
這兩週,是我人生中最忙碌的一段日子586Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0KQJT3BDn
主要是因為發生了兩件大事586Please respect copyright.PENANASrYGvEMAdT
1、我結婚了!586Please respect copyright.PENANAc65miOMAPI
2、女兒確診!586Please respect copyright.PENANA7MacUXKdGJ
且聽我娓娓道來
決定和老婆結婚586Please respect copyright.PENANAWatYZsUjMv
是2020年10月的事情586Please respect copyright.PENANAbkLr9awkwi
當時因疫情影響,餐廳無法舉辦婚宴586Please respect copyright.PENANANNpTXCBBjx
我們決定先辦理登記586Please respect copyright.PENANA1NSIpfXrGZ
等疫情降溫後再補辦宴席
身為一個完全不懂羅曼蒂克的直男肥宅586Please respect copyright.PENANAjs3QO6O3qq
本想隨便找一天登記就好586Please respect copyright.PENANAUo7UKXq5H5
但老婆堅持要一個好記又浪漫的日子586Please respect copyright.PENANAUxVlVa1FW9
【5/20】586Please respect copyright.PENANAnRCQiZpUnk
反正短時間內不能宴客是確定的586Please respect copyright.PENANAHYRzYcYvB3
那延到2021年5月20日登記也無傷大雅586Please respect copyright.PENANAbymYegjZBB
於是,登記結婚的日子便敲定了
已決定步入結婚禮堂的我們586Please respect copyright.PENANA4VURYGgeNt
該做的防護措施自然也都省了586Please respect copyright.PENANAlSGb9lPwaU
於是,在2021年過年期間586Please respect copyright.PENANAaFYv862JgM
老婆便懷上了女兒
疫情期間懷孕真是非常辛苦的事586Please respect copyright.PENANALMik96YGAv
我老婆又是醫院行政人員586Please respect copyright.PENANA3wpVVsgdmx
只要上班就肯定會碰到確診者586Please respect copyright.PENANACMoB07dE5x
每天都過得提心吊膽586Please respect copyright.PENANAPXg03XHXaL
我也很佩服她產前產後都沒有得到憂鬱症586Please respect copyright.PENANAbdWSxTBtEr
在夫妻倆的努力與警覺下586Please respect copyright.PENANAQIwOLmNcEb
一直到女兒出生,我們都沒有染疫586Please respect copyright.PENANAoqr84fciDt
但女兒出生後,真正的大挑戰才剛開始
新生兒本來就不好照顧586Please respect copyright.PENANAlYkJWTzmZg
加上女兒又有一些先天性的基因缺陷586Please respect copyright.PENANAM9kU8QLQUh
需要留院觀察一個禮拜586Please respect copyright.PENANAHnBNIQ0HCy
我和老婆是緊張到不行586Please respect copyright.PENANATWpUKfHwV6
老婆更因為自責哭了好幾次586Please respect copyright.PENANArqTUzvddgq
幸虧在台大醫院醫生及護理師的專業照護下586Please respect copyright.PENANALSVOwetH1b
女兒很快就恢復到和一般嬰兒沒兩樣586Please respect copyright.PENANAWmn7jOFv9L
直到這時我們才鬆了一口氣
接著便是老婆和我輪流請育嬰假照顧女兒的日子586Please respect copyright.PENANALRYb04JF8s
台灣最近修法,請育嬰假6個月有8成薪586Please respect copyright.PENANA8uMoiv5gIZ
對本來就想離職的我來說,當然沒有理由不請!
遺憾的是,隨著女兒日益成長586Please respect copyright.PENANALiTibAEnL8
家中長輩的身體卻日漸衰老586Please respect copyright.PENANAjIzShcFLOG
一位和我們很親近的阿姨586Please respect copyright.PENANAveSDmabyCb
確診了腎上腺癌,而且是末期!586Please respect copyright.PENANAmOYxDqfuhv
據醫生所說,壽命只剩下不到三年!586Please respect copyright.PENANApW3cilrSnI
(這還是我們最近才知道的,那位阿姨刻意隱瞞了好久)
稍微推算一下日期586Please respect copyright.PENANATtTcyzgv5T
在寫這篇文的當下586Please respect copyright.PENANAm6wk1fsZDg
阿姨壽命很可能剩下不到半年……586Please respect copyright.PENANANYQmOOhFw8
親友們不想說得太明白586Please respect copyright.PENANAwp05CC7zpU
但大家心裡都有數586Please respect copyright.PENANAlCfi9rm9lM
這個婚宴,得要盡早舉辦!
