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逐漸隨著經歷成長而感覺異樣。
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSLCPBOP6o
難以脫離。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvccnazMOHT
毫無去處，不得不。
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難以忍耐。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0Zk9g6dEm
無法壓抑，不可避。
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轉向他人求助，849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoIVQYnHEI
使妳陷入更深處、更深藏。
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8Br5QV3ZN
妳的平凡面具，下方藏著什麼？
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「他這樣對我，是為了我好，我要慢慢去接受這事實。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwE3an1MS1
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWu9oCn5vK
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXway5lFNT8
包裝妳的異樣，849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhkc1Gd7Wv
編織出一道厚繭囚住，849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDN9EtgZOjS
妳所謂的「醜惡真實」。
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡueT7w0bG5h
外表與他人無異。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYx8T6poio
「這樣的我。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSC8b2jBaqG
內心翻覆常識認知，妳心中慾望與常人認知對立。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQDVgYV51p
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyp2GBIh7Bp
深刻的發生經歷，清醒的刺激……那顆被希望所麻醉的心。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtcfPcSo2O
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mUQQVMp0e
刻下的痕跡，要透過多少次的淡忘抹除？還要包裹多少層？
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妳期許：
「擺脫身上的痕跡。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuWVO58dxQ
「將異樣的感受消除。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauWO40GwUM
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0S7s1L9SR
「別再讓那種感覺來了……」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQendxEcf5
「讓我……毫無能力去反抗。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqODILHaUtz
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXXqrxvqYZ
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妳渴望：849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjypgxg8KZa
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvptC40UXy
「拜託了，能讓我等待到嗎？」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzX1b32hJbU
「有個可以接納我的人嗎 ？」
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4j75IWcagr
「一個也好……」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuvoOeufP4
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemnkaBMluZ
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深入、切頗開妳的厚繭。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8C5i3BmzJ0
接納，接納妳不堪入目的所有。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTmR8N0ago
「暴露出來。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf05MkiDJKG
羞恥的感官，使反抗的理智鎮靜。
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygdFebiI34
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yx5h6wlUI
「真是沒救了，妳母親生下這種東西。」父親的話，849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUffq9Z3PQf
傷透了我的心，但也必須依賴、傾靠他的話語。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnveT9sczG
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6d05MYWgI
「別再繼續了……感覺好奇怪……」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3840au9gb
我原本認為只是嚴父管教子女，但卻也導致。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOuZV80lth
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDg6pUMjJY
父親認為我不是正常人，但我也認為父親因為我也不正常了。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVZMoDaNis
我所受到的傷害成為父女彼此的快樂，只是我一直沒意識到，849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ54T5pSq7I
原來我一直感到快樂與不解。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hUnhvGORf
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZPbG72XPs
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXv4UY7GjYv
牽起一絲又一絲，849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81aF8SnUpy
有粗大、有細小的，849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgv8yNWRTc7
快樂與憂鬱。
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「爸爸……我不想努力了……」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74pPILfnaf
不再想要努力當個好孩子，想要沉淪下去，849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeo9PHd7eNc
爸爸會原諒我嗎？會接受嗎？我這樣做是正確的嗎？849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRyMHbLef0
討厭那種不理解，又讓自己愉快舒服的情感。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ646WM2VtHn
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06ybYGA6dQ
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9ZtnTkBQh
正在慢慢理解，正在接受自身的畸形。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3IsiLq1OO
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wQpwjQQT5
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7GJhTtWSz
放出妳的津液，流淌一地的內容物，849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZWPeRlxtV
冒出妳內在的快樂蒸氣。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacL7zn0q6R
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkGi1o6jsT
四溢出……849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3Ur0qzdXX
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHw3EFH5aUn
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnWy7pL1Zm
「放棄努力，一直是這麼容易的事情。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjwG6Szkr0
「為什麼？我一直沒有意識到，我一直是快樂的？」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WHv0FJXqq
「那樣努力想擺脫快樂的我，是不是像個傻子？」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCXOpbAnI3
「答案是肯定的對吧？」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Ug8sTv9PZ
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視覺畫面充斥戀愛的雜訊；849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7ki3isRMj
抑鬱低落伴隨頂點快樂。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa25y72bNnm
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaFWIicSNC
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyCMrzt1eW
「為什麼這麼讓人無法自我，但又要跨出這一步，849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrRmQfFKWY
才可以感受到真正的快樂？錯過太多了，憂慮也太多了。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6UuoWas4X
「想忘記所有的不理解，就這樣投入在快樂中吧……」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8vZEoussu
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQHXFepNGZ
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRQtnILh8Y
內心浪叫...就算即將要失去生氣。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYr8KIiovUM
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIFSbnfwb6
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSru0zQNIY
「每次清晰響亮的聲音，都在提醒，正在什麼樣的環境。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAcS8es5EN
「把更多的快樂給我，這樣我可以再產出更多的快樂。」
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0J1xMu3lS
更多、更多的快樂，覆蓋過往的憂慮與不悅。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGwOk9T29z
不要再努力掙扎，也不要再嘗試用希望麻醉那些憂愁與不理解。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCCWdP9wxq
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtE07vJESW
產出過多的快樂，快要沒有了知覺。漸漸不再有了回應，意識薄弱。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZgniuMFwq
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4BJZYpODy
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr93dLgojKd
全身的津液有多少流淌在底下？849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBObf8o9xYc
好像也不怎麼在意了……849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FZcbcfKk4
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBItZfG8Or9
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sFhV6GVAj
身體不再燥熱，只剩空虛、寂寞，849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HZ2gnT6si
而且從內到外的冰冷。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ537pkz336H
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIiyPfsnrF
像電視一樣的雜訊蓋住了眼前的景象，849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9zk9YXSOt
黑色與白色的點密集蓋過像篩網一樣的視線。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZBSBPVVvt
只剩下黑色與白色的點，像父親時常拍打的老舊電視機。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcrwBN4hGp
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLXP0j7BQm
「是啊……就像父親的老舊電視機，供他娛樂，849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKaUqujfWR
壞掉的時候打幾下就好了。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96CyqneYJ5
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhoSiAzqN0
眼睛失去知覺，急速微弱的聲音。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWhDmC3Hfv
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81eufNoGO7
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOQjaOA7sa
收割了妳……所剩不多、僅剩的心之果實。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtM4KSsKlTO
掀開妳內心的蓋子， 津液滿出，至頂部流下。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZB8umHOIA
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxf9qH8Pg4v
那是一顆帶有人性溫度的心之果實。
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849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizfDdt4QUV
取出，
心之果實。
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終於...
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不再渴求。
不再呻吟。
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