼
然後佢再喺家姐耳邊講咗一句嘢,我哋聽唔到,但家姐即刻猛然望住佢,再打多佢一巴。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAhfyRbwekLU 維尼
家姐指住佢:「你走!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANATdohl0RMyV 維尼
「得、得,得。拜拜。」輝哥都有啲惱羞成怒。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAUfrk0q9lxc 維尼
得返我哋。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAfrVrsky81K 維尼
家姐冇喊出聲,佢只係迴避我哋兩個嘅眼神,擺擺手、搖搖頭,示意自己冇事。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA8zaLjiZ4Tr 維尼
但我哋都知道,家姐有事。8964 copyright protection1124PENANALHl0y70Kp4 維尼
佢冇一刻,對眼係冇眼淚。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAaIAcbKXjhq 維尼
婷婷話:「我哋一齊返屋企啦,買咗啲嘢食!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAkQxQg9dZ92 維尼
我附和:「係!朱古力喎,你最鍾意㗎,返屋企先啦。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAQLPLWEpEs9 維尼
家姐點頭,冇出聲、冇搭話。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA6zWF0lEzdD 維尼
我哋都唔敢再講啲咩……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAHgbuXQOhIT 維尼
當時已經係下午三點,係一個唔嗲唔吊嘅時間,何況我哋兩個開心嘅人(當然而家都傷心咗),加家姐一個最傷心嘅人,呢個組合都不太諧和。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA61ghLEphif 維尼
我哋到屋,坐低,我哋都只係求其講啲嘢就算。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA8BQPWLyCss 維尼
「今日街上好多人呀。」我講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAOjilEAVam2 維尼
「係呀,咁聖誕節吖嘛,咁開心。」婷婷答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAc4FhPEUVyn 維尼
「嗯,得我唔係咋嘛,街裏愛人一對對。」家姐完結對話。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAmNInptMzt5 維尼
……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAw6bmxs7dfJ 維尼
咁都踩到雷?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAdMhAOXe5eC 維尼
「隻糖個味好好喎。便利店買?」家姐稍稍精神。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAmUwcvN5GM7 維尼
「係啩,又唔係我哋買,個仆街買嘅。」我答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAh5nvMIvf56 維尼
「係囉,邊度好食。」婷婷附和。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAZEJIOdfnbZ 維尼
家姐臉色僵硬,又努力笑一笑。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA990MJWkffi 維尼
……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAuSurDXsA2u 維尼
我又諗起輝哥作狀一啖食晒蛋糕嘅情景,對上家姐嘅神情,百般滋味在心頭。啱啱親耳聽到錄音嘅家姐,究竟係咩感受?我唔知、佢冇講,但我好嬲,我真係好嬲。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA8PwzEgoijo 維尼
我哋冇再提。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAd4slhMnVl1 維尼
我哋攞蛋糕出嚟,幫家姐慶生,點上蠟燭,唱生日歌——恭喜家姐又大一歲,或者年年都繼續係十八歲。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAvoKynUS8n8 維尼
「恩姐快啲許願啦!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANANbvjXfYo3G 維尼
家姐合埋眼,好快就打開返,然後輕輕力咁吹熄蠟燭。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAffDkhlMDVW 維尼
「許咗咩願吖?」我問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA6tKTPQmGDh 維尼
「唔講啦,驚唔靈吖嘛。」家姐充滿疲態咁講,我哋都知道佢冇咩興致,但都陪我哋過吓過佢嘅生日。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAok5Kq0hSwX 維尼
之後,大部分時間,都係得我同婷婷喺度講嘢,又一邊食蛋糕。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAkvIxwndOJl 維尼
家姐望住我哋,會加入話題,會笑、會沉默、會若有所思:8964 copyright protection1124PENANAJ4I91J5qJS 維尼
「你哋真係好啊。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAxwYu6iNUT8 維尼
婷婷攞出禮物同埋卡仔,遞晒畀家姐,佢同家姐合照,我揸機——必須要講,佢哋兩個,都好靚,係家姐有啲殘啫。8964 copyright protection1124PENANADzaNPXirv4 維尼
「當然好。」我驕傲地答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAjfpRqCcYB8 維尼
「我哋會一直陪住你㗎!」婷婷擁抱家姐。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAoctIStPQuN 維尼
「你哋一齊咗先啦,好好一齊努力,其他嘢唔好講住先。」家姐好似好欣慰地笑。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAcYszDp3dSU 維尼
我哋喺屋叫外賣,家姐望住我同婷婷啲行徑,少sweet,佢笑得非常落寞——8964 copyright protection1124PENANAJqLwDFmYYe 維尼
鬼咩,生日都同我哋過,實失望嘅。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAfFbkEhXse4 維尼
但家姐依然微笑。8964 copyright protection1124PENANARGKQisCYYl 維尼
家姐其實大我兩年,佢成績好、風評好,身邊所有人都鍾意佢。而且佢係家姐,感覺成日都係做lead住我嘅角色,所以都幾有威嚴,說一不二咁;但呢一刻,望住家姐靜靜哋坐喺梳化,對住個切咗幾忽嘅蛋糕發呆,我突然覺得佢仲係好細個,好似以前幼稚園時,拖住我返學嘅女仔——8964 copyright protection1124PENANAqOmME1VfcB 維尼
其實佢仍然細小、脆弱、需要保護,因為呢個世界,有壞人會傷害佢。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAbByh13ClR8 維尼
好快我哋就食完。8964 copyright protection1124PENANACdMwHdMW6j 維尼
「好啦,唔做電燈膽啦,你哋快啲去享受吓呢個聖誕啦,我都要休息吓!」家姐趕我同婷婷走。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAVqAyxhX7Hh 維尼
「唔介意喎!」婷婷答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAda8wwN6eaD 維尼
家姐搖頭:「我介意啊,你哋去行啦,今日應該開開心心㗎嘛。」又對住我講:「記得送人返屋企呀。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANALmx6XchSsZ 維尼
我同家姐對望,佢對住我挑眉笑,我知道,佢需要一個人嘅空間。8964 copyright protection1124PENANADoeFnjwdZ9 維尼
即使我唔知佢諗緊咩,但我知道,佢真係好唔開心。除咗佢自己,冇人可以幫到佢住……8964 copyright protection1124PENANARiFeAgDaIE 維尼
或者,幫到佢嘅人,遠遠不是我哋。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAmovNPhGidd 維尼
我同婷婷唯有出去。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAave3xQlrjW 維尼
*8964 copyright protection1124PENANAy29IBXEvZv 維尼
望住細佬同婷婷出去,我鬆一口氣,隔咗十分鐘,確定佢哋真係走遠。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAqbNVDdsQ3J 維尼
我終於夠膽返房,喊。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAmtwaBnaENF 維尼
我唔想佢哋擔心。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAu8vnhgieS8 維尼
呢個月以嚟,其實我已經努力地fade out輝,但原來我做唔到——因為佢約咗我今日見——啫係代表,佢已經忙完,可以畀多啲時間我、應承我、同我一齊。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAoFzC0erdqs 維尼
所以,我決定,信多佢一次。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAggEP12rJf4 維尼
人係一種好奇怪嘅生物,我哋嘅信念可以好強,可以好弱。明明我一直以嚟都極其灰心,但係而家輝畀一畀希望我,我就可以捨棄從前嘅傷心,然後若無其事咁等待、期待。8964 copyright protection1124PENANARb0C839EtS 維尼
當我察覺到呢件事時,我就知道,原來我都只係一般人。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAuTuLepjIWe 維尼
我同普通嘅妹豬一樣,情緒會因為一個離棄或離棄過自己嘅男仔而大起大落。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAXv1U98S9bz 維尼
噢,今日係我嘅二十歲生日。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAEViNC3IFl2 維尼
楊知恩,生日快樂。8964 copyright protection1124PENANATxQj727KnT 維尼
我坐喺梳化,重播阿婷send畀我嘅錄音。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAoZYoY818PA 維尼
「……點敢呃條女同佢講我哋一齊,實好麻煩。總之今晚我焯硬佢嘅。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAyim2zCTrUd 維尼
呃?如果同我一齊,都只係呃我?麻煩?點解你話麻煩啊?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAfVZ0y62fWc 維尼
我用咁多時間等你,原來,喺你眼中只係「焯」。8964 copyright protection1124PENANApJrUWLizqA 維尼
「係喎,手頭嗰啲都用晒,之前一晚用咗好撚多個,真係太爽。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAi8hXhGBjkH 維尼
