我很清楚,我的世界有多麼黑暗,而我又能承受多少。319Please respect copyright.PENANAPTGI8eQBtl
一隻黑色的鳳蝶飛過我的身邊,她拍動著那鮮豔的翅膀,帶著上上下下的節奏......319Please respect copyright.PENANAk6aS8KjaUD
宣告了我的死亡。319Please respect copyright.PENANA8mLLP0UdE5
那年,我突然可以看見這樣美麗的蝴蝶。319Please respect copyright.PENANA582Ap97BYH
她總是在瀕臨死亡的人身邊徘徊,直至那人死後才離去。319Please respect copyright.PENANADVLgm0OBJk
很不可思議,但是卻都這麼的巧。319Please respect copyright.PENANATf66GNGI7p
「你有看到那邊有隻蝴蝶嗎?」問著在我旁邊的一位老先生,他聽了我的話左右張望了一下後搖搖頭。319Please respect copyright.PENANAEp65DfCWTv
起初,我一直認為那是我的幻覺。319Please respect copyright.PENANAYK2BnTABiM
也許是我想多了。319Please respect copyright.PENANAirfI3oxFq5
但是......319Please respect copyright.PENANAEEFen42UkG
當我身邊的那位老先生因為疾病去世時,那隻蝴蝶輕盈的拍著她的翅膀飛出了手術室。319Please respect copyright.PENANAv8uqd74lxP
當她經過我的身邊,還帶著一點點的微光。319Please respect copyright.PENANAtFEh7FHzZS
儘管我不明白為何只有我能看見她,她還是在我身邊的人駐留......319Please respect copyright.PENANAO3ONbg5xoJ
直到......我左右的人都死去之後,她終於停留在我身邊了。319Please respect copyright.PENANAYLbYlduwMI
像是一個小女孩一樣,天真的看著我、從早到晚。319Please respect copyright.PENANAAIYpPdHVnd
而我的病情也隨著她的駐留越來越嚴重。319Please respect copyright.PENANADULLdzDG8n
只是,不變的還是她那樣的單純神情......319Please respect copyright.PENANAQBRw41vlmg
像是在等待我死亡的那一刻,然後再尋覓下一個目標。319Please respect copyright.PENANAm1lcV8ps1b
最後,醫生也看著我搖頭,還為我插上了管子,那一根的管子插進我的鼻腔,實在很不舒服。319Please respect copyright.PENANAn4WWPSX2sT
就連呼吸都要依靠儀器的我,母親每天在我身邊呼喊我的名字,父親憔悴的表情和無奈把我整個包圍住。319Please respect copyright.PENANAOqMNg2DblV
我落下眼淚......319Please respect copyright.PENANAovDxK9IJlN
祈求著她的離去。319Please respect copyright.PENANAJubURl8yh4
這樣我就能死去了,也不用在讓父母承受這種痛苦。319Please respect copyright.PENANAAEV7H9ow9h
但是,日復一日,她始終沒有走的意思。319Please respect copyright.PENANAHObxcIaDD4
而我只是每天待在床上,呼吸著那微薄的空氣,望著天花板,以及聆聽著父母的哀傷......319Please respect copyright.PENANATqkgFLoQGF
我想最痛苦的事情莫過於此了吧?319Please respect copyright.PENANAIy6CmA7b97
看著親人傷心難過是因為自己,聽見朋友泣不成聲的哭喊。319Please respect copyright.PENANA7XEVZj86uY
那些都扎的我好痛好痛......好想就這樣結束......319Please respect copyright.PENANAMJvRv7iIuE
這樣的想法在我的腦中紮根。319Please respect copyright.PENANA3hsUbSqow5
而她仍是看著我。319Please respect copyright.PENANAh5RsHri82i
直到我,再也無法活著走出手術室。319Please respect copyright.PENANAtW7OfruWu3
我看著她輕盈的拍動翅膀,飛離了我的身邊,帶著那微弱的光芒......319Please respect copyright.PENANANviKs3PoOL
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