於是,我們在10月初開始策畫婚宴586Please respect copyright.PENANAAklLhxuKMO
幸好因為延期的關係,少了迎娶步驟586Please respect copyright.PENANAa3CB35rJ8E
整個流程輕鬆多了586Please respect copyright.PENANA0CSofjy8c1
婚宴辦在11/5,就結果而言相當成功586Please respect copyright.PENANAX7IUjEkx3u
(過程一團亂就是了……)586Please respect copyright.PENANADYJKbFhey8
但至少,大家都很開心!586Please respect copyright.PENANADK7YkyvTrR
老婆和家中長輩也都感到很風光!586Please respect copyright.PENANAFFlAgZlPwS
586Please respect copyright.PENANAHS9haptv2Y
11/8凌晨586Please respect copyright.PENANAGzNlGlOyDb
女兒開始發燒586Please respect copyright.PENANA0h3h0wfIgA
給她喝家中常備的退燒藥體溫有降下來586Please respect copyright.PENANAYfpurUOXJZ
可一旦藥效過去又開始發燒586Please respect copyright.PENANAeGI959CMQF
當天下午,我們便帶她去兒科就醫586Please respect copyright.PENANAbfHgPfdTGv
醫生說是哮吼586Please respect copyright.PENANADI91qV3kvQ
流感或肺炎類病毒引起的氣管腫脹
當時我們(含醫生在內)都沒有認為是Covid-19586Please respect copyright.PENANAzvvQunel9u
醫生表示:現在的病毒株不太會引起哮吼症狀586Please respect copyright.PENANA4eLwPVDtF1
所以沒有太在意
11/9晚上586Please respect copyright.PENANAwfmNpvEYUp
老婆的喉嚨開始痛了起來586Please respect copyright.PENANAcWI86WFqiN
在醫院工作的她當下便做了快篩586Please respect copyright.PENANAqxlLeOc77w
畢竟萬一真是Covid-19586Please respect copyright.PENANAfV13bY7ffA
把病毒帶去醫院傳染同事可能導致醫療體系崩潰586Please respect copyright.PENANA3PbB43iv3Q
院方在病情相關的SOP總是格外嚴謹586Please respect copyright.PENANAc21Nhtba9W
老婆身為院內員工自然也是小心為上586Please respect copyright.PENANACOU1NElaqB
一篩下去:陽性!586Please respect copyright.PENANAHYLr9EPwVy
還不只老婆,岳父母做了快篩也跟著確診😓
面對這個情況,我們是早已有所預料586Please respect copyright.PENANAqGuoDUkKUi
在婚宴前有提醒親友去施打疫苗586Please respect copyright.PENANAAOzCfxTDwA
大家在確診後也才沒有太嚴重的症狀586Please respect copyright.PENANAxfaWzaKJ5l
然而,家中的小寶貝才1歲1個月大586Please respect copyright.PENANAB0P0jgjf1T
因為擔心疫苗副作用沒帶她去打
既然媽媽已經確診586Please respect copyright.PENANAL3zRuJps3M
那我想,女兒的病因很高機率也是Covid-19了586Please respect copyright.PENANAaE9BIruS0B
不過,Covid-19目前統計報告看來586Please respect copyright.PENANAQfLJpde9zW
兒童重症機率偏低586Please respect copyright.PENANAFnZGllwPXC
因此我們也只能多留意、多觀察
11/10凌晨586Please respect copyright.PENANAP5KJpFIF7r
在老婆確診後的6個小時586Please respect copyright.PENANAYML5ZEmYo0
當我正要睡覺時586Please respect copyright.PENANAAafADxCKkq
幫女兒量了一下體溫586Please respect copyright.PENANAqpBE5gFqjI
雖然沒有發燒,但哮吼症狀卻越來越嚴重586Please respect copyright.PENANAaQKlhw5lTe
因為我自身有哮喘(氣喘)586Please respect copyright.PENANAtC1vbNDcxz
很能理解那種呼吸道被壓迫的窒息感586Please respect copyright.PENANAIqvqXgaqOA
當下心裡就有一種586Please respect copyright.PENANAKQ0DjMJQMD
「如果放著不管,可能會有嚴重後果」的不祥預感586Please respect copyright.PENANAZsqla9zUoE
於是我便上網搜尋關於Covid-19跟哮吼的資料586Please respect copyright.PENANAYf8EFYXSCR
猛然看到一個關鍵字「血氧」586Please respect copyright.PENANAIzuoYN0d7H
想起前陣子新聞廣為流傳的「隱形缺氧」後586Please respect copyright.PENANAzkyryP9P13
我便拔下之前為了監測自己睡眠而買的小米手環586Please respect copyright.PENANAq84nAx4veq
開始幫女兒測血氧
小孩子的手跟大人畢竟有差586Please respect copyright.PENANAUCMWB4b1IF
量了大半小時好不容易才量到一個數據:83586Please respect copyright.PENANA8SP71s5jUW
我整個嚇到586Please respect copyright.PENANAaFkcmQerHL
不確定是量嬰兒比較不精準586Please respect copyright.PENANAvEve4SlGgs
還是手環數據僅供參考586Please respect copyright.PENANADfQro9qVyc
(畢竟不是醫療級)586Please respect copyright.PENANAbOsQZJNUEm
