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逐漸隨著經歷成長而感覺異樣。
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難以脫離。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFiT4HO330
毫無去處，不得不。
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難以忍耐。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VpgjI9H0c
無法壓抑，不可避。
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轉向他人求助，903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlebe7jp9S
使妳陷入更深處、更深藏。
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妳的平凡面具，下方藏著什麼？
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「他這樣對我，是為了我好，我要慢慢去接受這事實。」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmU6NxjA9MU
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包裝妳的異樣，903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lG7fAZrGf
編織出一道厚繭囚住，903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdj3IK1SETx
妳所謂的「醜惡真實」。
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外表與他人無異。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUXSfK4MPh
「這樣的我。」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGaL16SlVp
內心翻覆常識認知，妳心中慾望與常人認知對立。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpmjBsRfP6
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深刻的發生經歷，清醒的刺激……那顆被希望所麻醉的心。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ01vZI2ypW
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刻下的痕跡，要透過多少次的淡忘抹除？還要包裹多少層？
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妳期許：
「擺脫身上的痕跡。」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiTWH6RSOb
「將異樣的感受消除。」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jNpOv8ETs
903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvm8VC9mUZ
「別再讓那種感覺來了……」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUN5f3qEbhb
「讓我……毫無能力去反抗。」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2X8K62tts
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妳渴望：903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUYY4cEPva
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「拜託了，能讓我等待到嗎？」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3UJIlwlLp
「有個可以接納我的人嗎 ？」
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「一個也好……」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIYVkH0WR5
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深入、切頗開妳的厚繭。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3l2dARwPDb
接納，接納妳不堪入目的所有。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBc3rJ8cgA
「暴露出來。」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOgJ3eolC2
羞恥的感官，使反抗的理智鎮靜。
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「真是沒救了，妳母親生下這種東西。」父親的話，903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbuEvrVELl
傷透了我的心，但也必須依賴、傾靠他的話語。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCTSdZvpxE
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「別再繼續了……感覺好奇怪……」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKr64Q3aAHH
我原本認為只是嚴父管教子女，但卻也導致。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5f7kOA1Gj
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父親認為我不是正常人，但我也認為父親因為我也不正常了。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlaLfRu2M4
我所受到的傷害成為父女彼此的快樂，只是我一直沒意識到，903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50kepSc3L6
原來我一直感到快樂與不解。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxgJcPqY0n
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牽起一絲又一絲，903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85FS086ZTW
有粗大、有細小的，903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuef9NGhpm
快樂與憂鬱。
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「爸爸……我不想努力了……」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73r3w3XzTY
不再想要努力當個好孩子，想要沉淪下去，903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFk1dy3IeL1
爸爸會原諒我嗎？會接受嗎？我這樣做是正確的嗎？903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfHfX9w07g
討厭那種不理解，又讓自己愉快舒服的情感。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4GWnFKSwA
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正在慢慢理解，正在接受自身的畸形。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HaGap81jv
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放出妳的津液，流淌一地的內容物，903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gXfyrobFT
冒出妳內在的快樂蒸氣。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Tf8llr6LU
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四溢出……903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCTYljPXYj
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「放棄努力，一直是這麼容易的事情。」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWMdVfhUQs
「為什麼？我一直沒有意識到，我一直是快樂的？」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkqvdwzav3
「那樣努力想擺脫快樂的我，是不是像個傻子？」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazA2HYkXn3
「答案是肯定的對吧？」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwQVhCTr1x
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視覺畫面充斥戀愛的雜訊；903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GBwvRGHf0
抑鬱低落伴隨頂點快樂。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPy2wgJY8HV
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「為什麼這麼讓人無法自我，但又要跨出這一步，903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPJdEc1pLJ
才可以感受到真正的快樂？錯過太多了，憂慮也太多了。」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugb8vwZ93r
「想忘記所有的不理解，就這樣投入在快樂中吧……」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkVlRrEWJv
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內心浪叫...就算即將要失去生氣。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXTJ3ifjiI
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「每次清晰響亮的聲音，都在提醒，正在什麼樣的環境。」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbVS9PColo
「把更多的快樂給我，這樣我可以再產出更多的快樂。」
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更多、更多的快樂，覆蓋過往的憂慮與不悅。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOynPCNpqjy
不要再努力掙扎，也不要再嘗試用希望麻醉那些憂愁與不理解。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgELDLSOZMx
903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RqnPi60qv
產出過多的快樂，快要沒有了知覺。漸漸不再有了回應，意識薄弱。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJ4E1D7FUQ
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全身的津液有多少流淌在底下？903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6IHDhF7B5
好像也不怎麼在意了……903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDoqLkKPrD
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身體不再燥熱，只剩空虛、寂寞，903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb27bnHHSUV
而且從內到外的冰冷。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxEHNiSVu7
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像電視一樣的雜訊蓋住了眼前的景象，903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7mOEnZKvC
黑色與白色的點密集蓋過像篩網一樣的視線。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1pWfqenlq
只剩下黑色與白色的點，像父親時常拍打的老舊電視機。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ799HMGeaOT
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「是啊……就像父親的老舊電視機，供他娛樂，903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpoMNI7A6Y
壞掉的時候打幾下就好了。」903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbqdc9lRLV
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眼睛失去知覺，急速微弱的聲音。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZdM721vjn
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收割了妳……所剩不多、僅剩的心之果實。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9thCTU3vGO
掀開妳內心的蓋子， 津液滿出，至頂部流下。903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfsXW1QG0Q
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那是一顆帶有人性溫度的心之果實。
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取出，
心之果實。
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終於...
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不再渴求。
不再呻吟。
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