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829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9I26jpiXKA
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlunhjzf1GX
逐漸隨著經歷成長而感覺異樣。
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeGU3ZBN3S
難以脫離。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EvtzYVAvP
毫無去處，不得不。
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpAtmFmeIF
難以忍耐。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KkQEXYtbr
無法壓抑，不可避。
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveHd0mJ3Fy
轉向他人求助，829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBiqPdPv3f
使妳陷入更深處、更深藏。
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJcfDRdrhU
妳的平凡面具，下方藏著什麼？
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX40YTewASk
「他這樣對我，是為了我好，我要慢慢去接受這事實。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSC9RPrnQVm
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwoYAK492T
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRR8KGsPt1X
包裝妳的異樣，829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeuZFgGbZ3
編織出一道厚繭囚住，829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7iyCALDMj
妳所謂的「醜惡真實」。
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IxkTx9xva
外表與他人無異。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRHitYxGPv
「這樣的我。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjTlshC2tX
內心翻覆常識認知，妳心中慾望與常人認知對立。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9Hx9ynMg1
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFRtxTPiE2
深刻的發生經歷，清醒的刺激……那顆被希望所麻醉的心。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTjk7ZV8i7
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqU2q0YcAj
刻下的痕跡，要透過多少次的淡忘抹除？還要包裹多少層？
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvSgpxizx7
妳期許：
「擺脫身上的痕跡。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvb6voq4mp
「將異樣的感受消除。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ543TOHwF2
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QQJk8Nkww
「別再讓那種感覺來了……」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GH71Pzumk
「讓我……毫無能力去反抗。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVYkord83f
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluedxGb69g
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3QYVz2rlM
妳渴望：829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf04TqSFbh1
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGUh892bHS
「拜託了，能讓我等待到嗎？」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOAsljqgPT
「有個可以接納我的人嗎 ？」
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYaWJ96nr9
「一個也好……」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9rsmzRbFu
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1WXjdidka
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf85H2t7NrZ
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiXbdddkcU
深入、切頗開妳的厚繭。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GnCv293Wl
接納，接納妳不堪入目的所有。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9YdYSEbNB
「暴露出來。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6ZcQ9pctF
羞恥的感官，使反抗的理智鎮靜。
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRQKgH1BeD
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5DHLGaTK9
「真是沒救了，妳母親生下這種東西。」父親的話，829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XTUR5QPxe
傷透了我的心，但也必須依賴、傾靠他的話語。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85onC81EkQ
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02aD0QIg3q
「別再繼續了……感覺好奇怪……」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFrn4rr2AJ
我原本認為只是嚴父管教子女，但卻也導致。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUztFoKsqnM
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qSek8zYao
父親認為我不是正常人，但我也認為父親因為我也不正常了。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JC3lAj9gS
我所受到的傷害成為父女彼此的快樂，只是我一直沒意識到，829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4TgVuMrUz
原來我一直感到快樂與不解。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpz1qvGb8aU
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzonLhgmdcp
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2bJG21DNg
牽起一絲又一絲，829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2wfeeKFgp
有粗大、有細小的，829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaYcdg9Zm5
快樂與憂鬱。
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnERzqFYoRP
「爸爸……我不想努力了……」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxvoPwO3L1
不再想要努力當個好孩子，想要沉淪下去，829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSva1Kc7xOU
爸爸會原諒我嗎？會接受嗎？我這樣做是正確的嗎？829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBxcD2TLlX
討厭那種不理解，又讓自己愉快舒服的情感。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRWDPHWuDW
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGzIzFeDOf
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSD0V7NqJC
正在慢慢理解，正在接受自身的畸形。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqLdTpVx3F
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Nzgbl1cia
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocVk3RYPkY
放出妳的津液，流淌一地的內容物，829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcLOcUROGR
冒出妳內在的快樂蒸氣。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMx36kw5xE
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpZMdNnRiA
四溢出……829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgssbNPeOID
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQ12aMGHoh
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDr4TSsYhOW
「放棄努力，一直是這麼容易的事情。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNa3caXzZ5
「為什麼？我一直沒有意識到，我一直是快樂的？」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBh2trXQcQX
「那樣努力想擺脫快樂的我，是不是像個傻子？」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnaKdIl2fM
「答案是肯定的對吧？」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUsrGm26Vq
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzUCwrnPmH
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3597oll1ZA
視覺畫面充斥戀愛的雜訊；829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQP71TXejs
抑鬱低落伴隨頂點快樂。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuzDZCnoSs
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZU22Nj9sP
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7oMSpUbyg
「為什麼這麼讓人無法自我，但又要跨出這一步，829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlq9aDpf3j
才可以感受到真正的快樂？錯過太多了，憂慮也太多了。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydaw8aK0Ti
「想忘記所有的不理解，就這樣投入在快樂中吧……」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuIpJo6pHS
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggiZOoUSQd
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IG8qCzUK6
內心浪叫...就算即將要失去生氣。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rvrGlU1YG
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcoRZ2cZhQ1
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMM5Ggosea
「每次清晰響亮的聲音，都在提醒，正在什麼樣的環境。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48lb6QrMuv
「把更多的快樂給我，這樣我可以再產出更多的快樂。」
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRENMfgysFN
更多、更多的快樂，覆蓋過往的憂慮與不悅。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpo9mK9zQ47
不要再努力掙扎，也不要再嘗試用希望麻醉那些憂愁與不理解。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYOfHbKpIu
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPKvuE4OEJ
產出過多的快樂，快要沒有了知覺。漸漸不再有了回應，意識薄弱。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPCA7cKOp7
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAk5Gj3vzAB
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFo4dgAMWJx
全身的津液有多少流淌在底下？829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAK4u4imM9z
好像也不怎麼在意了……829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidVbklACj1
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jCfELXtBK
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaqtZ3JdKv
身體不再燥熱，只剩空虛、寂寞，829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlS8akSsW1v
而且從內到外的冰冷。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZpTCEkyau
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmYn0qMzVC
像電視一樣的雜訊蓋住了眼前的景象，829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZURtoxqg9
黑色與白色的點密集蓋過像篩網一樣的視線。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUJRYBKjNj
只剩下黑色與白色的點，像父親時常拍打的老舊電視機。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5DdAn2Opb
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsiKh4n3Re
「是啊……就像父親的老舊電視機，供他娛樂，829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1Wd004x1L
壞掉的時候打幾下就好了。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLzP3qing1
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDPSys4SLG
眼睛失去知覺，急速微弱的聲音。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlq7IrMj9G9
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLhESf6q4M
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxgzds0eXA
收割了妳……所剩不多、僅剩的心之果實。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JbY3EgsWn
掀開妳內心的蓋子， 津液滿出，至頂部流下。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xGjD1S1Qp
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Waox3aNAa
那是一顆帶有人性溫度的心之果實。
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxovdhQoWVV
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitkkEn8dBA
取出，
心之果實。
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9SutwMHVM
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWe500lO6ZD
終於...
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不再渴求。
不再呻吟。
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