於是套到自己手上量一下:97、99586Please respect copyright.PENANA8ZIpCEfLrs
連忙上網查資料:586Please respect copyright.PENANAiIniArm06g
【血氧濃度低於80可能損壞器官功能】586Please respect copyright.PENANAo42IW86npo
才凌晨一點就83586Please respect copyright.PENANAOzHwfPNLsz
那如果睡到早上的話,不知道會降到多低……
我立刻撥打1922通報586Please respect copyright.PENANAci8BWEwnUx
疾管署建議馬上叫救護車586Please respect copyright.PENANAENgrb5K58l
於是,我人生第一次坐救護車的成就586Please respect copyright.PENANAGRZxXTZC0O
就這麼突然的達成了……586Please respect copyright.PENANAFsdQUZRipG
(女兒也是成就+1)
急診室內每個人都非常忙碌、話也不多586Please respect copyright.PENANAtZYwjOHfv9
所以我一直是處於混亂狀態586Please respect copyright.PENANAtclKv77QGb
反正醫護人員叫我做什麼我就照做586Please respect copyright.PENANAJdtU3AB1L4
後來有三位護理師來幫女兒打針586Please respect copyright.PENANAFNPTYChCzv
請我站到門外586Please respect copyright.PENANAYdw5gOUqFs
看著三個護理師抓住女兒586Please respect copyright.PENANAIfDGYKeE1C
幫她打了兩針、又用棉花棒捅鼻子586Please respect copyright.PENANAVps6ZKfR06
女兒只能哭著用無助的眼神望向門外跟我求救……586Please respect copyright.PENANAEo50XfwjVs
當下真的忍不住淚水586Please respect copyright.PENANAcI4b5h82HG
站在病房外就哭了出來
身為創作者的我586Please respect copyright.PENANALBjC16InKj
寫過無數作品586Please respect copyright.PENANAl4Zbu84OZ3
至今沒有一件作品讓我覺得完美586Please respect copyright.PENANAd2JYr9N7It
唯獨女兒586Please respect copyright.PENANALnb1XxFnH5
她是我生命中最完美、最重要的「作品」586Please respect copyright.PENANA7zzoY1Bt10
也是我付出最多心血、最引以為豪的「存在」
在一連串檢查做完後586Please respect copyright.PENANAoNDNJOpFBr
哭了一個多小時的女兒也感到疲憊586Please respect copyright.PENANAcLmti4g8bZ
在我懷裡沉沉睡去586Please respect copyright.PENANAgmLZINhOdN
而我則用護理師幫我準備好的氧氣面罩為她供氧586Please respect copyright.PENANA42DHRgHKx1
眼睛望向護理師剛遞給我的急診病歷單586Please respect copyright.PENANAFW6t5Qnnwf
上面寫著,血氧濃度:84.9586Please respect copyright.PENANAUOjfj5JKzf
看來……小米手環還是有一定的參考價值……586Please respect copyright.PENANAhqK7brbduG
我的決定是正確的!
從11/7下午到11/10凌晨586Please respect copyright.PENANAP9tWkcTdcW
我總共只睡了三個小時586Please respect copyright.PENANAMyiVJZcEEX
但,至少結果是能令我安心的586Please respect copyright.PENANAERIvNm5qD4
我對自己的處置方式感到滿意、驕傲
在類固醇的作用下586Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0HG1mwFSG
女兒呼吸逐漸平穩586Please respect copyright.PENANAAuGsUvzLCn
睡得跟平常一樣香甜586Please respect copyright.PENANAZAox1iTsjM
我也終於露出微笑586Please respect copyright.PENANA9a0Ony0HZ1
立刻向老婆、父母、岳父母報平安586Please respect copyright.PENANAHRrXqAXRl8
留在醫院觀察到早上7點後586Please respect copyright.PENANAr7kAbJVPb6
醫生確認病情穩定586Please respect copyright.PENANAFbNqxxMvNB
才准許我們辦理離院手續586Please respect copyright.PENANALNVsv5xuOf
586Please respect copyright.PENANAbIAzHse7Rq
寫這篇文是11/12凌晨586Please respect copyright.PENANAw8UGvQ7wUB
女兒已經完全沒有發燒症狀586Please respect copyright.PENANAFy4lir5BHf
除了喉嚨燒聲、變得很愛撒嬌之外586Please respect copyright.PENANAP6quBBCSkN
暫時沒有其他異狀586Please respect copyright.PENANA4M88WXou0P
希望她的病情能持續好轉586Please respect copyright.PENANAduIZns0gmv
也希望確診的大家都能早日康復586Please respect copyright.PENANAYgIMalNAwU
586Please respect copyright.PENANAbp1lv6mnKs
至於我……586Please respect copyright.PENANADsNfSF5QIQ
和兩個確診者同住四天586Please respect copyright.PENANA4NVJPCVuKQ
到現在依然是陰性……586Please respect copyright.PENANAOXHpHutMK2
586Please respect copyright.PENANAKQxMnmqMNM
難道我就是傳說中的天選之人嗎🤣