幾時?識咗我之前,定係識咗我之後?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAkRDzESLbf4 維尼
我喺你眼中,保守、無趣,唔肯畀你喺未一齊之前上,畀唔到最極致嘅快感你,所以令你需要搵其他人,係唔係?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAtmtLJZYGK0 維尼
嗯,我都明嘅,你又唔係我邊個。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA1CGGU7HEgC 維尼
「佢想畀我屌㗎。但原來佢細佬係痴線㗎,而家你求我屌佢,我都唔屌。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAWJxyDl90ZE 維尼
……哈。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA4lFxEAHfqv 維尼
點解?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAs1UU2ltdbt 維尼
點解要咁對我?我做錯啲咩啊……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAALBWBK0tgB 維尼
你話唔同我一齊住,我就真係等,等到你可以嘅時候。中間有其他人approach我㗎,但每次你嘅臉容都會浮現,話畀我聽,我係非你不可。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAa40SfBfwGH 維尼
但你唔係。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAcrdwiy4oK2 維尼
你可以有Amy、Betty、Cathy……唔需要有我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA55WVmc60R7 維尼
原來我只係你嘅下午茶餐,你可以食,可以唔食;食咗會開心啲,但唔食都唔緊要,因為仍然有三餐排緊隊等你。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAK0ZdQHZ3bM 維尼
而,你當我只係食物,食到,好,食唔到,算數。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA6IWkGeUIwl 維尼
咁感情呢?你對我冇咩?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAR2Lna9R59L 維尼
同時,都聽到細佬把聲。細佬原來已經長大,佢可以為咗家姐打人——同埋畀人打。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAkTVpk3A89u 維尼
我親眼見到嗰吓,真係唔敢相信。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAIAtZxqt2WL 維尼
而輝話細佬痴線嗰陣,我更加、更加嬲。你話我咪算,點解要燒埋我身邊真心愛護我嘅人?8964 copyright protection1124PENANA3CheqWP7W4 維尼
你對我根本冇心。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAgmZhlzYkny 維尼
好快,輝哥自說自話:「好啦咁,恩恩,生日快樂,聖誕快樂。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAowtMBVW4ba 維尼
然後佢再喺家姐耳邊講咗一句嘢,我哋聽唔到,但家姐即刻猛然望住佢,再打多佢一巴。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAzt8P1AcOzV 維尼
嗰句說話,係:8964 copyright protection1124PENANAgLaq8EG4WI 維尼
「我咪話咗畀個驚喜你嘅,原本係話想畀你體驗吓,我有幾犀利。不過而家咁,你仲想唔想?我都仲OK㗎。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAN2sk8jm6Ks 維尼
我同你唔應該只得呢種關係啊……8964 copyright protection1124PENANA28xMw2rtvf 維尼
我係真心鍾意你㗎!8964 copyright protection1124PENANARnEXFbTjhL 維尼
就算,就算你令我失望多次,從應承我、畀諾言我,到拖住我、迴避我,再到你搵返我,畀希望我,我冇一刻唔掛住你,你知唔知啊……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAIWNcaqgtZI 維尼
係,喺你對我唔嗲唔吊之後,我係有諗過淡忘你,搵啲真心對我好嘅人;但我發現我做唔到,因為誠實問心,我只鍾意你,至少目前冇人能夠喺我心入面進駐。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAuckjYGDD0G 維尼
但你唔係。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAAq2MDBtyNk 維尼
你唔係咪算,點解要咁樣傷害我?我嘅忠誠對你嚟講,係啲乜嘢?8964 copyright protection1124PENANA6Amix3WpL8 維尼
唔係……係因為,你唔需要我對你好,你都唔需要我……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAf96O1UswdV 維尼
最可恨嘅係,去到而家,我生日嘅呢一刻、聽到錄音之後,我諗起你,仍然覺得鍾意。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAe7AfUqPe0r 維尼
我好憎你,但我都係好鍾意你。8964 copyright protection1124PENANArpVc52vjJ9 維尼
點算?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAarY7ng0vsF 維尼
其實,我係抵死。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAHzQcWTGvCt 維尼
我唔係唔知你係衰人,只係唔知衰成咁,或者,我以為自己係例外——因為我都曾經感覺,你好鍾意我,而且我同你身邊其他女仔嘅類型都唔一樣,我以為自己可以係特別嘅一個。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAllweSDVXBq 維尼
點知,原來我同佢哋都係一樣,你或者都未曾放在眼內。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA22iZdD2zzZ 維尼
啱啱食飯嘅時候,我望住細佬同阿婷,突然都有啲開心——雖然我唔幸福,但佢哋睇落好好,或者咁樣就夠。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAo9ILWM1rAg 維尼
一個屋企裏面,總係好難同時一齊幸福㗎。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAnMUwD2tb9i 維尼
細佬同阿婷好和諧。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAOgAy8vqgF5 維尼
啱㗎!花咁多時間同心機先至追到喎,唔容易㗎葉師傅,所以之後都一定要順順利利先係。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAdQrZ9tepy0 維尼
而家,我,可能,唔配擁有呢種幸福。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAOkC0H8GPPO 維尼
我冇啫,唔緊要啊,我希望你哋開心。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAIydhfWA6LE 維尼
話晒,細佬同阿婷都真係關心我——雖然我冇提過,但佢哋買中咗我鍾意嘅色號,叻叻啊。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAwJ0OghKimP 維尼
我攤喺梳化。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAhrXL4UBF5Q 維尼
我冇嘢做。8964 copyright protection1124PENANArNrS8xbB1T 維尼
打開電視,㩒入去輝嘅WhatsApp界面,見住佢上線再落線;我㩒出去,重播阿婷send畀我嘅錄音,輝嘅一字一句,喺我腦海徘徊,揮之不去。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAnMwPkjoOS8 維尼
其實,你真係好垃圾。8964 copyright protection1124PENANADtOJod9g4b 維尼
只係,喺呢一分、呢一秒,我個心只係得你。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAZk2eXQ9T3u 維尼
天氣有啲凍,我着多一件外套,仍然顫抖,喊完又喊,喊完再喊。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAQeLHunySB3 維尼
我根本冇想像中咁堅強。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAnM4AwzprOt 維尼
但係啱啱,我已經笑得好攰啦,就由我繼續喊吧。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA3836BFhI5p 維尼
生日大晒㗎嘛,係咪?至少,今晚。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAsLnl6ECHwb 維尼
我望住電話,好想聽到輝把聲,好想見佢,呢個係我最簡單嘅欲望——我為今日期待咗好耐,由佢約我嗰時開始,我就已經以緊張、興奮、又遏止興奮嘅心跳就過每一日;偶然我冷靜,偶然我熱烈,即使呢一切,只得我知道。8964 copyright protection1124PENANADG1oBSanu7 維尼
傳說女人都係鍾意仆街,因為男人唔壞,女人唔愛——我諗,呢一個,並唔係傳說。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAHiUH4F6HrX 維尼
身邊當然有人同好男仔拍到拖,但approach親我嗰啲,其實都似係輝嘅類型,我都唔知點解。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAbVcErUk0ia 維尼
我好想搵阿輝。見一面?傾兩吓偈?求佢講三個咁樣對我嘅理由?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAPC7woty42U 維尼
但係,如果我去搵咗佢,咁我嘅自尊呢?我唔要啦?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAE8j7lJiB2a 維尼
我望住電話,諗起,佢話佢會鍾意我好耐、好耐、好耐,因為我同其他人唔同;但原來,佢嘅好耐,只係得兩個月——我哋嘅時空從來唔一樣。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAL2X5YW1tPa 維尼
但我想見佢。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAHJwBkQgxDW 維尼
我打字。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAzzoZfTb7yg 維尼
但只係打咗頭幾隻字,細佬就返咗嚟,手頭拎住一碗芒果西米露。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA8ObMZi9HzW 維尼
我即刻抹一抹塊面同對眼,而家嘅我,一定全臉都好紅,似足喊咗二百年嘅喪屍。8964 copyright protection1124PENANADmVt3nZy4I 維尼
「家姐,食啲甜品。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANANmcDw6r5Re 維尼
細佬望一望我,然後又低頭講一講,可能佢驚佢見到我喊,會令我覺得好丢架啦,所以之後佢都一直迴避我塊面。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAudrEdsgxAu 維尼
我望住佢帶畀我嘅甜品,笑一笑,細佬原來真係已經大個,識追女仔,識追到手添;識保護家姐,識照顧家姐;而我竟然想搵返輝——實在太對唔住為我而打輝嘅細佬。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAALuMq8cP1j 維尼
