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我還是比鬧鐘要早醒了過來,看著窗外灰濛濛的天空,我伸直了雙手,享受伸展筋骨帶來的舒服時,你的鬧鐘響了。71Please respect copyright.PENANAR01ZFDtIke
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我停止動作,但是不按掉鬧鐘。我聽它唱著每天都一樣的曲子,你聽不膩的「晚安曲」,我總是懷疑為什麼有人可以拿晚安曲當鬧鐘,但你確實可以因此而起床。71Please respect copyright.PENANAElf6ZOp67Z
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曲子唱了一遍,你才滿足的按掉。我聽著身後你伸懶腰的聲音,起床唏唏嗦嗦的聲音,然後走到我面前遮住我的視線。71Please respect copyright.PENANAfn6xfjYPwU
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我仰起頭迎接你的吻。「早安。」71Please respect copyright.PENANAeYRpEl6OhJ
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「早安。醒了?」你剛睡醒沙啞的聲音很是性感。71Please respect copyright.PENANAjgWO330LoJ
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「嗯。」71Please respect copyright.PENANAYUiUvUB01j
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「那就別賴在床上,早餐吃吐司喝柳橙汁好嗎?」71Please respect copyright.PENANALjbeWGuZDD
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「好。」我沒有看向你,專心的看著自己的手指,彷彿上面多長了些什麼。71Please respect copyright.PENANAkJ7ADOPC7G
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沒有理會你所以我聽到你嘆了口氣,「那就快起床,我先去刷牙洗臉了。」71Please respect copyright.PENANAm9GhvJu93W
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「……嗯。」我翻過身,躺去你剛剛還睡著的地方。鼻間充滿帶著你身體餘溫的氣息,我滿足的嘆了口氣。71Please respect copyright.PENANAKdRXsQDp1k
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雙手探進床頭櫃跟床墊的縫隙,摸索到凹凸不平的痕跡。這是我的秘密,我第一次對你隱藏的秘密。71Please respect copyright.PENANAuaC0ffqdLT
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一天代表一個刻痕,今天是第幾天了?我摸著刻痕心酸的數。71Please respect copyright.PENANAinDzKFPcmR
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「梳洗了嗎?」71Please respect copyright.PENANAE9Jjx9ny5C
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「嗯。」我拉開椅子坐下,看著在廚房忙著的你。男人圍著圍裙的樣子很難有人跟你一樣帥吧。我常這樣覺得,但從沒有說出口。71Please respect copyright.PENANAbNRVLGmcLy
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「蛋要半熟嗎?」你沒注意到我的視線,專心在你眼前的平底鍋上。71Please respect copyright.PENANAzl8jL2tFoW
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「嗯。」71Please respect copyright.PENANA7MkPlrx9eG
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「不要呆呆在那邊坐著,先去把柳橙汁倒好。」發現我只坐著應答,你嘆了聲,頭也不回地用空出來的手指著冰箱,「好像快喝完了,喝光它吧,我今天回來的時候買新的。」71Please respect copyright.PENANAY50eXzhg9J
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「好。」我起身開冰箱,拿出柳橙汁的大塑膠瓶,仔細端詳了下,不讓你發覺的嘆了口氣。71Please respect copyright.PENANAMss1cYdoyN
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我很想哭。真的。71Please respect copyright.PENANAWxa9ZcB1Aw
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剩下的柳橙汁剛好倒了兩杯。一杯你的,一杯我的。71Please respect copyright.PENANAguHMtqsGsB
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我望著裝著柳橙汁的杯子出神,直到你端著夾好蛋跟生菜的吐司過來。71Please respect copyright.PENANAveznyE0yXJ
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「在看什麼?」71Please respect copyright.PENANANgLGIZdVeG
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「沒。」抬頭接下你低頭的吻,順暢的動作讓你反而頓了下。71Please respect copyright.PENANACKhnFF97n3
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我笑著看你在我身邊坐下,吃著吐司,聊著你今天打算去公司要辦的事情,你的台胞證,你的護照。71Please respect copyright.PENANAqQbDAYdZmD
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我微笑專心聽著你說話…不,我說謊了,我根本沒在聽你說話。我清楚的知道你下一個字會說什麼,下一個動作下一個表情會是什麼。71Please respect copyright.PENANAzmUrRKuGoS
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我的心在滴血,儘管我臉上笑著。71Please respect copyright.PENANAOmEGrC47Pt
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就讓今天,這一天,結束吧。71Please respect copyright.PENANAHzsLVK5zCD
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時間差不多了,你起身拿起一旁的西裝外套,轉過身來讓跟在身邊的我幫你整理領帶。71Please respect copyright.PENANAPh31KVSHGh
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我動作緩慢的幫你理著,貪婪的汲著你身上特有的味道。71Please respect copyright.PENANAlV727K8dXu
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「那我準備走了。」71Please respect copyright.PENANARdludRKT5X
