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890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJp3M9aYkxj
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkB5dBE5a2p
逐漸隨著經歷成長而感覺異樣。
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6RPmjmk26
難以脫離。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdvt5O44uE
毫無去處，不得不。
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難以忍耐。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERjqjzCQdX
無法壓抑，不可避。
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轉向他人求助，890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyyxtphsxD
使妳陷入更深處、更深藏。
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5Bmgl5ry3
妳的平凡面具，下方藏著什麼？
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPh3iBGLMY
「他這樣對我，是為了我好，我要慢慢去接受這事實。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKUGbauWoy
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1v397xTuG
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhHAQBu21g
包裝妳的異樣，890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZJcInrsEj
編織出一道厚繭囚住，890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPzYKj98Sn
妳所謂的「醜惡真實」。
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxxvoJ9gHz
外表與他人無異。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInKQRThlyT
「這樣的我。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAN0ue2OzB
內心翻覆常識認知，妳心中慾望與常人認知對立。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9dlNdklo0
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEH4DpaXG8
深刻的發生經歷，清醒的刺激……那顆被希望所麻醉的心。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBeES9XhXA
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXHJjDQAZe
刻下的痕跡，要透過多少次的淡忘抹除？還要包裹多少層？
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdwUOYTC0L
妳期許：
「擺脫身上的痕跡。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8CCBwinJj
「將異樣的感受消除。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZKasiwRea
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRSZDIG93r
「別再讓那種感覺來了……」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0jInEkdOB
「讓我……毫無能力去反抗。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8uNmvOkLj
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5THuY6eoU
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOR1MGMr2wu
妳渴望：890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuiVVjk919
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwYnCYIMfb
「拜託了，能讓我等待到嗎？」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9wPZiRIx2
「有個可以接納我的人嗎 ？」
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvteRln7mr1
「一個也好……」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyLUq2neK8
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjefLkQqr6
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAgyq1RqyO
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFU2nAu5NTc
深入、切頗開妳的厚繭。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXM8CyrO14
接納，接納妳不堪入目的所有。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3rhtqpxfo
「暴露出來。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPwchbv32c
羞恥的感官，使反抗的理智鎮靜。
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZw8BZCdQ0
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Do4nyWuX0
「真是沒救了，妳母親生下這種東西。」父親的話，890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQVPfqjyW9
傷透了我的心，但也必須依賴、傾靠他的話語。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7fPrTulgG
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBOztYKsuy
「別再繼續了……感覺好奇怪……」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczmYU5NyCj
我原本認為只是嚴父管教子女，但卻也導致。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvpNI2v8Aw
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETTqoLmbik
父親認為我不是正常人，但我也認為父親因為我也不正常了。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOYcBuzTS8
我所受到的傷害成為父女彼此的快樂，只是我一直沒意識到，890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlI2tu50O1Q
原來我一直感到快樂與不解。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UaSB2E8EP
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnbOCHf7Tv
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOosKoXVORi
牽起一絲又一絲，890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHC5Y5p6Gw3
有粗大、有細小的，890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcveGRHoEd
快樂與憂鬱。
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqOJU4czJn
「爸爸……我不想努力了……」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnAAgWWUbY
不再想要努力當個好孩子，想要沉淪下去，890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRn3FKUm3H
爸爸會原諒我嗎？會接受嗎？我這樣做是正確的嗎？890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuLNIH3Awh
討厭那種不理解，又讓自己愉快舒服的情感。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6m87ipgZp
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHrPF1cbAa
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLZoALZ4P4
正在慢慢理解，正在接受自身的畸形。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2S27ANd30P
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbysvBllIN
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQQPcWIBWc
放出妳的津液，流淌一地的內容物，890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKS2JQgMWd
冒出妳內在的快樂蒸氣。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPX26f8c4K
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fas69kyPv
四溢出……890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdPctyZWOU
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTJQG7Pq5F
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZuLghZIQL
「放棄努力，一直是這麼容易的事情。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YhI9QdDv7
「為什麼？我一直沒有意識到，我一直是快樂的？」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJzDBltHyT
「那樣努力想擺脫快樂的我，是不是像個傻子？」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9HAMlYPMx
「答案是肯定的對吧？」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGZ0MmtNvX
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890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDoV71dZpp
視覺畫面充斥戀愛的雜訊；890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4roNSJ7wti
抑鬱低落伴隨頂點快樂。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxVi4iB7m9
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnANN0Bx7J
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeNLmCoQac
「為什麼這麼讓人無法自我，但又要跨出這一步，890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfYdrDMSsW
才可以感受到真正的快樂？錯過太多了，憂慮也太多了。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTF3NcbQIH
「想忘記所有的不理解，就這樣投入在快樂中吧……」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8O8wRXRDKN
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVJs1jhLdY
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZEhgbpFCv
內心浪叫...就算即將要失去生氣。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43BfL3z8ca
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqujNrV99Y
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GxcYINrsl
「每次清晰響亮的聲音，都在提醒，正在什麼樣的環境。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDvNOu4fcc
「把更多的快樂給我，這樣我可以再產出更多的快樂。」
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeY36wlTBq0
更多、更多的快樂，覆蓋過往的憂慮與不悅。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8T2pcNvsd
不要再努力掙扎，也不要再嘗試用希望麻醉那些憂愁與不理解。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdwSHXpIY8
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0vJ9W0Uut
產出過多的快樂，快要沒有了知覺。漸漸不再有了回應，意識薄弱。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgu2L023wo4
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVoyW19Iu3
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7BaBXVU8O
全身的津液有多少流淌在底下？890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTFyHHOiyG
好像也不怎麼在意了……890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7m9eqb2qT
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsKDrRShOo
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80WYfmcnmo
身體不再燥熱，只剩空虛、寂寞，890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagaBhV2qhs
而且從內到外的冰冷。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCjeN5MQ5N
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyszssluWRi
像電視一樣的雜訊蓋住了眼前的景象，890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl50UbKEu3L
黑色與白色的點密集蓋過像篩網一樣的視線。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzedY97NRYy
只剩下黑色與白色的點，像父親時常拍打的老舊電視機。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOV9G5YEx8
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhmcu2UmJj
「是啊……就像父親的老舊電視機，供他娛樂，890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeaqUvV7lpQ
壞掉的時候打幾下就好了。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQR6WGAT0iO
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlH57T8bB02
眼睛失去知覺，急速微弱的聲音。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKChVKfvt4
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMetpxW4Xh
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ66kwUE6Kq
收割了妳……所剩不多、僅剩的心之果實。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCa8XMe3CYC
掀開妳內心的蓋子， 津液滿出，至頂部流下。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnER9t6c85U
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXecGvSpro1
那是一顆帶有人性溫度的心之果實。
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890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡas2WJrOULM
取出，
心之果實。
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終於...
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不再渴求。
不再呻吟。
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