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倘若緩緩流下的眼淚能帶走一些傷痛，那就不需反覆舔著傷口來確認自己真切地擁有什麼了吧。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qP1Eg9HOi
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他咬緊下唇，直至嘗到了一絲腥鹹的血腥味，悲傷如同傷口滲出的血液，點滴擴散。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKwYd0A2ZS
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“哲也，我不懂了…”自夜空墜落的光芒此刻在那人眼中熠熠閃爍。那人眼裡是銀河，是彗星，雖明亮但燃燒殆盡後徒留灰燼的混濁，“什麼才是真正的怪物？”41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMf3b46t38
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傾盡所有只為等待一次嘴角牽動，然而該用怎樣表情面對欲哭無淚的難受，他不曾思考過。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFUEMXHKtv
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“是擁有那種身體卻少了一顆溫暖之心、冷酷至極的狼…還是平凡無奇卻慾望深不見底、貪婪地近乎醜陋的人類？”41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pzrNYCW1h
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“赤司君…”41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEABJhPAcA
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找不到言語撫平的、最深沉的痛，是無話可說。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2SSDgRniD
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Sehen sie mich! 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQV1A9qA32
Sehen sie mich! 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFg9oi9FIj
Das monstrum in meinem Selbst ist so groß geworden!41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAzmqxUbrk
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看看我！41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJY2iGXFA2n
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我體內的怪物已經變得這麼大了！ ①41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXc4Nrduxn
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阻止我，或者殺了我。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMe54skFkBT
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這是我唯一的請求。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpj9KiYpaLL
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赤髮男人緩緩走上台的那刻，黃瀨涼太也抬起了頭。即便過半的頭髮已漸趨花白、上挑的眼尾也刻上了歲月痕跡，可黑框眼鏡下仍遮不住一雙赤眸裡的奕奕神采。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4D1eobqBh
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人們總說舉手投足充滿自信的男人最吸引人目光，若是再加上本身相貌不凡，只能說是得天獨厚了。可想而知，此人年輕時必定是位容貌與自己不相上下的帥哥，不過怎麼說都是自己略勝一籌才是─他在心裡暗暗想著。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwr3L1msuNV
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赤司弘彥，這是男人的名字。一位出色的學者大概就是像這樣，一言一行被眾人簇擁圍繞，一舉一動被媒體瘋狂追逐吧。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7cSpbnFo7
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“歡迎各位菁英加入大學院這個大家庭，冀望在座的諸位都能在這自由的環境下找出自己的價值…”41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6oNNCF1FE
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制式的開場白很快地便讓他對台上的男人失去了興趣，畢竟那人成就如何輝煌也和自己沾不上一絲關係，對沒興趣的人，他一向是連分點注意力都覺浪費光陰的。他打了個哈欠，狀似隨意的伸個懶腰。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzZwsrRa8T
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“欸，你聽過大學院的傳聞嗎？”身後一名院生神秘兮兮地對身旁的朋友說道。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKyv6IbtXF
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“是鬼怪什麼的嗎？哪間學校都有鬼故事啊，不稀奇了啦！”同伴顯然是對這類話題完全沒有興趣，語氣裡少不了對謠言嗤之以鼻的鄙視。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzajEjiNpn
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“不是鬼魂…”男學生彷彿在塑造說恐怖故事的氣氛，還刻意壓低聲音，“是狼人！傳說只要在滿月的夜晚，就能在大學院的某處見到狼人哦！”41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMtwXnWwtl
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“噗哈哈哈…你相信這種傳聞啊？該不會把社團招生時那些學長的話當真了吧！聽就知道是唬你的啦！”41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsZKvTLZF1
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“是、是這樣嗎？可是學長描述得繪聲繪影的呢…”41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHIF0mg2k1
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“不然怎麼騙你入社團啊？話說在先，我可不加入那種奇怪的社團哦！恕不奉陪。”41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEmFwEIXr1
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“別說得我好像是常被拐騙的人一樣啊！”41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EIdZI0A7Q
