今天一整天都在昏睡194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QSwybnAXi
原本沒打算要發日記194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEibd0Hmu1
但突然冒出一個念頭194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJx3RvTEGqJ
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9or7rYemGw
跟 看到未來194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9ajuR4j1z
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7b3AbZCib
能等到結婚生子194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VTZC1zsl1
有我的孩子194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTpxUlRQZr
我自己的孩子194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQOhBwJM32
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUupzS5onvo
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dp5ym5zGj
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那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxce8uB7dq
我會變成什麼樣子？194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dbnwTSHs9
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHvg8wIpLH
沒有愛的人194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAlrSrHMqO
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZsFKwKMML
好像是在逃避什麼194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1kUbu65VH
又像在渴求什麼194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nCgkONrzv
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKeIpUoBKe
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOD3Pkqya9y
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpucWtioeTj
請容許我幼稚下去吧194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLMt12n3La
這禮拜學校出了不少事194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJ9ePKWLPW
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0437GMry4
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMA2wRwoFQ
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzoKud1Svz
所以不清楚194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qlhLSRJvR
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6pePLpTuV
比起活在人間地獄，不如前往一個未知的世界194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ529VTV8hZ
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIM78PT3Gey
大概是這種想法吧194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ERCaDvtqD
就算是我，從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNUWjRC5Ed
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtLFKa2uWU
會選在大家都看得到的地方194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8jtwKDdBm
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUewJW8QAN
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBSuh4gANN
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xntuFgfsR
我也是194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExZLE4TH0P