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「嗯。」你走出門外,我倚在門邊看著你準備往下走。然後你動作一頓,回過頭衝上來狠狠地抱著我,給了我一個沒有喘息空間的吻。71Please respect copyright.PENANANhVtfBHIqv
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「晚上別開門,真的。」你訣別似的表情讓我不覺莞爾。71Please respect copyright.PENANAzBCil0Q9sM
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「你媽要來,我可以不開嗎?」71Please respect copyright.PENANAIgaanTWEHK
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「……可以。」71Please respect copyright.PENANA3yTuahPUvY
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「別賭氣,這可是她名下的財產。」拍了拍因為抱我而弄皺的痕跡。「快去上班吧。乖。」71Please respect copyright.PENANAV9CRUDGSwD
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「別把我當孩子哄。」你有些賭氣的轉身,往下走。71Please respect copyright.PENANAwRwMN5Cqgr
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這次你沒有回頭,我聽見你開了門,大力的甩上,連走出門大力踏在地上的聲音都那麼清楚。71Please respect copyright.PENANAPey15ZMLM1
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我笑了。71Please respect copyright.PENANAxQVYvKucO1
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走回屋內,我沒有去收拾桌上的杯盤,我知道那些會怎麼處理掉。我只是坐回沙發上,等待熟悉的暈眩,與黑暗。71Please respect copyright.PENANAVPCAJZk5QB
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當眼前又開始旋轉起來的時候,我還是笑了,真的,真的該結束了。71Please respect copyright.PENANAJNCINukh14
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睜開眼。71Please respect copyright.PENANAufi9KDAcjo
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我知道天快亮了。71Please respect copyright.PENANAzlxfZlLEE7
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我還是比鬧鐘要早醒了過來,仍是看著窗外灰濛濛的天空,我照舊伸直了雙手,讓那伸展筋骨帶來的舒服感覺然後等待你的鬧鐘響起。71Please respect copyright.PENANApNeRaWz85w
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我等待曲子唱過一遍然後你按掉,你下床走到我的眼前。71Please respect copyright.PENANAtCFtqn0suh
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我仰起頭迎接你的吻。「早安。」71Please respect copyright.PENANArWE1oV2X1R
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「早安。醒了?」你的這個聲音,沙啞的令我想落淚。71Please respect copyright.PENANAC0slvoNXWr
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「嗯。」71Please respect copyright.PENANA5WJ4f2PWz1
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「那就別賴在床上,早餐吃吐司喝柳橙汁好嗎?」71Please respect copyright.PENANAxqG9l0WA9m
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「好。」我乖乖的沒有看向你。讓這些對話順利下去。71Please respect copyright.PENANAMWjnr3EFAj
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「那就快起床,我先去刷牙洗臉了。」71Please respect copyright.PENANAoIQONV4f1y
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「……嗯。」71Please respect copyright.PENANAqHS0VNdtJe
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看著你進入盥洗室,我坐起身來,走向廚房。71Please respect copyright.PENANAcz4l6hmC93
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這是最後一次了吧?我覺得腳步忽然重了起來。71Please respect copyright.PENANAp4VCuac5iZ
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「蛋要半熟嗎?」71Please respect copyright.PENANAvxyZDBqmJN
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看到我站在火爐前,你的表情讓我笑下。「怎麼?我下廚很稀奇?」71Please respect copyright.PENANAzwBtVq6PcK
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「不……」71Please respect copyright.PENANAFeMIwZ1B3k
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「那、你要幫我倒柳橙汁嗎?」我空出手,學你不回頭指向冰箱。71Please respect copyright.PENANAgJvoqlXjfe
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「小驥……」71Please respect copyright.PENANAKyLCPExLo8
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「嗯?」聽你叫我的這一聲名字,我差點就落了淚。71Please respect copyright.PENANAWS9M8BzTbd
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「……不、沒事。」71Please respect copyright.PENANAc2HM3asJE5
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我整了整心情,調整好表情,把夾著蛋跟生菜的吐司放上桌。「吃吧。你等等還要去公司辦台胞證跟護照……怎麼哭了?」71Please respect copyright.PENANAi8mTrGdMIV
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「你……什麼時候發現的?」71Please respect copyright.PENANAMjxZyzPYlz
