今天一整天都在昏睡166Please respect copyright.PENANAk7RmA1GN3f
原本沒打算要發日記166Please respect copyright.PENANA1xaKD6oJZb
但突然冒出一個念頭166Please respect copyright.PENANAau8ZDyINoq
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡166Please respect copyright.PENANA5XWA3hKDUv
跟 看到未來166Please respect copyright.PENANAXUyWx4pPtl
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?166Please respect copyright.PENANAXdSC2BtmzE
能等到結婚生子166Please respect copyright.PENANAX93evCgeTD
有我的孩子166Please respect copyright.PENANAbpme0ZDlUV
我自己的孩子166Please respect copyright.PENANAHkXx7TO3ZH
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛166Please respect copyright.PENANArfJ7zdVduW
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...166Please respect copyright.PENANAdfGUKb95ia
166Please respect copyright.PENANAhZlwfrEMAL
那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現166Please respect copyright.PENANAQLdYpyUD4I
我會變成什麼樣子?166Please respect copyright.PENANAFUTgSc3Sr1
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚166Please respect copyright.PENANAjGsVGrNb4A
沒有愛的人166Please respect copyright.PENANAiH6IQWX7tT
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了166Please respect copyright.PENANAmRPJ4S5m3F
好像是在逃避什麼166Please respect copyright.PENANAdAJwS4okLU
又像在渴求什麼166Please respect copyright.PENANAbKiB1DysUd
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑166Please respect copyright.PENANAyxypPBCum3
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法166Please respect copyright.PENANAdnG9SlhxBt
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱166Please respect copyright.PENANA7A1nL3Op5s
請容許我幼稚下去吧166Please respect copyright.PENANAAy15s7Jx6Y
這禮拜學校出了不少事166Please respect copyright.PENANA6185fnkY58
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了166Please respect copyright.PENANARKjfY65Il6
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚166Please respect copyright.PENANAJlvXHLYHrD
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過166Please respect copyright.PENANAE1xslN7ydC
所以不清楚166Please respect copyright.PENANA17PbFcoID6
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎166Please respect copyright.PENANAkyV4ygEbOw
比起活在人間地獄,不如前往一個未知的世界166Please respect copyright.PENANAQME7h6XDBC
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂166Please respect copyright.PENANAXVw0rq0XE7
大概是這種想法吧166Please respect copyright.PENANAuOJVFwBK3m
就算是我,從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊166Please respect copyright.PENANALaPq4Nmxlg
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡166Please respect copyright.PENANAsuP25Ojp2o
會選在大家都看得到的地方166Please respect copyright.PENANA7lXfBpZFp6
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎166Please respect copyright.PENANA8mDtj1o0bE
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨166Please respect copyright.PENANAAoz1eKx6vG
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧166Please respect copyright.PENANAWKWNskHRbG
我也是166Please respect copyright.PENANASiDQZHelYr