我的感冒，是永遠也不會痊癒的了。311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJ8XQ1i2kD
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我想。311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsABlBHQpL
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其實，感冒是無藥可治的。311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfY32p3P1Bm
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我想。311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgqAmckKrj
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在低層升降機轉左尾段的班房，辦了一個二手舊書的小書室。書室裡，阿朗施施然地掀開一本小說。那封面黃底紅字，字體是有比較陳舊的新細明體，封面的正中是一名憔悴女子的側面被紅框限制起來，絕望的向前伸手，似是在追尋些什麼，又似是在放棄些什麼。311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLTrZyf3KV
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阿魚款款的走到阿朗背後，問︰「好睇 ? 我買俾你吖。」311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrIXWKo1UX
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隨即，阿朗合起小說，塵埃一下子仰面撲來，弄得他咳了幾聲︰「咳 …… 咳 ……呢本書 …… 咳 ……我有㗎喇，都睇過好多次了。」311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKV7Z57Ts4
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阿魚稍稍環顧四周，說︰「吓 ? 睇咗咁多次都照睇 ? 明明呢度好多舊書你未睇過，點解仲要 ……」311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJeqiIECiZ
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阿朗一邊把書本塞回書架，一邊笑著說道︰「因為鍾意囉 ! 」311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNDSBo9qow
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阿魚仍不解的續問道︰「你幾鍾意都好，都唔會咁吖 ?」311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfRUgWoXSm
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阿朗並沒有急著回答，只從書架處抽起另一本書，掀開再慢慢說道︰「會吖，好鍾意嗰陣囉。」311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhxcZQEMWn
311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPBq65wSZR
阿魚忍不住嘆了口氣︰「唉，你真係冇變過，仍然都係咁天真。」311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVZAWOW9I6
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阿朗似是故弄玄虛的說︰「嗯，你可以話冇變，又可以話有變。」311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1PQQzte5d
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阿魚用力地緊抓起阿朗那半軟半實的臀部︰「仆街，你撚鳩緊我吖 ? 」311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SU1Rm5eRS
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阿朗只奸詐地陰笑起來︰「可能係，又可能唔係啦。」311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk50gvW1Bb2
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「你以前……」正當阿魚欲想再次用魔手懲罰阿朗時，開店的同學走到兩人旁，溫柔且帶著不滿的微笑，提點道︰「呢對情侶，唔好意思吖，可唔可以收細聲量，因為呢度喺書室，其他客人都仲睇緊書。同埋，打情罵俏呢啲嘢，可唔可以喺出面先做，喺度做嘅話我怕會被人怪罪。」311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsRQYbdh2K
311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQ0lIMeOHg
「你有冇……」阿魚本想指罵那位同學，卻被阿朗制止了，且他更是道起歉來︰「對唔住，打搞到你哋。」語畢，他便拉著阿魚離開了書室。311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrk5JqEUjSz
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阿魚一邊被拉著走，一邊不憤氣地問道︰311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcEsRTOAbp
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「點解要道歉 ? 又係你話道歉冇用嘅。」311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSSnU3Q9Yq
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「道歉點會冇用，咁我哋真係喺書室嘈到人。」311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4PNcHCLEe
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「係就係，但打情罵俏呢樣嘢錯就好唔合理囉，而家封建時代咩。」311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXWtXJECzW
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「係有少少封建嘅，但點都唔會開放到喺涼亭扑嘢。」311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWM4Z8cIk5
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聽罷，阿魚扯停了阿朗，失落地問道︰「你講咩吖 ? 」兩人就這樣的停在涼亭的草叢旁。阿朗左看看，右看看，才驚覺不知不覺間，他竟拉了阿魚來到涼亭處，回到那個可恨回憶的開端。311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HyqEniIfP
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這種不知不覺，說罷也只是另一種不知不覺由心而生的謊言而已。311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpKxNaFkOv
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「講咩 ? 你唔記得咗喇 ? 」阿朗指向左側的一棵楓樹。311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNki4ucNYw
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這棵楓樹，見證著，一群雛鳥離開六年的棲身之地，投入自由且殘酷的天空；又或見證著，每當寒風凜冽時，自身的紅葉覆蓋於地磚上，然後每當秋分之際，回到自身的枝幹上；甚或見證著，那根被他細小的性器，一下又一下，抽插起他那愛慕之人的禁地，中出又中出。那些激烈的肉體撞擊聲，那些迴腸盪氣的嬌啼聲，不知不覺間，浮現且迴盪在阿朗的腦袋裡，久久未能平復。311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgC0VYZQjnc