好似,突然醒一醒咁,望咗細佬幾吓,就㩒出咗輝嘅WhatsApp界面。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA17BaOk9RnW 維尼
Sorry啊細佬,係家姐冇用。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA5HErXq944s 維尼
「咁早返嚟嘅?」我問,八點幾咋喎,應該仲同緊阿婷一齊㗎嘛。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA3LIIa7vU0b 維尼
「街上咁多人,廢事留咁耐啦,咪早啲返嚟。」細佬搖頭。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA6jqVXrOx2c 維尼
「唔想見多阿婷一陣咩?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAX0ZDgh1gyB 維尼
「想啊,不過都見咗咁耐啦,之後仲會有排見嘅,唔驚。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAPAWsMDo3CC 維尼
細佬呢種穩定、踏實嘅心安,我從來都冇;輝一直都若即若離,未曾令我覺得有安全感。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAZatkY16EbU 維尼
我都想可以唔驚、唔慌咁迎接一個人嘅到來。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAK377l9bTu8 維尼
唉,其實搵返佢做咩吖?可能,而家,佢已經攞住下奏買嘅安全套,同緊人哋用。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAFS4On75gsa 維尼
「哦……聖誕快樂。」我答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAnGh7otIxxO 維尼
「聖誕快樂,你都生日快樂。」細佬回應。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAY5WUsanZKx 維尼
「嗯,快樂。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANABb1EZ3bNui 維尼
「明天會更好㗎嘛,嗰啲垃圾,邊度襯得起你先——喂,其實我一直都話佢係垃圾㗎喎,樣都衰過人,pat陰遮住對眼嘅,都唔知睇唔睇到路。」細佬不忿咁答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAIZBhj4EKzh 維尼
「我問過,佢話睇到。」我回憶起輝嘅面容。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAwabbTyFWEb 維尼
「吓,咁你有冇問過佢,有咁多女,個腎仲O唔OK?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA1fcUWsLPZf 維尼
我諗我面色應該沉一沉。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAXFFVyharl0 維尼
「咁應該係唔得了,放棄佢,搵個正正常常嘅男人啦。」細佬應該係見到我嘅表情:「你值得更好啦明顯。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAQsS66OlT6Q 維尼
「得啦得啦,我冇嘢喎。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA3ELQAxFUOg 維尼
「你咁都冇嘢咩?」細佬正視我個樣。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAlqbLiI5Dbl 維尼
「係。」我迴避佢嘅目光,因為我知道自己對眼一定好紅、好腫。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAcgtossNv5E 維尼
「好好好,你冇嘢……」細佬講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA1jmEE0WirH 維尼
細佬又講:「咁——有啲咩,記得搵我喎。佢再蝦你,我就幫你打柒佢。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAAf6Bq1aPXW 維尼
「下話?我見到你都畀佢打喎。」我調侃。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAVKrXQGbiri 維尼
「吓?我讓佢咋喎,用咗一成功力咁大把,驚佢畀我打死咋,我就濟世為懷,唔殺生嘅,即使佢係老鼠曱甴。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAAmTrtw1zjO 維尼
「痛唔痛呀咁你。」我揭起細佬嘅衫袖:「哇,瘀晒啦!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAp5d2wV9D8f 維尼
「唔痛喎,完全冇問題。」細佬縮開。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA6KuNK2hkR1 維尼
「咪扮,咁大噠,仲話冇嘢?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAVdT7NL3CYs 維尼
「超,我都咁樣,可能條友已經入咗醫院做緊手術啦。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAp7QOOWEE8t 維尼
「你咪吹水,同你捽啲散瘀膏啦。」我作勢起身。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAGekav3cYlR 維尼
細佬㩒一㩒我嘅膊頭:「我哋男人冇咁麻煩,好快就會退㗎啦,驚乜。你顧掂自己先啦,我唔想以後又要幫你打仔呀!鍾意個好男仔唔得嘅?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAt3cPyg2LkR 維尼
我沉默。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAa7ASUxsNpz 維尼
良久,我答:「好,我會。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAZ8WKOFAYa4 維尼
我腦中閃過好多呢幾個月嘅事,畫面停咗喺細佬同輝扭打之時。8964 copyright protection1124PENANACjrLtDsZQV 維尼
「咁順攤?」細佬問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAlhFjOztvWc 維尼
「多謝你吖嘛。不過我就唔會畀醫藥費你啦,你呢啲幸福嘅人自有愛情滋養。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAyVfgI7EtNr 維尼
其實我心裏想講,對唔住呀,要你冇得同阿婷過正常嘅節日。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAlrg6JDNvNg 維尼
「使乜講。」細佬不以為然,又講:「身邊好多人緊張你㗎,婷婷都趕我早啲返嚟睇你。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAK9o5u5Ko4G 維尼
係,如果你唔返嚟,我已經搵咗阿輝——當然我唔敢講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAPeEY6syjKy 維尼
「一個咋喎。」我笑。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAnF1F75lDmf 維尼
「咁——仲有我囉——頂咩,好嘔心呀講呢啲!」細佬扮嘔。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA3DIXEEfZbM 維尼
「係囉,如果係個靚仔講出嚟,會好好多囉。」我附和,我哋實在太少講呢啲。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA0N86CfmpLo 維尼
「我屌呀?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAUrX2WFB7LU 維尼
「OK,多謝你。」我真誠地講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAyJR3lf1He6 維尼
姊弟之間,好少講到肉麻嘢,大家都大,自有天地;但我哋知道,關心一直都喺度,只係唔用把口講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAct94iPkhza 維尼
我哋含蓄,所以張揚地喺背後真心希望對方好;如果對方有事,就會好難受。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAAkkbs6UPro 維尼
細佬無言,返返入房。8964 copyright protection1124PENANArzRAxoY3wm 維尼
我仲食緊個西米露,同自己講,身邊愛我嘅人,已經因為我而受苦,但仍然買甜嘢畀我食。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAovWHHHEVxc 維尼
咁我呢?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAk5fvr0g812 維尼
點解仲要鍾意個仆街?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAkSPxSALFJA 維尼
佢而家,有冇一刻掛住我?8964 copyright protection1124PENANA6BdPmwewG6 維尼
恐怕,冇啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAOjImXCcusZ 維尼
我諗起輝,眼淚依然滴落碗西米露;但潷一啖落個口,味道,仍然係甜嘅。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA4mfJmtlmWh 維尼
生日快樂,楊知恩祝自己早日放低嗰一段無花無果嘅感情,早日放過努力堅強嘅自己。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAmmfiR7ZT0a 維尼
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之後嘅每一日,都係特別簡單、平淡。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAlAFCKpxOvj 維尼
冇咩原因嘅,我同婷婷又已經互相知道大家心意,個心就當然定一定,唔使再十五十六,驚佢唔鍾意我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA05IZ3yGyj2 維尼
一月一號跨年,咁我哋都約埋一齊嘅,不過婷婷就同屋企人講,係約咗成大班friend,咁結果呢,就係我、婷婷、郭靖、Winnie一齊過啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAhTNelHLxMg 維尼
「好逼啊。」Winnie話。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAiDrJPUMquw 維尼
「你捉實我啦,廢時走失咗又要搵你。」郭靖話。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAzhfSkmfctB 維尼
「好啦。」Winnie點頭。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAyJzmlbTZZ4 維尼
我同婷婷對視一眼——咦,做咩而家好似係郭靖佔咗上風咁嘅?之前都係Winnie惡啲㗎喎?8964 copyright protection1124PENANADkbg66B3B6 維尼
我哋冇問,大概都知道係點解,郭靖唔知做咗啲咩,唔覺意收服咗本身惡死嘅Winnie。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAmHlStTbESP 維尼
我哋喺海濱——好撚多人,街裏愛人一對對,或者都係一大班人咁。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAs8q3slYhkA 維尼
婷婷嘅頸巾鬆咗少少,我幫佢綁返緊啲。佢着好多嘢上身,冷衫、帽、頸巾、絲襪,但都仲係咁靚,一啲都唔腫。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAGyVY7kQnky 維尼
