我感到身體不斷地左右搖動,令我慢慢清醒返。copyright protection3848PENANAQJ6s5A7bzT
張開雙眼,我發覺周圍都係白茫茫一片,就好似有一層濃霧覆蓋住咁。copyright protection3848PENANAPjk8HVZ7f4
「你醒返啦?」一把熟悉嘅聲音傳進我嘅耳朵內。copyright protection3848PENANAT8L3PN84Tu
「金仔?」copyright protection3848PENANAYgtSsfNe0Q
腦海裡最後嘅畫面係金仔緊緊地抱實我,伴隨住我下墮飛行。諗到呢度,心裡難免一寒。copyright protection3848PENANAJowe0EHNFE
「你係邊呀?」copyright protection3848PENANAoywo5o4gZo
我慌忙地尋找金仔嘅蹤影,但係身邊嘅濃霧始終都係唔散。copyright protection3848PENANAvLTKaAuroG
「Miki……」copyright protection3848PENANAVSb8lSMHHt
「你快啲出黎啦!」我向聲音來源方向跑去,但係唔小心撞到啲野失去平衡。copyright protection3848PENANAEywKhTl4P0
正當我要再次下墮嘅時候,有一隻手及時從後將我拉住。copyright protection3848PENANADyhj7zwiYf
係金仔。copyright protection3848PENANA1IkbRDTRPT
我即刻撲向佢到,身體與身體間嘅接觸係幾咁真實。我肯定,我哋兩個都未死。copyright protection3848PENANA9zxvdOUPGH
「差啲你就變落湯雞啦!」金仔緊緊地抱住我說。copyright protection3848PENANAqLdBcETQ3u
濃濃嘅白霧開始慢慢散開。而我亦終於望得清,原來我哋身處係一隻小船上,而隻船係湖泊上。copyright protection3848PENANAvQviWtglNI
「呢度係屬於我哋兩個嘅鐵達尼號。」金仔莞爾一笑。copyright protection3848PENANAsUXQ7j6qLD
其實隻小船真係好細隻好樸素,就好似漁民用嚟捉魚嘅小船咁。但係此時此刻,我覺得呢度比鐵達尼號更宏偉,更壯觀。copyright protection3848PENANAzOb6zvkoYr
因為有你。copyright protection3848PENANA0xob6BBqV9
佢拖住我,帶我去只有幾步距離嘅船頭。我哋一同望向前方,小船就開始向前邁進。copyright protection3848PENANAXiwE5pl3nA
而我,亦不知不覺咁將指甲插入佢嘅手背上。copyright protection3848PENANArGwJtVKwgh
「放手啦......」copyright protection3848PENANAG0qI6KAW9y
我不斷想甩開佢隻手。但佢只係一聲不發咁將我捉得更緊,我望向佢,佢亦望住我,報以微笑。copyright protection3848PENANASL0lnxtIJu
沿途我哋身邊就好似有跑馬燈跑過咁,見返好多以前發生過嘅人同事。copyright protection3848PENANAsdsnlQL2Es
人哋話過死之前腦海會將一生快播,咁我哋呢家又係唔係?copyright protection3848PENANAgbK4UCldr2
我哋見返我哋相識嘅第一日,嗰陣嘅我對你嘅職業係幾咁感到好奇,而你就對我感到煩厭。copyright protection3848PENANAm5N2HpBbV7
我哋見返我係你房入面,向你打開心扉嘅扉嘅嗰日,嗰陣你將我嘅眼淚擦乾,你對我幾咁溫柔。copyright protection3848PENANAmZlgsMnznK
我哋見返你嘅客人,阿may,冬姐,豪仔,布甸仔,每一個都微笑住咁向我地揮手。copyright protection3848PENANAL30cpFJuTi
見住佢哋微笑,我同金仔亦打從心底內笑出嚟。copyright protection3848PENANAww6AYX6oJL
但係,轉眼間我哋見返嗰啲唔想再見到嘅回憶。copyright protection3848PENANAGlJGY0g1F8
