天明了，妳躺在我身旁，寧靜躺在床上，我吞下了一整個罐子的有毒物質，靜靜地躺在沙發上，隨著意識的消失而死去。
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回想起初，妳是我第一個看到最勇敢的女孩。
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因為不願意再次被送進病房，於是毅然決然地離開前男友，搬到我這同班同學的家中。
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一開始，妳隱瞞得癌症的事實，直到我送妳進入癌症的加護病房，才知道妳患了癌末。
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猶記得是一個炎熱的下午，我正躺在床上，享受著冷氣的吹拂。
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「給我起床！你答應帶我去遊樂園的！」妳說著。
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我被她的眼淚與懇求鬧到不行，勉強起身，起來刷牙洗臉，想說只是隨意的挑件衣服。
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「不可以，今天你跟我要穿白色衣服與牛仔褲，一起當個情侶！今天是情人節！！」她一直說著，拿了一套從我的衣櫃中的白襯衫與牛仔褲出來！
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「可是妳今天要回醫院....」我回答。
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「那是下午的事，早上我們可以去空中花園玩。你答應過不可以虧負我的！」她嘟著嘴說！
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「要先吃藥物再去！」我決定要讓她不再進入加護病房，所以強迫她硬是服下醫師囑咐的標靶藥，才出發去空中花園。
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難得的，每次不去面對醫生，她總是最高興的。
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「醫生，檢查結果如何？」我問。
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「目前有些轉移狀態。你得知道，她經不起一個小意外！要不要安排她住院療養？或許可以好得更快？」醫生說。
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當我選擇到櫃檯辦住院手續，她像失去控制的病人，直說不要！
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很想強迫她，可是她的狀況又讓醫生差點要打鎮定劑！
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這樣的狀況不止一次，就只能每次陪她回診，最多狀況需要住院，一住就一個月。
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「就說了，我絕對是吉人天相，很快就好了！」她說著，似乎住院是不用的！？
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「好呦！真的很強，我的小公主。」我收起擔憂的神情，勉強笑了出來。
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「我要吃簡餐，你出錢？」她縮在我胸前，小聲的說。
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「好！等下醫院餐廳吃，我們得先拿藥？」我說。
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「又是拿藥？」她企圖鑽出我的擁抱，我卻摟著她，走去醫院的藥局。
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「說真的，可以不吃藥？」她企圖轉到這個話題，我沒有妥協。
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「我可不想比妳短命，妳說過要陪我一起度過後年的生日！」對於生日是四年一次的我，妳是如此重要。
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「知道啦！潤年生日，一次老四歲。」俏皮的說著，好像剛剛沒發生什麼事一樣。
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我無話可回，只知道自己已經被妳抓牢，再也離不開了！
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這天，妳的身體不適，我趕到妳上班的教室，還是學員長打電話給我。我開著自己的計程車，趕到幼兒園。
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「她不停冒汗，無法直起腰。我們不能處理。倒是打了119。之後才聯絡你。」學員長緊張的說完，我連忙感謝，趕往醫院。
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轉往原本處理妳的病症的醫院，醫生對我說了以下的話。
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「她的癌細胞已經轉移，要再次化療！」醫生說了，我的神情顯得無助。
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我在與醫生談完後，見到她的第一面，要告訴她必須化療時，她只是大笑。
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「只是住院吧！我可以再次休息一個月，然後⋯」看見妳那無所謂的神情，替你擔心。
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（妳難道不知道妳現在的癌細胞轉移了？或者只是為了不讓我擔心？）
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「你發呆了嗎？還是我依舊可愛？」妳說著。
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我只能搖頭，沒說什麼。
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我為了可以讓妳不覺得奇怪，特地把頭髮剃光，因為妳也沒了頭髮！
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「搞什麼？把我的頭髮剃光？」妳不滿的帶著毛帽，遮住沒有頭髮的頭頂。
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「小姐，我也陪妳一起剃光頭了呦！」我說著，可是好像她希望的不是這樣！
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「我不想失去頭髮！更不想失去你！」她壓抑不住的大哭，原本醫生要打鎮定劑，我阻止了醫生。
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「別哭了，無論如何我都陪妳。」我將她擁入懷中，她用著淚汪汪的眼神看著我！
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漸漸地，她用著極為緩慢的適應能力接受一次次的化療與標靶藥物治療！
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我會在她最需要我陪伴時盡力的在她身旁。
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日子過得很快，也很殘酷！
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她整整地瘦了一圈，無論吃喝什麼全吐出來。
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終於，醫生決定讓她離開加護病房，轉到普通病房！
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我帶著魚湯，至少聽老人家說對生病的人很好。
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「可以出院了嗎？」她邊喝邊問著我！
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「說好替我慶生的呦。」我說。
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「可以提前慶祝嗎？順道慶祝我出院？」她說著，似乎期待我肯定的回答。
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「醫生在沒有說可以之前不行出院。」我堅決地神情說。
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「可是真的很無聊！食物又不好吃！」她假意眼神飄到另外一個方向，眼尾卻瞄向我。
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「出院後保證陪妳吃好吃的！可是得將身體顧好！」我說。
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幾個月過去，她脫離了醫院的限制，醫生說她可以回家！
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我付了醫療費用，那麼龐大的一半筆錢，所幸之前她的保險撐了很多！
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我帶她到了醫院地下室餐廳吃了一份簡餐，那是她吃過最有味道的一份食物了。
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「你吃飽囉！？」她問我。
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「我眼前的不是嗎？」我指著我面前的空盤，咖哩飯的殘渣依稀可見！
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「看起來你比我還餓？」她似乎意有所指的說！？
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「妳專心吃好飯，我就心安了。」我說。
於是我們回到了家，她一躺在客廳的沙發，完全陷在沙發的柔軟，邊吵著要吃肯德基！
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「醫生有交代，妳的飲食要清淡！我決定自己下廚煮一頓晚餐，給妳接風！」我便開始找尋起冰箱內的食材。
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她打開電視，完全沒有想太多，轉開某台的愛情偶像劇，隨著哭笑。
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這樣的日子，直到那日，妳已經無力再抗衡病魔，躺在沙發上等著我從醫院帶標靶藥物時，妳已經死了。之後無人再想起妳。
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