你相信命運嗎?我是個相信命運的女孩。544Please respect copyright.PENANAp7Y7SFF0lj
從小到大,我的人生好像一直依照著一個已編好的劇本去進行一樣,身邊的大小事和人物也如早已定好般發生及出現。544Please respect copyright.PENANA4rDx4DqSJE
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那個少田少冰曾說:「每個人都是其人生的主角,拿著自己的劇本活一生。」544Please respect copyright.PENANABbH7Rrmn34
但我總覺得這個主角當得好無奈,當得纏手纏腳的,甚麼自主性也沒有。544Please respect copyright.PENANA7xip9fUANV
自己的劇本?從來也不屬於我。544Please respect copyright.PENANA9mLjXAMOj0
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我需要按著劇本去上學、去上班、去回家,每天的行程也沒兩樣。544Please respect copyright.PENANAmjRPLEtGHv
我每天也過得枯燥乏味,卻有一群人每天也嚮往這樣的生活。544Please respect copyright.PENANAVkt6QsjYPj
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在同輩眼中,我遺傳了媽媽潔白的肌膚,修長的身材和一把紅頭髮,544Please respect copyright.PENANATmaS4eUlSb
能靠著不俗的外在,找一些模特外快是件令人羨慕的事。544Please respect copyright.PENANACOUY0NnEhA
我不用愁三餐,也能養活自己,看起來很風光的樣子。544Please respect copyright.PENANAgG580LT0Gb
可是,他們不會知道沒有爸媽的生活是多麼寂寞,多麼苦悶。544Please respect copyright.PENANAIPplbTlCWH
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我自出娘胎便沒看過我爸的容貌,小時候眼看別人能有爸爸接送上學和回家,544Please respect copyright.PENANAwCSiZMIMJx
能跟爸爸一起參加陸運會的親子接力賽,能牽著那大手走路,心裡難受得很。544Please respect copyright.PENANAprhOeqQ8Hp
他們可以不滿其爸爸這樣那樣的同時,而我呢?544Please respect copyright.PENANANgQEmyEcRc
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媽媽當時需要上班賺錢養家,沒有時間待在家中陪我。544Please respect copyright.PENANArgXzTFY2Q8
我自小只有四幅牆相伴,沒有其他了。544Please respect copyright.PENANAnlT12m3uJj
當然我也沒有怪她的意思,反而覺得很可惜,544Please respect copyright.PENANAmoafFEJly9
因為沒有增進兩母女感情的機會。544Please respect copyright.PENANAt2zOPLlA6Q
隨著年月增長,我們倆之間的隔閡也逐漸加深……544Please respect copyright.PENANAXf3y7vuHGf
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「鳴嗚,嗚嗚……」這叫聲打斷了我的思考。544Please respect copyright.PENANAaueju9G5SH
我抬頭一看,看見一隻受傷了的小狐狸正躺在我的回家路上。544Please respect copyright.PENANAzrRqtA0GTc
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待續544Please respect copyright.PENANAFJhFj6Wagh