......copyright protection3848PENANA8ZyLZ7LI99
喺我細個嗰陣俾阿爸性侵,俾阿媽毒打嘅回憶。copyright protection3848PENANA7njEjZdFlo
此刻我嘅眼淚如泉湧,落到地上,眼淚喺我腳下聚集成細細嘅海洋。copyright protection3848PENANAJjXzkiAtjH
唔單單因為重溫恐怖嘅場景而令我流淚,亦因為......我已經再控制唔到身體嘅活動。copyright protection3848PENANAJLs8Yx3ySO
我就好似一個成年人困返喺自己嘅肉體裡面,一直係裡面望住佢。copyright protection3848PENANAOMw9UAv34O
「就係因為你......我先要承受呢種痛!」我嘅第二人格大叫。copyright protection3848PENANAFySuTd4Efu
原本已經將金仔捉得好緊嘅手,呢刻就捉得更加緊,指甲更深入地插入佢嘅手背入面。望住金仔手背血如泉湧,我好想甩開佢隻手,但係我做唔到。copyright protection3848PENANA5DeUNVWHgn
「我講過......我點都唔會再放手......」copyright protection3848PENANAukm8B7qgDO
我睇得出金仔好辛苦,佢個口開始流出鮮血,而雙眼亦都越合越埋,越合越埋......copyright protection3848PENANAszQe9udwFn
我腦海似乎亦被第二人格所控制住。只因呢家腦海播放嘅,係童年時出現嘅夢魘。我好努力咁去諗返起生命中出現過嘅美好時光,那怕係連伸手都觸不到嘅微光,我都要捉實......copyright protection3848PENANAriuduveJ10
好辛苦......copyright protection3848PENANAdCZXbW3hcO
船邊嘅跑馬燈,轉成金鉉自殺嗰一刻。真實到聽得倒骨頭碎裂嘅聲音。copyright protection3848PENANAAU1HPzBEMG
而我嘅第二人格見到呢個情景,就忍唔住咁控制我嘅身體捧腹大笑,指住金仔嚟嘲笑佢。而我就眼白白睇住呢個情景發生。copyright protection3848PENANAORtXe5537X
「係喎!」copyright protection3848PENANAh1hiFTca2O
突然靈機一觸,我襯住第二人格鬆懈嘅時候,嘗試回憶美好嘅事情去令佢脫離。copyright protection3848PENANAL0WCY1bUNu
我用盡全力去諗返同金仔一齊發生過嘅一點一滴。copyright protection3848PENANAKOQdzb7hSD
我哋一齊去肥姐食雞腎生腸,我食到成嘴都係醬,你拎紙巾出嚟幫我抹。copyright protection3848PENANA1z9RVVhNQC
我哋一齊去阿嵐同阿浩嘅婚禮,我喺每個環節都好興奮,係想你都開心。copyright protection3848PENANAuBMwzAac9Z
我哋一齊去拜我親生媽咪,我起初唔敢面對,係你俾勇氣我。copyright protection3848PENANAGqPwSqacJf
好多好多......copyright protection3848PENANApuNgDVNck6
我哋一齊經歷過好多好多事,如果我冇遇見你,可能我都再唔識得開心返。copyright protection3848PENANAdoWvGxuqdz
我嘅一生,其實都只係搵緊一個愛自己嘅人,而嗰個人就係你......copyright protection3848PENANAd0zlxjWZci
仲差少少......copyright protection3848PENANA6HaAuodnZQ
金仔,有你嘅世界,我先至生存到。copyright protection3848PENANABAq2ENNwf6
我,成功拿返身體部分嘅控制權。copyright protection3848PENANAFQWCi1oy7G
「走啦......」我襯住仲可以稍為控制自己,大力地甩開咗金仔隻手。copyright protection3848PENANAES0w8u1ab4
「我愛你。」copyright protection3848PENANAPsqybmUkKS
嘴唇傳嚟微溫,外加氣流嘅流動。金仔不但冇逃走,仲抱實我深深給我一吻。copyright protection3848PENANAbEbMTZYdjd