「新年有咩願望呀?」我問婷婷。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA4rVaSklbb4 維尼
「考好啲試囉……」婷婷答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAxMacCMf4eE 維尼
「仲有呢?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAFOYPfUsap5 維尼
「屋企人身體健康囉……」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAiNFG1sh67n 維尼
「仲有冇?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAGVX8ZFT5lh 維尼
「希望你之後仲會鍾意我啦……」婷婷越講越細聲。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAH8fnAGeQa2 維尼
「浪費願望,我有咩可能會唔鍾意你呀?」我敲一敲佢頂帽。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAYzjlBTtLc3 維尼
婷婷靠近我嘅耳邊,嗲嗲哋咁講:「唔出奇呀,你睇吓佢哋,由唔鍾意都變成咁啦,鍾意變得唔鍾意,好難咩?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAD0zQddYUms 維尼
「我先唔會變。」我篤定——喂,我咁辛苦先得到你認可喎,點會令你失望㗎?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAfZEJKYZB6G 維尼
「咁你呢?有咩願望?」婷婷反問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANARMe7uvlpcT 維尼
「希望我哋升到同一間U,然後一直行落去!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAgKH9TsVoQj 維尼
「咁呀,首先你要努力讀書啦。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAolDQS8YVFL 維尼
「我有呀。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAeWSFs93bVm 維尼
我真係努力咗,我發誓一定要考得好,然後同婷婷順利一齊,都嚟到呢步,如果最後因為啲硬件嘢而後退,我會睇唔起自己。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAjjBqoff0Up 維尼
跨完年就返學,然後就開始考試,每日都温書、考試,婷婷又真係乖,好投入嘅,所以我哋都係得返夜晚先至會傾兩句WhatsApp,內容都悶。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAbanKbtglgZ 維尼
「温晒未?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANANDZt3ONF1W 維尼
「就嚟。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAdzU4zxWsA6 維尼
「早啲瞓啦,聽日先至會有精神。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAlsNparyj0Z 維尼
「好啊,你都係,聽日加油!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAnprsL151JD 維尼
每日如是。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAH7w8TSeKBT 維尼
但係,返學一見到面,婷婷就會偷偷哋同我打招呼,臨考之前,都會靜靜雞經過我個位,留低memo紙:「加油<3」呢一啲得我哋兩個都知嘅小事,令所以心情都變得更豐滿。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAteyTtQ7zNB 維尼
考完,我哋學校就好快派卷嘅,基本上冇假放。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAHlvRsNUda4 維尼
咁我哋就照返平時咁坐啦,Chris依然坐喺婷婷隔籬,佢哋就少咗交流嘅,因為Chris好似都冇乜mood咁——佢有堅持約婷婷,但婷婷堅持唔出嚟,咁就不了了之,冇然後;而且又要派卷啦,可能壓力都大。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAzwWGCLNzxH 維尼
我哋坐得近,每次派卷時,婷婷都唔特別想睇個分,所以佢會攞畀我、望吓我先,然後覺得我表情正常,先接返份卷——咁當然婷婷成績OK,佢就唔會再講嘢,只會繼續喺位,問吓我幾分咁。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAXW3I6Gtowx 維尼
Well……咁我成績就唔係特別好嘅,但都唔係真係差嘅……只係,有時Chris都會擰轉頭,就唔為意咁見到我個分,然後就話:8964 copyright protection1124PENANAukGR65Tuo3 維尼
「你咁渣㗎,咁點同婷婷入同一間大學呀?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAcRU2EL8FCb 維尼
「咩唔得呀?你顧掂自己先啦。」婷婷即刻答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAZiAZIuNUc2 維尼
「咪係囉、咪係囉。」我附和。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAbIy8Glm6w1 維尼
婷婷有時都大聲過我,每次Chris寸我,佢都會幫口。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAO1S78JgOmU 維尼
咁有一科Chris就考衰咗——就係數學!我第一,佢第三,相信佢心情一定係大受打擊……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAmY3sDorfF9 維尼
「哇咦,你唔再係第一啦?」我寸Chris。8964 copyright protection1124PENANADNfqcaTu7N 維尼
Chris冇講嘢,只係睥一睥我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANANKcKX4XLFS 維尼
隔一陣,佢又話:「你今次好彩咋!」但佢個樣真係好頹,可能因為佢長期都係第一,始終難接受啲嘅。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAD3BrlcNWmM 維尼
「下次你都唔會係,因為有我。」我答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAjA1vDnj77S 維尼
不過見到Chris咁,我又於心不忍:「唔好頹啦,一次半次啫。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAeOQXK94Aix 維尼
「邊有。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAzywE4p8cJy 維尼
原來靚仔都會咁口是心非。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAEsY4qHKiCI 維尼
「乖啦。」我拍拍佢膊頭。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA5qJb7PQ31P 維尼
婷婷聽到我哋嘅對話,奸笑,寫咗張memo畀我:「其實你哋都幾夾。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAJe3jWn2tjc 維尼
「邊度?」我寫。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAZjQVjxHGo7 維尼
「位置分明,仲要好養眼。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAKAGfNdnQE7 維尼
屌,婷婷畀Winnie教壞晒……8964 copyright protection1124PENANA1xGaFIHiiI 維尼
總之,派卷都算係有驚無險嘅,只係我要再認真啲,谷吓語文科啲成績。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAaAMtV8mBSt 維尼
而婷婷,就依然係嚟我度補文學,同埋同我一齊做數——但有時做做吓又講咗第二啲嘢,婷婷就請求家姐一定要㩒停我兩個。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA41GiMZtM60 維尼
「啱㗎啦,家姐幫手囉,又成日宅喺屋。連一月一都自己過,慘慘。」我揶揄家姐。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA8y90ZQt4Ua 維尼
「咁你係咪要我搵返個垃圾呀?」家姐嘖咗一聲。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAQxSMlx64Pi 維尼
「咁又唔係……」我唔想再打交。8964 copyright protection1124PENANANYoFrsG8Fq 維尼
「咁你同阿婷生性啲温習啦!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAJMglSUXNvB 維尼
據我所知,呢段時間,我仲係會聽到家姐偷偷哋喊,佢食少咗好多嘢,瘦咗一啲;但係,起碼都叫精神過之前,都係好好哋咁同我哋講書。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAt7XQQTwq8T 維尼
家姐del晒啲交友app,都block咗垃圾輝——廢事互相搵。8964 copyright protection1124PENANApCoLcsuMoF 維尼
偶然,家姐會有非常落寞嘅神色,但最後,佢都係會專心咁改婷婷啲卷,同埋做佢自己啲大學功課。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAHmg5uH48nH 維尼
我諗,家姐今次咁hurt,都需要少少時間,但最後應該都係會好返嘅。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA1Kwq50niKP 維尼
喺你正式好返之前,羨慕吓我同婷婷兩個人排排坐、日日見先啦!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAktwKChNQQk 維尼
大家點樣定義happy ending?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAGYwKeEKCLf 維尼
對於我嚟講,而家咁樣每日見到婷婷、同到婷婷過,其實已經係一種開心嘅——未到結局,但總係難啲畀你睇晒我人生嘅未來發展……8964 copyright protection1124PENANALFbeZpovqZ 維尼
我哋兩個多咗好多得我哋先知道嘅默契。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAxmnSMuW1rL 維尼
譬如我哋有同一個笑點,做一個動作就知對方其實講緊啲咩——而呢啲嘢係我哋自己自創,就變得非常浪漫。8964 copyright protection1124PENANALGKCJyxOpa 維尼
我會叫婷婷做「嘟嘟獸」,因為佢成日睇睇吓書就會不自覺嘟起個嘴,睇落好似好蠢咁……作為回報,婷婷私底下都會叫我做傻鴨……佢話我成日捧住個頭,都似傻鴨一樣咁呆。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA6pX1xU4G3D 維尼
我哋經過對方,就成日發出「嘟嘟!」、「傻鴨傻鴨~」嘅叫聲——其實真係超級無敵低能……但係得我哋了然於心,而其他人一臉疑惑,呢一樣嘢,原來係咁爽。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAkysqLvBPbp 維尼
有時呢喺學校,婷婷去完廁所,咁啱我就出緊去廁所,婷婷就會扮:「請拍卡!」就係同佢輕輕擊個靚掌,然後先至畀我出。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA4Tl3AKzHoU 維尼
係㗎,係好無聊㗎……但我覺得好sweet喎。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA14iObAHZp5 維尼
