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這兩週，是我人生中最忙碌的一段日子587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrgAHPMhFY
主要是因為發生了兩件大事587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCGq5hiQ6Z
１、我結婚了！587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcdWwP5hl7
２、女兒確診！587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fB15H8dE8
且聽我娓娓道來
決定和老婆結婚587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmv5nptXoc
是2020年10月的事情587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1sT68h8vs
當時因疫情影響，餐廳無法舉辦婚宴587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3xB28BNGh
我們決定先辦理登記587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcejL8UKV0j
等疫情降溫後再補辦宴席
身為一個完全不懂羅曼蒂克的直男肥宅587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzi32252b4
本想隨便找一天登記就好587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlePkO7EaF3
但老婆堅持要一個好記又浪漫的日子587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYArRJQAdpN
【5/20】587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5BfviBfDs
反正短時間內不能宴客是確定的587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QEJwz30Qe
那延到2021年5月20日登記也無傷大雅587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIeFmsIw0P
於是，登記結婚的日子便敲定了
已決定步入結婚禮堂的我們587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSF4tly6Mm
該做的防護措施自然也都省了587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuztsxCsJ0
於是，在2021年過年期間587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SLM9OTkdu
老婆便懷上了女兒
疫情期間懷孕真是非常辛苦的事587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBCkcWap3c
我老婆又是醫院行政人員587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLzlUchdGP
只要上班就肯定會碰到確診者587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IbSYxIqfw
每天都過得提心吊膽587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡussotvSUvT
我也很佩服她產前產後都沒有得到憂鬱症587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpch5lerPi
在夫妻倆的努力與警覺下587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXNURw5bRT
一直到女兒出生，我們都沒有染疫587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPUEhByNCR
但女兒出生後，真正的大挑戰才剛開始
新生兒本來就不好照顧587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQpK1ZmRbr
加上女兒又有一些先天性的基因缺陷587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45jEWvGsbJ
需要留院觀察一個禮拜587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuH7vjkhje7
我和老婆是緊張到不行587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZcN1BjnnE
老婆更因為自責哭了好幾次587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKAPDwUYRM
幸虧在台大醫院醫生及護理師的專業照護下587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpsyLlWsED
女兒很快就恢復到和一般嬰兒沒兩樣587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDXiWasGdg
直到這時我們才鬆了一口氣
接著便是老婆和我輪流請育嬰假照顧女兒的日子587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wWCRpPdiG
台灣最近修法，請育嬰假6個月有8成薪587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbB6AQkUsDi
對本來就想離職的我來說，當然沒有理由不請！
遺憾的是，隨著女兒日益成長587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXo2qK6mIf
家中長輩的身體卻日漸衰老587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukeXjyHJaa
一位和我們很親近的阿姨587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRhOzKVDk8
確診了腎上腺癌，而且是末期！587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVBxEbUiXN
據醫生所說，壽命只剩下不到三年！587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhC72j2dYZ3
（這還是我們最近才知道的，那位阿姨刻意隱瞞了好久）
稍微推算一下日期587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVTSdMDoOn
在寫這篇文的當下587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRjPKBYuQZ
阿姨壽命很可能剩下不到半年……587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7HCi2BhLp
親友們不想說得太明白587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryQOXw6Qc4
但大家心裡都有數587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywRiw8gilZ
這個婚宴，得要盡早舉辦！
於是，我們在10月初開始策畫婚宴587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEm8fhmFWz
幸好因為延期的關係，少了迎娶步驟587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhurzPTHVDa
整個流程輕鬆多了587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrL06yQ2Pv
婚宴辦在11/5，就結果而言相當成功587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxZNlvTaYl
（過程一團亂就是了……）587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitvryK4OLt
但至少，大家都很開心！587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2bYbzQ4MS
老婆和家中長輩也都感到很風光！587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZL89ghTY9
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHvj8d94bV
11/8凌晨587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfklCylu2I
女兒開始發燒587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTgSlgNWch
給她喝家中常備的退燒藥體溫有降下來587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzjNDrKdyZ
可一旦藥效過去又開始發燒587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFQvT9ami7
當天下午，我們便帶她去兒科就醫587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6m1elMHGGS
醫生說是哮吼587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFwTM9gIT0
流感或肺炎類病毒引起的氣管腫脹
當時我們（含醫生在內）都沒有認為是Covid-19587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUpNLYUq4t
醫生表示：現在的病毒株不太會引起哮吼症狀587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4honWQD1K
所以沒有太在意
11/9晚上587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaA65ASLvu
老婆的喉嚨開始痛了起來587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWj1wVDosz
在醫院工作的她當下便做了快篩587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77JJLZAhmv
畢竟萬一真是Covid-19587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyleIWoezJh
把病毒帶去醫院傳染同事可能導致醫療體系崩潰587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLNcitQtMO
院方在病情相關的SOP總是格外嚴謹587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxqgUL1dJQ
老婆身為院內員工自然也是小心為上587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXcs6dQUla
一篩下去：陽性！587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqZCp4MQuP
還不只老婆，岳父母做了快篩也跟著確診😓
面對這個情況，我們是早已有所預料587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZUHWQuwgG
在婚宴前有提醒親友去施打疫苗587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJH2rWOPrxw
大家在確診後也才沒有太嚴重的症狀587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjxyhanTKb
然而，家中的小寶貝才１歲１個月大587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxZOOrAzt0
因為擔心疫苗副作用沒帶她去打
既然媽媽已經確診587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSr6rYWB94O