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阿魚朝向他所指的地方看，問︰「你仲係嬲緊 ? 其實嗰陣唔關我事，因為 ……」311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLOplGIMwA
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阿朗搶了她的說話，歇斯底里地大聲呼喊道︰「因為佢拎住裸照要脅你吖嘛，你之前都講過啦，但係上次你又點解釋吖 ? 係咪又有人拎住裸照要脅你吖 ? 」311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmZ14CfPxs
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「因為 …… 因為 ……」阿魚的眼眶含著淚水，咬緊雙唇，沒有把話說下去。311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktJJQKjZ8Z
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「點吖，林家瑜 ? 你有咩解釋吖 ?」阿朗指著她大罵起來。311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFR6R68ru87
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阿魚聽罷，舉起右手，本想打在他的臉上，只是她放棄了。311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreNATI1jbV
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阿魚慢慢的一步步走到那棵楓樹前，輕輕地撫摸著樹皮。311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEgqNaY3cb
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「阿朗吖，我鍾意你，好鍾意你 !」311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWpp8rNplj
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語末，她朝向阿朗望去，在他眼前，任由一道接一道的淚珠劃過自己的臉龐。311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINaIP6mhN7
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「所以呢 ? 咁所以呢 ? 你好鍾意我又點 ? 」阿朗不斷地問道，接著，說話更是哽咽起來︰「我都 …… 做唔到你男朋友 …… 咁鍾意仲 …… 又有咩用 ? 」311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IMsHj1oWm
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阿魚別過臉來，淌著淚，跟著他一同哽咽，且道起歉來︰「對唔住 …… 我真係冇辨法 …… 對唔住 …… 好對唔住 !」311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkWv1lYiI9
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阿朗走了上前，雙手捉起她肩膀，歇斯底里地問道︰311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡry6wZZOGNA
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「唔好再講對唔住，我聽夠喇 ! 咩冇辨法 ? 你解釋一下啦。」311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUkuiuNngJ
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「對唔住，我俾唔到個解釋你。可能呢一切都要回到原點。」311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFsO9zEdYy
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「咩回到原點 ? 原咩點啫 ? 呢一切都變晒啦，仲回咩到原點吖 ? 」311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScaiiI2BE1
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阿朗仍捉緊她的雙肩，鍥而不捨地問道。只是當他看到，泣不成聲的阿魚，也鬆開雙手，沒有再問下去。311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBp7gErGMx7
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昔日那個令阿朗為之痴迷的微笑，早已不復存在，現在剩下的就只有淚水與悲涼。這種嚇然的轉變，真讓人噁心。311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZZo0T57wa
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昔日那個呆頭呆腦的木頭少年，也不復存在了，處男之軀已破，甜言蜜語也懂了不少。這種翻天覆地的轉變，又何嘗不讓人噁心呢 ?311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XlZbAguXC
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人會變月會圓，花會謝鳥會飛走，這是老一輩的人經常掛在唇邊的說話，也是用來安慰年輕一輩的，告訴他們世上沒有東西是天長地久，永恆不變的。311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29o2vz70Dw
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世上沒有永恆不變，也沒有天長地久，事物人終會消散，那麼又怎可回到原點 ?311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViFwCVcc8q
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楓樹上，再長回來的秋葉，也早已不是往日的那片。311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNOXoB4xQa
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或許，時間真的是一種毒藥，他想。311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnroeEWIc4
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那種毒，之所以為毒，之所以讓人痛不欲生，並不在於它令秋葉落下的那種哀傷，也不在於它讓雛鳥飛走的那種不捨，更不在於它把整座城市、法制改變的那種陌生，而是那種不知不覺。311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7pKR9KL7M
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宛若某次，阿朗一如以往的走在不是回家的石路上，低頭看著那鋪滿密密麻麻的紅磚，嚇然發現某一塊石磚，竟轉成了灰磚，明顯的與周遭的紅磚格格不入。可悲的是，他卻不知那塊磚頭何時轉成了灰色，是昨天 ? 前天 ? 還是一星期前 ? 甚或那塊磚頭本來就是灰色 ?311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB15JxYWcym
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這些東西，顯然他全是不知道。311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJxZBRCea1
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這就是不知不覺，是他沒法控制的，同是他沒法解釋的。311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeERsIzwlc
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良久，阿魚的情緒終於平復起來。她抹走了臉上的淚痕，又輕揉起泛紅的雙眼，理理亂了的髮絲。在咫尺之間，阿朗一動不動地看著她，不禁想伸手撫起她的臉龐，她的髮絲，但是他卻步了，只輕輕說道︰311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvz7umc7UDE
