今天一整天都在昏睡133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNTGzh560h
原本沒打算要發日記133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9xs3bi4r7
但突然冒出一個念頭133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4TMXHmlqJ
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUawPJZ5G0
跟 看到未來133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlnH2VPRaE
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxLJ9gK3bD
能等到結婚生子133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwh0JHhJTO
有我的孩子133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUtSULxydK
我自己的孩子133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfK9KZlX2Aq
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQ8DCRgF1H
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxDk0UEmPd
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那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXGpnPxFRO
我會變成什麼樣子？133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLC8knPSzP
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZwJhnguXh
沒有愛的人133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29iGrnaUKH
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCs4ZkHeB7
好像是在逃避什麼133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CW0saPvD4
又像在渴求什麼133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpNAFwaUL1
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6TyTAZvYs
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27DDzQiVPu
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1Tbu9sag0
請容許我幼稚下去吧133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeccsJDPi7o
這禮拜學校出了不少事133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcnVbwrpqo
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLsAK51TxR
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8fnVuk3Pf
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwM2JDYBKX
所以不清楚133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKiKUNCYR3
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Tn3QDZqgH
比起活在人間地獄，不如前往一個未知的世界133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpLjv1xXXb
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vPu8v5mmZ
大概是這種想法吧133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZI9rLBXVx
就算是我，從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOueZ2zo6yy
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqd1bNbDcg
會選在大家都看得到的地方133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJCenyJ1VB
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkbbSmoPED
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5mp1EI18M
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBA3KN0Cekt
我也是133Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3Tmiue9rH