那我想，女兒的病因很高機率也是Covid-19了587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdo1pPSaMw
不過，Covid-19目前統計報告看來587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygrGOwZ0U2
兒童重症機率偏低587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiaL9IsAsP
因此我們也只能多留意、多觀察
11/10凌晨587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZxJ5RznTk
在老婆確診後的6個小時587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8dCusLscd
當我正要睡覺時587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRIiW4KzB4
幫女兒量了一下體溫587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBunsU0mrxC
雖然沒有發燒，但哮吼症狀卻越來越嚴重587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVnq3BQ9P6
因為我自身有哮喘（氣喘）587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6qKHriTsV
很能理解那種呼吸道被壓迫的窒息感587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86W6oNfwVf
當下心裡就有一種587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZqTzRYgeW
「如果放著不管，可能會有嚴重後果」的不祥預感587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdQK9d808j
於是我便上網搜尋關於Covid-19跟哮吼的資料587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWtmcUOcYX
猛然看到一個關鍵字「血氧」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFgsK6Qe5h
想起前陣子新聞廣為流傳的「隱形缺氧」後587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EwhUhbDBL
我便拔下之前為了監測自己睡眠而買的小米手環587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfz5uV7ZpG
開始幫女兒測血氧
小孩子的手跟大人畢竟有差587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sHwtVJX7R
量了大半小時好不容易才量到一個數據：83587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWj4jihO2ua
我整個嚇到587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1vp4yz2Bx
不確定是量嬰兒比較不精準587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQJhu6agFA
還是手環數據僅供參考587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEiwc22nHn
（畢竟不是醫療級）587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtwkyV3jUg
於是套到自己手上量一下：97、99587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTXgfo8L82
連忙上網查資料：587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSd1jQI5G7S
【血氧濃度低於80可能損壞器官功能】587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKMAxCW2v6
才凌晨一點就83587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6BcRSUTzk
那如果睡到早上的話，不知道會降到多低……
我立刻撥打1922通報587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6ecrUFU10
疾管署建議馬上叫救護車587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oCSHtgRiO
於是，我人生第一次坐救護車的成就587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAb0cbNFuXd
就這麼突然的達成了……587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhNn66TOp2
（女兒也是成就＋１）
急診室內每個人都非常忙碌、話也不多587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5zJPepBFj
所以我一直是處於混亂狀態587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKV0Se60DC
反正醫護人員叫我做什麼我就照做587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEwMt6y8mk
後來有三位護理師來幫女兒打針587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MEJLtRF4h
請我站到門外587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QV7olcX74
看著三個護理師抓住女兒587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTK9y5RlJ1
幫她打了兩針、又用棉花棒捅鼻子587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8w73Sff9j0
女兒只能哭著用無助的眼神望向門外跟我求救……587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrARve9vSo
當下真的忍不住淚水587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSZucTcmgU
站在病房外就哭了出來
身為創作者的我587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSaswMazCT
寫過無數作品587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4re7z0kc8
至今沒有一件作品讓我覺得完美587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnH1BSAhjt
唯獨女兒587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzOMhkvltc
她是我生命中最完美、最重要的「作品」587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXtERJfknw
也是我付出最多心血、最引以為豪的「存在」
在一連串檢查做完後587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkpsMe8uFc
哭了一個多小時的女兒也感到疲憊587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsBFj2q7rs
在我懷裡沉沉睡去587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8Yz4QH5uB
而我則用護理師幫我準備好的氧氣面罩為她供氧587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubj0E67LTR
眼睛望向護理師剛遞給我的急診病歷單587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQ233V1Gtx
上面寫著，血氧濃度：84.9587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHotd3QoPQf
看來……小米手環還是有一定的參考價值……587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMVO4W9gpl
我的決定是正確的！
從11/7下午到11/10凌晨587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqNoHKZpqb
我總共只睡了三個小時587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRHdxp6ISN
但，至少結果是能令我安心的587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsTUgliWuD
我對自己的處置方式感到滿意、驕傲
在類固醇的作用下587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIyj9CahNk
女兒呼吸逐漸平穩587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiQyrfoMmn
睡得跟平常一樣香甜587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIX1pq8n8Uq
我也終於露出微笑587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7U3K81z9q
立刻向老婆、父母、岳父母報平安587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9y8X78Q5O7
留在醫院觀察到早上7點後587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBkBUmYwEV
醫生確認病情穩定587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXNHKJSiGx
才准許我們辦理離院手續587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqS4IRC1wF1
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAkRfCE2zM
寫這篇文是11/12凌晨587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXp0Tv4JNnh
女兒已經完全沒有發燒症狀587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPN7woQS63Q
除了喉嚨燒聲、變得很愛撒嬌之外587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7a8VHXDXf
暫時沒有其他異狀587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdC6jPpwSi
希望她的病情能持續好轉587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HrVxhmapM
也希望確診的大家都能早日康復587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBt0RhIujEL
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH52zz9Mzn6
至於我……587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMviD5iwY8Z
和兩個確診者同住四天587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduMk0IQKdC
到現在依然是陰性……587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbeZCRyNo27
587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPdSRFF6FY
難道我就是傳說中的天選之人嗎🤣
