司徒辰推門進入小海的房間時，他正躺在床上舉起手機打遊戲，耳朵裡塞住耳機，整張臉的肌肉都繃緊成一團，手指飛快地點按著。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsel9XYkpSy
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGxkTewkSD
「喂！你別浪！你過來！」他憤怒地大喊著，「啊！！」287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6J95V7ujV
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XhMU80I0q
小海一把摔下手機掩面怪叫，螢幕裡顯示著黑白的畫面。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PsE5BoGxE
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUBiWaJopy
司徒辰見怪不怪，自顧自關上了門。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJW6YvjNj7H
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyGYugK6UZ
小海喃喃咒罵著摘下耳機，轉頭看見司徒辰時驚訝地彈起來，「辰哥！你這是咋啦？沒帶傘啊？」287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYHhYaQDQD
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSwylW1pSu
司徒辰把滴著水的雨傘放進水桶裡，「帶了啊，」無奈地說，「不過雨下太大了。」287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55VRgVWcLo
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqin4Jga3Xe
他走到衣櫃那邊，卸下沉重的羽絨外套，挑了條乾爽的毛巾出來。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelQ0yOYZTA
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NPX71jQBe
他半邊身都濕透了，球鞋也像是去了潛水，顏色一片深暗，地板拖著一行水漬。雨水滲透羽絨服，沉甸甸又濕漉漉的，弄得他又冷又疲倦。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPtap9Cdvn
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljGw0oXNiv
小海聞言大驚，「趕快去洗個澡吧！你著涼了我們可慘了啊！」還殷勤地把自己的衣服拿出來塞進司徒辰懷裡，推著他出去門外。「快點快點！」287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcL6ROtHmJ
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHwFLbdaGI
「知道啦！」他沒好氣地笑著走出去。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4kMXeed7T
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJyUZ3ZXZg
身後的門關上後，司徒辰臉上的笑容瞬間凝結，靠在門板上低下了頭，深深嘆了口氣。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tvlchUHoM
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8xTp3zg8z
剛才跟沈惠萱分別後，他心裡莫名一團亂糟糟的，總覺得有些甚麼不對勁，心底湧上一陣無法形容的不適感。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0HvfChAEt
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YakO94rDu
他皺了下眉，從口袋裡抽出電話，翻到了那個熟悉的號碼，拇指浮游了幾下，才決心按下撥出。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ351IzALZDH
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoe4bVhIgCQ
接通鈴響了十幾秒，每一下延綿悠長盤旋於耳邊，聲響斷開的一剎那帶同心臟往上抽，又再接續下一道響聲，再次焦心等待對頭能結束這漫長的折磨。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiYV6F7OSc
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpz7ZUdNzk
他抿著唇有些不安，自信幾乎要連同通話自動掛斷，掉入語音信箱的最後零點一秒，對方終於按下了接聽。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTB6BKqtmb4
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkS3pO4oIoz
「嗯。」287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBaxKBVoLw
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUwCpf4nNG
他喜上心頭，一邊走一邊說，「你在哪裡？回公司了嗎？」287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfR0WQFSwO
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7x9OacgvZ
「嗯。」287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTD2z3nxUsN
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPR3IuYjVTF
語氣很冷，簡短帶狠，分明是不太願意回答的。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0RMTkEpDZ
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzWrudKxg9
他知道現在的周諾寧肯定不想聽他辯解，也不想被任何人煩著。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTqRB8vmRl
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6eO2R5KDlA
但他不想再讓自己後悔。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgac2Ny3w1z
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8is72K2GT8
無論是因為甚麼，他都不應該讓她帶著那種情緒離去。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOoixtQxrI
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmgwaVVMoM
「那個⋯⋯就是⋯⋯車鑰匙我都還沒來得及給你，你用手機控制還是沒那麼不方便的，我現在給你拿——」287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqyPKCFHbo
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VUgkW3h50
「不想開了。」287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TdLWskJGX
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxVvV5pjRc
他一怔，那道聲線裡的厭倦像根細針插進了他的胸膛。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkFWnvSsi6
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuJZJxPY0e
明明他也預想過她只是一時興起，但聽到親口說她不要了的時候，還是莫名有種失落。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsO5oo6EqD
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1PtuR5FBr
「那⋯⋯我把你的車鑰匙還給你？」287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJOxJJcOn4
