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逐漸隨著經歷成長而感覺異樣。
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難以脫離。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eJenRUcpS
毫無去處，不得不。
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難以忍耐。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBiVcpU5Yv5
無法壓抑，不可避。
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轉向他人求助，963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFo8VP6Hzo
使妳陷入更深處、更深藏。
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妳的平凡面具，下方藏著什麼？
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「他這樣對我，是為了我好，我要慢慢去接受這事實。」963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQno9DyRxH
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9MvwFD4Ez
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包裝妳的異樣，963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYLbFa3nSn
編織出一道厚繭囚住，963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsQ9XJWhvB
妳所謂的「醜惡真實」。
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外表與他人無異。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbysv0R6aR
「這樣的我。」963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvl5fjLdwbD
內心翻覆常識認知，妳心中慾望與常人認知對立。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTHwiGfnfd
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深刻的發生經歷，清醒的刺激……那顆被希望所麻醉的心。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcejBuS0VY6
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刻下的痕跡，要透過多少次的淡忘抹除？還要包裹多少層？
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妳期許：
「擺脫身上的痕跡。」963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXOoXD0nUs
「將異樣的感受消除。」963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpimtbM3Aa8
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxBzi0RwXs
「別再讓那種感覺來了……」963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPNjNj4sAb
「讓我……毫無能力去反抗。」963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBbkPH55t2
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妳渴望：963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsoTOrG4u3
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「拜託了，能讓我等待到嗎？」963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLIWMlZwPW
「有個可以接納我的人嗎 ？」
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「一個也好……」963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHgXJj673p
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深入、切頗開妳的厚繭。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAjSCuWrDs
接納，接納妳不堪入目的所有。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmfBcDquJP
「暴露出來。」963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblWUcpqEjh
羞恥的感官，使反抗的理智鎮靜。
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKky6fVzaYz
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4nxS7WJKf
「真是沒救了，妳母親生下這種東西。」父親的話，963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUGzd539Eh
傷透了我的心，但也必須依賴、傾靠他的話語。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqyxEENnqw
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6h83OBYJj
「別再繼續了……感覺好奇怪……」963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJ4cahe1wF
我原本認為只是嚴父管教子女，但卻也導致。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7iTKtBG5W
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgtcPhPBty
父親認為我不是正常人，但我也認為父親因為我也不正常了。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyp3ZHu6QQT
我所受到的傷害成為父女彼此的快樂，只是我一直沒意識到，963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmg8jeMIZbQ
原來我一直感到快樂與不解。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55YwYBbNrv
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牽起一絲又一絲，963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVe9WG0YK7H
有粗大、有細小的，963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9O8snNV7Hd
快樂與憂鬱。
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「爸爸……我不想努力了……」963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOnhpukOQ8
不再想要努力當個好孩子，想要沉淪下去，963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3L04NHgfG
爸爸會原諒我嗎？會接受嗎？我這樣做是正確的嗎？963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxf8rf3kMrU
討厭那種不理解，又讓自己愉快舒服的情感。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16m6XurTVC
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUY8OQgT5O
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正在慢慢理解，正在接受自身的畸形。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LRAIWS4RN
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放出妳的津液，流淌一地的內容物，963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXY1zUZeLkz
冒出妳內在的快樂蒸氣。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3arO8X2Ho
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四溢出……963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrZVP5aYfg
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「放棄努力，一直是這麼容易的事情。」963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8hXEhxxmx
「為什麼？我一直沒有意識到，我一直是快樂的？」963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHhoyG89jr
「那樣努力想擺脫快樂的我，是不是像個傻子？」963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQjzlpsr3e
「答案是肯定的對吧？」963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXY9gIwBfj
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視覺畫面充斥戀愛的雜訊；963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zC7kpKNGi
抑鬱低落伴隨頂點快樂。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdO34MKsfk
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「為什麼這麼讓人無法自我，但又要跨出這一步，963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZ07a9HSQL
才可以感受到真正的快樂？錯過太多了，憂慮也太多了。」963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgit5azWpfh
「想忘記所有的不理解，就這樣投入在快樂中吧……」963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVKkyCaKHv
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNeloRNTCn5
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內心浪叫...就算即將要失去生氣。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaokpRfI98e
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKHvXBlFDi
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「每次清晰響亮的聲音，都在提醒，正在什麼樣的環境。」963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNovQFTpaMO
「把更多的快樂給我，這樣我可以再產出更多的快樂。」
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更多、更多的快樂，覆蓋過往的憂慮與不悅。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEHkmvfvkG
不要再努力掙扎，也不要再嘗試用希望麻醉那些憂愁與不理解。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSquvriyLk
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcwluVnnMd
產出過多的快樂，快要沒有了知覺。漸漸不再有了回應，意識薄弱。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgXNAVRaAU
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNLbvceCWE
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全身的津液有多少流淌在底下？963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsokgLf4FF3
好像也不怎麼在意了……963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8dwd8a9yd
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963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6amAZQzTjS
身體不再燥熱，只剩空虛、寂寞，963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMRibKFw8h
而且從內到外的冰冷。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Rt3iLK9ok
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeA0cbfovfi
像電視一樣的雜訊蓋住了眼前的景象，963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZYBvdhL2v
黑色與白色的點密集蓋過像篩網一樣的視線。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubm1VpIouX
只剩下黑色與白色的點，像父親時常拍打的老舊電視機。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIb4LN2Yzm
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5WJkEdYJ3
「是啊……就像父親的老舊電視機，供他娛樂，963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSO3gnLNwP
壞掉的時候打幾下就好了。」963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLHsZOHr9l
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRmIVGibOe
眼睛失去知覺，急速微弱的聲音。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4zQ4J6pjl
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEv1rGmT6t1
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收割了妳……所剩不多、僅剩的心之果實。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtW5mXiXEt
掀開妳內心的蓋子， 津液滿出，至頂部流下。963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEETm4xV9Mt
963Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3Uj5ROZa5
那是一顆帶有人性溫度的心之果實。
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取出，
心之果實。
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終於...
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不再渴求。
不再呻吟。
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