我沖完涼換好衫後行出廁所,坐喺書枱前用毛巾將頭髮擦乾830Please respect copyright.PENANAsVyf51g5FK
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「長頭髮真係好麻煩⋯」我喺心中默默地抱怨道,我諗女仔會比較有共鳴830Please respect copyright.PENANALZQepOzS6Q
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我將毛巾搭喺頸上,然後拎起放喺風筒吹頭830Please respect copyright.PENANAahXjex4fZo
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有時覺得,中意一個人真係會好攰好辛苦,特別係當佢曾經屬於你,但宜家唔係嘅時候830Please respect copyright.PENANAt2HK7qoNE2
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有時會stalk下佢嘅IG,偶爾會諗起同佢一齊嘅時候嘅點滴,但記起嘅時候,心卻覺得難受,本來甜蜜嘅回憶都變成咗令我難受嘅原因830Please respect copyright.PENANA2nVZ6wlk88
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「阿彥佢⋯到底係抱住咩心情同我喺埋一齊⋯?」我靠喺櫈背上,問自己一個已經問咗無數次,但都唔會有答案嘅問題,「佢有冇一刻中意過我⋯?」830Please respect copyright.PENANAxWUU1Wj9jK
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我有啲唔甘心,我中意阿彥嘅一切,佢嘅笑容、佢嘅聲線、佢嘅優點缺點⋯我都中意;但佢最後同我講,我一直都唔係佢最中意嘅嗰個人時,難受⋯撕裂一樣嘅痛⋯830Please respect copyright.PENANAOu5UM4XPkY
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我曾經好想知道,到底佢心中最中意嘅嗰個人係邊個,直到我見到佢同孫慧伶一齊嘅時候⋯原來佢最中意嘅人,係佢⋯830Please respect copyright.PENANA61A0Hfp0DX
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佢對佢露出嘅笑容,係我從來都冇見過,嗰一種發自內心嘅甜意,嗰一種開心係特別唔一樣830Please respect copyright.PENANATATUpK2JPY
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「佢同我分手,就係因為要同孫慧伶一齊⋯」呢個係我已經知道嘅答案830Please respect copyright.PENANAFyBmRCwDBb
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岑諾新同孫慧伶分手嘅時間比我地早個幾星期,然後就係阿彥同我講分手,再然後就係阿彥同孫慧伶一齊咗⋯就好似一場有預謀嘅表演一樣830Please respect copyright.PENANA0Vjqsuumgg
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「呀⋯煩死⋯」我喺心中講道,又嬲又傷心,但我無能為力830Please respect copyright.PENANAjWjGiRzRJU
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「見到你冇事就太好啦!仲擔心⋯」830Please respect copyright.PENANAV8CEChuwrq
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「你同佢一齊開心就好啦~」830Please respect copyright.PENANA1b2Umq3yPm
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腦海中不斷迴盪着呢兩句說話,出自其他人口裏都唔緊要,但出自張景彥嘅口裏,感覺截然不同830Please respect copyright.PENANAarEd7sEERG
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佢擔心我同佢分咗手之後會唔開心,定擔心啲咩⋯?擔心我會自殺?我又未至於愛到要失去理智830Please respect copyright.PENANA70capp4jzi
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「唉,算啦,睇下手機算啦⋯」我自言自語地講道,拎起手機830Please respect copyright.PENANAjhwclKa4cq
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都係唔好諗咁多,既然決定咗要放低,咁就冇諗咁多嘅必要,應該⋯830Please respect copyright.PENANALzH7T6zSjW
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我無聊咁睇下自己手機嘅相簿,之前同阿彥一齊嘅時候影嘅相都仲喺度,我冇刪到,一張都冇刪去830Please respect copyright.PENANAgtbkWcYDSc
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我唔捨得將呢啲相刪去,係最後保留落嚟嘅回憶,可能張景彥已經將呢啲相一張不留咁刪去,只有我先會仲keep住仲留戀830Please respect copyright.PENANAISj9vQvxXz
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宜家佢同孫慧伶一齊好似真係好開心好幸福咁,我都已經冇繼續留戀嘅必要⋯既然中意佢,既然佢已經得到幸福,既然佢亦已經覺得開心,同到佢真係想喺埋一齊嘅人一齊,我亦應該好好放低830Please respect copyright.PENANAl1ZlRM4zgX
