今天一整天都在昏睡132Please respect copyright.PENANACYGfBpICMf
原本沒打算要發日記132Please respect copyright.PENANAKdA7Kir4ee
但突然冒出一個念頭132Please respect copyright.PENANAfv01Xk1VbV
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡132Please respect copyright.PENANAeEqaObKQo7
跟 看到未來132Please respect copyright.PENANAx2WdubMscW
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?132Please respect copyright.PENANAseMHPDZgCT
能等到結婚生子132Please respect copyright.PENANA7MzCDuSadY
有我的孩子132Please respect copyright.PENANA4WYBb5dbml
我自己的孩子132Please respect copyright.PENANADzpMEH3a4y
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛132Please respect copyright.PENANAJnPF60H1N3
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...132Please respect copyright.PENANA3qr20QclvL
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那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現132Please respect copyright.PENANAcO4KSrgzbl
我會變成什麼樣子?132Please respect copyright.PENANAKPBywMetQ0
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚132Please respect copyright.PENANAwwB3h0FNHR
沒有愛的人132Please respect copyright.PENANAppW3ynQfFQ
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了132Please respect copyright.PENANAjXNceTL4zL
好像是在逃避什麼132Please respect copyright.PENANAVe2J6R6dot
又像在渴求什麼132Please respect copyright.PENANAEnC8GhZT48
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑132Please respect copyright.PENANAtD8iyJZT1u
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法132Please respect copyright.PENANAyimmxzmv6s
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱132Please respect copyright.PENANAR9ztH2CnH0
請容許我幼稚下去吧132Please respect copyright.PENANAj0uwgqqVJw
這禮拜學校出了不少事132Please respect copyright.PENANAeRtxs4fhw9
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了132Please respect copyright.PENANA62ORyMXxF9
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚132Please respect copyright.PENANAGOeYLwgQ2k
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過132Please respect copyright.PENANAxAkWsFVF3n
所以不清楚132Please respect copyright.PENANAg2JIEGATVE
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎132Please respect copyright.PENANAO9T1tTG5tY
比起活在人間地獄,不如前往一個未知的世界132Please respect copyright.PENANA0JhApjAKNM
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂132Please respect copyright.PENANAZJDDIlCWU1
大概是這種想法吧132Please respect copyright.PENANAopEYEudcp2
就算是我,從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊132Please respect copyright.PENANAPekE24dRPI
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡132Please respect copyright.PENANApQwvknpTgJ
會選在大家都看得到的地方132Please respect copyright.PENANAPOAwctGDWP
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎132Please respect copyright.PENANAb3umfL6q56
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨132Please respect copyright.PENANAYxhZpEEfaX
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧132Please respect copyright.PENANADEtB9Unhkl
我也是132Please respect copyright.PENANA3NoY9F5cS0