一想到我還要面對這樣的生活十幾年我就感到窒息。31Please respect copyright.PENANADsXNEOXGFq
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我的身體跟思考像是脫節了一樣,我放任他在空中飄盪。31Please respect copyright.PENANAyVziRta9hf
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我的心早就破碎不堪,只要有一個契機,他就會潰堤。31Please respect copyright.PENANAotVbgPPkyW
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好難黏好。31Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2kX1bagrJ
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每天晚上,我都會向陌生人所要言語上的擁抱。31Please respect copyright.PENANAYwVd5gBFCL
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每天、每天。31Please respect copyright.PENANAVUTGOD6IHZ
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我覺得好痛苦。31Please respect copyright.PENANAfBT0u93x5U
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我開始思考我是否需要去看醫生,但我也會害怕醫生告訴我,我沒病。31Please respect copyright.PENANA5ZbHcxrRHV
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可是這份無力感好真實,真實到我站不起來。31Please respect copyright.PENANAHYuM60whFm
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我不想站起來了,真的。31Please respect copyright.PENANAzkow50uzBQ
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眼睛模糊一片,我在想,我在想我那麼努力的過每一天,有禮貌的善待他人,意義是什麼呢?31Please respect copyright.PENANA2iFZq2YYjW
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沒有意義。31Please respect copyright.PENANA1dpgowuKCU
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我是個沒有意義的人。31Please respect copyright.PENANARVcXYZ0QGh
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每當我以為我變好的時候,我以為我面對悲劇都能笑起來的時候,我沒有意識到,我可能已經崩潰了。31Please respect copyright.PENANAaJ8vDDPNxo
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無法變得「好」的自己,讓我好討厭。31Please respect copyright.PENANAkY4gskOsPy
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「是因為我不夠優秀,所以才沒辦法被善待嗎?」31Please respect copyright.PENANA7jMW5SmsdK
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我不知道,我只知道我好想離開,不知道去哪裡,不知道目的地是什麼,不知道之後怎麼辦。31Please respect copyright.PENANAUulqZGcH0m
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我只是好想逃離,逃離狹小的窗戶,逃離這副身體,逃離這種命運,我想逃離我自己。31Please respect copyright.PENANAthVWHLf9c1
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是我的錯吧。是我的錯嗎?我好像又被關進了那個漆黑的房間裡,看著縫隙裡透進來的光線,渴望觸碰。31Please respect copyright.PENANAmHNHZZnf2Q
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我好不安。31Please respect copyright.PENANA7MgdxFqak3
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我的不安蔓延整個身體,讓我好想離開。31Please respect copyright.PENANACiaGw1cROw
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我好想離開。