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你的哭泣一向沒有聲音,每次都被我忽略,我伸手擦掉你的眼淚,臉上還是笑著:「第二個禮拜吧。你一定沒發現我在你床頭那邊刻了痕跡。」71Please respect copyright.PENANAasz2H6tscG
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「我哪會發現那邊……」71Please respect copyright.PENANAEUUBHO6ExU
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「嗯,所以我在那邊刻了註記。」71Please respect copyright.PENANAx09i9tAJPX
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「………」71Please respect copyright.PENANAICgbTiFEuK
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「一天一道痕跡,你一定不知道那邊刻了幾個,」我知道我在笑,但心好痛,「刻了48道呢。」71Please respect copyright.PENANAmo23h7GqHm
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「……為什麼?」71Please respect copyright.PENANAEEk5xtkGJ9
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「怎麼不稱讚我聰明?」笑著繼續抹去你掉不停的淚。「因為我起了疑心。我也不知道為什麼,忽然有一天,我就發現這一切都很怪。71Please respect copyright.PENANAcgHROtgaUU
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「每天我的記憶只有白天那段時間,只有你出門之後,不管我做了什麼事,沒多久就會暈眩,黑暗。然後就像睡一覺一樣,我又醒來。又是一樣的一天。71Please respect copyright.PENANA4ieWn4j81w
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「我也不知道為什麼想起來,就想起來晚上,你媽媽來之後的事情……好,好,我不要說。」我抱住你忽然衝過來擁抱我的身體。71Please respect copyright.PENANAL68vGw4vPu
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「那是個意外,真的。那是個意外。」我像要哄孩子般拍著你的背。「我不怨你媽的,我怨的是你。」71Please respect copyright.PENANA8WDi7tTPDx
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你吶吶的抬起頭,不解的看著我。71Please respect copyright.PENANAjmk3sN9Fgi
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「為什麼要把我留下來?你知道我很擔心嗎?我不知道你用了多少的力氣跟方法讓我以這樣的方式留下來。」71Please respect copyright.PENANAEAXJlldWKV
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「無所謂,無所謂,只要你在……」71Please respect copyright.PENANAUM4BHwUQSh
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「這不對的,」我捧著你的臉,你避著我的眼,「對你,對我,都不對。」71Please respect copyright.PENANAlnnghiQxSu
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「所以,你要離開我?」71Please respect copyright.PENANAXAdLq3EJ4f
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「嗯。」71Please respect copyright.PENANATOZEkIT1sU
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「為什麼?」71Please respect copyright.PENANAlz7stsOZmL
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「因為我想去喝那碗湯。」71Please respect copyright.PENANAztTjue9dlh
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「為什麼?你這麼想要遺忘我?」你激動了起來。71Please respect copyright.PENANAInjJ63xicV
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「因為這樣,」我發現我笑不出來,「你才能真正的原諒你自己。」71Please respect copyright.PENANAKquOyPckIn
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再也忍不住的,我們抱著彼此大哭。就像是要把最後的力氣哭完似的哭著,這是最後一次,所以哭光了力氣也無所謂。71Please respect copyright.PENANARWFIDQcMVs
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不知道過了多久,反正時間一點意義也沒有,我放開已經停止哭泣的你,走向門邊。71Please respect copyright.PENANA9xnXkUGPt4
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「小驥……」71Please respect copyright.PENANAsWV7H6oKIB
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「別呼喚我,明天你終於可以往前走,不用每天買完整的一瓶柳橙汁回來,不用每天拼了命的要喝到跟前一天一樣的刻度,不用每天吃一樣的早餐,不用跟我一樣,」我輕輕的笑了,「每天假裝鬧鐘響了才醒。」71Please respect copyright.PENANAA1TvaFHmO8
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我沒有回頭,將門轉開,看見外面的景色,滿足的笑了。71Please respect copyright.PENANAM6vOAvcBkt
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門外是一片漆黑,終於不再是公寓的景色。71Please respect copyright.PENANADkoH0lOm9d
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「我很想瀟灑的說忘了我,但我實際上根本不願意。我想要你記得我,我要你帶著跟我在一起愉快的回憶,去找下一個你身邊的人。我要你笑著過每一天,而不是這樣過……」停頓了下,我開口說出最後一句話「我愛你,但是我該走了。忌日我也不會回來,別等我了。」71Please respect copyright.PENANABDdlhd74PJ
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說完,我不理會身後你嗚咽的哭聲,絕然的往前跨。71Please respect copyright.PENANA8Y2doSpfl5
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當一片黑暗襲來,我滿足的笑了。71Please respect copyright.PENANA9lAuEeKDvq
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再睜開眼時,我們彼此,就終於能夠真正的,互相放開了吧。71Please respect copyright.PENANAyaibtzCEiJ
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