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※PTSD ※娛樂圈 ※醫師 ※心理治療 ※強暴 ※反轉 ※高H
入戲，原著童子。
攻：方熾(甄心)，心理醫生(騷斷腿影帝)攻。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Kz5bwCFLT
受：高准(張准)，PTSD患者(武打演員)受。
這部小說落花同樣是二刷，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJvGa4VkhY
第一次看的時候還沒開始寫分享文，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1mzFOC1ck
直到最近朋友推了我一下，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiSjXk1dfC
我看了兩章節才反應過來，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBQWiSfILH
這是當初結局讓我意想不到的故事XD539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9K3bk77UH7
要介紹這部必定大暴雷，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYi1VUYW7pg
會介意的朋友請止步！
※暴雷預警※539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpn1RIXkAE
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以下開始介紹整部劇情吧。
故事一開始，是以張准為中心，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOTEAnF58c
敘述他和女友交代自己接了一部同性戀題材的電影，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Rb4hPGTgL
確定他能接受這才前往劇組的。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyYaW5uoSv
而與他為兩個主角的另一人是影帝甄心，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyj2MoNT6wc
為了讓不熟悉的二人能夠迅速培養感情，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SXdUIvkd5
便在劇組的安排下，於開機前同居大半個月，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWYnDTOVEH
兩人從不熟、嘗試觸碰、習慣、開始親密行為，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlOXFSggr3
到最後已經能輕易在對方的觸碰下點燃情慾。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwKdLfsHq2
我認為這個作者最有趣的作法，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Z9mo1JNI0
便是以不同一個章節去區分戲裡戲外，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nhLs3nolt
第一章敘述張准與甄心，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08OaJQpspo
第二章就敘述兩人所飾演的高准和方熾，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqam5qweYg
輪流交替，不僅能看明白這部劇的內容，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHrVODRHii
更能看清兩人在拍戲過程的情感碰撞，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnSE5jZekY
會有種一本小說看了兩個故事的錯位感。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfib0CBmXQ
為了讓大家看明白，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNsB0fRDyx
我將兩個故事拆開敘述內容。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQ26g6II3O
以戲外來說，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0oqpIQgwl
張准與甄心在拍戲的過程裡漸漸「入戲」，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4JSpsnXqh
在一次次的糾纏裡發現了對彼此的在意，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVqaOwOtcG
更在一次次的碰撞中徹底被掰彎，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6AXbpccQa
成為一對拋下女友並偷偷在一起的私下情。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGHkwDAdoS
卻在誤會與糾結過後，張准扔下甄心給他的戒指，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyO5sV96Q0
彼此分離，直到又一次相遇，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCO75Fp0CD
他看見甄心變成手機吊飾的戒指，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOu6gY34tW
張准才拋下自己的隱忍與直面自己的情感，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9W2OZEou00
掏出掛在胸前的戒指，問他是不是還來得及，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82nFDADYeK
留下一個還不錯的結局。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiZ2il8kae
以戲內來說，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiXscrPWb1
是以高准的女朋友左林林為主軸，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoMG4Q8L9t
敘述她去找心理醫師的前男友方熾，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JIZdEGocl
希望他能夠幫助高准並開解他，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVxkdr7OMS
解決他的心理問題。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2cZAH5spm
一開始方熾心裡不是滋味，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrjM4eU0ll
左林林與他分手後多年沒連繫，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdLydhcp2w
有了聯繫卻是因為她的現任男友出了問題，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnkj8RUNSt
這也導致起初是對高准起了不好的心思，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlV7BQrt9b
試圖捉弄高准的。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSarr8VHT17
作為心理醫師的他，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfI5vIcj7w
懂得拿捏他的心理活動，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91Bd9Q8PzY
換取他的信任，以他的信任去使喚他，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwm8KgWb07
做著有違醫德的事，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKMKmtkH0e
卻在不久後發現自己對他逐漸在意，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFZMLALrFR
隱約有了不能言說的意圖，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaacTuj6MA
甚至忍不住對這個曾經被強暴過的人施暴，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8s6m6Imsm
成為了加害者，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0423ZLGTNc
而後狠狠切斷了兩人之間的聯繫，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuIkDbXb22
徹底從高准的視線消失。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJKU2rOiOj
他離開後，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcPmV1F634
高准不願相信他真的離開，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzUj0SW5S9
每天打著電話，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NkCCUThyr
卻日復一日愈發墮落，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3IjHpyrEO
開始了濫交行為尋找一夜又一夜的交歡，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUXH0hofqX
甚至意外遇到當年的施暴者，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DaYdUGWOV
被強迫著領回去，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXURbPSMV1k
而後一天天被堵截、帶回家、上床、再離開。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOluBPC8lI
過了很多天，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JxjMpWara
因為愛上自己的病人的方熾，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhybQ5lgTnw
從某天起發現高准不再聯繫他了，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUkxbLkmRl
他慌張、焦慮，漸漸失去理智，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgyDa9pHiz
回撥回去才發現對方始終關機。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohWORBeC4G
好不容易遇上了他，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcQnLerUxo
才知道他竟然和當年的施暴者在一起了。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5OxOlQeDR
他痛苦難當，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85ZyVCXbA9
高准甚至也意外發現了他在吃抗憂鬱的藥物，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HbTX9Mmcw
還發現他買了遮瑕液去遮掩自殘所留下的傷疤，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs27BqNVdWD
最終兩人才終於走到了一起，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj352BZgKO5
修成正果。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0wKUxjR7G
539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaY4dlqEqhO
大家發現了嗎？539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIEith4ZDG
以上我介紹的反而是戲內較多，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwwyvUJ6kU
這也就不得不提到劇情的反轉了。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Uszj0m4nF
其實在看的過程中，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTUSaWkTNk
他的拍戲的過程，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoWkzMcwQT
和實際寫出來的高准和方熾的故事內容實際上是有出入的，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6emGDqzz1
起初我沒多想，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaoIfxrd3N
以為是最終電影呈現出來的效果不一樣，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdeSdyaKI3
看到結尾才知道原來不是！539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBa1T2p7P8c
故事結尾，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOjcduLpWd
是高准和方熾兩人在給人按摩舒壓，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKHGn3vsRp
而前面的一連串故事，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJR4qjg58he
是方熾的朋友以兩人的故事進行改編，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABwfHpQjDz
寫出了「出演他倆故事的張准與甄心」的故事，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6I2EH7a5H
這實際只是一本書！539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmeaT677h2
這太讓我意外了(〃∀〃)539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvj4CQ1ZdRw
也是我時隔多時會記得這部作品的原因。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmM9dUlnpA9
整體來說這個這個作者的敘述用詞很美，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGQkZPaUmf肉也多(?)，故事表達方式第一次見，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡod1f7XM9eW
讓我看完之後挺驚喜也挺喜歡的。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwnFEojIcA
劇中劇的表達手法很厲害，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2DYAkuVAT
在此推薦給大家，539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQk2BuxHPf
有興趣的朋友歡迎找來看哦(*´∀`)~♥539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0NrTkLuAW
甄心發起狠，一口叼住張准的嘴，只是叼著，沒別的什麼，張准愣愣睜著眼，從一個近到模糊的距離看著他，一刻不停的閃光燈仿佛無數片破碎的夢，夢裡折射出對方瞳孔的光，光的盡頭是一頃漆黑的海，靈魂就迷醉在那海浪裡。
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高准很享受被一根硬邦邦的東西戳著的感覺，興奮地吐出幾口長氣，像是歎息又像是痛苦：「不許愛我……」他不要臉地張開大腿：「只睡我就夠了。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBALIRWdPe
這種時候，Justin才忍不住問：「那個人……」他指的是方熾，可「不要你了嗎」這種話，輕易卻說不出口。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Mo1qcsilH