我慢慢合上雙眼,好好享受呢一吻。copyright protection3848PENANA6aZho3tDns
同金仔一齊嘅每一個時刻,都係我經歷過最美好嘅時光。如果死咗,就永遠無可能遇到能夠拯救自己嘅人。copyright protection3848PENANAzSbT0Nc6dM
所以我唔可以俾第二人格打低。copyright protection3848PENANAgTST4FxQfx
暖流傳到身體嘅各個部分。原來世上真係可以有人唔理我嘅過去去愛我。原來就算受盡最痛嘅痛苦,只要可以遇見你,其他嘅一切就再無所謂。copyright protection3848PENANAhq3AYMRO8H
「我都愛你。」copyright protection3848PENANAXBrcx5VciH
我開始感受到,原本握實咗嘅拳頭慢慢鬆開。copyright protection3848PENANAYxMmq7o611
我終於完全奪回身體嘅控制權。copyright protection3848PENANArXKdygoAJ7
「對唔住......」我緊緊地抱實金仔,眼淚浸滿我嘅眼框,令我嘅視線有啲模糊。copyright protection3848PENANATe959ueCJb
金仔親一親吻我嘅額頭,用拇指將我嘅眼淚抹乾。我哋雙手拖得好實,望向前方。copyright protection3848PENANA78VyR3Rjvc
旁邊嘅跑馬燈播放完畢,而小船亦停到岸邊。copyright protection3848PENANAHQzBNVQOhz
金仔扶住我慢慢走到岸上,岸上佈滿花花草草,但又有一條彎彎嘅路俾人行。copyright protection3848PENANAdHkI0EY3BT
我哋沿住條路走,行到盡頭,見到有個女仔坐左喺地下。copyright protection3848PENANAab5KBdae2x
佢著住黑色嘅背心,黑色嘅長裙,卻又赤住一雙腳。遠遠見到我哋之後,佢就好興奮咁揮住手示意我哋埋去。copyright protection3848PENANAbJ2CTuVZzy
我明明唔識呢個人,唔通係金仔以前嘅朋友?copyright protection3848PENANAFGhHHYxE4A
我哋行到埋去,個女仔就拍手掌。copyright protection3848PENANA6H0VRwcwVh
「好犀利呀你哋兩個!」個女仔講到手舞足蹈。copyright protection3848PENANAZ3OLkgMm51
我同金仔互相望向對方,一頭霧水。copyright protection3848PENANAP3YzZBK2sm
「係喎!」個女仔突然大叫出嚟:「差啲唔記得自我介紹。」copyright protection3848PENANAeFW6MDTLiF
「我叫Sandy,係掌管生死嘅使者。」copyright protection3848PENANAn6Xv2OfLmr
我同金仔都一面愕然。copyright protection3848PENANAguBizqpdmm
「人類成日安慰想自殺嘅人,話死係解決唔到問題。但係,偏偏冇諗過想自殺嘅人唔係想解決問題。」Sandy繼續講:「而係再冇力氣去面對任何問題。」copyright protection3848PENANAMNwxCcrV14
「只要金仔你一日仲喺度,Miki嘅第二人格都唔會消失。不過你哋冇放棄過,終於俾你哋諗到唯一一個方法,就係自殺,用自殺嚟將你哋救返。」copyright protection3848PENANAqDH0xirXIO
「啱啱你哋重溫往事嘅時段,係我俾每一位死者最後嘅禮物。但勢估唔到你哋可以藉此將Miki嘅第二人格完全打低。」copyright protection3848PENANAU7PVB40yHl
「咁係咪代表我同金仔可以繼續走落去!?」我激動地捉住Sandy隻手。copyright protection3848PENANAdHqj16g0T8
「生有時,死亦有時。」Sandy歎咗一大口氣,指向後面:「你哋係已死之人,任憑你哋對現世有幾留戀都好,都只可以走過我身後嗰一道門,睇下輪迴以後有冇機會再遇上。」copyright protection3848PENANAaCwvlj1PQ7