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRD94FoThmV
這是他最後一個藉口了。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMq4Vp1FO9h
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0GBaNHxmP
從球場一路小跑步往行政大樓，滿腦子都是想跟周諾寧一起做的事，想把那些想像都變成現實，讓她看見他對她的真心。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXOLr4nUe5
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrSWEDedb6
可是他卻是那麼愚蠢地讓她從自己眼前消失。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzT6I0vghwu
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2aAGNIw4m
就因為他的猶豫不決。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSbZjMH31R
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUBOxgdEmW
對頭長久的一段沉默，但通話仍在繼續。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwbCIaydSR
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1foGr6JKRW
司徒辰沒有洩氣，下了樓梯，走到行政大樓的出口，邁步往外走，另一隻手已經準備要把車鑰匙拿出來。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeh9dV8bLeH
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlvqUoIYO1
忽而頭頂一涼，他下意識抬頭，臉上頓時暈開了幾道水珠。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1993Z17U7q
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQssj4Jl81
他急忙退後一步，用手背擦去濕潤，回過神來外面已經滿目細粉，頃刻砸下一絲絲冰冷的冬雨。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVKcxQUMgd
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOQJI98eo5
話筒裡傳來雨水敲打玻璃的響聲。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdbaOkVXMI
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeULgUM9TGp
「下雨了你——」287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zoDTSLnF1
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPN5KqWinn
「不用了。」她沒甚麼起伏的聲音經過電波傳輸，穿透了話筒再進入他的耳膜，本就疏離淡漠的語調被削得更薄，「不重要。」287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMNExSSVCG
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XXOfWKbuD
他低著視線，抿平了嘴唇，一陣挫敗堵住了喉嚨。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkpcp5HLI7
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWC2gf5UYI8
所有藉口已經用盡，再沒有可以前進的下一步。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09MYinvgtw
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUu4DaUAnp1
像是她伸出了手，他卻白白錯失了機會，只能擦身而過。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBz5r5EDOZb
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYT2GfQV1Jv
現在連上天也要斷絕去路，任由他的心浸泡在漫長大雨之中，一下下承受雨水沖刷的疼痛。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQVt9Riyvb
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHI30fB7FtF
彷彿她說的不重要，是現在的這一切。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmuvi6NaoV
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7AvwR1Wt0
「那⋯⋯」他只能維持著最後一絲堅強，低聲道，「你記得按時吃飯。」287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUA94BxZFq
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNj0kVIu4ts
她沒有回話，不容他再有機會多說，無情掐斷了通話。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5gDAsM6GE
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMVedUhhKe
空洞的嘟嘟聲環繞耳邊，話筒依舊貼服浸過涼意的耳骨，他茫然抬頭看向絲絲碎碎掉落的粉雨，那股空虛感又再擴大了點。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYr7tqFXm62
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76BuOXcr9V
他已經很努力在走近了。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltMj0vtxF9
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRhfd6lzfW
可偏偏總是有那麼多阻礙。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa391wYw0IJ
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREihHWm3ud
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShvVRWDyDz
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9HEunvtUZ
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwscQrwt2X
洗過澡再次回到房間，小海依舊是那個打遊戲的姿勢，繼續不斷大吼。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqx3UkHRMkP
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdMqWhDhmS
「該死！又輸了！」小海的手機今天不知道摔多少次了，「都不知道是不是職業選手開小號的！」螢幕上一貫的黑白畫面。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScifZvzNNO
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4jMRcFsnA
司徒辰沒好氣，擦著頭髮在另一張床坐下。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4UDOwhUO8
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfWiRbEzqd
宿舍的設計是二人一室的，不過南翠球員還不多，部分球員還是可以自己用一個房間，就像是小海和要求絕對隱私的方學一樣。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aHqek4NIi
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86h7LkR2bq
「辰哥你咋過來了？不回家？」287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaj3CsWjzj
