“What happened?” Ronald's sudden voice makes me jump when I came outside. Today I won a little war against my fear. Marcus promised me not to spill the truth in front of Ronald. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKg9mhJ1Gez
“You scared me.”167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYniN1pBZ4v
“The not first time.” He winked and I’m melted. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLkZIPc1CD
“What he said?” We both start walking. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSD1PPmWKw
“Nothing just some tests.” Nodding he grab my hand and pulled me with him but then with sudden aware he stop immediately. The warm feeling for a second I feel in my heart is now gone again. For a moment nothing happened around us. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANQX1lwCnP
Me and Ronald 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsYtM3nj9E
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Why he's so different from me now? Maybe it's better for us that we keep our distance. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoiGIrbppo
“We need to go.” He gone left me alone and I’m standing watching him gone like before. Coming outside I found him already sitting in the car. As soon as I reached for the door he shut the door immediately.167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMfCEBdsjB
What the hell? 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPH7EgORCy
“Arrange a ride for yourself.” Then his car was gone in fog. He's so warm and so cruel. I chose to walk in cold. Not the first time I hold cold around me. Every day I feel a slap of snow and rain on my face.167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbhg3XBIkF
Coming home I came straight to my room. After changing I take my pills and lay on the bed and start rolling the whole day in my mind. Today is my first day and everything changed in one day. We met after years later and that was the best part. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwGmiTGrmm
But Ronald hates me but sometimes I feel his warm presence in cold. He's not what he's showing me or it's my imagination. Wow, he's so handsome. I remember when Olivia told me about Ronald's sickness in girls. Thinking about Ronald my eyes closed automatically. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcdmgzVy6G
A sudden beep wakes me up. It's my phone and Ronald's sixth call. My sleepy eyes are wide open. Why he's calling late at night?167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HwHOtrMnY
Shit 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDTox9CKyx
I dialed his number and it's keep ringing.167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdt7W2xrSSs
“Where the hell are you?” Before I said hello his words fall on me like a thunderstorm. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUYd4f0BTu
“It's night so where I’m now Mr. Ronald? A normal person sleeping during night that's what I’m doing.” There's a long pause. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTJ0v60rVt
“Are you okay now?” There he's. Sweet, caring. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS80ORP1R4e
“Yes, I. I'm fine Ronald. Thanks for..”167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HtULi751n
“No need.” Again a pause. Does he want to say something?167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSJuZuD4ig
“You eat?” No.167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZufLKw7lv
“Yes.” A throat clear voice and then he speaks again. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhZkwTEqrK
“I... what are you doing?” Is he drunk? I told him already. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIWe6NZsyf
“I’m sleeping.” 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagdKai1a3S
“On the bed.” Why he's asking so weird questions? 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ii9D7hWHy
“Yes.” That yes comes out like a whisper and I hear he said something but don't know what? 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSsK7OMneS
“Umm... you changed clothes.” My heart beating so fast. It's like the first time we're talking like a teenager. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGiRSQ9qwy
“Yes...”167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡst3FN29rNY
“You still sleeping in...” A heated rush in my veins so suddenly. I remember when he told me to sleep in a t-shirt and panty. After the mid night, he always came into my room for giving me pleasure. Is he imagining me in the same clothes? 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BUSc7Tb2T
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“Good night.” My fingers feel so numb when I cut the phone. It’s not good for the feeling growing between us again. He never know the girl died years ago. After that, not even a single time did my mind stop imagining him. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQbcs7SIqZ
The feel, his hands, the kisses, pleasure. He always came when everyone was sleeping. He sleep on my bed and filled some hugs and kisses. One day he told me to feel him and I do. After that every night he has done something more and more. The pleasure run in my body like a drug and I told him to do it every day. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMEz8EB8yh
The next morning my mind was still filled with late-night thoughts. How I’m going to face Ronald? He's my boss. With courage, I filled his black coffee and entered in office but immediately stop.167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBnqGrn5hu