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兩個院生逕自討論得熱烈，黃瀨僅是默默聽著，嘴角卻悄然上揚，本還徘徊在身邊的濃濃倦意早已煙消雲散。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9FRulU0vA
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狼人？這不是挺有趣的嘛，這樣的生活確實多了點樂趣。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fMOAC7k1k
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但更有趣的並不是這樣的話題，而是從不經過求證就以訛傳訛，比起自己眼睛更相信自己耳朵的─人類啊。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQcfDOLpro
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春櫻爛漫的天空猶如綴上粉色星光的一塊畫布，迎面吹來的風在頃刻間變得溫柔，桃井五月撥了撥隨風飄逸的粉色長髮，若有似無的淡淡髮香似乎隨著她的動作飄散，令幾位路過的院生停下腳步。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvxspEUnCx
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如畫的美景再加上美人點綴，簡直就是一種至上的視覺享受，男學生無不歡欣鼓舞，喜悅之色一覽無遺。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMVGegw9A7
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“早、早安，桃井副教授！”41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPPDhORDD4
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“早安。”如沐春風的微笑替這些學生臉頰上刷上春櫻般的粉色，“你們是新生吧，真有活力呢，加油哦。”41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjDn3Wuz3o
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“看到沒！桃井副教授叫我加油！”41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGI4eMuIN5
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“笨─蛋！這話是對我說的啦！”41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLS6sYeLqX0
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“錯了、錯了，是我才對啊！”41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBodHG90NL4
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幾個大男生為了一句話爭風吃醋的模樣頗滑稽，單純且精力充沛，即便是往後會在跌跌撞撞中領悟何謂成長，仍義無反顧地揮霍光陰，只為換取回憶裡永不褪色的一頁篇幅。真可謂環境促使人改變啊，她突然羨慕起這些人眼中閃閃發亮的青春了。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluGPplWwwU
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桃井笑了笑，轉身將吵吵鬧鬧的畫面拋在腦後。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBXvmIgJ4A
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手裡提著便利商店的塑膠袋，桃井貌似心情不錯，踏著輕快的步伐彎彎繞繞地走了一小段路，比起熱鬧無比的禮堂與校門口，位於校園一隅的實驗室人煙稀少，相對的也顯得清幽寧靜。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsyMQh1Acw
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“小赤，你在嗎？”實驗室一片黑暗，桃井熟門熟路地打開了牆上的電燈開關，回應她的是一片沉默。“真是的，都這個時間了還…他不知道今天是什麼日子嗎？”41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8GNCDdLDl
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“我怎麼了？”41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gnYRp5k7D
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沉穩慵懶的嗓音打斷她的低喃，突然從背後冒出的聲響讓桃井嚇了一跳，“哇啊，小赤你不要突然嚇人啊！”41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWtIc3CHFc
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“是妳大驚小怪了。”並未因桃井誇張的反應而出現任何表情，赤司征十郎逕自走進實驗室，桃井這才發現他手上拿著的東西。“老鼠？小赤，你又把它們帶去哪了！？”41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75mWABzN5S
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“只是觀察一下不同場所影響發情期的程度差異而已，沒什麼吧。”41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJqk6JUh81
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“果然是小綠那邊吧！天啊，小赤，你忘了上次那批老鼠的下場了嗎？”一想到那位不知何謂節制的“醫生”，桃井覺得太陽穴又開始隱隱作痛了。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Kyd4Xxlqh
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所謂的天才其實與異類並沒有多大差別，放眼望去古今中日的天才發明家或藝術家，有哪位不是以個性古怪孤僻著名？桃井對“老天爺對每個人都是公平的＂這句話深感認同，果然天賦這些人與眾不同的才能，也會取走些他們較為正常的部分啊，眼前的人不就是活生生的實例，已經擁有了非凡相貌與過人才能，就不能再要求老天爺給他溫柔體貼的完美個性了吧。雖然說這種不按牌理出牌的個性總讓她生活充滿“驚喜”。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbY8RtWuJqt
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“這不是重點吧，院生人呢？”無視眼前進入腦補模式的人，赤司語氣平淡，彷彿早對這樣的畫面司空見慣。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWxELSXXpI
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“原來你還記得今天是院生報到的日子啊？我還以為你又忘記了…我跟他約好了，大概再一會兒就到了。至於另外一個，好像還沒到…我再去聯絡下。對了，”桃井將幾個飯糰放在赤司面前，“你應該還沒吃早餐吧，我順道買了你的份…” 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgTnGeDGPu
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“不用了，我今天老樣子。”赤司搖搖頭，轉身對身後問道，“你拿去吃吧？”41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY58jdrfB0s
