「阿月,可唔可以嫁俾我?」北海道,在小樽的狸小路上,我牽著最愛的女人,走在滿天的聖誕燈飾,在行人路上單膝跪在雪地上,誠懇的眼神告訴這個女人可以將自己的一生交托給我。79Please respect copyright.PENANAL6c7h2iYfY
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我知道妳很愛我,阿月,別離開我好嗎?79Please respect copyright.PENANAryoiuI48Mc
夢中的阿月留下最後一次微笑,然後幻化作泡影。79Please respect copyright.PENANAP4EjQvzKX9
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阿月!我從惡夢驚醒過來,手不小心揮到旁邊的啤酒罐,弄得散落在地上。我忍着頭痛,抹去醉酒後大哭一場的淚痕到洗手盆梳洗一番。我想打開窗廉拜托陽光施捨點溫暖,可惜一點用都沒有,仍然是那麼冰冷。我轉身走到廚房煲點熱水,角度正好對上衣櫃那一套西裝,隨即令我陷入頭腦風暴。79Please respect copyright.PENANATKLzCy6npz
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Fuck me79Please respect copyright.PENANAiKTr4G4pt3
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導致這一切,都因為我。79Please respect copyright.PENANABhjW41tuHA
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多年前,她才16歲,在香港,我19歲,一個留學生。我倆在地球的另一半,一天一地,距離遙不可及。之所以會認識到阿月,因為大家是網友,喜歡寫作。我承認因為我知道她是女生才有繼續聊下去的意願,至於為什麼我會與她發展下去,已經變得模糊。79Please respect copyright.PENANABj86VccW2Q
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也許是緣份79Please respect copyright.PENANAoLNOmsazPe
原因無從可尋79Please respect copyright.PENANAEs5KvnPxla
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「我睇過你個故啊,感動到喊咗出嚟。」阿月主動聯絡了我,對我的小說內容稱讚有加,她也是第一個對我這樣說的人。出一本書,是我出生至今唯一一個夢想,所以我特別堅持、認真,同時因為這個理由緣分的紅線開始連接起來。79Please respect copyright.PENANA0QaPbwkF6I
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「你覺得我個故寫成點?」阿月又問。79Please respect copyright.PENANAR1FmAEJQib
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「多謝妳先,幾好呀,文字寫得好優雅。」初時閱讀阿月寫的小說,我就被她的寫作技巧為之動容,感嘆區區一個中學生能描述如此細膩的環境和人物情感。我自知比不上,所以對阿月的文筆加以學習。79Please respect copyright.PENANAbE8U4AF1X9
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最初,我因為欣賞妳,所以開始注意妳。由79Please respect copyright.PENANAeq9UzdWSXm
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之後的事我已經不太記得,只知道從此她永遠存在在我心裡面,無一天不想起她。79Please respect copyright.PENANATB2UN1CSJK
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記得有一晚,我突然收到她打來的電話,這是我第一次聽到她的聲音,但是那種抽泣着,帶一點顫抖。79Please respect copyright.PENANAC6e7XcmeoJ
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「佢唔要我啊⋯嗚⋯嗚⋯嗚。」79Please respect copyright.PENANAxWnKZIEWgc
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「妳唔好喊啦,喊咗唔靚冇男仔鍾意㗎啦!」79Please respect copyright.PENANAtVtRDUJl2h
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她沒有回答,繼續浸在充滿失戀味的水中,好一會兒才冷靜下來開始解釋。79Please respect copyright.PENANAEFNM54Oj7U
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「我唔俾佢搞我⋯之後佢就拖住另一個女仔同我講分手⋯」79Please respect copyright.PENANAB0omXbRers
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這些我見怪不怪的事發生在阿月身上,竟讓我莫名憤怒。79Please respect copyright.PENANAoU9EwABYj4
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「唔洗喊,有我喺度㗎嘛。」79Please respect copyright.PENANAT7nUwTaZNe
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明明立下決心保護妳,最後讓妳擔心、受傷的人是我。