我為什麼一直沒有察覺?573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUFDZWPTlF
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那天真的笑容背後多得是寂寞與……後悔。
腦中浮現出那天他轉身離去的背影，像是為了回到過去改變什麼一般，用盡力氣往前奔跑。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJil5M5oIjH
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如果可以，我也想為空分擔點什麼。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCp6eRhOTj
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但我憑什麼?
我們不是「家人」,說是「朋友」卻又覺得「太超過了」。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSoBnKjxTF
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吶，我該怎麼定義我們之間的關係呢？573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBIL1VHMl4
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空缺席了一整個禮拜。
我望著空蕩蕩的座位，無心於功課上。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmUboSXFSR
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那傢伙現在在做什麼?身在何處?573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4E9ztuMiP
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突然在意了起來。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOARF9XT5mJ
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週末。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCgRpaHkkF
一個人在圖書館裡度過。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnPx6RgF39
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我撐著頭，看著筆記本上密密麻麻的文字，覺得有些頭暈。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAa1RTDuKG
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如果我在一夕之間失去了家人，我會是怎麼樣呢?573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIzmITaxlq
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大概跟現在差不多吧。
不會特別難過，唯一關心的也是錢的問題。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGgcMxGVMn
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如此膚淺的關係。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpt7yOzykf
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就這樣迎來了開學後的第四週。
沒記錯的話，大概快要月考了。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwSXoQqtS1
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我轉著手中的自動鉛筆，望著身旁空無一人的座位。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHAdXZB5Vo
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「早安，花江君。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlTIPiUXTH
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我猛地抬頭，見空帶著他那招牌笑容跟我打招呼。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOamDAhrEo
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「啊、早安。」
他嘿嘿的笑了。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNE8Z5yvovs
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我們坐在各自的座位上，就這樣做著自己的事，再沒有談話。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtg9oQqPiCs
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其實我有很多話想說，但卻不知道怎麼開口，也害怕著。
害怕說出來的話語傷害到別人，害怕自己說出了逾越自己「身份」的話……573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAuGu8nurm
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所以，還是算了吧。
我打消了這個念頭。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWjMGG1XF6
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我是什麼時後開始有寫日記的習慣呢？573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVS6ucfImk
啊、是暑假的時候吧。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoo5JzUWMRf
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媽媽跟妹妹死去之後。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEvk1Ptwxw
害怕未來哪一天會忘記這些時光，害怕哪一天我會被人們給遺忘。
從那一天開始就一直是孤單一人的我。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcAsE4Zbp2
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雖然我還有奶奶跟大福他們陪著我，但我不覺得他們可以體會我的心情。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HPc7jAdQi
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直到我遇到了他。
一個一直在品嚐著「寂寞」的人。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuK3DMrUy5f
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但我知道他是自己選擇這麼做的。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GlF4C3s6j
為什麼呢？我沒辦法理解。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXNTAaRvch
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「解救別人的同時，我一定也能得到救贖。」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEi3erA7XC
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我一直深信著。
所以，我還不能 。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HpN8BGsTJ
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