嘻嘻~8964 copyright protection1124PENANABJmGfxOh7P 維尼
情人節要返學,咁婷婷就有送到朱古力畀我,聽講係佢同Winnie一齊整?做?(我覺得其實都係融咗啲朱古力,再倒落個模度,然後再雪……),講真,收到婷婷送嘅朱古力,我就已經覺得好甜——有人見到婷婷攞畀我,佢哋個個「Wow~~~」問我哋係咪拍緊拖?咁我哋兩個都一致地笑笑口,唔多講,大家明咪算囉——8964 copyright protection1124PENANAqq1i5GU1nJ 維尼
其實都好明顯,其他人一提起我,就會諗起婷婷,相反亦然啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAe48x3OxIGV 維尼
婷婷值日要擦黑板,其他同學都會自動自覺嗌我個名,叫我出去幫佢手;咁我當然都係含笑義不容辭啦,起初婷婷都會唔太好意思,但最後、慢慢多咗之後,就欣然接受啦。有人起哄——係,同我哋乜都冇嘅時候,係一樣,但同學仔嘅起哄係永遠唔會缺席的。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAz3u8jlj8Ya 維尼
大家都好似知我同婷婷係有嘢的。8964 copyright protection1124PENANANW0gdAMYkB 維尼
唔係好似,都係真係知先啱。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAtIxeTtZhCf 維尼
有時有啲咩,有人想同我交待,但咁啱見我唔喺度,都會話畀婷婷知叫佢幫手轉告;咁搵婷婷嘅同理啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAbRWoH0v0fk 維尼
不過冇乜人直接篤穿我哋啫,佢哋覺得我哋係怕醜。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAaQWbdICzsk 維尼
都怕醜㗎,你哋成日潤我哋,點招架喎!不過我同婷婷兩情雙悅呢件事,的確係令我覺得,無謂點畀人抽水都冇所謂,事關你哋恨唔嚟㗎啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANADDuuxRtWam 維尼
我哋好少出去玩嘅——之後先玩都未遲;話晒未拍拖。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA2zQmUCjBPd 維尼
原來同婷婷一齊,就算唔知做咩、虛耗光陰同生命,都係美事;到底,我有咩可能再會遇到咁樣嘅心動感覺?會有咩人可以令我咁畀心機去追求?恐怕冇……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAoSrYIA7mnh 維尼
而婷婷都有為我付出嘅,佢嘅態度都變得主動、熱切,多咗好多搵我,變得更加開朗、活潑,同我分享佢嘅日常、過往同屋企人嘅相處、未來志願、價值觀……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAMviej3TZUg 維尼
中五尾嘅時候,老師已經叫我哋填定Jupas,估吓自己大概幾多分、入唔入到心儀嘅學科咁樣。8964 copyright protection1124PENANADbTxgPKcij 維尼
我好慚愧,因為呢,我望住個表,諗嘅其實唔係自己嘅前程,而係諗希望想同婷婷入到同一間多啲——家姐就話我死蠢,呢啲重要決定係應該為自己做嘅,為女去決定,萬一畀女撇咁就喊三聲啦!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAn3zBUNsm2l 維尼
好彩,我望吓啲科,又咁啱係想揀同婷婷同一間㗎啫。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAklUpPCC2iO 維尼
「喂喂,唔准再偷懶、打咁多機啦,一齊勤力温書啦!」婷婷總係咁同我講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAshk2CjE16Z 維尼
我當然冇。8964 copyright protection1124PENANABh1zu4kpsB 維尼
中六就係Chur,係咁課後補課操卷,日日都好攰、好眼瞓。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAwP4WCDxeac 維尼
有時喺屋企我已經唔想做,咁婷婷見到,就會話:「好啦好啦,我哋今日一齊休息一日啦!」就一齊去食甜品……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAiBhM70Cbea 維尼
佢又冇逼我一定要變成點,但正正係佢呢一種「無論我點,佢都會接受」嘅態度,令我更渴望可以同佢有未來——一個令佢安心投入嘅未來。8964 copyright protection1124PENANArrnYbV0nOQ 維尼
唉……好難捱啊。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAjc2wFNgVIT 維尼
家姐會講:「得㗎啦,Chur埋佢,完咗DSE都放成幾個月假㗎喎,到時你鍾意點玩就點玩。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAz84JGVynPh 維尼
但我知道其實家姐係呃人……事關我記得佢都冇乜點玩過,只係留喺屋企宅住過日子。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA5GbMfxAmc2 維尼
咁當然,我同家姐唔同,我有婷婷。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAdPvDDGzKWN 維尼
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Study leave開始,我同婷婷就減少咗見,除非佢嚟我度操卷,否則都少講咗嘢。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAvp5kvd0geb 維尼
有時做做吓,會感嘆:「DSE可能已經係最後一個、可以憑努力而有回報嘅人生試題嚟,將來就唔係咁,世界唔會公平。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAnGzB2iYmP9 維尼
婷婷一聽到我咁講,就會應我:「咁你快啲努力去換取分數。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANABldlw68tRv 維尼
我成日疑惑係咪真係需要咁畀心機去考——大佬呀,DSE咋喎!而家又咁多學位!但見住時間一日日咁過去,我竟然有焦慮感——開始驚冇時間温。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAUYfdOekGzq 維尼
婷婷同樣……佢做得唔夠好時,成日都會講:「唔得㗎,我一定要叻啲,如果唔係就會差阿哥太遠……」8964 copyright protection1124PENANASabKF9HXwH 維尼
我知道屋企人一直有意無意畀壓力佢。我唔知可以做咩,始終我唔會完全身同感受,但我希望佢知道無論如何都會有我、喺佢身邊支持佢,同佢一齊努力。8964 copyright protection1124PENANALfsLAgcuJy 維尼
婷婷對於我嚟講,唔止係我愛嘅女仔,仲係能夠同我互相鼓勵扶持嘅人——8964 copyright protection1124PENANAqupRi5Qz4T 維尼
冇人可以取代佢喺我心中嘅地位。8964 copyright protection1124PENANARzCzp1ZutF 維尼
入試場嗰時,其實我覺得同平時分別唔大㗎,一樣係禮堂、多人、沉默,只係身邊啲面孔唔同晒咋。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAqIo0AR2YrB 維尼
有啲人好少布……有啲人好大浸驅風油味……有啲人成日郁身郁勢——屌晒你哋班仆街!唔可以正常啲考㗎咩!係都要做埋晒啲擾敵嘢?每次我都諗,婷婷係咪都遇到同樣嘅情況呢?佢又覺得點呢?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAw4KR9REkK0 維尼
我冇一刻唔掛住你㗎,所以,你要知道,身邊有人係真係好着緊你、支持你。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAImUeBtB0jW 維尼
我同婷婷係喺同一個試場考數,臨考之前,佢仲好緊張,話覺得好似一片空白咁,last minute咁睇返晒啲公式、口訣——佢對數學真係冇乜信心,相對佢其他科,呢科真係最差。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAL0m3EmbZvv 維尼
考完,我即刻去婷婷個座位搵佢。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAkPk2Q8d68i 維尼
婷婷唔出聲,只係低頭默默執嘢;我問:8964 copyright protection1124PENANAg0NqCQwBoe 維尼
「點啊?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANApNzpW8QZF8 維尼
「唔太好……不過,算啦,都考完。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAc3dvaSNWAS 維尼
婷婷仲好似想喊想喊咁。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAUKzgBLPKYi 維尼
「係啊,都考完,點都OK㗎,」我提婷婷:「唔好對答案啊,繼續温下一科。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAprdzJ64oPA 維尼
婷婷點頭,悶悶不樂,好不容易先食食吓飯開心返啲。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAv6kRfFUEwn 維尼
點知送完佢返屋企,佢WhatsApp我:「唔小心對咗答案……我會努力温其他科的T-T」傻!妹!叫咗你唔好㗎啦……不過人就係犯賤,事關我都去咗對。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAMDCvgHi2sZ 維尼
哈、哈、哈。8964 copyright protection1124PENANArUTcaGhax4 維尼
總之,嚟緊要考DSE嘅同學仔加油呀,考完就算,唔好回望啦!8964 copyright protection1124PENANABvGHE60cGo 維尼
一個月之後,又真係考完——冇㗎,過程真係唔會有特別,係淆囉,但始終會考完。原來好多嘢都係咁,以為好耐、好煩,過後回望,不過爾爾——DSE對我嚟講,就係其中一樣啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAN9mEo2r2c5 維尼
「咁就完咗啦。」婷婷話。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAKomoCy3h8b 維尼
「咁咪好囉,唔想再考落去啦我都,冇癮。」我答。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAsx58FppiF8 維尼
「其實而家香港咁,讀書仲有冇用?我哋嘅知識,係咪仲可以幫到社會?幫到香港?」婷婷自問自答:「得㗎,無論如何,都唔應該放棄希望……如果我哋都唔抱持信念,咁邊個幫我哋實現志願?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAl6BI9OVSWp 維尼
「係啊,係啊。」我點頭。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAfg2rzWUQ4G 維尼
此刻,我哋一同喺學校附近嘅公園仔坐緊,望住周圍,有花、有草、有小朋友喺不遠處嘅公園仔玩。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAFIp9pB0B56 維尼
「喂,考完啦喎……」8964 copyright protection1124PENANALM9qNmuCUk 維尼
唔好講嗰啲嘢住先,因為嗰啲會係我哋未來一直會遇到、努力、爭取、信任嘅價值;但此時此刻,我絕對有不吐不快——8964 copyright protection1124PENANAeCdXa48lDn 維尼
我哋考完DSE啦!打完目前嘅大BOSS啦!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAYjgSboGEwZ 維尼
係咪,應該有屬於我、屬於我哋嘅獎勵?8964 copyright protection1124PENANASb97fsIgJj 維尼
「係啊,考完啦喎。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAPVzf8MW3n7 維尼
