但就係咁,我唔俾佢搞佢嬲起上黎就一巴將我打暈左,佢呢一巴真係好大力,我只感到臉上一股痛楚,莫非我要改變佢真係咁難?究竟佢係咪已經俾性沖昏左腦?182Please respect copyright.PENANA9vcfxZJlIm
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第61日:呢日朝早我醒來後,發現臉上有一片瘀傷,好痛。我見阿豪未起身就偷偷地出街,唔單止去左睇醫生,更係出面買定幾把刀旁身,182Please respect copyright.PENANAAd2vICTncP
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為左佢我要做好犧牲自己嘅準備......還掂我條命都已經無價格。最後,我亦為自己做好準備,我出去租左間屋,當我真係改變唔到佢要分手時,我就會搬去嗰度住暫時避開佢一段日子。182Please respect copyright.PENANAyUtrIlStZw
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點知到夜晚我返去時,佢r左下J,然後佢果然性慾大發推我落床準備要搞我,我立即從身上掏出把刀指住自己佢先停手。182Please respect copyright.PENANAfk1QQbuNwi
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第80日:之前我以為阿豪佢呢排咁夜返黎係真係返左自己屋企避靜改變自己,所以今晚我故意唔瞓住等佢返黎睇佢有冇變好到,然而當佢返到黎時竟然傳出一陣女人香水味,182Please respect copyright.PENANADGdhs12NuS
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我愕然了一下,我開始懷疑佢係咪真係返左自己屋企避靜,相反我懷疑佢係出面搞緊另一個女人。182Please respect copyright.PENANAmJXnAKiu9K
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第85日:呢晚佢繼續帶著一陣女人香水味返黎,我已經好肯定佢係出面同人地開房去滿足自己性慾。而今晚佢什至飲到好醉,臉上更留下一個唇印,182Please respect copyright.PENANAjYBnlT2eZa
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然而當我質問佢佢終於肯吐出心底話,證實佢呢排晚晚咁夜返原來都係同人地去開房。我好hurt,佢呃我,原來我做咁多野根本乜都幫唔到佢,182Please respect copyright.PENANAjQiWF1Z4oZ
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諗到呢度,既然我真係幫唔到佢,佢又覺得我咁煩,好吧!我承傳佢,我離開,所以天一光我就會搬出去住,或者分手先至係一個好的決定。182Please respect copyright.PENANA47mrESmz3x
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日記寫到呢度就完左,我睇完後眼淚一滴一滴地落下,原來阿欣真係搬左出去住,我覺得自己好錯、錯得太離譜、錯到連愛我的人都離我而去,182Please respect copyright.PENANA7VPRzeWsyr
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睇黎我個夢真係認驗左,點解我仲要去蒲,係個天提示我,呢刻我只覺得自己罪孽深重,悔疚已經太遲,恐怕做乜野都無法將呢一切彌補。182Please respect copyright.PENANAsr1BhaMp1z
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我頭向上望左下,發現衣櫃門貼住一張紙:182Please respect copyright.PENANANw8dAfIkuZ
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一 日頭出街唔可以扑野(例如入殘廁),夜晚係屋企先可以。182Please respect copyright.PENANAfpbLrAaFCy
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二 唔可以搞其他女仔。182Please respect copyright.PENANAgpotG9JhRJ
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三 唔可以粗暴咁對我。182Please respect copyright.PENANAbP1RT7d4hI
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四 人多嘅地方唔好搞我私處,注意翻個面子。182Please respect copyright.PENANAzG6Er2COaN
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五 有時要俾翻啲空間我,唔好迫得太緊。182Please respect copyright.PENANAvqY7PrfJ5M
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冇錯,係阿欣之前訂下來嗰5條規條,然而我呢刻先驚覺我5條規條都犯晒,我不斷地挑戰佢嘅底線。182Please respect copyright.PENANAFxN8sM21uB
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我真係好冇用,當初我仲好有自信話自己一定唔會犯,睇黎我真係已經傷透佢個心。182Please respect copyright.PENANAN4MOQPMOk9
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「張倩欣,我真係好對唔住你,以前我對你做太多錯事,當你離開我一排,我發覺最放唔低嘅仍然係你,你返黎啦好唔好,只要你返黎我一定會改,我會好似以前咁去錫你。」182Please respect copyright.PENANAScXtXAITiE
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「你知唔知,我性慾已經冇以前咁強,我唔會再瘧打你,我唔會再挑戰你底線,我真係怪我以前點解唔去好好珍惜你,我真係好冇用。」182Please respect copyright.PENANAeUNF9URBiy
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我對住本日記不停地哭泣自言自語,不停地撫摸最後一頁嘅字跡。182Please respect copyright.PENANAoj2wVJL3Pv
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但當我摸左幾下,我發覺紙張有突起物,睇黎後面仲有一張紙夾住。182Please respect copyright.PENANAqQht5b8AtS
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所以我即刻揭到後面,我發現有封信,我好似發現黃金似的立即拎起打開黎睇,182Please respect copyright.PENANAXx7VHx3UtV
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