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYENEdf2zV
司徒辰一頓，故作輕鬆地說，「就太大雨，嫌煩。」287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Lyp6yGMRZ
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAc45GSu4EV
反正雨這麼大不適合開車，他也沒甚麼心情坐上那輛車回家，就打算在宿舍跟小海擠一個晚上好了。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2ZpRm65NO
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFM62Qz7eYv
「那你怎麼不直接搬過來算了？我看你這樣還更麻煩。」287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGO4BfD4tSr
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwMgb1gR6C
「⋯⋯再說吧。」287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGxeF80mXq
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHwAfrovaP
之前沒搬進宿舍，一部分是他現在的租屋合約還未完結，他不想浪費錢解約，就寧願自己辛苦一點來回跑。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA40aUiH5v9
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXZioucFUU
另一部分⋯⋯是住市內比較近某人的家跟公司。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbdIJplY1e
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7Hpzn94oK
不過租約快要結束，下半賽季他們也要全力衝擊名次，現在連大少爺方學也乖乖合流，身為隊長不跟他們同住，就真的說不過去了。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Z3NEyqqho
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgx0nBYXxKc
「丁小海！」砰一聲門被撞開，「你是不是又偷拿我帳號！我現在掉鑽了！你——」聲音的主人一怔，「辰、辰哥？」287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbv6QSpo4C
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QXQYl8TyV
司徒辰舉起拿著毛巾那隻手，尷尬笑笑，「嗨，方學。」287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcDcKKSIyM
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡialiPqaIl8
方學窘了窘，又回復一臉冷淡，從上而下睨著小海，「姓丁的，我警告你，不許再偷拿我帳號上線。」287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOKzIWJki8
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgULRdmse3L
然後就轉身，維持著高冷的背影離去，只不過甩門的速度有點急促，門外的腳步聲也消失得有點快。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaIez7E4Jo
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELac34pc6F
司徒辰笑了笑，「沒想到你跟方學相處得還不錯嘛。」他知道方學很少在不親近的人面前展露情緒。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHm1FZsn8X
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cAQMZ4Pl5
「那可是！」小海抬起下巴，「我就說我跟小學弟弟處得很好了，是他們那群傢伙不相信而已！我外號可是冰山專家！」287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3RQifkLTR
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGNB4iB1vR
司徒辰看他好像很有心得似的，拉了把椅子坐了過去小海的床前。「怎麼說？」287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36nXPWB94x
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLKGNnjNSp
小海得意地托了托不存在的眼鏡，「別縮！他們這種人就是愛裝，一副甚麼都不在乎，拒人於千里的樣子，其實心裡巴不得有人衝上去抱著他們，天天哄著供著，說不準還在偷著樂呢！」287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UF1qYWMTk
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0P2gW8RiF
司徒辰聞言一怔，頓時想到了和方學很相像的另外一個人。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2aJHB3OzgO
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTdSpIviXw
所以⋯⋯是因為他還在退縮，才沒能走得近嗎？287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RfkjYLmk9
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRu1QHxIpbS
所謂的難關和障礙，其實都只是他給自己設下的限制？287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCCh7djxkc
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmFOXJzpWc
「世界上多少火山是披著層雪的啊！再冷漠的人也是人啊！多衝上去幾遍，多摔幾遍，把臉皮練厚了，他就沒你辦法，只能任由你黏著不放了！」丁小海打著哈哈，看似胡說八道，卻每句都有條有理，正中司徒辰的心臟。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBrNzPwnP8
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvZGNouRJ6
這一切只是剛剛開始，今天也只是小小的挫折，他還有很多方法沒有試過，還有很多高山需要越過。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7pBuNDKLn
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTtU33NkN0
要是他沒勇氣屢敗屢戰，他也沒有資格坐上那個唯一的位置。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrG9s67Cqgi
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopXNmrgNLt
周諾寧還在這裡，以後還有很多機會，他沒有理由放棄。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQByJjv2oJx
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡheb0HG2SIa
他不能，也沒有辦法。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiePI571fJ
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoL6ej2o6gF
因為他是真的，真的，真的很想讓她喜歡自己。
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【後記】287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNNjlkY7kK
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霸道結束會議後，周諾寧不知怎麼沒趕著走，慢悠悠地把桌上的牛奶咖啡喝完，林經陽便繼續力勸暫緩公布轉會，得到她一貫充耳不聞的回應。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIYr3V0XEX
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