婷婷冇擰轉頭望我,我望向佢,只見佢嘅眼睫毛都跟住佢笑。後面嘅燈紅路燈映住婷婷嘅及肩長髮,好似夕陽一樣落喺我心湖,卻未曾下沉。8964 copyright protection1124PENANADV5seabN2I 維尼
我莫名心跳加速。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA3BVn8UChPH 維尼
「咁——」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAwngRI42uwB 維尼
咁,我哋係咪一齊啦?我蘊釀緊,對唔住,實在太耐冇諗呢啲啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAfr0F46cOzc 維尼
婷婷望向我,講:「咁,我哋就一齊啦。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANASFkm8Q11tV 維尼
我呆住。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAB78nldu40s 維尼
婷婷語氣放得更輕,側一側頭:「好唔好啊?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA4CGON4B2my 維尼
「好、好!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAANLaPkVW9V 維尼
應該係我講㗎嘛,點解婷婷突然間主動咁多㗎?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAc2NbiNTLKT 維尼
「點解你睇落好似好唔想咁嘅?」婷婷哄埋我,用大眼睛望住我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAKs0PuwLwZc 維尼
「我冇唔想啊,只係應該係我講㗎嘛,冇預你會出聲。」我搖頭。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAx3NvY7oiSb 維尼
「咩應唔應該啊?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAstCFRqpMWe 維尼
「咁係我追你㗎嘛,連貫少少,都應該係我開口㗎喎!畀你搶咗我支咪添。」我越諗越覺得怪?雖然其實冇咩問題。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA34mwEtDIYn 維尼
「你都已經咁畀心機,所以我都可以主動啲,唔使乜都你做晒㗎。」婷婷不可置否:「不過既然你咁唔情願……好啦,咁就畀次機會你問我啦!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANApZcbqtbtgX 維尼
婷婷又輕輕地講:「低能仔~」8964 copyright protection1124PENANATWQnmj1KyY 維尼
我深深吸一口氣:「咁,施洛婷同學,你願唔願意做我女朋友?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAizosfX1uVV 維尼
婷婷打岔:「我唔止係同學,同你一齊之後我仲想做小朋友㗎。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANABiiR3v1Fu0 維尼
我奸笑:「好,將來再同你生小朋友。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAKi6jJlEysd 維尼
婷婷推一推我個身:「邊個話同你生呀!我先唔理你。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANACqd2FhOYYt 維尼
「好啦好啦……咁你願唔願意呀?」我再問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAHEuNflZHqQ 維尼
「嗯——如果前面個小朋友話好,咁我都話好啦!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANALCzmitB8VR 維尼
婷婷隨手指住不遠處玩緊滑梯嘅細路仔:「就綠色衫個男仔啦!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAWElUx17FnE 維尼
哇,得嗰幾歲大,聽得明咩叫拍拖、鍾意、一齊咩?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAL5JvSrZoN5 維尼
Well……嚟呀,得閒呀我哋!搞掂呢個小朋友,我就有女朋友啦!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAuB8hfTWpJG 維尼
我用一個「睇住嚟啦」嘅眼神望向婷婷,之後拉佢過去,聽我問、聽個小朋友答——佢大概四、五歲?好細粒,好似見到自己細個咁。8964 copyright protection1124PENANANP19AHCgQ5 維尼
「Hello,想問你一個問題啊。」我俯身同小朋友打招呼。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAzq46JzVrzX 維尼
「Hi。」第一吓,小朋友好cool咁答我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANADPrXJU6TkV 維尼
隔咗兩秒之後,我尷尬地問:8964 copyright protection1124PENANAEMvUyd37RB 維尼
「想問吓你,你覺得呢位姐姐肯唔肯同我一齊?一齊啫係——每日都一齊玩!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA1URAzTZAV8 維尼
小朋友擺擺手,好似我嘅解釋好多餘咁:「我知咩係一齊啦!我哋班有人已經拖手啦!好快就會有BB……咁你同姐姐如果一齊咗,係咪都會有BB㗎?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAyt84FuBrIa 維尼
「Err……」新一代嘅靈活令我無法招架。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAWFykVsaFi8 維尼
「如果係嘅話,咁就唔肯啦。」小朋友續道。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA3GjB87mdGP 維尼
喂!!!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAXuipnAocBq 維尼
點解話唔肯呀!!!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAEZJCQPgcfw 維尼
婷婷喺隔籬偷笑:「點解㗎?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAEOKHHh0RQ2 維尼
「有BB好辛苦㗎!又要好肥,又要嘔,又要抽筋!」小朋友認真地答:「所以,你都係算啦,唔好要姐姐辛苦啦。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAtp4Zd8tH8t 維尼
「係囉係囉。」婷婷跟住點頭。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAb3r15iywhk 維尼
「咁如果唔會有BB呢,又可唔可以?」我再問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAlkPeZRpAQI 維尼
「都唔可以喎。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANADQLkUul0YP 維尼
吓,又點解呀?綠色衫嘅小朋友,你做咩同我作對!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAKZweZL9qjV 維尼
小朋友行前,更加近婷婷,抬頭:「姐姐好靚,我都想同姐姐一齊。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAxBmYGMjyhq 維尼
𠱁得婷婷開心到呢。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA5RZzPNCjX3 維尼
婷婷微微曲膝,笑得好歡樂但又努力忍住:「你仲細個啊,將來會遇到靚過姐姐好多、好多倍嘅女仔!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAzKkpgnut9C 維尼
「咁我都唔要哥哥同你一齊,佢可能會好似阿宇整喊泳泳咁整喊你㗎,我唔想姐姐喊。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAuA8azQYtdy 維尼
邊個係阿宇、邊個係泳泳……用啲𡃁仔嚟同我比,真係好咩?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAPCtfpyqazq 維尼
我忍唔住出聲:「我唔會㗎,我會對姐姐好好!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAwsAiJqFWGr 維尼
小朋友突然感觸:「男人呢……都係信唔過㗎。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAMZaidqugML 維尼
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你將來都係男人嚟㗎!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAKtZAdYKZtQ 維尼
「總之唔肯!」小朋友篤定。8964 copyright protection1124PENANASJoUgfyd9o 維尼
大佬,啫係唔係咁玩㗎嘛,咁啫係點啊;唔通你話唔肯,婷婷就真係唔肯。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAwiJYf3ViDe 維尼
然後,8964 copyright protection1124PENANA8YiruVRlPU 維尼
下一秒,8964 copyright protection1124PENANAQAxCSgOSnp 維尼
婷婷拖住我隻手,話:8964 copyright protection1124PENANAoD97Bacpow 維尼
「我會信吓呢個哥哥㗎,佢好好㗎,你將來大個咗都會係咁。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAxq9AtoVqHA 維尼
我愕然,呢次,係我第一次拖婷婷嘅手。8964 copyright protection1124PENANANGoBS6iwOI 維尼
「真嘅?」小朋友問。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA9wDejhJx7j 維尼
「係。」婷婷點頭。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA0Bdy9Jrwfc 維尼
「如果佢蝦你,你同我講,我保護你!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAdf09qKiVjU 維尼
「好啊。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAd3li723G7U 維尼
佢哋完全無視咗我——都好嘅,事關,我又忍唔住扯咗旗……尷尬!8964 copyright protection1124PENANA8NPLPqTuqx 維尼
婷婷鬆開我隻手,摸摸小朋友個頭。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA0k7vw5GSfr 維尼
「拜拜哥哥姐姐,我要繼續玩啦。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA4lFREt0PEf 維尼
小朋友都有佢嘅Friend子,等緊佢返去組團玩捉伊人。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAN9SwbgUCCx 維尼
「拜拜。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANArkNumk3VQa 維尼
我哋轉身。8964 copyright protection1124PENANACoi8E1FAN9 維尼
婷婷望住我,手掌向天咁遞隻手埋嚟:「小心整唔見我啊,而家我有大佬保護㗎啦。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAMcYFfSREnk 維尼