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「我唔會原諒你㗎啦，所以唔使再講對唔住，我會一直都憎你。」311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyI2fg0DWd
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「唔緊要吖，請你繼續憎我，咁樣我會舒服啲。」311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiZc6pBvmZ
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「叮 ! 」阿魚的手機響起，提醒她該動身前往約會。311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjsXa3m0P9
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阿魚拿著手機指向遠處的校門︰311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktx1V5RVxY
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「我要走先喇，約咗人。」311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZY33Jt0kUO
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「我送埋你走啦。」311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlbP4s4WMD
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「嗯，好吖。」311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVVhO01Nzy
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於是，阿朗便帶著她穿過綠油油的操場，走到校門前。期間，他們又邊走邊聊起天來︰311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuiO3RkECe
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「你一陣約咗男朋友 ? 」311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt842jlOM46
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「唔係吖。」311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCWl6FfXFA
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「約咗家姐佢 ? 」311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1N9JJBYnZ7
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「都唔係。」311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPh9yhAbQH
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阿魚深深吸了口氣，雙眼朝向校門那處，似是不禁直視阿朗，說道︰「阿朗吖，如果我同你講，我一陣約咗SP爆房，你信唔信 ? 」311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoKoVWUgNF
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阿朗愣了一下，然後很快答道︰「信，但咁又點 ?」311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZNfQR2g6n
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「我約咗唔止一個SP喎。」阿魚補充道。311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6R19bci7q
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「嗯 …… 」阿朗沉默了，又說道︰「你有你嘅理由，你有幾多SP都唔關我事啦，我又唔係你邊個。」311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMm9fa5pL88
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「不如唔好走吖。」阿朗本想說出此話，挽留對方。但他望向了阿魚，又扭頭望向位於五樓的班房，微微笑了一笑，最後他決定把此話收回肚子裡。311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkoR6lRROt
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阿魚拍了拍阿朗的肩膀，說︰「到門口喇，多謝你今日陪我周圍行吖，你哋cafe嗰邊我就去唔到，幫我同佢哋講聲加油啦。」311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxIIt5m2jF
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尚未回神的阿朗答道︰「放心啦，我會同佢哋講㗎喇。」311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vmyOqS1jh
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「你都要加油吖，無論讀書定係其他嘢。」阿魚輕揼了阿朗的胸口一下。311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqV1FYaVJbK
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阿朗摸了摸阿魚的頭，輕輕說道︰「你都係啦，仲有做好安全措施吖。」311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LE4cX79CK
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「得啦，你同你女朋友都要做好安全措施吖。」阿魚輕輕地笑著，臉頰上又出現了兩個迷人的小酒窩，她又補充道︰「不過而家睇落，其實你都真係變咗幾多，上次喺醫院都唔覺。」311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FsE6rdfMJ
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「可能啦，但係等陣先，你又知我女朋友 ……」阿朗叉起腰問道。311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxrqBB3uIg
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「唔講喇，我趕時間，拜拜。」然後，阿魚便一邊跑走，一邊朝向他揮起手來。311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeACC4cpk9
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就這樣，阿朗眼巴巴的看著她的背影，在那條紅得像楓葉的石路上漸漸模糊。他輕輕一笑，把當天的回憶掩蓋起來。311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6w5roDq6UJ
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「呢邊嗰位同學仔，拎張傳單睇睇呀 ! 五樓有女僕cafe喎。」一把熟悉的聲音在阿朗的耳邊說道。311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVTYYKSVof
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未完待續……311Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0ApoDCBpf
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