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這兩週，是我人生中最忙碌的一段日子662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB02hNku0wb
主要是因為發生了兩件大事662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡes5JaLjEki
１、我結婚了！662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeB3Fejie7T
２、女兒確診！662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqysFijyYc
且聽我娓娓道來
決定和老婆結婚662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuc9sCKc3I
是2020年10月的事情662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfiqc6gMGA
當時因疫情影響，餐廳無法舉辦婚宴662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2nEEePyRt
我們決定先辦理登記662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeHyQdUlq9
等疫情降溫後再補辦宴席
身為一個完全不懂羅曼蒂克的直男肥宅662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXofIvbNVY
本想隨便找一天登記就好662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xiuXUwHL5
但老婆堅持要一個好記又浪漫的日子662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5aPM5MMyC
【5/20】662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipMgdTIP0y
反正短時間內不能宴客是確定的662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nlQzo3Fak
那延到2021年5月20日登記也無傷大雅662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqy2YDP29u
於是，登記結婚的日子便敲定了
已決定步入結婚禮堂的我們662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cSLRyy3e3
該做的防護措施自然也都省了662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2j2VavdW4
於是，在2021年過年期間662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCEWwcsP2s
老婆便懷上了女兒
疫情期間懷孕真是非常辛苦的事662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT93OUSvxSV
我老婆又是醫院行政人員662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGP9KE3inoa
只要上班就肯定會碰到確診者662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicD90FomcB
每天都過得提心吊膽662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbI92AcZpvh
我也很佩服她產前產後都沒有得到憂鬱症662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8QhghT1sp
在夫妻倆的努力與警覺下662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbE41FKl9i
一直到女兒出生，我們都沒有染疫662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyxQnDsqRu
但女兒出生後，真正的大挑戰才剛開始
新生兒本來就不好照顧662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSImfnyyFZd
加上女兒又有一些先天性的基因缺陷662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrADiwrVyD
需要留院觀察一個禮拜662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5KVIib64z
我和老婆是緊張到不行662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34VIJRVdvf
老婆更因為自責哭了好幾次662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IErkbrjep
幸虧在台大醫院醫生及護理師的專業照護下662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabOYYrx5lG
女兒很快就恢復到和一般嬰兒沒兩樣662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZDFaSjM4l
直到這時我們才鬆了一口氣
接著便是老婆和我輪流請育嬰假照顧女兒的日子662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfKndhWOnV
台灣最近修法，請育嬰假6個月有8成薪662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVXKuGkhHY
對本來就想離職的我來說，當然沒有理由不請！
遺憾的是，隨著女兒日益成長662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZy9GmcJgj
家中長輩的身體卻日漸衰老662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xIGzZSGQf
一位和我們很親近的阿姨662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDmKRUaPEt
確診了腎上腺癌，而且是末期！662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ECzJcNiGa
據醫生所說，壽命只剩下不到三年！662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQF1uX6nUVs
（這還是我們最近才知道的，那位阿姨刻意隱瞞了好久）
稍微推算一下日期662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHc6yUNQAm
在寫這篇文的當下662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7gpzWdFQd
阿姨壽命很可能剩下不到半年……662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6M4i8lPGn
親友們不想說得太明白662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddtcZnz9vY
但大家心裡都有數662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5rL88aPXu
這個婚宴，得要盡早舉辦！
於是，我們在10月初開始策畫婚宴662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdTNo8sRpL
幸好因為延期的關係，少了迎娶步驟662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTYukBEkPQ
整個流程輕鬆多了662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHSNLBDFdN
婚宴辦在11/5，就結果而言相當成功662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZBJBeekDK
（過程一團亂就是了……）662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrg2Xmqfyq3
但至少，大家都很開心！662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFqJAiaZWZ
老婆和家中長輩也都感到很風光！662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzF9VCTdzN
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdNgG6cbxF
11/8凌晨662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptcNe98jm0
女兒開始發燒662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxGkV1L1TH
給她喝家中常備的退燒藥體溫有降下來662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaKdzgX2Vl
可一旦藥效過去又開始發燒662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoHQeRNyCZ
當天下午，我們便帶她去兒科就醫662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1zG9KOAkP
醫生說是哮吼662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHJrzkoW4T
流感或肺炎類病毒引起的氣管腫脹
當時我們（含醫生在內）都沒有認為是Covid-19662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxRA8dLhrn
醫生表示：現在的病毒株不太會引起哮吼症狀662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFadaOlIFGr
所以沒有太在意
11/9晚上662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzPncpX9JG
老婆的喉嚨開始痛了起來662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3s1Wud0cmi
在醫院工作的她當下便做了快篩662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFp9dTUlND9
畢竟萬一真是Covid-19662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyCAThQmr9
把病毒帶去醫院傳染同事可能導致醫療體系崩潰662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1w6VlNQ9o8
院方在病情相關的SOP總是格外嚴謹662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdNB9XWBH9
老婆身為院內員工自然也是小心為上662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyI6js6hJet
一篩下去：陽性！662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UKx5zMbh8
還不只老婆，岳父母做了快篩也跟著確診😓
面對這個情況，我們是早已有所預料662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitTZ5Jcac9
在婚宴前有提醒親友去施打疫苗662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3XN4TfqMn
大家在確診後也才沒有太嚴重的症狀662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0f1IDunOHi
然而，家中的小寶貝才１歲１個月大662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHUaisGEuu
因為擔心疫苗副作用沒帶她去打
既然媽媽已經確診662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtwJgxzCt2