我同婷婷十指緊扣。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA66lgV4uiGv 維尼
「又畀你lead住添……明明佢話唔肯㗎嘛。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANARrcQZd9YbP 維尼
「咁我肯吖嘛~」婷婷嗲我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAv6KmHXbxWf 維尼
我同婷婷嘅手心相連,漸漸出咗手汗,但冇人咁放開。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAvKPwGmvGzC 維尼
我突然覺得好感動。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAPdZaOIvphV 維尼
「好似養咗好耐嘅豬,終於夠肥夠大隻,我可以劏嚟食咁……」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAxZBHmn3wmM 維尼
「你咩比喻嚟㗎,邊個係豬?」婷婷不滿。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAXnAPSJdr4A 維尼
「你~將來會畀我儲到肥肥白白。」我扮吓豬叫。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAEuigxziGSa 維尼
「哼,唔理你啦。」婷婷睥一睥我:「咁我肥咗你仲要唔要我?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAcmRhmMaJmM 維尼
「要。你永遠都係我世界第一嘅愛人,最靚最可愛,冇得彈!」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAnRnS36LAsM 維尼
「第一愛人?你仲有好多個愛人?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAhOk46RLgjC 維尼
點解咁似「十萬個激嬲女友嘅理由」……8964 copyright protection1124PENANADXckW6CJdb 維尼
「我意思係你喺我心目中永遠係第一,無嘢可以比得上你。」我補飛。8964 copyright protection1124PENANANuSf5RJoYA 維尼
「你都係,你都係我世界第一嘅愛人。」婷婷莞爾,温柔地講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAAN1aqFEUJe 維尼
我哋去買雪糕,一路行,一路食。8964 copyright protection1124PENANARGWXvZCN9u 維尼
牽手,好似真係從此我哋有咗不可割斷嘅扣連,好温暖、温柔、舒適、自然。一路上,就算我哋唔講嘢,都唔會唔舒服,好似大家都用晒所有精力,去感覺呢一刻。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA8VhI0OZNvI 維尼
原來初戀係咁嘅感覺,比雪糕甜二萬三千倍。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAb8LtFp1SNU 維尼
我愛你。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAiDt5k2MxxA 維尼
「我同婷婷一齊咗。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAKUdfmyj2Fb 維尼
我返到屋,敲家姐門、同佢講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA2158n6YLJS 維尼
「我知啊,」家姐揚一揚佢部電話,畀我睇佢同婷婷嘅WhatsApp:「阿婷啱啱同咗我講。恭喜晒。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAFibdLUc8TF 維尼
婷婷咁快手。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAq1aAZd3B9a 維尼
家姐又講:「其實我好早之前,見你好似幾鍾意婷婷咁,就問過佢有冇對邊個有好感啊?佢答係對你囉,只係對你。真係好,係有跡可尋嘅成功……叻,女神都畀你追到。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAtL2f6VjTHb 維尼
「吓,你一早知?」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA17FlrNXDCI 維尼
「係呀——不過都唔係鍾意,好感咋,後尾可能越嚟越多啦。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA9GCOqAvrEd 維尼
我嘅腦海閃過好多片段。8964 copyright protection1124PENANARE6KIhV8Ea 維尼
「唔怪得你話幫我追啦……但其實你都冇點幫過我,齋食花生睇戲咋喎。班主任好似仲幫得多過我囉。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANARExkmQGSb2 維尼
我回想起李sir嘅抽水、調位、推我去sing con、借課室鎖匙畀我……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAuvDArbi1tZ 維尼
其實李sir先係真正嘅助攻,我一定要請佢食飯。8964 copyright protection1124PENANABgwSGPK98y 維尼
「吓,不嬲都係㗎喎。我係話、話、話幫你追咋,邊有得人幫㗎,個女仔本身唔鍾意你、反感你,點追都冇用㗎啦,唔通感動可以長久咩。你呢啲擺明得米嘅人,使咩人幫。」家姐滿不在乎咁講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAGxsxBfemEa 維尼
我沉默兩秒。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAFZo6F9LJEt 維尼
雖然我知家姐只係狡辯,但係當我知道婷婷本身就對我唔反感時,我慢慢諗返起,其實我算追得幾順利,幾輕鬆。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA0EsPaPZtvu 維尼
唔係話過程輕鬆、唔使點做嘢;而係,我從來都冇一刻覺得自己要收皮。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAT8xbmMlDrS 維尼
婷婷畀我嘅回應都幾正面,我買嘢畀佢食,佢會真心多謝(雖然畀返錢家姐),唔會抗拒、唔會嫌我揀啲嘢唔啱佢,即使佢其實唔特別鍾意;平時同我WhatsApp又覆得快,幾乎秒回,又唔會dead air我,都會想知多嘢我講緊嘅嘢;同我獨處時佢都幾歡快,笑容好多、表情舒展……8964 copyright protection1124PENANAAGASzYHPNr 維尼
就係呢啲唔同嘅表現,令我覺得有機會。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAwdlRcj8Ktj 維尼
咁我心存希望,咪會有多啲動力繼續。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAHQMKVb5Tv1 維尼
過程中,最唔開心,都係好蠢咁誤會佢鍾意咗其他人,同埋成日同Chris一齊咋嘛。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAGRTojjZlo9 維尼
我追到婷婷,或者我Keep住追婷婷,最大幫手就係婷婷本身。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAs8O2teQRvf 維尼
原來,女仔嘅態度,係好決定到男仔追佢嘅行動。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAzLU8qRSpB3 維尼
諗到咁樣,我覺得更加甜。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAiIQNczTk1T 維尼
「我哋結婚,你要封一封勁大嘅利是畀我哋。」我答家姐:「唔准攝蘋果日報。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAO4ZQaCS39s 維尼
我心安。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAjiUYUK7XWp 維尼
我覺得我同婷婷,一定可以一直行落去。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAeiN0gb5AND 維尼
婷婷唔係一個會輕易打開心扉嘅人,但佢相信我、鍾意我。由起初我主動經常性出現喺佢身邊,到後來佢用感動嘅眼淚、情緒嚟話我知,至少我做嘅嘢佢係睇到,再到最後、而家,佢主動拖住我隻手。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAgA6O1WhgZ4 維尼
唔係咁易㗎葉師傅。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAfeX9BgPbRV 維尼
所以我有信心,前路會有更好嘅將來等緊我哋,有困難,我哋都一定可以跨過,唔會輕易分手!8964 copyright protection1124PENANAwigt8Anq0C 維尼
大佬,咁難得先一齊到,邊會咁輕易放手,絕對唔捨得。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAcp5RtErFB1 維尼
家姐定神:「我似有咁衰?我唔會咁對阿婷㗎。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA0dmX9l6TyU 維尼
「超,邊個先係你親生細佬?」我皺眉。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAeITNhTqAzI 維尼
「你對家姐好啲先,閒閒哋去畀啲家用家姐。」家姐笑住講。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAgHRJVA4yoy 維尼
「唔理你,我要同婷婷傾電話啦。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANA1C2Mi0eTLj 維尼
「得,唔好畀我聽到你哋嘔心嘅對話。」8964 copyright protection1124PENANAuHJ469eLdp 維尼
今日,係我哋嘅拍拖紀念日,我會永遠記得。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAnXLcnFSHHs 維尼
我將婷婷個聯絡人名,加多個心心,但係一個emoji,又點表達到我嘅情意。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAtPPqLrSGjQ 維尼
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我嘅心境已與一年前唔同。8964 copyright protection1124PENANALsZcJaR2qb 維尼
我真心恭喜細佬同阿婷一齊,佢哋都係非常可愛、單純嘅人,有住同一個目標同類近嘅價值觀,前進嘅道路應該唔會差太遠。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAcY1TJPp6xW 維尼
而佢哋一齊——嗱,可能有啲馬後炮,但係我本來就覺得佢哋會一齊。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAh6isTRLfBz 維尼
日久好容易生情,何況阿婷本身就對細佬有好感。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAgaDtdM8dvU 維尼
喺呢度,我奉勸所有男仔,一個女仔對你抗唔抗拒,其實你睇得出,唔好自欺欺人。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAncsDRfSNgC 維尼
雖然佢兩個咁好,但係,當我聽到細佬話「結婚」嘅時候,我心下一沉。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA9ikBuVhwni 維尼
太美好啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAfCdrMRhek6 維尼
而我再冇單純嘅心思——或者唔夠單純,去諗所謂愛情。8964 copyright protection1124PENANALg6R9IW2XZ 維尼
呢一年裏面,好多中學一齊咗好幾年嘅情侶,分咗手——8964 copyright protection1124PENANAIty8rAGYxu 維尼
