※PTSD ※娛樂圈 ※醫師 ※心理治療 ※強暴 ※反轉 ※高H
入戲,原著童子。
攻:方熾(甄心),心理醫生(騷斷腿影帝)攻。223Please respect copyright.PENANA1fpuIihfEJ
受:高准(張准),PTSD患者(武打演員)受。
這部小說落花同樣是二刷,223Please respect copyright.PENANAhexuBEcZS5
第一次看的時候還沒開始寫分享文,223Please respect copyright.PENANAu088xKSB1G
直到最近朋友推了我一下,223Please respect copyright.PENANAJs0DqHubzq
我看了兩章節才反應過來,223Please respect copyright.PENANAzRNGZuWnru
這是當初結局讓我意想不到的故事XD223Please respect copyright.PENANA8O86G1UmyW
要介紹這部必定大暴雷,223Please respect copyright.PENANAIW5aJSzkTI
會介意的朋友請止步!
※暴雷預警※223Please respect copyright.PENANA4gfgbOCMoy
※暴雷預警※223Please respect copyright.PENANAd6wQZIEuPq
※暴雷預警※223Please respect copyright.PENANA7cPSyj60xv
以下開始介紹整部劇情吧。
故事一開始,是以張准為中心,223Please respect copyright.PENANAyAcNkcxDyS
敘述他和女友交代自己接了一部同性戀題材的電影,223Please respect copyright.PENANAgHKMOkymFN
確定他能接受這才前往劇組的。223Please respect copyright.PENANASw83fZUMWK
而與他為兩個主角的另一人是影帝甄心,223Please respect copyright.PENANAcbCblm8ZpR
為了讓不熟悉的二人能夠迅速培養感情,223Please respect copyright.PENANAgfUaThC1JC
便在劇組的安排下,於開機前同居大半個月,223Please respect copyright.PENANA6IX3zgfo00
兩人從不熟、嘗試觸碰、習慣、開始親密行為,223Please respect copyright.PENANAD8ViNa2XeY
到最後已經能輕易在對方的觸碰下點燃情慾。223Please respect copyright.PENANALqZqyHSr0w
我認為這個作者最有趣的作法,223Please respect copyright.PENANA7N6Xzc8hEa
便是以不同一個章節去區分戲裡戲外,223Please respect copyright.PENANAksj1CTIsBf
第一章敘述張准與甄心,223Please respect copyright.PENANAD3D9vwqY4H
第二章就敘述兩人所飾演的高准和方熾,223Please respect copyright.PENANAw95NcZP6q7
輪流交替,不僅能看明白這部劇的內容,223Please respect copyright.PENANA5oz8N0WNU1
更能看清兩人在拍戲過程的情感碰撞,223Please respect copyright.PENANAR3JmO9sk1k
會有種一本小說看了兩個故事的錯位感。223Please respect copyright.PENANArFAIa9sWNU
為了讓大家看明白,223Please respect copyright.PENANAdPViOQDHAv
我將兩個故事拆開敘述內容。223Please respect copyright.PENANAAqLqC9SNKo
以戲外來說,223Please respect copyright.PENANADZmnO40JCu
張准與甄心在拍戲的過程裡漸漸「入戲」,223Please respect copyright.PENANAUqn4uoWtib
在一次次的糾纏裡發現了對彼此的在意,223Please respect copyright.PENANA5zZh5QhNzA
更在一次次的碰撞中徹底被掰彎,223Please respect copyright.PENANAe4PFPYhZLN
成為一對拋下女友並偷偷在一起的私下情。223Please respect copyright.PENANAh1M8MZgGnG
卻在誤會與糾結過後,張准扔下甄心給他的戒指,223Please respect copyright.PENANAF7SJosyi3v
彼此分離,直到又一次相遇,223Please respect copyright.PENANA3KzAPbhwl3
他看見甄心變成手機吊飾的戒指,223Please respect copyright.PENANAT3DWem3yDI
張准才拋下自己的隱忍與直面自己的情感,223Please respect copyright.PENANA9T4pjlhyW0
掏出掛在胸前的戒指,問他是不是還來得及,223Please respect copyright.PENANAbkR6jhPEGn
留下一個還不錯的結局。223Please respect copyright.PENANAlVlRN0BEYS
以戲內來說,223Please respect copyright.PENANAiiukGtuJVV
是以高准的女朋友左林林為主軸,223Please respect copyright.PENANAo2YSbjQEJE
敘述她去找心理醫師的前男友方熾,223Please respect copyright.PENANAtGe8lPJs1C
希望他能夠幫助高准並開解他,223Please respect copyright.PENANAwGHRBWYDY4
解決他的心理問題。223Please respect copyright.PENANAIzxb41GYdr
一開始方熾心裡不是滋味,223Please respect copyright.PENANA12cnTRXUlp
左林林與他分手後多年沒連繫,223Please respect copyright.PENANA9e6gX0uG5K
有了聯繫卻是因為她的現任男友出了問題,223Please respect copyright.PENANAujMyqij4Gj
這也導致起初是對高准起了不好的心思,223Please respect copyright.PENANAUMittQ7zSL
試圖捉弄高准的。223Please respect copyright.PENANAbo7dcBordn
作為心理醫師的他,223Please respect copyright.PENANA7Rg45guxcX
懂得拿捏他的心理活動,223Please respect copyright.PENANAA99VDMSOI8
換取他的信任,以他的信任去使喚他,223Please respect copyright.PENANAXYNjFAo6PN
做著有違醫德的事,223Please respect copyright.PENANAjo3pj08o4r
卻在不久後發現自己對他逐漸在意,223Please respect copyright.PENANAWpVssOq93F
