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這兩週，是我人生中最忙碌的一段日子662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSw5t4Lmfp
主要是因為發生了兩件大事662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8GCp7MwHa
１、我結婚了！662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMliTiqkyF
２、女兒確診！662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRFBRWde1W
且聽我娓娓道來
決定和老婆結婚662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDvpuGhuHD
是2020年10月的事情662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoEJRBYgy3
當時因疫情影響，餐廳無法舉辦婚宴662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5wZy9hyoJ
我們決定先辦理登記662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXR0gIqm7X
等疫情降溫後再補辦宴席
身為一個完全不懂羅曼蒂克的直男肥宅662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYvly18O68
本想隨便找一天登記就好662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNDvNEuZLC
但老婆堅持要一個好記又浪漫的日子662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaWV2tpls6
【5/20】662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjhi3lo10B
反正短時間內不能宴客是確定的662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnukvBjMw7
那延到2021年5月20日登記也無傷大雅662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqsvHhgD1x
於是，登記結婚的日子便敲定了
已決定步入結婚禮堂的我們662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzHcHHo7m7
該做的防護措施自然也都省了662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRGHIbctPo
於是，在2021年過年期間662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOwZcUCBOA
老婆便懷上了女兒
疫情期間懷孕真是非常辛苦的事662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrkrMNaXnW
我老婆又是醫院行政人員662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdoj87TcDy
只要上班就肯定會碰到確診者662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIaAsHYyKl
每天都過得提心吊膽662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcUI8NJmds
我也很佩服她產前產後都沒有得到憂鬱症662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMLcy0al9i
在夫妻倆的努力與警覺下662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkprnBZIkc
一直到女兒出生，我們都沒有染疫662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QpX4XvSgd
但女兒出生後，真正的大挑戰才剛開始
新生兒本來就不好照顧662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yjwwE37JV
加上女兒又有一些先天性的基因缺陷662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0W61O3PkK8
需要留院觀察一個禮拜662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuY57ptI0jM
我和老婆是緊張到不行662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqzxESQR3N
老婆更因為自責哭了好幾次662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmG4FrZedef
幸虧在台大醫院醫生及護理師的專業照護下662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0o4YC38DU4
女兒很快就恢復到和一般嬰兒沒兩樣662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8ef1ziMmV
直到這時我們才鬆了一口氣
接著便是老婆和我輪流請育嬰假照顧女兒的日子662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5Yjy6IdDs
台灣最近修法，請育嬰假6個月有8成薪662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwmIvnC7Oe
對本來就想離職的我來說，當然沒有理由不請！
遺憾的是，隨著女兒日益成長662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlQWbPdLHL
家中長輩的身體卻日漸衰老662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcYhb43ZpO
一位和我們很親近的阿姨662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEBSmhhjI4
確診了腎上腺癌，而且是末期！662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsP8GkBTEIt
據醫生所說，壽命只剩下不到三年！662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1nNzxJlt7
（這還是我們最近才知道的，那位阿姨刻意隱瞞了好久）
稍微推算一下日期662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpOhm07q5Y
在寫這篇文的當下662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZf6ZHJJF55
阿姨壽命很可能剩下不到半年……662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6Ed0sT1IN
親友們不想說得太明白662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4FSOoTzpz
但大家心裡都有數662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pVsk0aQoq
這個婚宴，得要盡早舉辦！
於是，我們在10月初開始策畫婚宴662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQ30VHpG2Z
幸好因為延期的關係，少了迎娶步驟662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMw1mBUCxjI
整個流程輕鬆多了662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaqZS2Gheu
婚宴辦在11/5，就結果而言相當成功662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MKRiyDP2w
（過程一團亂就是了……）662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhfAJzAsB4
但至少，大家都很開心！662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1L08fM4db
老婆和家中長輩也都感到很風光！662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgzki5sTE2
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfISaFPoe05
11/8凌晨662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBxT8T1W6Q
女兒開始發燒662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3et6fe78p
給她喝家中常備的退燒藥體溫有降下來662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0UYu5Q1mG
可一旦藥效過去又開始發燒662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgI4hdZMQX
當天下午，我們便帶她去兒科就醫662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrJ9Ea21ou
醫生說是哮吼662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFotlVqqSWo
流感或肺炎類病毒引起的氣管腫脹
當時我們（含醫生在內）都沒有認為是Covid-19662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLKV1WK3nE
醫生表示：現在的病毒株不太會引起哮吼症狀662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqQcoMJ8dr
所以沒有太在意
11/9晚上662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckNhBKgrmh
老婆的喉嚨開始痛了起來662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4qb9vHqpK
在醫院工作的她當下便做了快篩662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cX5xq1QAI
畢竟萬一真是Covid-19662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbQHsO4ceg
把病毒帶去醫院傳染同事可能導致醫療體系崩潰662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGw2cHD3qL
院方在病情相關的SOP總是格外嚴謹662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYlvch60lb
老婆身為院內員工自然也是小心為上662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuiJ5C9h2d4
一篩下去：陽性！662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHh7L4s3w0
還不只老婆，岳父母做了快篩也跟著確診😓
面對這個情況，我們是早已有所預料662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7BL5OlUZV
在婚宴前有提醒親友去施打疫苗662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4qPuSVQIy
大家在確診後也才沒有太嚴重的症狀662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLj9QRz3DQ
然而，家中的小寶貝才１歲１個月大662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vWvwLxPCi
因為擔心疫苗副作用沒帶她去打
既然媽媽已經確診662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCaLfByiOl
那我想，女兒的病因很高機率也是Covid-19了662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvheTIfUq50
不過，Covid-19目前統計報告看來662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHFk0ul1sT
兒童重症機率偏低662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1buDiAW3x
因此我們也只能多留意、多觀察
11/10凌晨662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMMBvk4suU
在老婆確診後的6個小時662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTgZwP84lF
當我正要睡覺時662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cflpMLILq
幫女兒量了一下體溫662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrvo5TUnlv
雖然沒有發燒，但哮吼症狀卻越來越嚴重662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7m0DU84Bv
因為我自身有哮喘（氣喘）662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMS4g6J2mZd
很能理解那種呼吸道被壓迫的窒息感662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxni4K2EjGs
當下心裡就有一種662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8f1cZUVXC
「如果放著不管，可能會有嚴重後果」的不祥預感662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡha0iMpoxNV
於是我便上網搜尋關於Covid-19跟哮吼的資料662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajFLdR6usL
猛然看到一個關鍵字「血氧」662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqAZO3C4sN
想起前陣子新聞廣為流傳的「隱形缺氧」後662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mIylLNasL
我便拔下之前為了監測自己睡眠而買的小米手環662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJWeFusNXc
開始幫女兒測血氧
小孩子的手跟大人畢竟有差662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylhSZiCbPa
量了大半小時好不容易才量到一個數據：83662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCJwkFArIK
我整個嚇到662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBkqhICS2G
不確定是量嬰兒比較不精準662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LPT9zw8dY
還是手環數據僅供參考662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvoAeo2T0R
（畢竟不是醫療級）662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16cBmw4Ffw
於是套到自己手上量一下：97、99662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNSjzIkXkg
連忙上網查資料：662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxil8qRCZkj
【血氧濃度低於80可能損壞器官功能】662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAucUkNozD3
才凌晨一點就83662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsq9CPLe2j
那如果睡到早上的話，不知道會降到多低……
我立刻撥打1922通報662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPVijHOnpJ
疾管署建議馬上叫救護車662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh85tCr0sZ8
於是，我人生第一次坐救護車的成就662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZ0qYimF9i
就這麼突然的達成了……662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffW92TJuo1
（女兒也是成就＋１）
急診室內每個人都非常忙碌、話也不多662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilt8iMWcs8
所以我一直是處於混亂狀態662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpiNqldXnk
反正醫護人員叫我做什麼我就照做662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3XByS7Yax
後來有三位護理師來幫女兒打針662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfAHYsWVZB
請我站到門外662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHwTjGMlXs
看著三個護理師抓住女兒662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzoez9RCns
幫她打了兩針、又用棉花棒捅鼻子662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLuDTAAqqu
女兒只能哭著用無助的眼神望向門外跟我求救……662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZLd9dOJdr
當下真的忍不住淚水662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTBrZerzdM
站在病房外就哭了出來
身為創作者的我662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZXLJIExro
寫過無數作品662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFXQe8ILgb
至今沒有一件作品讓我覺得完美662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAzQI5GyqQ
唯獨女兒662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1dgYY0BjA
她是我生命中最完美、最重要的「作品」662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqnwKIYUsZ
也是我付出最多心血、最引以為豪的「存在」
在一連串檢查做完後662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFk8DuszcJ
哭了一個多小時的女兒也感到疲憊662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4OipThxhR
在我懷裡沉沉睡去662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHzeHKBS9Y
而我則用護理師幫我準備好的氧氣面罩為她供氧662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdbYwvj6rI
眼睛望向護理師剛遞給我的急診病歷單662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4l2pnn7P0W
上面寫著，血氧濃度：84.9662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEbapBRIqz
看來……小米手環還是有一定的參考價值……662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvH50CPZ0T
我的決定是正確的！
從11/7下午到11/10凌晨662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfKkE8x2Vj
我總共只睡了三個小時662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBv9JkPeRS
但，至少結果是能令我安心的662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FoJxSYS7Y
我對自己的處置方式感到滿意、驕傲
在類固醇的作用下662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUIT925raP
女兒呼吸逐漸平穩662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5jX91Hade
睡得跟平常一樣香甜662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OWy2GY6fn
我也終於露出微笑662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EOWiOWK1a
立刻向老婆、父母、岳父母報平安662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKP1F4Pyoo
留在醫院觀察到早上7點後662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOEBG0wDMH
醫生確認病情穩定662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNgd990mL9
才准許我們辦理離院手續662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9F6TcCDZMN
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEi8bRGbcLr
寫這篇文是11/12凌晨662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWj2pnbHcy
女兒已經完全沒有發燒症狀662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadzqykviKU
除了喉嚨燒聲、變得很愛撒嬌之外662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YqhrSd1w3
暫時沒有其他異狀662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3P3etn8Y8
希望她的病情能持續好轉662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGJI2Jfnfy
也希望確診的大家都能早日康復662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCBGF9JYMH
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfn1JljVwe6
至於我……662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RvggEVH7B
和兩個確診者同住四天662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwhMkRUpIv
到現在依然是陰性……662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXjzFqpwlt
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkKqlU1cln
難道我就是傳說中的天選之人嗎🤣
