一想到我還要面對這樣的生活十幾年我就感到窒息。39Please respect copyright.PENANADPt15CBUgz
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我的身體跟思考像是脫節了一樣,我放任他在空中飄盪。39Please respect copyright.PENANAqTBgPQG0gU
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我的心早就破碎不堪,只要有一個契機,他就會潰堤。39Please respect copyright.PENANAzXlgi7Gnny
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好難黏好。39Please respect copyright.PENANA6S3Tiju3MP
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每天晚上,我都會向陌生人所要言語上的擁抱。39Please respect copyright.PENANAkLbBU7LkNs
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每天、每天。39Please respect copyright.PENANAb9mbaboGzS
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我覺得好痛苦。39Please respect copyright.PENANA7uIo4W5If8
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我開始思考我是否需要去看醫生,但我也會害怕醫生告訴我,我沒病。39Please respect copyright.PENANApEnjf6Ov3p
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可是這份無力感好真實,真實到我站不起來。39Please respect copyright.PENANALIbjfu2gRP
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我不想站起來了,真的。39Please respect copyright.PENANAINPJmE2zx4
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眼睛模糊一片,我在想,我在想我那麼努力的過每一天,有禮貌的善待他人,意義是什麼呢?39Please respect copyright.PENANAmhF0Mp3oAF
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沒有意義。39Please respect copyright.PENANAWqp9fCG0bg
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我是個沒有意義的人。39Please respect copyright.PENANAW6njGbcgPM
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每當我以為我變好的時候,我以為我面對悲劇都能笑起來的時候,我沒有意識到,我可能已經崩潰了。39Please respect copyright.PENANAxy8wmI8qV1
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無法變得「好」的自己,讓我好討厭。39Please respect copyright.PENANA49XZNvPdbU
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「是因為我不夠優秀,所以才沒辦法被善待嗎?」39Please respect copyright.PENANAL6hrq5VH4H
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我不知道,我只知道我好想離開,不知道去哪裡,不知道目的地是什麼,不知道之後怎麼辦。39Please respect copyright.PENANAl3kCOtb1pB
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我只是好想逃離,逃離狹小的窗戶,逃離這副身體,逃離這種命運,我想逃離我自己。39Please respect copyright.PENANATj7rPYRUdO
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是我的錯吧。是我的錯嗎?我好像又被關進了那個漆黑的房間裡,看著縫隙裡透進來的光線,渴望觸碰。39Please respect copyright.PENANAsqJvHdM061
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我好不安。39Please respect copyright.PENANAy2tAEUuUlf
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我的不安蔓延整個身體,讓我好想離開。39Please respect copyright.PENANAXkSJdGndp5
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我好想離開。