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“小赤，你在跟誰說話？”桃井一臉疑惑。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrSkeLoZ9p
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“您好，桃井副教授，我是黑子哲也。”41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzi5wFwRuNr
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“哇啊！你什麼時候來的！？”她考慮要換顆心臟了，一天被嚇兩次可不是什麼有趣的事。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4QgGyXt09
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“跟赤司教授一起進來的呢，請多多指教了。”41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRmquS4gMp
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“這樣啊…跟著小赤可不是件輕鬆的事呢，請加油了。”41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQBcM48445
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悄悄打量起眼前藍髮的人，桃井一向對自己看人的眼力充滿自信，可她無論如何都無法在黑子身上找出任何特質。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMflXh1ZLX
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黑子哲也就像實驗室裡隨處可見的普通容器，並不起眼，在路上與之擦肩而過或許也不會察覺。真要說有什麼特別之處，大概是一雙如同容器裡無機質的水般、沒有任何雜質浮動的澄澈雙眼了。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyOT7Jbg2s
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她從不過問赤司選擇學生的標準，前例可循這人做決定往往是沒有特定標準的，儘管存在些許質疑，可仔細想想，黑子態度親切溫和，總的來說還算是個可愛的孩子。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqW9vhKPZp
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“我帶了一些甜點來，聽聞桃井副教授喜歡吃甜食，所以…”41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1ePJent4A
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“唉呀，真是個貼心的孩子。”41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CuWr0WFa1
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她必須收回前言，她喜歡這孩子。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aUaVbXyQU
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皎潔的月光為空蕩的房間灑落一地明亮，旋轉椅上的老者在男人走進房內時轉過身來，銳利的視線在男人身上盤旋片刻，老者幽幽開口，“你來了，大輝。”41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlqobO1kVz
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“是。”迎上老者的目光，皮膚黝黑的男人點了個頭當做是回應。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dEywWmGVA
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“事情辦得如何？”41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQ7q1ct3By
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“一切都依照計畫進行。”41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ692mtLdlDD
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沒有情感起伏的聲線似乎使室內的溫度宛如置於冰窖般冷冽，縱使遍地明亮暖月色也使溫暖無法介入分毫。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUKFdMt2X7
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“不會因為是你的玩伴就心軟吧？”老者的嘴唇微抿起，抿出一道輕蔑的弧度。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSBj9ngag9
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“…怎麼可能。”男人的低喃猶如自嘲，又似正面回敬的挑釁。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ubPUZnwwj
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“是嗎？你應該沒忘吧，我時常說的話。”41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhOkm7ata1
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“側隱之心使我們變得懦弱，無所畏懼使我們變得強韌，若想站上巔峰，就讓自己失去，直至無法失去。” 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1XxnXWOmf
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“很好。”乾枯的手指在水晶杯緣游移，裡頭的金黃色液體隨之晃動，威士忌的深沉儼然是圍繞老者周身氛圍的最佳寫照。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRQnCDHYl8
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“他會是個阻礙，”低沉但一字一句鏗鏘有力的嗓音敲擊著男人耳膜，“…殺了他。”41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKt1QlRlShS
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①出自浦澤直樹《Monster》，是我個人最喜歡的一部漫畫作品。（順帶一題第二與第三是鋼鍊與灌高XD）41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGqcJjwnbZ
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終於可以開始寫的新坑～還請多多指教41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mLykeKoWi
關於背景，基本上使用了日本大學院的設定，但有些地方會依故事內容做點更動，可能會和實際狀況有些差異，也可當成架空世界來看( ￣ 3￣)y▂ξ41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sxMqt9q40
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可能不會太歡樂，但也不會是悲劇，所以怕悲劇的捧由可以放心觀看wwww41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4sGAwsxZT
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