因為Ocamp識咗新對象,又對慣咗舊嗰個,冇新鮮感,想換個人同自己行落去,好快就po晒ig放閃,刪晒同舊人嘅合照,好似冇存在過一樣;8964 copyright protection1124PENANAIwqbjZwSil 維尼
因為上莊有水會,飲飲吓就同莊員錫咗、上埋床,發現鍾意咗對方,然後同原先嗰個分手;8964 copyright protection1124PENANA22YeABmG1A 維尼
因為對同學一見鍾情,慢慢嫌舊嗰個冇晒驚艷感,但又唔想講分手,做衰人,最後冷暴力對方……8964 copyright protection1124PENANA03C11b9N4m 維尼
好多㗎,男男女女,無分你我。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAuY5n8xqVzx 維尼
人類有欲望。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAxsmEmQ5oaT 維尼
仲有呀,身邊啲朋友、同學,大家對關係嘅態度都好唔一樣——8964 copyright protection1124PENANAhlwdp9fUb2 維尼
好多人有多元關係,出晒軌,肉體又好、精神又好。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAxqgM3PAfmL 維尼
好快就會有感覺,好快又會冇感覺,來去匆匆,好似一切從未發生。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAoSyvalic9V 維尼
每一日嘅新鮮八卦,都好似教緊人:唔好愛人,唔好認真。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAN3cLNZW0OY 維尼
因為認真你就輸了。8964 copyright protection1124PENANASO72dXB6vV 維尼
而,好似阿輝咁嘅人,通街都係。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA4Vq3NKRDPT 維尼
佢哋唔攞個心出嚟,承諾欠缺,只想一刻快樂,情感嘅温柔只係由體温輸出,温聲細語只係手段,唔係促膝詳談嘅真情流露。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAgf5ccG1KNV 維尼
見到呢啲事嘅時候,會覺得好唏噓㗎。8964 copyright protection1124PENANALAAKCOJcT9 維尼
明明中學時,覺得佢哋可以一生一世、由校服行到婚紗嘅情侶,轉眼間,社交媒體嘅頭像已經換咗同另一個人嘅合照——曾經有某啲瞬間,我覺得自己去錯咗時空。明明見過佢哋咁sweet,但佢哋都係未能走到最後。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAohSkXRqurw 維尼
喂,好心酸㗎都,雖然我食花生啫。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAFPYlHkpFhC 維尼
慢慢,我居然覺得好正常,如果聽到有人拍到好多年拖,我反而會驚訝,然後好衰咁心諗,究竟雙方有冇嘢瞞住對方?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAft0NXGpd7x 維尼
唉。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAmhZYlzuhpX 維尼
愛情、感情,真係複雜。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAl31w2bTSFx 維尼
細佬同阿婷一齊咁開心,我當然祝福佢哋,都好羨慕佢哋有一顆純潔嘅心,做咩都只係為對方好。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAhrF0BRjNz9 維尼
但如果你問我:我會唔會睇好佢哋?8964 copyright protection1124PENANACA1KmfihCf 維尼
我會答:唔會。因為我冇辦法睇好任何人——當我升咗大學、意識到所謂愛係有幾咁脆弱嘅時候,我嘅期待頓減。只能夠講,喺任期裏面開心、快樂,都好夠。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA2OpKGAT5Y2 維尼
點算啊?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAKLkODspN7J 維尼
原來我已經冇咗最單純嘅心。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAiqANr72NLW 維尼
我聽過、見過太多人因為失戀而醉酒、喊、走晒堂、潛水、睇精神科、自殺,點樣相信人可以有一生一世嘅感情?8964 copyright protection1124PENANA0oKokHn0Vw 維尼
明明,一開始嘅時候,大家都好開心㗎嘛,最後呢?互相傷害。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAAyP2RrxNvY 維尼
家姐冇用,冇辦法真誠祝福你哋會百年好合;我只想你哋快樂。細佬同阿婷可以係例外嘅話,就最好。佢哋一世都唔需要靠失戀長大,太痛啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA5LKYUdP3Bv 維尼
偶然我諗起輝,佢對我嘅影響,好大,不亞於見到身邊人嘅情感事故。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAR8Gzg32sf4 維尼
自從輝離開之後,每一個出現喺我生命嘅男性,我都唔相信佢哋唔會再離開。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAqVe3FSbJrJ 維尼
呢一年間,有唔同嘅人approach過我,高矮肥瘦都有,性格更加唔使講,各式各樣。8964 copyright protection1124PENANANDYOsOWFOC 維尼
佢哋唔係話唔好,只係,我好似已經失去咗心動嘅能力,我感知唔到強烈嘅心跳,唔識分辨究竟自己是否鍾情於眼前殷勤嘅男子。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAmf4dUnx3vQ 維尼
又或者、另外,我害怕改變,如果進入一段關係,最後大家都會受傷。因為入得嘅話,亦都可以走得;而變遷過分容易,今日佢嚟,聽日佢走,後日呢?後日嘅後日呢?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAWWCP1Dadf1 維尼
Nothing lasts forever.8964 copyright protection1124PENANAA3pRw6LOB0 維尼
我有時會諗,其實輝可能都係一個好人。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA3OWtmNdRIq 維尼
只係,我畀唔到佢想要嘅嘢佢,所以佢離開咗我,其實輝好簡單,佢想要我隻豬。咁其他人呢,想要我啲乜嘢?我嘅溫柔?我嘅外貌?定又係我隻豬?如果我畀唔到,佢又係咪會好似呀輝咁?8964 copyright protection1124PENANADcgd3cTZnA 維尼
冇拖手,就永遠唔會有分手。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA8ilcm9p2Nv 維尼
所以,不如算了⋯⋯8964 copyright protection1124PENANAhfivob07r9 維尼
古乳有暈:拍拖真係世上最麻煩嘅事,即使有過點樣嘅歡喜,但最後都會支離破碎。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAyAdYWTnX6b 維尼
Well,我係咁覺得啫,當然唔係個個都係咁慘、咁衰,仲有好多好人㗎嘛世界上,不過我未遇到啫——8964 copyright protection1124PENANAzaGLVMfozC 維尼
唔識媾女嘅毒撚唔一定係好人,佢哋只係冇辦法、冇資本壞,壞唔起。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAhhYOiscpeG 維尼
如果,如果真係可以遇到一個好好嘅男仔,佢愛我二百分,用時間、心機去令我覺得我可以放開胸懷一試,咁我一定都會對佢獻出全部熱愛,唔好放開佢;只要佢唔離開,我就只願留低——8964 copyright protection1124PENANAPK1y3fjdd9 維尼
係咪太貪心啦?8964 copyright protection1124PENANAoMhEiDAHI6 維尼
我唔願意首先付出真心,因為我真係好驚會受傷。8964 copyright protection1124PENANABCQd1yEKbx 維尼
我唔係人哋睇得咁堅強㗎。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAV8X2gBuILJ 維尼
有時,我諗起輝,都仲係會記掛嗰一段時光。我到而家都唔明,點解佢要咁樣對我,不過係冇答案㗎啦。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAgTukIv1WYm 維尼
充滿目的性嘅靠近,注定因為目的性離開。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAEKlP5visih 維尼
每次,我對於追求者嘅誠懇,有少少心融嘅時候,我都會重複咁聽輝被錄音嘅話語,提醒自己,愛情係淒怨嘅玩意;如果我咁快融化、上心,到最後,受傷嘅只會係我自己,對方只會繼續行佢嘅人生道路。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAp7igDsJmfa 維尼
喺我遇到同我兩情雙悅嘅人之前,我都唔會再拍拖。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAWot8bXohsF 維尼
呢段時間,再休息吓啦。我嘅熱情同關心,應該留畀身邊真心愛我嘅人,譬如屋企人、朋友——細佬同婷婷當然比別家男人更親。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAFYZwU0ZxHd 維尼
轉季,夏天了。我將舊嘅衣物pack好晒,有好多都已經唔啱着、舊晒、爛爛哋,我落去舊衣回收。8964 copyright protection1124PENANACReSz5faXW 維尼
「呯。」回收箱嘅門關上咗。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA6XTLnmxAkv 維尼
有啲衫,我再冇機會着啦,不過,其實我都已經唔想要。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAxiApmbYVTX 維尼
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我同婷婷展開咗新嘅生活。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAFal6Nip0Bd 維尼
考完DSE之後有一段時間都唔使返工返學、只做廢青,我哋成日見。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA7Cve41fary 維尼
出嚟玩、行街、睇戲、食飯。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAvItHSZRxfz 維尼
拍拖=爽。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAI8r0nuzjvd 維尼
你冇拖拍呀?咁,你就唔明㗎啦!!!8964 copyright protection1124PENANA0mt0NcWye2 維尼
我知道身邊嘅人都好羨慕我哋囉,覺得我哋好恩愛。8964 copyright protection1124PENANALKJRIXoTjU 維尼
咁我哋當然都會有嗌吓細交嘅……一齊咗之後,情緒會敏感咗,好希望對方可以關顧自己多啲,所以自然都會有啲爭執嘅。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA7JNVLc2og9 維尼
但係呢啲嘢,大家攞出嚟傾,你𠱁吓我、我𠱁吓你,就搞掂㗎啦,又唔係啲咩大問題。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAe7PawSoNxU 維尼
唔知點解我有預感,我可能仲會早過家姐結婚——話晒佢生人勿近咁嘅款,要喺姑婆屋終老都唔出奇。8964 copyright protection1124PENANA2oPm6wVuTa 維尼
不過,其實都冇話咩唔好嘅,開心咪得。8964 copyright protection1124PENANAogcLg0hzqF 維尼
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