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佢已經放低咗我,我亦唔應該繼續執着落去,放低就好啦!830Please respect copyright.PENANA1R5Cc9Mgvn
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我拎起手機,send咗個message比岑諾新:我已經決定咗,我要放低佢啦!真係真係要放低!830Please respect copyright.PENANADuWQQGSu5C
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「你琴晚搞咩?」岑諾新手上拎住餐具,細細聲地問我830Please respect copyright.PENANAAgw8OCMRr3
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「咩搞咩?」咬着麵包嘅我不解地問道830Please respect copyright.PENANAWVOOukc0qg
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「個message。」岑諾新又講道830Please respect copyright.PENANAjB2f8MZAwB
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一離開咗學校出去食lunch,岑諾新嘅態度就冷冷冰冰的,不過我都習慣咗佢呢一面㗎啦⋯今日係我地一齊食飯,得我同佢,兩個人830Please respect copyright.PENANA0tHE8xr5TG
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「就係字面嘅意思。」我一臉輕鬆地回答,「我決定好㗎啦~繼續執着落去,都唔係一件好事,與其一直唔開心一直難受,不如快啲放低,咁樣唔係更加好咩?」830Please respect copyright.PENANAKLbkRcJLyV
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「嗯。」岑諾新點一點頭,然後又繼續睇佢嘅手機830Please respect copyright.PENANABXlnAEiTuZ
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「你要唔要一齊?」我問道830Please respect copyright.PENANAskeSQ8mv7Q
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岑諾新抬眼望我,靜咗一靜,可能係諗緊我嘅提議實唔實用之類830Please respect copyright.PENANAzlAK554oIP
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「你諗下~」我上身向前湊近,岑諾新見琴我嘅舉動都將身子前傾,於是我細細聲地講道,「如果我地都放低咗,咁就冇繼續一齊嘅必要啦!我同你都可以回復自由身~」830Please respect copyright.PENANAtuIdE9XACv
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「都啱。」岑諾新點一點頭,睇嚟佢都覺得我呢個提議唔錯,「不過你會唔會轉頭又放唔低?」830Please respect copyright.PENANANOxsG1q2uA
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「你睇少我呀?」我抬一抬下巴,以表示自己嘅自信,「你先係唔好退縮嗰個呀!」830Please respect copyright.PENANAuJnfZuDY1u
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「吓?我又唔係你。」岑諾新輕視我一樣笑咗一笑,「我一定唔會好似你咁猶疑。」830Please respect copyright.PENANAmFjnj0Htou
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「咩呀!」我聽到岑諾新對我嘅輕視,心裏不忿,「我琴晚已經將貼喺房門後面同佢一齊影嘅嗰啲相掉晒啦!」830Please respect copyright.PENANAHWr6hkurgN
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「哦?真係下定決心咁喎。」岑諾新輕輕挑眉830Please respect copyright.PENANAeusdXST2x6
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呵~估唔到呢~我可係講得出做得到!830Please respect copyright.PENANADF4vnXjnsW
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「咁你手機入面嘅相del咗未?」岑諾新望咗我嘅手機一眼,然後托住腮望向我830Please respect copyright.PENANAkxJsHlUI74
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「呃⋯未。」我心虛地耷低頭食嘢,將三文治放到嘴邊830Please respect copyright.PENANAEBqFdDssjW
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我悄悄抬眼,見到岑諾新嘅嘴角微微揚着,岑諾新!你特登嘅!830Please respect copyright.PENANAbETqWkhtW8
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「我未刪啫!唔通你刪咗?」我反問岑諾新,岑諾新默默地移開了視線830Please respect copyright.PENANA9IrL5VhGNH
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「未。」岑諾新飲一喺凍咖啡,我不禁一笑,原來你都未刪,「你都係啱啱先講話要放低,我都啱啱先決定。」830Please respect copyright.PENANAWnDiBNNFtq
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