The voice forced me to me. It's coming from Ronald's bedroom. He's with a girl. Slowly I enter inside more and shocked because it's the same girl from yesterday. The girl who laughed at me. Wait she's married if I remember. How dare he? 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxR6wFLcfej
The scene in front of looks so hot. Ronald's whole back is exposed the first time and here my body and hands want to grab him. He's so handsome. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2djCiWBez
Touch him167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNoAVzFmeG
But I hate that woman who’s in my place. It's my place but why suddenly do I want her place? I'm here just for work nothing else. But how can I resist myself for not looking? Don't see this so I looked away. As soon as I start walking I hear my name.167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQu05G4oFTw
“Rose....fuck.” It's like melted on the floor.167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgPh5IE3g7
“What the hell Ronald it's the third time you said that bitch name?” 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hNiMiZnnr
“Don't call her bitch.” Some sound came and then a door shut sound.167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFoo7TauiP
“Why not? You assuming that bitch.” 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasV2Oxe2je
“I said don't call her bitch.” Then a loud sound like something crash on the floor. I know Ronald's voice when he's angry but this is something else.167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UZoI0GMlO
“She's in your head. You're fucking her not me. Why not you fuck her instead of me.” He's assuming me? 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2j92MBHL1y
Without listening to another word I came outside and locked myself in the bathroom. The feeling after listening to his conversation is someone different. Why do I still want him in my life after I know there's nothing for him. He's happy with another person then why do I feel jealous watching him with her? 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbjeP7TzT3
All-day Ronald and me avoiding each other. He called me less in his office. When I called him he cut the phone so I left him alone. But my eyes are always on Ronald. I'm happy on one side but also sad. Why we're ignoring each other because of our little talk last night? But my curiosity breaks me when half-day ends without his single look. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowFCWGp79H
After enough waiting, I walk towards Ronald's office but suddenly stop. I know he's not in the office but if he came then? My heart wants a single look or touch. I want to breathe in his space. Why I’m so mad about him or do I just want to see where he's with his last night girl? 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPbDlKbnBW
When my foot entered his office a relief run in my body. He's not here but his presence is always around me. His smell running in the air. His unmade bed showing his pleasant night. But then my gaze land on something. Picking up the things I found its condom packet. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziwnFa0upg
Shit 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBX9VZRvJne
“Miss me?” My body jumped with Ronald's voice and the packet fall from my hand. He's in a meeting then how? He's standing with hands in pockets looking smart enough. I'm shocked by his sudden presence. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IADdT7Uw5
“Looking shocked why Rose?” There're just us. I know he's not the Ronald I used to know but why his feel suddenly giving me negative vibes. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kZXpO5FdO
“I.. I....” 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwppHfy4Mz
“What Rose?” My huge eyes running on his face because he knows I’m here for him. A Devil smile set on his lips. We're not the same but our feelings are still the same. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1w08wqDe5
Before I said something he came closer and I step back. He walks closer and closer. He walks until we're standing closer. His one moment with me stop my whole world but now he's standing so closely. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89zlhcUFl8
“Why are you here Rose? You know I’m not here then why?” His last word touch my lips. A shiver run in my body and then the whole thing starts bleeding like blood. The moment I want to forget now standing again in front of me.167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN73cu0B5Ek
“I... I forget something.” Shit my voice breaking because his smell makes me weak.167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCBuF4kuGh
“I think the one you want is me.” The words are not so warm. It's like shame or sharp like a knife. A person I’m seeing is not Ronald. He's the one. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3QfnhYvH5
Bastard 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeC3pYwsOgA
“You and me here on a bed...” He’s creating the scene with my past. My body starts reacting again. Body numb with cold words. The warming smell in our relationship not helping me now and then my breath stop coming. I try to see Ronald but he's not helping me. 167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMyDjZfk0F
The laugh167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡot7dp11cbM
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