「吓......」copyright protection3848PENANA2dDSy3PODD
先啱啱同金仔一齊,咁快就要分離......copyright protection3848PENANAygEaXD57KJ
「用一個月,體會哂一世人嘅幸福,就算以後都唔再快樂,只要可以諗返起呢一個月就夠。已經連死都唔怕,只要死之前,仲可以回味拍拖嗰一個月,就可以帶住微笑去死喇。」copyright protection3848PENANAAIchIHHuCY
金仔居然套用返我講過嘅說話嚟話我。copyright protection3848PENANAMLlij68al3
「但係......」copyright protection3848PENANACInEjO59N4
我真係好唔捨得......copyright protection3848PENANAnI9IawVkud
來世你我要是重認copyright protection3848PENANAwD5tcarWkZ
「我都好唔捨得......但係,我哋一定可以見返對方。」copyright protection3848PENANArL5kai5yZq
能否找到彼此背影copyright protection3848PENANAs1aehcUrEq
金仔冇激動咁去反駁Sandy。只係,好溫柔咁親吻我嘅額頭。copyright protection3848PENANAu38U4m5Upg
假如全無憑無證copyright protection3848PENANAtfALjJlq1k
「係咪真係架?」copyright protection3848PENANAoUgAqCT7bH
原諒我當天不懂得珍惜 只知任性壞事情copyright protection3848PENANAy8H2qe5c1v
金仔冇直接答我。反而係拖住我隻左手向前行,手臂傳過來嘅溫度俾我信心去面對現實。copyright protection3848PENANAIVe87ArqlA
唯願你此刻可於虛空中 將心聆聽copyright protection3848PENANAG8yX8cBbUl
Sandy向我哋點一點頭,讓開路俾我哋行向嗰道發緊光嘅門。copyright protection3848PENANAmMiGVEa7rY
將來若真的再有個約會會完成copyright protection3848PENANAbeNBx3tBQH
「就算天空要塌落嚟,就算地面要向下陷,就算聽日已經係世界末日,就算我所有嘅記憶都會冇哂,我依然會記得,我愛你。」copyright protection3848PENANATQGZSrj5AI
真的會再有這樣深情copyright protection3848PENANAbWOBiSHjak
眼淚不受控制咁流落嚟。我最終嘅情感,唔係痛苦,而係滿滿嘅幸福。copyright protection3848PENANA8v6W3ELJcr
我以天為證跟你帶領copyright protection3848PENANAofH2Agt5bK
「多謝你......」copyright protection3848PENANA84KqJtVSbS
* * *copyright protection3848PENANA0RGxZz5FNv
「哇!」一間小學入面,一個小一女仔大聲咁叫出嚟。copyright protection3848PENANAQAdHhvKlS9
「嗚......嗚......」企喺佢身旁一齊等上校巴放學嘅一個小一男仔,因為受驚而喊。copyright protection3848PENANAQLpxjOzXCq
原本望向天上嘅女仔,被男仔嘅喊聲所吸引。copyright protection3848PENANA6BIV3YwP76
「......你唔好喊啦,你望下天上面?」女仔將手搭向男仔嘅膊頭,指向天上。copyright protection3848PENANA2v3dOJ96jw
「哇......」男仔望到天上嘅奇境後亦唔再喊。copyright protection3848PENANAOGWeqOrCrD
「點解會有一條銀白色嘅星河軌跡架?」copyright protection3848PENANAT1meT5drBw
3852Please respect copyright.PENANA5ghQ9SZV5s
我以天為證請你帶領copyright protection3848PENANAnNgYAEheYw