那我想，女兒的病因很高機率也是Covid-19了662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lqic63y3E
不過，Covid-19目前統計報告看來662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SFan2w1Ff
兒童重症機率偏低662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxFICZBYek
因此我們也只能多留意、多觀察
11/10凌晨662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4d2gBfBPT6
在老婆確診後的6個小時662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0DTlDGA1H
當我正要睡覺時662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLndiaRoDAp
幫女兒量了一下體溫662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtDDkSnlYS
雖然沒有發燒，但哮吼症狀卻越來越嚴重662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lyugB58ry
因為我自身有哮喘（氣喘）662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9VALgwpyP
很能理解那種呼吸道被壓迫的窒息感662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzy4VrU65u
當下心裡就有一種662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQG5McC5pmo
「如果放著不管，可能會有嚴重後果」的不祥預感662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnfHElwt9J
於是我便上網搜尋關於Covid-19跟哮吼的資料662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1HNYbc6ql
猛然看到一個關鍵字「血氧」662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlD0pVCugJ6
想起前陣子新聞廣為流傳的「隱形缺氧」後662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51P5fkcJGd
我便拔下之前為了監測自己睡眠而買的小米手環662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZBOnLMEIV
開始幫女兒測血氧
小孩子的手跟大人畢竟有差662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUIu7jqVjZ
量了大半小時好不容易才量到一個數據：83662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpWTnbzMLY
我整個嚇到662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRg1ae5GGc
不確定是量嬰兒比較不精準662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9Mx6CoPh9
還是手環數據僅供參考662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZJ6eICHFD
（畢竟不是醫療級）662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Wm5Q4IuKj
於是套到自己手上量一下：97、99662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VavtG1ob1
連忙上網查資料：662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kX2EUIqrc
【血氧濃度低於80可能損壞器官功能】662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Kcb8IkP89
才凌晨一點就83662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtasnSFo91
那如果睡到早上的話，不知道會降到多低……
我立刻撥打1922通報662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WZPGhOVK0
疾管署建議馬上叫救護車662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgo5qPbu75w
於是，我人生第一次坐救護車的成就662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCdp0ZJJqV
就這麼突然的達成了……662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhr72qigg2H
（女兒也是成就＋１）
急診室內每個人都非常忙碌、話也不多662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGfWD4OR7O
所以我一直是處於混亂狀態662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7e2Ox0Dpf7
反正醫護人員叫我做什麼我就照做662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhE1NViXaED
後來有三位護理師來幫女兒打針662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRslYMNL8sn
請我站到門外662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡky7y3N7JRa
看著三個護理師抓住女兒662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65Q1BqZgL0
幫她打了兩針、又用棉花棒捅鼻子662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTvtb0l69J
女兒只能哭著用無助的眼神望向門外跟我求救……662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4R7Hd5q4Z
當下真的忍不住淚水662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtU1iB3Ggm
站在病房外就哭了出來
身為創作者的我662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquvLenExko
寫過無數作品662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1c9I9dV1V
至今沒有一件作品讓我覺得完美662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7nZ8AB8Ou
唯獨女兒662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5Vp7JZL5U
她是我生命中最完美、最重要的「作品」662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRh0IOxIkzr
也是我付出最多心血、最引以為豪的「存在」
在一連串檢查做完後662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41g04DpkWI
哭了一個多小時的女兒也感到疲憊662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSGwg7Q4Fn
在我懷裡沉沉睡去662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFoSWSzrku
而我則用護理師幫我準備好的氧氣面罩為她供氧662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqShs7MCmf
眼睛望向護理師剛遞給我的急診病歷單662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHJ9GCX0iN
上面寫著，血氧濃度：84.9662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0DM2q1UKS
看來……小米手環還是有一定的參考價值……662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5z1uKsvFQx
我的決定是正確的！
從11/7下午到11/10凌晨662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FZkhelauF
我總共只睡了三個小時662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPsnTDIXrl
但，至少結果是能令我安心的662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3aLMb1iDb
我對自己的處置方式感到滿意、驕傲
在類固醇的作用下662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrWKVYsZyL
女兒呼吸逐漸平穩662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvaKmN7cPo
睡得跟平常一樣香甜662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7htpNypLfy
我也終於露出微笑662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XX51tfz9R
立刻向老婆、父母、岳父母報平安662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMHLZvw209
留在醫院觀察到早上7點後662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxd3kjP2FB
醫生確認病情穩定662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWyfqwpLrQ
才准許我們辦理離院手續662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvQre33bGq
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZdavnNfpA
寫這篇文是11/12凌晨662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRiF1XkZfM
女兒已經完全沒有發燒症狀662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LyDJ3cNHw
除了喉嚨燒聲、變得很愛撒嬌之外662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGmzKP9R0g
暫時沒有其他異狀662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEQloWyPRT
希望她的病情能持續好轉662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbhdbSgXBS
也希望確診的大家都能早日康復662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQapK2w4Wkx
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3B54w8SwS
至於我……662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqcmIN43Vf
和兩個確診者同住四天662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRP2prIfuE
到現在依然是陰性……662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIdEpN4mFo
662Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkEDxy6TIK
難道我就是傳說中的天選之人嗎🤣