隱約有了不能言說的意圖,223Please respect copyright.PENANAjW2JKQuC1f
甚至忍不住對這個曾經被強暴過的人施暴,223Please respect copyright.PENANARAYTwfKH44
成為了加害者,223Please respect copyright.PENANAiLQqximWfU
而後狠狠切斷了兩人之間的聯繫,223Please respect copyright.PENANAqWvdjrfJzG
徹底從高准的視線消失。223Please respect copyright.PENANAYM0mvY2vna
他離開後,223Please respect copyright.PENANAgeOItqm2cM
高准不願相信他真的離開,223Please respect copyright.PENANAOhFKQLIvv3
每天打著電話,223Please respect copyright.PENANAlDbZOvTwF9
卻日復一日愈發墮落,223Please respect copyright.PENANA8f3eOP9xdt
開始了濫交行為尋找一夜又一夜的交歡,223Please respect copyright.PENANAmyp5dIioa0
甚至意外遇到當年的施暴者,223Please respect copyright.PENANAgUuwUwkUvc
被強迫著領回去,223Please respect copyright.PENANA2CW80pJ4hW
而後一天天被堵截、帶回家、上床、再離開。223Please respect copyright.PENANA9uEjqaDs7d
過了很多天,223Please respect copyright.PENANATas0FpgLD6
因為愛上自己的病人的方熾,223Please respect copyright.PENANA2DrjSAU7OL
從某天起發現高准不再聯繫他了,223Please respect copyright.PENANA4sCQdehCj1
他慌張、焦慮,漸漸失去理智,223Please respect copyright.PENANAogDTfSepR1
回撥回去才發現對方始終關機。223Please respect copyright.PENANAxHsYLyUw5h
好不容易遇上了他,223Please respect copyright.PENANAGKQy0MKUk5
才知道他竟然和當年的施暴者在一起了。223Please respect copyright.PENANARq9Z7EqPpO
他痛苦難當,223Please respect copyright.PENANAYCrX8AtN77
高准甚至也意外發現了他在吃抗憂鬱的藥物,223Please respect copyright.PENANAFfqswLdes8
還發現他買了遮瑕液去遮掩自殘所留下的傷疤,223Please respect copyright.PENANAF8D8MaqMhe
最終兩人才終於走到了一起,223Please respect copyright.PENANARn4nJ12NZS
修成正果。223Please respect copyright.PENANAAtljcrIeke
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大家發現了嗎?223Please respect copyright.PENANA4cprxOIN8L
以上我介紹的反而是戲內較多,223Please respect copyright.PENANAfsaGApg1Fc
這也就不得不提到劇情的反轉了。223Please respect copyright.PENANANTCqzJRWJd
其實在看的過程中,223Please respect copyright.PENANA9Lc67xsgvW
他的拍戲的過程,223Please respect copyright.PENANA99mZDR6VKx
和實際寫出來的高准和方熾的故事內容實際上是有出入的,223Please respect copyright.PENANA6aPV4d0jPd
起初我沒多想,223Please respect copyright.PENANAdMSOVH4Rzx
以為是最終電影呈現出來的效果不一樣,223Please respect copyright.PENANAuW4cxwIrd4
看到結尾才知道原來不是!223Please respect copyright.PENANAbQaZJTxtQU
故事結尾,223Please respect copyright.PENANASEC13NM3Hm
是高准和方熾兩人在給人按摩舒壓,223Please respect copyright.PENANALcNXReK2zK
而前面的一連串故事,223Please respect copyright.PENANARRpnCPpoR5
是方熾的朋友以兩人的故事進行改編,223Please respect copyright.PENANAOn3WaD4FJ3
寫出了「出演他倆故事的張准與甄心」的故事,223Please respect copyright.PENANAugimx16HMX
這實際只是一本書!223Please respect copyright.PENANAXimT7tZLRC
這太讓我意外了(〃∀〃)223Please respect copyright.PENANAEanDqdJBwV
也是我時隔多時會記得這部作品的原因。223Please respect copyright.PENANAOWjMsgFtBK
整體來說這個這個作者的敘述用詞很美,223Please respect copyright.PENANAuastDQidjl肉也多(?),故事表達方式第一次見,223Please respect copyright.PENANALeppor4ya8
讓我看完之後挺驚喜也挺喜歡的。223Please respect copyright.PENANAmFUKz5PUzk
劇中劇的表達手法很厲害,223Please respect copyright.PENANAShrfuj5Vem
在此推薦給大家,223Please respect copyright.PENANAAccqzUTouE
有興趣的朋友歡迎找來看哦(*´∀`)~♥223Please respect copyright.PENANAzMtVKDvSWA
甄心發起狠,一口叼住張准的嘴,只是叼著,沒別的什麼,張准愣愣睜著眼,從一個近到模糊的距離看著他,一刻不停的閃光燈仿佛無數片破碎的夢,夢裡折射出對方瞳孔的光,光的盡頭是一頃漆黑的海,靈魂就迷醉在那海浪裡。
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高准很享受被一根硬邦邦的東西戳著的感覺,興奮地吐出幾口長氣,像是歎息又像是痛苦:「不許愛我……」他不要臉地張開大腿:「只睡我就夠了。」223Please respect copyright.PENANAfyezIMpNZb
這種時候,Justin才忍不住問:「那個人……」他指的是方熾,可「不要你了嗎」這種話,輕易卻說不出口。223Please respect copyright.PENANAgukCPjQExT