今天一整天都在昏睡168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhh8lM8pEJD
原本沒打算要發日記168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoGDj3SjlS
但突然冒出一個念頭168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSAj4yjvqF
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUYnAZqOxj
跟 看到未來168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAG1JQQcIj
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Qn9StEkyL
能等到結婚生子168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQL39y63si
有我的孩子168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGl6HKJEXD
我自己的孩子168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZJtkKukhZ
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrviEqptyY
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZUBITeYS9
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那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuVPzfDM1A
我會變成什麼樣子？168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡun7Hqo2Evo
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Xd1Ilct0S
沒有愛的人168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTDpjqZaan
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KsEGDYPKE
好像是在逃避什麼168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7M7VNmMyCB
又像在渴求什麼168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7laEfg0ktz
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEY2ZOZuAB
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xE3r4jf1d
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDBy8368p0
請容許我幼稚下去吧168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Y5uZspAW2
這禮拜學校出了不少事168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeBG4YZflF
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGS8d8VZH7
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuheY6SkpVf
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNFnweatQY
所以不清楚168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUANJc8Loq
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsRMmS6GTJ
比起活在人間地獄，不如前往一個未知的世界168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3WwNmozlZ
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJ5V7J4PAJ
大概是這種想法吧168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkrzEGpBZu
就算是我，從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TxAFtLvOS
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMjBmbnf2Y
會選在大家都看得到的地方168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVbtvUA1lc
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGCAlML8Qo
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmts1FdPLTc
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKEoBalih8
我也是168Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XP84RdsNy
